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Monday, January 31, 2005

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todae hme econs cookedd bakedd potato pie .
=)
sho nice .
ahhahas .
altho too darn saltyy le .
tmr gorrt HPT meetingg .
1600 - 2100 .
sho crazyy .
5 hrs meetingg .
todae chhoir .
gorrt auditionn .
tishh time sho scaredd kena kick outta syf .
buddenchh i guess i dunchh care sho muchh le worhh .
out jiu out norhh .
todae in schh damn highh .
abit crazyy .shho .
yahh .
hhahas .

1/31/2005 08:07:00 PM

Saturday, January 29, 2005

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secondd bloggingg todae .
naw ones hme .
darn boredd .
sianns .
sure jie go change fone .
dunno nehhs .
haix .
UNFAIRR .
hmphh .
dunchh care .
i wanna get bacck to beingg a slackkerr .
andd fail eberythingg .
naw .
im jokingg .
buddenchh slackkingg stiu rawk more .
x)
duhh .

1/29/2005 08:45:00 PM

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jux came bacck fr belayingg sch .
=)
todae we did belayingg blindfoldedd .
to get us reli preparedd fer campp .
ahhahas .
todae tho only did twice de belayingg ,
tio 40 pumpingg .
budden mam berie nice .
ahhahs .
let mie do 23 pumpinggs andd 7 sit ups only .
tts means lesser by 10 .
=)
a bit slacck todae .
andd keep feelingg sho damn sleepyy .
morningg reachhedd sch at arnd 7 .
saw jackk dey all .
then i went fer mi chi retest at e hod rm wibb anet .
andd i actually left mi SOP dere .
haix .
gonna ask anet help mie photocopyy one copy .
or else reli wiu kena scoldingg de .
lotssa cheeringgs andd briefingg todae too .
guess i wld hab to change notebk againn .
its sho full le .
hhahas .
lkingg ferwarrd to campp .
yarhh .
=)
buaix fer now .

1/29/2005 07:06:00 PM

Friday, January 28, 2005

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in comp labb now .
boredd .
ahhahs ~
shld b doingg engg .
tho im norrt .
lol .
buddenchh guess im beta than how i was last yr ..
total slacck .
i feel lykk a nerrd .
dammit .
haix .
sudden interest in drawingg piggs .
ahhahas .
vandalisingg tables eberyywhere .
as if i care .
wadeber .
sch's sho darn boredd .
x/

1/28/2005 11:40:00 AM

Sunday, January 23, 2005

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++ attitude
haix .
jux choppedd off mi fringe .
its shorrt now .
seemedd lyk tts only a few pieces upp dere on mi foreheadd .
ahhahas ~
i kinda lyk it .
i layeredd mi hair too .
seem no diff .
im stiu able to tie it .
jux tt dere wiu b more pins .
x)
i hate mi attitude smetimes .
haix .
wells .
budden i dunchh actually reli show mi emotionns or wad .
mayb i hab depressionn .
ahhahahs .
naw narhh .
jux crappingg arnd .
hmmm .
i dunchh care .
buddenchh i guess im gonna stayy liddat .
chheerful .
naw matter wad happen .
i wiu stiu tryy to surpress tt dumbb depressedd feelingg .
=)
whee ~
ciao then .
x)

1/23/2005 06:49:00 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005

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im sho damn comfortable now .
wet hair .
dryy clean clothinggs .
=)
except fer e achingg arms .
x)
hhahas .
jux came bacck fr HPT belayingg sch .
hmmm .
kept on belayingg andd doingg pumpingg tiu handd want break le .
in e morningg ,
we eachh down one bottle of water in a gulp .
mi bottle 800ml de .
sho i drank all of it .
at once .
x)
drinkk liao stomach lyk want burst .
hhahas .
budden i guess it was good fer all of us .
x)
sho tiredd .
yupps .
i guess tts al fer todae .
buaix .

1/22/2005 06:26:00 PM

Friday, January 21, 2005

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TODAE was DAMN FUNN .
=)
whee ~
twograce'o4 stiu rawk more than ne othher classes .
hhahas .
reli andd seriouslyy .
hmmm .
first talk abt ytd .
haix .
took agape .
had bondingg session wib em .
couldnt manage em .
i cried .
haix .
cant standd it mahh .
e tears jux came de .
haix .
kailing osho cried .
cos she couldnt get response fr herr class .
phebe almost criedd .
sho sadd .
TODAE . =)
hmmm .
i went to buyy ice creamm first .
then met fishh at khatibb mrt station .
then we took bus to mels hse .
e guyys were alrdy dere wibb kl andd wenqi andd jolene .
then e girls went mac .
except fer mie jolene andd wenqi .
we went to plae at e swingg dere .
then gerald joinedd us .
hhahas .
we went to another side to plae swinggs .
then osho saw e guyys plaeingg bball .
=)
we went bacck to mels hse .
cheyenne dey al were dere alrdyy .
watchhedd e incredibles .
=)
andd fryy all e fries andd nuggets .
x)
it was damn funn siax .
hmmm .
mel's maid was berie nice .
she taughht us lots abt cookingg .
tho i was skippingg in andd out of e kitchenn al e while .
hhahas .
we had lunchh all tgt .
=)
sho nice .
aft tt we watchhedd tv againn .
then we went to e swinggs dere .
then decidedd go plae bball .
hmmm .
initially we girls plaed .
lao pui .
hhahas .
then e guyys came on to plae wibb another grp of guyys whom we dunno .
WHEE~
twoGrace guyys TRASHEDD e other grp of guyys .
DUHH .
its expectedd .
hhahas .
twoGrace'o4 produce e bestt peeps .
hhahas .
we went bacck andd we cut e cake .
=)
i neba calledd em faggots todae .
hhahas .
altho i did sae tt weihan shake his ass when he walks .
wells-
im saeingg e truthh mahhx .
x)
andd i pouredd drinkks fer em .
ahhahahas .
andd cut cakes fer em .
lol .
aft tt weihan dey all left .
only e girls andd guodong , xiuanpin , yuxuan andd jiahui stayyedd .
mie andd ah mah went to e swingg dere .
we chattedd fer quite a while .
then we saw xiuanpin cumingg fr behindd dere .
then e girls startedd to cum .
hmmm .
we plaedd captain's ball .
=)
damn funn .
aft tt we went long john silver eat .
then we went hme .
mie ah mahh shimin andd jishui took e same train .
gort one auntie kept praisingg jiahui .
hhahas .
then bothh of us alightedd at khatibb .
abit nth t sae narhhx .
hhahas .
budden it was alrighht .
=)
tho it was tiringg ,
it was damn funn .
=)
wiu b postingg e fotos at arnd feb liddat .
yupps .
cos i wanna tyk e cam to camp too .
hhahas .
alrighht .
tmr gorrt belayingg sch .
8.45 needa reachh sch .
yupps .
ciao then .
andd ,
TWOGRACE'O4 RULZ .
=)

1/21/2005 08:53:00 PM

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

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aww .
was sho shocckedd in e morningg .
whenn i receivedd e news saeingg tt i wunchh b tykingg agape tgt wibb anet .
feel kinda alone .
haix .
anet offeredd to change wibb mie .
budden i tnk its kinda impossible .
i guess i wld hab to tyk thinggs in mi stride bahhx .
erms .
then i was lyk kinda pissed andd eberythingg in e aftnn .
haix .
cant helpp it .
im actually kinda scaredd of tt class .
awww ..
nvm .
i wiu tryy to lk at e brite side of eberythingg .
yupps .
=)
errms .
gonna findd some cheers fer em bahh .
haix .
now eberydae osho sho damn bz de norhh .
sian nehhx .
haix .
alrighht .
i tnk tts all bahhx .
buaix .

1/19/2005 07:34:00 PM

Monday, January 17, 2005

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+ afraidd .
+ phobia .
+ untouchable .

. wth ? i dunno wads wrong wibb mie .

wadeberr .
acck .
tishh few daes damn bz .
haix .
too badd .
WHEE ~
mel's party onn fri .
=)
tts a breaak fer mie .
haix .
okaees .
tts all i guess .
im berie tiredd .
buaix .

1/17/2005 08:42:00 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

15o1o5 . proudd to be a HPT member !

1/16/2005 02:40:00 PM

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whee~
gorrt e redd shirrt .
at last .
ytd damn highh in e ava rm .
=)
eberyone tyk loads of fotos .
mrs carolin tan came too .
she talk to us abt thinggs .
meaningful thinggs .
yupps .
amen .
=)
i agree on e parrt where she sae eberyone cn hab an opinion .
wells -
she saidd lotssa meaninggful thinggs .
hmmm .
regret neber bringg cam ytd .
haix .
dunchh care .
im gonna save fer a digital cam .
=)
ytd went took neos .
ltr im gonna upload em in .
yupps .
ermms .
gonna get dos fotos fr kl andd anet .
haix .
next wk bz wk againn .
prepare fer secthree adventure campp .
thurs gort meeting fr 1800-2100 .
then fri ishh mels partyy !!
whee~
tmr i go wibb kailingg fer herrbondingg sessionn .
cos i wanna miss lunchh .
erms .
tues bondingg sessionn wibb 3 agape .
wed only free dae .
yupps .
i guess tts al le .
ciao fer now .

1/16/2005 02:04:00 PM

Saturday, January 15, 2005

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whee ~
a new blogskinn .
=)
tishh time it aint blacck .
cos im happyy all over againn .
x)
ahhahas .
budden smethingg wrongg wibb e tagboard .
haix .
people tagg horr ,
cum outt invisible .
mux pull e mouse over than cn c e word .
nvm .
i wiu tryy to edit tt ltr onn .
hmmm .
ltr ishh e HPT installationn ceremonyy .
we are gettingg e redd shirrt .
=)
aft gettingg e red shirrt ,
im gonna prove miself .
tt i deserve e shhirt .
haix .
sho sadd tt all us are stiu under probationn .
im lookingg ferwarrd to mel's farewell next fri .
cos nowadaes berie bz .
need a break andd some funn .
x)
i wantt go sun tann at palawan beachh !
hhahas .
budden e girls dunchh wanna go beachh .
sho we decide go mel's hse norhh .
hope e guyys wld b goingg too .
threejoy's mykingg class tee .
im designingg it wibb cheyenne dey all .
=)
howeber e class jux cant decide e color of e shirt .
-.-"
nvm .
lol .
ytd CCA open hse .
choir dance sing out .
it was great ?!
i guess ..
hhahas .
aft tt we went bacck music rm fer SYF practice .
kena scoldedd by ms yee .
haix .
audrey criedd mahh .
sho sadd .
aft tt we went hme norhh .
ytd was kinda pissedd at some peeps .
tts y seemed kinda depressed .
hhahas .
im neber depress de horrx .
x)
wadeber .
okaees .
goingg le .
ciao fer now .

1/15/2005 09:38:00 AM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

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okaees .
=)
todae quite a happyy dae .
mwahahas .
budden ..
haix .
stiu gort one berie diu liann thingg happen .
tt stoopidd eugene goh went pull mi chair awae andd i sat on air .
HMPH .
budden wasnt reli angryy .
hadd a good luff andd eberythingg was fine againn .
it was jux abit embarrasingg .
hahas .
time passedd real sloww todae .
wonder y .
andd all of us were sho happy when e bell rangg fer recess .
budden mrs ang kept us in longerr .
haix .
wadeber .
hmmm .
aft sch we went bacck twograce classrm fer historyy on e move de rehersal .
=)
andd dey were habingg some rehersal fer e sch's 40th aniversary .
greaat .
andd i guess i reli movedd on .
x)
ahhahas .
tmr gorrt cca open hse .
=)
okaees .
im finally happyy todaee .
done .
ciao .

1/13/2005 05:50:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

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first thingg i saw whenn i went to school tishh morningg .
dos nothhii onecompassionn kidds .
x)
andd dey were teasingg mie andd yiyuann .
- roll mi eyes -
then saw anadee ( ish tish e wae to spell herr name ? lol .) .
hmmm .
then wait wibb herr fer angelyn to cum .
then cheyenne came .
then shimin came .
we went to e chapel tgt .
yupps .
andd we change dere .
first performance at e chapel .
weve stiu gort three consecutive wk to go .
i meann performm in e chapel .
yupps .
todae berie tiredd .
haix .
we discussedd abt e history on e move thingyy .
kinda surprisedd tt e guyys turnedd upp .
=)
we were in e twograce classrm .
then when all e guyys left le horrx .
e rest of us stayyedd in e classrm to chat norhh .
i was lkingg outta e window when i saw yunting .
hahas .
she was pointingg at us .
andd norrt longg aft tt she came upp .
wadeber .
aft tt we went north point .
siann .
then we went hme norhh .
haix .
tmr t r a i n i n g !!
whee ~
ohh btw .
dey sae dey are paintingg e classrm PINK .
hahaas .
im kinda fine wibb it since its e majority's decisionn .
yupps .
andd pinkk goes well wibb blue .
=)
okaees .
i guess tts all fer todaee .
buaixx .

1/12/2005 06:18:00 PM

Monday, January 10, 2005

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whee~
todae first hme econs lessonn .
ms ang was sho damn harmless .
i guess she osho hab some pronounciationn prob lyk mdm ang .
- grins -
she speaks farnily too .
damn .
im in e same hm econs class as e faggot .
buddenchh at least i stiu gort anet norhh .
hmmm .
tnkingg of mykingg peace wib weihan ( e faggot )
x)
heh heh .
i tnk i wiu jux leave himm alone .
hmmm .
realise tt actually sittingg wib miself ishh norrt reli tt badd .
hahas .
at least e guyys are kinda fwenly bahh .
andd i cn go over to cheyenne's netime .
andd im gettingg to noe e class .
=)
was kinda depressed in e aftnn .
sudden pissedd .
tt happenedd ytd too .
i was damn pissedd .
andd sadd .
rushhedd all e hws todae .
mayb tts y i was pissedd .
andd mi pissedd mood myk mie tnk of things i shldnt tnk .
andd tt made mie total depress .
pathetic .
went to e chapel fer ltr half of e choir .
its nice .
=)
boo .
we are supposedd to wear e blardyy choir dress .
cos its e FIRST chapel hour tt we are gonna hab in e new chapel .
andd yangkai sae we are supposedd to singg eberywk .
budden only tishh wed de needa wear dress .
HPT instillationn ceremonyy on sat .
=)
howeber ,
we are under probationn .
cheyennes outta HPT .
haix .
im kkinda pissedd wib tt .
its norrt berie fair .
haix .
we are supposedd to wear hse tee andd tracks fer e instillationn ceremonyy .
damn .
abit disappointedd .
cos its nort exactly formal .
haix .
ohh .
im tykingg 3 agape wib anet andd sweekuoon fer e sec one orientationn camp .
hmmm .
dunchh reli mindd narhh .
cn actually myk more new fwens norhh .
ishh jux tt i wunchh b tykingg mi OWN class .
at least i gort anet norhh .
=)
okaees .
i guess tts all fer todae .
ohh .
jakes a damn blardyy faggot wibb e wordd fucker written on his face .
ciao fer now .

1/10/2005 08:04:00 PM

Saturday, January 08, 2005

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whee~
ytd jux came bacck fr e sec one orientationn camp .
=)
it was quite funn .
hahas .
first time gorrt to lead some class .
hmmms .
andd i gort three new godsis .
berie cute girls !!
=)
dorothy shihui andd xie han .
yay .
i finally rmb xie han's name .
hahas .
hmmm .
first dae of camp .
lotssa game activities .
funn .
but tiringg .
screamm andd screamm .
hahas .
prepare fer camp fire .
cn narhh .
tho performance norrt berie good ,
i noe dey triedd their best le .
andd dey stiu rawks .
=)
compassionn rawks .
hahas .
mi voice horse le .
lol .
o6o1o5 nite .
debrief .
pumpingg tiu arnd 3 .
then hab supper .
mre teo's treat .
hahas .
eat liao we went to bath .
slpt at arnd 4 am .
woke upp at arnd 5.50 am .
haix .
lacck of slp .
then damn tiredd .
budden duringg e deyy runn fer TP rescue ,
i became highh againn .
=)
then dunchh feel tiredd le .
TP rescue was funn .
hahas .
aft breakk camp ,
dere was debrief .
haix .
shennon sir and weiquan sir were kinda harshh to us .
some of us wld b kickedd outta HPT .
haix .
hope i wun kena norhh .
next camp ishh e sec three sdventure camp .
we are supposedd to teachh our own class cheers andd eberythingg .
belayingg we dunno .
buddenchh i tnk shld b stationn by stationn de bahhx .
i mux brushh up mi belayingg skius .
im gonna do mi best at e sec three adventure camp .
hope wunch kena kicked out .
yupps .
i guess we gonna tyk our HPT shirt le .
whee ~
jux now went sch chapel .
fer chemistry myk-upp lesson .
=)
i tnk mr ong ishh nice to lt us hab myk-upp lesson ,
hahas .
cheyenne endedd upp neba cum .
cos she overslept .
lol .
aft tt mie anet andd char went behind schh to eat lunchh wib wenqi jolene huikuoon andd denise .
=)
then we went bacck sch againn .
we sat down dere do maths hw .
=)
e BBs dunno doingg wad .
lyk welcumingg some VIPs .
then e band had to stop their practice .
andd wenqi came over to talk to us .
lol .
okaees .
i guess tts all .
yupps .
ciao .

1/08/2005 02:54:00 PM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

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todae damn tiredd sia .
kena scoldingg fr mrs soh todae .
cos we were runningg arnd while waitingg fer herr to cum .
she threatenedd to strip us off hpt .
hurhh .
i care arr .
okaees .
i care .
x)
budden ishh actually cos we saw ms lim mahh .
then we freakedd .
andd we ran upp e staris .
when we came down ,
mrs soh was dere le .
haix .
suay norhh .
threejoyy de ' si nan ren' lurve gayy starfs .
-.-""
i dunchh mindd tho .
cos e colors dey choose fer our files are quite nice bahh .
hahas .
hot pinkk .
=)
hmmm .
then aft sch rushhed down to onecompassion straight aft i completedd mi journel .
kns .
then everthingg had to b canceledd .
cos someone call e sch andd complainn .
damn .
kena naggedd by mrs buayy .
haix .
budden at least i gort to teachh em e spongebob cheer before dey left .
yay .
tmr gorrt camp .
we hab to go dere one dae before hand to prepare fer e sec one camp .
i finally get to leadd .
=)
buddenchh i wiu b missingg lots andd lots of lessons .
haix .
sho i WIU findd somewae to myk up fer em .
i said liao .
i wiu wk hard tishh yr .
andd im gonna wk toward tt goal .
x)
andd im gonna TRY to manage mi time well .
lets hope sho .
hahas .
okaees .
i wiu endd here .
ciao .
wunchh b bloggingg fer next few daes cos gorrt camp .
x)

1/04/2005 10:03:00 PM

Monday, January 03, 2005

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2nd bloggingg todaee .
hmmm .
change blogg skinn .
damn plainn .
norrt feelingg in e best mood .
tts y .
changingg next time .
lol .
mayb myk mi own blogg .
lyk mel .
kaes .
ciao .

1/03/2005 08:53:00 PM

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ohh .
todaees e first dae of sch .
=)
neber reli spent e dae in mi class .
cos e hpt gilatos were runningg arndd .
tykingg care of e needs of dos sec ones .
hahas .
i tnk dey r beta than e last batchh of sec ones .
ehem .
dey berie cute .
=)
whee~
onecompassion'o5 rawks .
duhh .
hahas .
i guess we shld at least psycho ourself to lyk our present sec three class .
or else it wunch do worhh .
alrighht .
threejoy'o5 rawkks .
=)
sho sadd .
mel's leavingg .
awww .
berie she bu de herr .
haix .
wiu myse eu lorts andd lorts de .
i tnk mie andd cheyenne organisingg farewell party fer herr .
at herr hse .
its sorta farewell party cum gatheringg .
hmmm .
next few daes wiu b damn bz .
cos of e sec one orientationn camp .
bt i lyk it .
hahas .
i guess mayb wunchh b bloggingg fer e next few daes bahhx .
hmmm .
todae hungg out wib two grace gurls in causewae .
it felt lyk ol' times againn .
ltr post e neos we took .
was feelingg a lil bit downn .
haix .
neber mindd .
lk at e brite side of life .
wadeber thingg happen ,
life stiiu goes onn .
actually nthh happen .
ishh just tt i jux keep tnkingg andd tnkingg .
awww .
it sarkks .
haix .
okaes .
im habingg sleepless nites .
haix .
done here .
buaix .

1/03/2005 07:14:00 PM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

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heyys .
=)
im at zong yang de hse now .
hahas .
actually ish class gatheringg .
budden only some turnedd upp .
wells .
at least dos Fs turnedd upp .
tts good .
lol .
ltr stiu gort HPT meetingg .
at amk macs .
hahas .
erms .
tmr gort schh .
neber do hw .
lol .
dunch care le narhh .
since cheyenne osho neber do .
hahas .
ok .
done now .
ciao fer now .
x)

1/02/2005 02:57:00 PM