today's better. finished the whole of gooooong (: so i can like, start my revisions soon already. someone else commented on my solemnity in school nowadays :/well. seriously, i didnt even realise. hmms. tmr's either out shopping for my mom's birthday present, or it's group studying with sihao. think i'll be out though. two dont exactly make good group studying. shall see.

off to my stuffs. flalaa.

i just highlighted a whole bunch of stuffs i typed and deleted them away. cos it's all crap shit. theres no use for me to keep complaining on and on about my results and blah blah blah cos my mind's already so full of the thoughts of my effing horrible prelims results and all the studying i gotta do to get really good grades for the big o's that im so sick of the examination stuffs. sheesh.

and i went to school with a heavy head in the morning. i wonder why they name it heavy hearted, cos seriously, i think my head felt more heavy than my heart actually did.

even though i know i'll really miss the school when we graduate, i can hardly wait for the graduation service right now. school's making me feel all horrible. morever, theres still something else which refuses to be eradicated from my mind ):

hmmfs. but on second thought, i wouldnt want school to end so fast, cos there are still times when it's nice to be in school. hahs. im very fickle-minded. oh wells. i shall try not to think so much already, cos at this point of time, i should only be thinking about the studies. everything else will straighten out by themselves, i guess.

i want tomorrow to be better than today. every next day should be better than the previous day (:

perhaps i still didnt put in enough efforts for my prelims ): im angry with myself. rahs.

hey. im sick of being emo. especially when i didnt even realise i was acting that way till i was told. hah. and i was like, yea. all of a sudden i realise i had been feeling so... sjakfwefu. i dunno wassup with me anymore ):

and anet cheyenne yuenchen, thanks. i omfg couldnt contain myself. sheeeeesh >>:( and i think eugene saw it coming. maybe joel too. cos it felt as though they were trying to comfort me or something at first. but somehow, it made me feel even worse. lol. ohwells ): emotions running wild. pttf. the math results didnt make it better. rwars. and im grateful for the little gestures of jake asking if im okay already.

im just so pissed off with myself. ugh.

im in the school comp lab right now doing fnn, and obviously i aint :D

My Chemical Romance is having a new album soon, yuenchen told me. ahhhhhs. so anyway, they have one song out already, Welcome to the Black Parade. damn nice :D hear it here. click flash.

pttfs. im weird i know. i hate it when there's people looking at what im blogging, even though they still can see what i posted after i publish them. but still, it's weird to have people looking over your shoulder to see what youre typing. and anet the losaaaar and marcus kept commenting and SO, im continuing at home later ooooon (: heh.

ohwell. so till later. and i meant it when i said i'll miss you. & seriously. i hope you really meant it when you said you meant it too (:

im so dead cos im hooked to some korean show right now and im not starting my revision yet cos im spending too much time infront of the tv. oh fine. im gonna start my work as soon as i finish the whole show and that most prolly will be saturday or so, provided that i rush through every episodes.

yay. i failed math, as expected >:(

right. ive gotta get back to editing my fnn soon. sighs. it will be over sooooooon. today's graduation for 4N. two weeks later, it's gonna be our turn. and it's amazing how fast time had passed ): i'll miss all the times i had in school.

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i dont feel like blogging anymore today. shall write in my diary instead. thats too many private thoughts to pen down, and a blog aint private at all. all of a sudden, i feel like going through the whole of my sec3 life again, starting from the sec3 adventure camp part. hahaaaas. im going bonkers, i guess :/

Littlest Things
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back
and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down,
you made that face you do no one in the world
that could replace you

Chorus
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

OH FUCK. everything i wrote just disappeared cos of some effing connection problem. bkwqkhdwqorfwdf knnb singtel. WTFFFF. >:((((

fucktard): this word has been playing on my mind since i woke up this morning and ive no bloody idea why. coincidentally, the bus driver on the 851 which i was boarded today at 07:07am was the fucktard woman driver who was the cause of 3 times of my late arrival to school out of the 4 or 5 times i was late. i seriously felt like i was riding on a tortoise and that i felt like hurling my shoes at the back of her head, yet again. fortunately i wasnt late. seriously, even though im a female too, i think most women make bad drivers.

we finished watching the forrest gump movie. nice (: and then we had physics, chemistry, accounts... gave out brownies again. everyone love em, well, except cheyenne who preferred yesterday's 'fa gao'. roflmao. anyways, i dont see the point in going to school anymore. theres nothing much to do :/ the day was spent flicking pulling making faces with eugene when in class, and roaming around the school standing at the starircase chatting and trying to hit each other's lalas with yuenchen. hahahaaaaa. yea. thats what going to school is for. so, i got a brand new injury today on the same hand which got scratched yesterday. ouuuuch.

so anyway, i guess im most prolly suffering from some major moodswing today cos one moment i can be so high and crazy and everything, the next i can be all depressed and sad and whatsoever. i gave the box of brownies that was supposedly the idiot's to yuxuan, and seeing the look of, uhms, enjoyment of the brownie, on his face actually almost made me cry?! sheesh. min was saying that if i really did cry, he would have gotten a shock of his life or something like that. LOL. i guess i was just really sad that it was the third box already and still, i was unable to pass it to whom it should be passed to. plus all the #%&(*#! hormones and stuffs like that, im ready to go from all chirpy bright and cheerful to some crazy somebody sobbing her heart out just because somebody had a total look of enjoyment eating the brownie she had a part in making.

what the toot.

fine. so anyway i was hoping i'd be almost dead from cramps so that i wont have to go to school tomorrow. but come to think of it, the 4NT/NA are having their graduating service tomorrow and i might not get to see some of em in future already... oh. prolly not. but still, heh. morever eugene's entertaining in class, and i still have anet the losaaaar and cheyenne :D but can they like, cancel the chemistry practical lesson that we're having for the last two periods? cos that seriously sucks. sighs. OH. anyway. i failed my english, i think >>>:'(

hmmfs. i gotta smile and smile at the idiot in school tomorrow cos he said that the way i pretended that i never see him in school when he walk pass the class is too fake already. shit. and i thought i acted pretty well. HAH. ohwell. goodbye. ohhh. btw, even though the possibility of yanjie reading this is close to nil, i'll have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANJIE. uh. i meant the agape guy, not that grace girl, obviously, since i dont even know the latter. hahahaaaaaaa.

see, im happy again. just a few moments ago i was so pissed off and upset over nothing. pttfs. im not back to studying. yet >:( i should hurry up. mumie tooter. sighs. zzz

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOW JIAYAN :D

i wonder if she'll read this. hahs. she sure is difficult to contact. lol. so anyways, school was horrible today cos i was like, falling asleep all over the place. rofl. i wonder why. i slept at like, 12 yesterday and i wasnt on the phone at all. so i shouldnt be tired :/ hmmfs.

gave out the brownies which doesntexactly taste like brownie. oh wells, people said they were nice, just that the texture wasnt like brownies at all. hahaha. didnt get to give the idiot again. rwars. so i gave his share to sweekoon, kinda like a goodbye gift since he's graduating on wed already ):

after school wasnt in a good mood. pms, prolly ): then in the end decided to go min's house for more baking. so i went home changed and all, and packed all the baking stuffs over to her house. and like, yucks. cos starting from the bus stop near my house, the corridors were full of cockroaches, huge, tiny, dead, alive. damn gross. kays so anyway. we used back the old recipe and yayyyyyyy. the brownies turned out great :D

we made one especially for LOWJIAYAN. but we couldnt contact her to give her. so we shall do that tomorrow. baked some extra for the idiot and the rest of the people. ohwells, school tomorrow again. movie for english lesson :D

goodbye.

i feel really fat >:(

baked brownies with lowshimin just now. we tried out new recipes and they turn out so un-brownie-ish. they're like, a combination of bread and cake?! hahaaaa. but the hershey chocolate chips made them taste so much nicer (:

im rather happy today, i guess :D heh heh. ohwells. im tired after all that baking and washing up. buhbyeeee (:

sheesh. im lazy to upload more photos already (x

pttfs. we went shopping today, but didnt manage to get anything cos there wasnt any nice things >>:/ rwars. we were also looking at cocktail dresses and stuffs like that in preparation for prom, cos if we wait till after the O's, we'll only have like, 5 or 6 days to think about what to wear and to shop for everything.

sarfwefbwbeiw. i dont feel like blogging today. but i love my sister damn lots today. hahaha. anyways, we might be baking brownie again tomorrow :D

quick blog before sleep :D and i gotta hurry up too cos my sister's laptop aint like, registered with my house's wireless, so im logged in to someone else's connection and it sucks. hahs.

so anyway, the whole of 2904 pon-ed school today :D i mean, those usual people. rofl. so i got to sleep in. went to meet eugene to get some stuffs and then went over to yishun to get my glasses. oh, anyway, i so detest those army guys in army trucks cos they seem to love leering at girls on the road. like, wtf. today aint the first time already. kays. i went over to yishun and took the us 804 which i havent took for like, maybe two years. rofl. went to the shop but realised that the optician wasnt in till 3.30. so i went to the library. got a call from yiyuan, went to meet him. got my spects, which i dislike >:( and then went up to his house cos he needed to change.

ahs. yiyuan's house was like !!#*^#$%^*! messy. rofl. i even had to help him iron his shirt while he bathed. LOL. kays. it was the first time i used an iron xD so he should feel honoured. lololols. and no, i wont feel honoured that the first shirt i iron is that of a campus superstar cos seriously, what kind of superstar is that? hahahaaaa. fine whatever. oh, and something really funny happened. one of yiyuan's sleeves just split all of a sudden. rofl. so i used 5 safty pins to close the hole up. it seriously looked part of the pattern of the shirt. hahaaas.

so after that we took the train to khatib. jiajun was in the same train. met lowshimin and phebe. and made our way to yck. saw yk on the way to mrs wong's house. so, the condo was damn great :D the food and all those stuffs were great too. the juniors did a great job in organising our graduation :DD and to my surprise, i got the second for best dressed even though i was just wearing my sister's farmer shirt and a pair of shorts. rofl.

ohhhkays. it's 12.30 already. i shall sleep soon. pictures will be uploaded later on, as in like, tonight, (: shopping with the girls laterrrr! how fast time flies (:

"For good times and for bad times,
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for"

for once spore's water is so pretty :D

apparently, i look like that.

(:

omfg. i ate so much today i think im gonna wake up fat tomorrow morning (x

school was like jskguaeri today cos so many people were absent. then there was like, no lessons at all, except for geog which was rather crap. fnn was spent taking back prelims paper and after that, friendster and blogs! hahaaaas. so anyway, surprise surprise! i fucking got a 59.5 for my fnn :D im like, effing happy cos i didnt really study for it since i was studying for accounts all the way (: miss lim kept asking me to remember to study after that. oh, and afrose said my coursework was one of the not bad ones cos mine wasnt lacking in anything. so hopefully, after more correction and stuffs, i can get an a1 or 2 for it :D im hoping hard (:

birdface was rather nice today, too. and we were told about prom night. hahs. cant wait. hmms. so after school, me yuenchen and fish went sakae sushi for lunch :D yusong's treat! we were like, totally spastic inside. we couldnt finish the food, so we decided to stop eating the rice, and since a had a plastic bag, we dump all the rice and unwanted food inside. ROFL :D oh and we were slurping miso soup loudly, and me and fishy were thumping each other's back to make ourselves burp so that there'll be room for more food. hahaaas. so anyways, on the average, each of us ate 11 plates of things in all, not counting the egg tofu, of which i had 2 servings. lol.

when we got out of sakae, we were laughing our ass off cos we were so full, we couldnt even bent to pick things up from the floor. hahaaaas. and awww, poor yusong is sick. lols. after that we went into metro to look at the dresses and i tried one super duper huge size 4 dress, like fucking funny la. it was like, 3 huge sizes too big. hahs. we made our way to the station after that. we were like, making our way slowly there cos we were so full, and we realised that the train was coming in a minute. so we tried to like hobble faster along. hahaaaaas. and i couldnt find my wallet and we still had to wait for the next train in the end (x

yay. so today was like, great. and i can get to miss school tomorrow :DDD but i dunno if i should or not, actually, cos some people are graduating next wednesday already, and i should like, you know, treasure the times when that some people are still in school. sheesh. whatever. i shall see how i feel like tomorrow :D im gonna miss the idiot. how sad. yesterday we were talking how he had to call me before i can sleep (x ahahs. truth is im just answering all his phone in case i wouldnt be able to in the future already. all good things come to an end, and many already ended for me. so i should treasure :D more ever, we are already allowed not to come to school in like, around 2 weeks times. so perhaps we should treasure the times in school more... sighs.

i wonder why am i talking till so emo these few days :( but im really really hoping that even after graduation, the idiot and i will still be able to keep in contact like now, and the 2904 girls will still have their dragging outings and i wont get irritated already :X, and may 4joy keep in contact too. awww. i feel so sad now. lol. tomorrow's choir graduation! sighs.

kays. im off already. goodbye (:

):

life sucked today.

hello(:

tomorrow is accounts paper 1 and we went to Sentosa today. just the four of us, me sinhui brenda and yuenchen. i missed phebe! hahs. so anyway, we went to Siloso Beach and it was like, empty. really. and it was really great cos after 2 days of rain, the sun was glorious :D we suntanned, and yuenchen wanted to play volleyball. so she approached this bunch of guys who had both volleyball and soccerball and asked if we could join them in a game.

initially me and sinhui didnt want to play, but we joined them in the end, in a game of volleyball. and it was really bad cos we didnt know how to play. hahaaa. so we played soccer and i stubbed my toe >:/ it still hurts now. lols. but then the game wasnt really that fun too. so we suggested captain's ball. and it was really funny cos some of the guys their know how to play. age gap. rofl. kays that was like, fun. lols. then the whole bunch of us were like trying to matchmake desmond the greenmonster with sinhui. rofl.

so anyway, had fun. after a while we started burying people and stuffs. after that we bathed and the whole bunch of us went to the coffee club at the harbourfront. chatted and stuffs la. so anyway the guys were on leave from army. hahaaas. and the christopher guy, he was like, saying he had a crush on kailing, after he browsed through my camera photos. AHMAO YOU READING THIS? hahaaaas. so anyway, he should be in IMH la. haha. after that we left at around 6++. but i think yuenchen getting them to go out for pool tomorrow or something. lols.

ah wells, im really burnt and red now :D i wanna go beaching somemore! (: alright. i think i can go and get my new glasses tomorrow :D #^&*)(%^! shall upload the photos some other times cos blogger is screwed! RAHS. buhbye for now (:

lily allen's songs are good. i didnt think i like this kinda genre of songs, but surprisingly, i do. it does sound a lil weird initially, but the songs are really nice after a while. click here to listen knock em out. rofl.

Knock 'Em Out
Alright so this is a
song about anyone,
it could be anyone.
You're just doing your own thing and some one comes out the blue,
They're like, "Alright"
He's saying,"Yeah can I take your digits?"
And you're like, "no not in a million years,
you're nasty please leave me alone."

Cut to the pub on a lads night out,
Man at the bar cos it was his shout,
Clocks this bird and she looks ok,
Caught him looking and she walks his way,
"alright darlin, you gonna buy us a drink then?"
"err no, but I was thinking of buying one for your friend..."

She's got no taste hand on his waste,
tries to pull away but her lips on his face,
"if you insist I'll have a white wine spritzer"
"sorry love, but you ain't a pretty picture."

Can't knock em out, can't walk away,
Try desperately to think of the politest way to say,
Just get out my face, just leave me alone,
And no you cant have me number,
"why?"
Because I've lost my phone.

Oh yeah, actually yeah I'm pregnant,
having a baby in like 6 months so no, and yeah, yeah...

"I recognise this guy..."
That's what she's thinking,
As he comes over her heart starts sinking,
She's like,"oh here we go.."
It's a routine check that she already knows,
she's thinking they're all the same.

"yeah you alright baby? You look alright still, yeah what's your
name?"
She looks in her bag,
takes out a fag, tries to get away from the guy on a blag, can't find a
light,
"use mine""
you see the thing is I really don't have the time."

Go away now, let me go,
Are you stupid? Or just a little slow?
Go away now I've made myself clear,
Nah it's not gonna happen,
Not in a a million years,

nah I've gotta go cos my house is on fire,
I've got herpes, err no I've got syphilis...

so anyway, accounts suck bigtime today. i got so depressed after that, i even felt like crying. it's like, everything's wasted. all the 12hours spent yesterday on accounts. >:( it's like, i even started listening to petcheong already. and dammit cos none of my effort is gonna show on my results. yea right. fuck. i didnt put in enough efforts. im still thinking of having fun while doing all the revision and stuffs. but seriously, i doubt theres such a thing as 'she tried her best already'. cos i guess there are certain stupid people who thinks that one have to put in limitless efforts to get really great results. limitless as in a never ending kind of thing. no matter how much you put in, people will still think it's aint your best, cos it's a no-ending kind of thing, if you get what i mean. rahs. im talking about my parents. yea. screwed up creatures whom i sometimes think have a lack of brain for thinking and heart for understanding. all they believe is that if you listened in class, you'll get bloody good grades. yea right.

it's aint as if i love to go home everyday and greet my mom with a 'today's paper cui liao'. i just wanted to get her prepared for my horrendous prelims results. seriously, i think everyone in school who said this to me made sense. it's only the prelims. and luckily for me, i think my sister understands this time round. but i think she still thinks that im too last minute cos i started revision only around 1 or 2 weeks before exams. but hello, i think it's kinda miraculous for me to hav studied so much last week. not that i have a choice. sighs.

anyways, petcheong is right. i only need 5 subjects. ive an A2 already (even though it's an a2 which upset so many people. rofl), i have only four subjects to go. minus english, ive only left with three. i can make it in this one month. im gonna push myself hard. and my sister's right, i guess. i can only rest for around three days before i start picking up my revision again cos it's hard to get into this study momentum, and yesterday, finally and for once, i felt like i was running a race. yea, corny, but serious. i know ive said this so many gazillion times already, but really, im gonna study. i cant let myself fail my O's and go slit my wrist, right. cos that would make so many people who hate me happy. thats so not worth it. hahaaaaas.

on a brighter note, theres so many treats waiting for me. right now, sihao owes me swensen. laolao owes me swensen. yusong owes me sakae. and the idiot promised me a haagen daz chocolate fondue treat after the o's :D so yea. i should just study, no matter how boring it can get. anyhow, as the idiot says, it's only for that one month only. everything will be over after that.

this is a really long entry, but yea. ive got mixed feelings today. hahs. and i really am glad to have the 2904 girls around, and everybody else who cares except that somebody who's bugging me none stop. oh, and the idiot. he's a fricking idiot but he made my studying life more interesting even though im a bore to him. pttfs. i only hope everything will stay this way. hmmmmmmfs. i suspect im having pms. rofllllll. moodswing seh. lols.

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you know, i got so carried away i forgot to blog about how fucked wee was today. he's gonna make us wait for 3 hours till 12.10 on wednesday cos we were supposed to see him today, but we did not. AHS. why does 4i's papers have to be till 12? and why does the wee thing meet one class after another. #$%^&*(! aw shuacks. he sucks. he and his over-washed maroon coloured shirt that he wears like every alternate day. mummy tooter. pttttfs.

ohhh. and cheyenne has got a sick way of imitating people who's addicted to smelling people. like, gross, i mean, that facial expression of hers. hahaaas. wkrfgysuisdf. we went northpoint and we bought Four Leaves teeny weeny breads to eat. we wanted cheyenne to not eat, but in the end, we succumbed to temptation and we bought 3 mini breads each. hahaaaas.

okays, i think im going sentosa tomorrow :DDD

accounts and fnn are really horrible.
@$%^&*!
whoever put them together must be lafkasd in the brain.
sheeesh.
ohhh. and im changing my glasses like finally!
theres no need to use a black marker to color my frames anymore.
wheeeeeeee :D
back to accounts.
heck fnn.
ohhh whatever.

im entertaining myself by going to the bits and pieces site.
i ripped this off there. rofls.

12 Things PMS Stands For:
1. Pass My Shotgun
2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4 Puffy Mid-Section
5. People Make me
Sick
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. Pardon My Sobbing
8. Pimples May
Surface
9. Pass My Sweat pants
10. Pissy Mood Syndrome
11. Plainly; Men Suck
12. Pack My Stuff

hahaaas. so yea. had group study today. and ive to thank sihao and eugene ng (: they came down to buddy hoagies to do pac with me :D but we ended up talking more. heh.

so anyways, i dunno why im so sad. i guess friends do drift apart, and then they can live their own lifes and such. but i feel so lalaed, cos it seems as if we got replaced by some @#$%^&*!)@ girls. pttfs. it's not as if the whole bunch of us used to be damn damn close, but still, it's so much different now ):

fuck cos that somebody is msging me non-stop again. sometimes i wonder all over again what i really want. i thought i had it all figured out, but perhaps not. hmmfs. i shall read up on fnn later on. YAYNESS. PRELIMS ARE FINISHING SOON (:

roflmao.

im fricking tired, but i just felt like blogging one last time before i goes off to sleep or something... hmmm. AHS. i really suck in expressing myself ): jfaskugasrhghas. fine. hmmfs. whatever. shall blog tomorrow instead. my eyes are closing already. goodnight.

i think im gonna get a sugarhigh sooner or later at the rate im eating sweet stuffs. it's a lot of chocolate fudge icecream with a lot of marshmellow and chocolate cookies in the afternoon and right now im chewing on poifull non-stop.

today's friday and the weekends are here! like, finally. ohkays. actually time passed quite fast this week and i have to be thankful of that. im about to die from exhaustion, i think. and even my face is protesting against all the late nights by popping pimples out >:/ at least i'll get to sleep in tomorrow morning, then it's back to studying again. two more subjects and prelims will be over :D then we'll be sitting for the final national exam and everything's finished, well, at least for the next two years, i guess.

hmms. so today, stayed back to help the guys with their dnt folio. yusong owe me sake sushi treat now :D rofl. after that ahmah me and min went j8, and after a while, we decided to go to khatib, get some icecream and just find a spot under a voiddeck or something to make pass time. hahhhs. so we bought all the sweet treats and we just sat under the void deck and ate. i guess it was pretty funny cos the weather is so cold and we were still eating icecream. after that i went home and came out again to min's house. the three of us went for dinner together and we saw joyce and the other uvphs people.

ohwells. im lazy to upload pictures. so, next time perhaps. i'll stop here. buhhhhbye. (:

omfg math paper two was damn damn bad today :( and there, my only hope of passing math dashed. SHEESH.

yesterday was spent on geography with my nose all saturated with muuuucuuuus. hahahaaa. so it was like, totally horrible. so anyway, tomorrow's the two last paper for this week. it has been really horrible, the whole week of studying. then theres three more papers next week and prelims will be over. a few days of rest and we'll be back to intensive studying for the big huge gigantic O's. oh man. how i wish time will hurry and fly even faster so that we'll get to the 'after-o's period' faster. but come to think of it again, i dont want time to pass that fast cos i wont have enough time to study.

i fear for my prelims result ): aw shuacks. it seems as if i just cant do well no matter how hard i study. fine. perhaps studying 2 weeks beforehand is still too last-minute already. ah fuck la. i cant stand this kind of studying life. 2 weeks is already too long, thank you very much.

tomorrow is science. im gonna just readup for it later on. i'll fail anyway. sighs. sentosa next week, most probably. thats what im most looking forward to presently :D @#$%^&* i hate exams.

hello(:

one more paper down! yayness. hmms. and i still have a chance to pass my math. shall try my best for paper 2 :D after our paper, we went to north point mcdonald for brekkie. then accompanied ahmah to go and cut her hair. well, we went to that shop which screwed min's hair and my fringe. haahaaaa. the elder sister wasnt there, and the younger one was so !$%^&*. it's so bloody obvious that she's sore over yesterday (x cos she was free to cut my hair first, and anet helped me to tell her that we'd rather wait for her sister. moreever she's the one who screwed min's hair. ahahs. but ahmah let her cut anyway. not screwed la, today. rofl.

then after that me and min went home. was on the phone with the idiot and i realised his brain is really full of shit. roflmao. kays whatever. then bathed and got out of the house. joined them at cwp. then we were playing the zhong ji mi ma. that rice thingy cheyenne mixed was damn horrible. really. salty like f. hahahaaaa. made life interesting yea. ahahs. after that we went down to Gelare cos it's tuesday! (:

it doesnt feel like we're having prelims at all. hahaha. went home and slept cos im so damn fricking tired from all the accumulated lack of sleep for the past few days. and my breakout aint getting any better! infact i think it's getting worse, prolly due to the lack of sleep. sheesh. i bought oxy cover. hope it'll work better than the present one im using.

okays. i'll go and do my geography sooooon. i heard from the losar anet that theres truckloads of stuffs to study. boohooos >>:!

IM SO GONNA DIE FOR CHEM. uh. not die for chem, but die for chem as in die for it. ah you know what i mean. hahahaaaa. and i left out like 2 questions for the sourcebase qns for social studies cos i didnt have enough time. bloody hell >>:! adsfadsf.

it's september 11 today and it's the first day of our last term at school. awwww. no more next term for us already. PROVIDED THAT WE PASS THE O'S WITH FLYING COLORS. hmms. i havent been using that flying colors thing for like, 4 years already? wth. whatever. hahaha. so, anyways, i'll pass pass my o's. like, DUH. duh duh duh. seriously, im gonna just go slit my wrist or something if i fail :X so I WONT fail. yea. wont (:

i think im suffering from some fringe-goes-haywire-makes-brain-goes-haywire-too kinda sickness. yessssss. i went to cut my hair today, like finally, and yay. my fringe got screwed again. @#$%^&*(! fucking pissed. the laaaadeeee was giggling and laughing at some fugly guy customer's jokes while cutting my hair and when she cut my fringe, i was like, 'kays. i think my fringe's screwed.' well, i couldnt see anything without my glasses on. so she asked me to put my spects on and i was like, yea. screwed. but my reaction wasnt as big as lowshimin's. rofl. cos short fringes are like, cool man. in sia. wtf la. >>>:(

i cant do anything about it, so it just too bad. i doubt i'll be going back there already. wonder what happened to the woman. ohwell, at least my fringe aint as bad as the previous bad haircut which i had. that was the bloody hell worst. actually this isnt a lot better, but at least, it's better. it will grow out soon! rofls.

hmms. so anyway, before i went for the haircut, we were sitting at the lightbulb table in the foodcourt at northpoint talking about horror movies and dreams and all sorts of other stuffs. then we continued our conversation outside the salon. and we waited for 1hour +++ before i could get my haircut and i got my fringe ruined in the end. sighs. life's a biatch.

okays, not exactly. my life's great, and theres so many people who cares (: ohhh. heh. i doubt you'll ever get to read this, but your msg made my day (: i guess im rather glad the feeling aint the way it used to be like anymore. and all the others who text me to encourage me, i love all of you too :D and yay. i love the 2904 girls. ohhhh. and i made a bet with kelvin the poopoo head! so i shall try my best to get >10points for the O's. it's bloody difficult. but who cares. i'll just see how my results come out to be like. but prelim results are gonna suck. that i know :/

im so happy today. rofl. and my english sucks today. math paper 1 tomorrow! wtf. wet blanket. -roll eyes- hahaha.

more photos up at shutterfly already (:
kays. im going crazy with an overload of social studies. GAH.

hpt handover ceremony o6 was greeeeat. just that i went totally uninvited cos they didnt give me the invitation. hahaha (x ohwells, but i still got it in the end :D

oh, and i didnt get my haircut cos my dearest twinaiiaii overslept her nap. eheh. ive got bloody effing hair which like, sucks. so puhlease. i need a haircut asap. prolly tomorrow. shall see if my sister is free. i guess i can make do with her companionship. uh whatever.

so, anyway, we went to school and we saw those who went for the amazing race. to our surprise, the sectwos were there too, i mean, those on probation. yeaa. were happy that there were a few choir ones (: but there were also like, some whom we didnt really have a great impression on. those sectwos were then give the after action review and allowed to go home.

we then went to the hall. watched this really great performance. yea. hahs. did aces work out too :D impact sia. hahaha. we got our certificates (: and they announced the 7th batch camp chiefs and logs and stuffs la. congrats to samantha (camp chief), jinshi (assistant camp chief), stephanie (operations), winnie (logistics), and anadee (publiCITY) [: went down for dinner after that.

ohkays. we had bbq food. but the chicken were like, totally raw. only the outside was cooked. rofl. the rest of the food was okay. the drink was great. it wasnt diluted. haha! (: then me phebe anet and jiayan took the basketball and went to the court. played a while, then took photos. after that the four of us just sat down and chat. kays. i love the school's bball court (: but too bad there werent any stars today. hmmfs. we talked about the united world college. actually it sounds great (: yeaa.

kays after that we went back to the council room and we started talking about how horrible social studies was, and both andrew and WEIquan gave us tips. they were like saying, merger was sure to come out cos it came out every single year. apparently, all our teachers scammed us by saying that merger hasnt been coming out for 2 or 3 years. ohhh whatever.

kays. it's been really fun, and another day just passed. tomorrow is sunday! one last day for me to prepare for my chem and social studies. rahs.

photos shall be up tomorrow (:

hello!

i stayed at home the whole day today cos i figured i will waste all my time away at buddyhoagies. i guess i can only do math or accounts during a group study. i slept at 3am last night cos i started doing chem only at around 12.30am. and hahaha. the more i did, the more i think i cannot make it. therefore, i decided to just go for the evening part of the handover tomorrow so that i can like, use the time. im sorry for all the inconveniences and troubles caused!

well, i managed to study a bit today. baby faith was a major distraction. fortunately she left quite early, at around 2pm. i started doing chem at 11am and i just couldnt sit still. rofl. after that i decided to switch to social studies. well, all thanks to mr lau and his bloody great tips, there doesnt seem to be as much things to study now. well, there's still a huge amount of lala stuffs to memorise la, but i guess the chapters i re-chose to study now are easier since it's mostly the chapters we got tested before. im only afraid that those topics wont come out. rofl. hmmfs. i only managed to study half a chapter today. hahahaha. cos im fricking rstless. bleahs.

ohhh. by the way, twograce's blog is undergoing construction. im reviving it, as ive told cheyenne. hahaha. the layout's temporary for now. shall see what i can do, prolly after the prelims (: theres so much to do after the exams. i cant wait. sheesh.

handover's tomorrow! i need a haircut. hahhs.

my distraction

I WANT TO WATCH LITTLE MAN! must must must must watch la. rofl. hmmfs. it's nc16 if i aint wrong though. lmao.



kays. to chemistry or social studies. ooo. whatever.

my sisiter's laptop was just sitting on the steps and i just felt like blogging since i havent today, so here i am [: having a computer/laptop in your room is, ugh, distraction. so, quick blog before i goes off to start my social studies. rahhhhhhhs >:/

i think i shouldnt have gone for accounts today cos it wasnt of any use since i didnt understand anything miss cheong says. and really, i need some poa day camp where we do accounts for the whole day. that day will be very horrible, but i least i'll get to practise my accounts and clear all doubts which i have, cos similar to chemistry, i dunno what i dont understand. asdf. im always doing this. not knowing what i dont understand, not understanding what i dont know :/ hmmfs.

after that met lowhsimin and we went to the new bishan library. all the books there were like, uber new. borrowed a few chinese novels, and the last book of the calypso chronicles [: then we went to get the science 5-years series at popular, but they were sold out. sad la, i mean for lowshimin. roflmao.

im going for the whole day on saturday! im really so worried that i wont have enough time for my studies. yes, i know, all the more i shouldnt be blogging now. but, ughhhhh. whatever.

i couldnt sleep again last night. i think phone conversations late at night have become my lullaby already, like, omfg. i think ive got to stop this habit, of having to talk on the phone before im able to sleep >:( rahs. whatever.

geog tomorrow!!!!!! >:( i cant sleep till noon again. rahs. life is effing boring now. how i wish... yea. im wishing for what im always wishing for. GAH.

omg. i so love chemistry. i so love social studies. yada. sad life. what a totally sad life T.T

went to town with jiayan and min today.

i was supposed to go and meet min at 145pm, but by 2pm, my bro wasnt back yet (@#$%^&!), so min came up to my house with jiayan whom she coincidentally met on the platform. hahs. so in the end jiayan came with us to town after she went home to change.

fashion guru in deep thought.
yes. i know that mag is old. rofl
new cap-wearing trend.

went to fareast cos the streetside shop wasnt there anymore :/ shopped around. saw this really cute bag, but decided not to buy in the end cos it's kinda a waste of money. we were also like, discussing about prom even though it's still so far and the prelims aint even over yet. we realised it was tuesday and so we went down to gelare for the waffle icecream. after that, i went to get my hairband. so anyway, jiayan was the fashion guru today. hahaha. guess i was the only normal one there today. jiayan couldnt eat much cos she was having stomach flu, and min kept on wanting to eat, prolly because of raging hormones. hahaha :P

was gonna leave fareast when we decided to go into this shop which sells all the guys stuffs and i found the shoes. rofl. uber cheap. i got the smallest size cos the sizes go according to the guys' sizes since it's a pair of guys' shoes. hmm. after that we took neoprints. it's been ages since we last used the dumb machine la. hahs. had fun. after that, we had to leave the place already cos we werent even supposed to be out. its the exam period! rahs.
ohwells. there's accounts rememdial tomorrow. goodbye [:

like omg, i just realised that the steve irwin whom everyone's putting a turtle for is THAT steve irwin. that crocodile hunter guy. damn. it's saddening. really. i dont think he deserved to die ): he's only 44 la! screw that bloody stingray which killed him.

suddenly the world seem so depressing. rofls. i just checked my mail and theres a lot of them with pictures of those really thin african kids or premature babies and stuffs like that. okays. those pictures are like, well, i dunno whats the word to describe. but... rahs. here i am talking about these kind of depressing thing, and there my lil cousin is, playing those retarded sounding wink things on msn. fine. goodbye. she ruined the atmosphere. gah. kiddos.

RIP, steve irwin :/

science practical exam is over :D

i think i did okay for chemistry, except for the part where they asked us to name 2 elements present in the whatsoever-i-dont-care thing. i put two totally irrelavent elements in. hahs. fine whatever. oh, and i screwed physics. goodbye to 15 marks, i think. woohoo.

after that went to khattib mcdonalds to have mac brekkie with lowshimin. then we just sat there and chatted for around 2 hours. hahs. so, i did a bit of chemistry tody, like, finally. and i read social studies like a storybook, which was kinda useless. rofl. but whatever. 5 days more to prelims, minus saturday cos of the HPT handover. im still thinking whether i should go for the morning thing.

ahs. im bored.

sheesh.

i think the school is dumb cos we hafta reach school at 7am tomorrow for our science practical exam when it starts onlyk at 8, i think. nfngkjasfghasi. thats even earlier than normal school day >:( gah.

anyways, i WANTED to study chemistry today, but just as i was about to open my book, my mom said she aint going my grandma's house today and asked if we wanted to go shopping. so, uhm. xD

at this rate, i'll fail my prelims. i need lots of luck and oil for tomorrow. i was texting sh and on the phone with yk till 2 yesterday. im gonna die of brain cancer, and i forgot i couldnt sleep in late today morning so im bloody hell tired now. i wonder if theres anything to study for science practical. i need every mark i can get to pass my science. rahs. goodnight everyone.

new template, and i realised i spelled the screwedmybrain to srewedmybrain, but i dont really care and im lazy to change. hahs.

didnt go out today. i woke up at 1pm. decided that i shouldnt text anyone to ask em to come out cos one, i will take ages to get ready and by the time we meet, it'll be fricking late, and two, i doubt anyone will want to come out. sighs. so did a lil chemistry, and believe it or not, i stoned and flipped the pages of my 10-years series without doing anything for 2 hours.

yay. eve rocks.

sighs. im wondering whether i should go for a haircut again, and yes i know, ive been wondering for a long time already. rahs. sometimes i think im so mean with my words and what i do, and even though you deserved it, im sorry. i dunno why i feel so guilty >>:/

hmmms. saturdays at home are weird cos theyre group study day. ahhhs. whatever.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

i'm in no mood to study today. i tried to do pac, but seriously, i cant do accounts with the losaaaar by my side. ANET! ARE YOU READING THIS? hahaaaa (:

so, met up with poopoohead kelvin, phebe and lowshimin as usual at buddyhoagies. actually i do wonder why kelvin was there. he studied a while and then he goes to sleep. dumb. rofl. i wanna go out and have fun! bleahs. this is the first holiday in my life im actually studying. rahs. i'll have to go kill myself if i fail my o's. i dont want to do this all over again. touchwood!

im hyper today. i wanna go out and do something. i needa get new sneakers. and i do want a pair of chuck taylors. but actually theyre kinda useless to me, though. hahaaas. my ulcer's still gigantic and hurting like f. new template coming up, i think (:

ohwells. i'll never be yours. no damn fricking waaaaaay.
buh byeeee.

i shall change my blogskin tonight, though for once, i still like my blogskin. hahaha.
i shall revive the twograceo4 blog and friendster,
uh, provided that i can find the password and user.
i shall go and study soon.
rahs.
till tonight!
(: