For three nights in a row, I've not been able to use the computer which I usually use because for these three nights, the brother has been hogging it and at the same time, acting like such a motherfucking asshole, I have to refrain myself from going over and plucking his head out from his neck knnb. It seems such a trivial matter for us to be fighting over, I know, but it's bloody hell not just about that. Sheesh. I don't understand why I have to be the one giving in all the effing time, and I really mean all the time.

On a brighter note, we received calls from both Gloria Jeans and Muji today in the midst of our mahjong game over at min's house. We decided on Muji even though we're gonna start work at their warehouse first because Gloria Jeans is hiring only me and min while for Muji, they're hiring Victor, Jake and Yusong too. Actually I'd prefer working at a cafe even though they offer a lower pay, but I'd even more prefer to go along with everyone else. I know I'm too dependent on people around me, but what can I do la. Heh.

So at last, we've got a job and moolah coming in soon :D Bad thing is that work starts at freaking 8.30am. I still have around 4 more days to enjoy sleeping in on mornings though. Three weeks of hol have passed and I haven't get to Sentosa. Then again, I get so lazy whenever I think of the distance to travel. Kay I'm so fickleminded I know hurhur.

Might be going for IJC's open house tomorrow or something. Right, I'm showing you people my boyfriend cum father in the MV below fwahahaha. Personal joke la. Kay bye bye bye. [:

Marilyn Manson is really good when you're in a really bad mood, when you've got streams of tears running down your face because you're too gawddamn pissed off and that you can't really vent your anger in any other way already other than screaming your head off and then getting screamed at the mother instead for being such a... The brother is one big fuck. Damn, the whole family is screwed. Sometimes like now I think it's too bad I'm here. But then again I love them so much I wanna make them proud but now it seems like nothing I do ever matter what the fuck. Okay now I'm feeling better, don't worry I won't go nutty and start slitting my wrist because oh, the pain I suffer is so so much that the pain from the blade is nothing. Roll eyes x 10000000. And no, all that above are just... senseless words. Ignore. Man, it's quite a wonder how heavy metal songs can calm me down. I mean, they weren't supposed to be used for calming people down, I think.

Okay. Four things I did today:

• Conferencing with Victor and min till 3am in the morning.


• Meeting them up at Dhoby Ghaut and then deciding to walk over to Cityhall for an interview at Gloria Jeans instead.


• Queuing for donut, and helping Anet and Rachel queue too.


• Scream at everyone at home minus the sister. (& esp the irking brother.)

Tomorrow's kBox day with Yuxuan, Victor and min. Moolah out but no moolah in. Rah. At least we somehow have got the weekend job Alvin's offering as back up for now, lest Gloria Jeans does not get back to us even though we have JY's recommendation woohoo. Hmm *dholl has got nice stuffs.

Burning the mashmallow...
... throwing the flaming mashmallow down.



Birthday boy and his present [:
uhh. yah. lol.


Look of esctacy. LOL.
Look of irritation. Hah.

They make the party happened. [:









The birthday celebration over at Zongyang's house last night was good. The birthday boy made quite a surprising third wish which shocked us quite a bit. Way to go for him, but I guess it's headache for the other. Stayed over till around 3.30am and cabbed home with min and Kelv. Guess Yuxuan was glad to have been rid of us cos he wanted to sleep on the bed but he was too long to be able to squeeze with the three of us chatting on the bed. Hah. Got a bump on my head thanks to the poopoohead who pushed me down the bed and made me fall on Zongyang and hit my head on a chair. Rah.

I'm in need of rock music to blast in my ears, rum&raisin icecream, and a job to keep me occupied. I love my new camera :D

Xiuanpin is one lucky guy. Today, me and min went from Orchard to Somerset, then back to Orchard again to meet him and ahmah for dinner, after which he went back to work and we went back to Somerset again and then over to PS, mainly for his presents. Almost killed my legs. So he's getting a Pull and Bear jacket which is really really nice, one Volcom teeshirt and a pair of Etnies skater shoes from us. At this rate he's gonna be so spoilt by everyone hurhur. At least I'll be getting a new pair of shoes from him and ahmah :D

Saw FionaXie at Paragon today, found fishy at Fourskin and met Chuanlian on the train home :D Yah la I know my voice very man hahaha. I'm hoping to get my new camera tomorrow. Yayness. Everyone's getting attached and I'm still so aimless. Rah. Okay I'm hungry. Can't wait to see everyone tomorrow even though the ratio of guys to girls is around 4:1 I think. Will be missing you AnetChean! Must work hard ahhh. Hah :D

I've finished watching My Lucky Star already! Super nice. Realised they had Jimmy Lin singing part of Your Song, which is like, taken from Moulin Rouge. Hah. New show next :D

I'm hooked! My Lucky Star is so so so nice, I decided to skip the gym and watched 5 episodes at a go again today. I'm left with only 2 more. Kay LowShimin, good recommendation la [:

I need a new job fast. There's presents to settle, stuffs to buy, moolah's running out! Anet helped to make my day yesterday hahaha :D I think she won't be able to make it on Sunday, but baobei must work hard eh. You can't and you won't retain! I'll make muffins for you next time! :D I'm going to shop for presents with min tomorrow. Oh and in case you don't recognise them, that's my cousin and Faith in the pictures. So cute right.

And you you you. Just another one of them. Stupid stupid clueless irritating people. I get so sick of them sometimes, but then I'll feel so bad. Rah.

More pictures in min's phone. Tomorrow's the last day of work. It has been quite an enjoyable two and a half days there, even though it gets so tiring to have to do the same things over and over again. We're gonna order pizza for lunch tomorrow :D Me, Serlin and min were talking about our primary school days over lunch today and I realised I've forgotten so many people already. Time really flies aye.

I've just finished two more episodes of My Lucky Star. Heartwrenching. Latest eyecandy craze: Jimmy Lin Chih Ying. Like, he's so cute in My Lucky Star and he's got dimples. Dimples leh! :D

Received the SMS for our results already. Overall, I'm happy with it, just that I'm just a teeny weeny bit unsatisfied that I didn't manage to maintain an A for CSA in the end. That's what you'll get from a total lack of interest in the subject and last minute cramming, I guess. The sister continues telling me to put getting into a good U as the main target and work even harder. Rahhh, what a nag. I'll be more than happy if I manage to not slack off. I know myself too well.

My mom's allowing me to get a new phone as some kinda reward for my uh, contrasting results as compared to what I usually get last time. For once, I'm allowed to change my phone without me asking for it, but I think I'm gonna pass since I've just changed my phone like, 3/4 of the year ago and I ain't sick of it yet. Good thing is there's finally something worth celebrating happening for me. And I've got so many people around showing their care. I'm quite lucky already, actually. Yay :D

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day of lugging dusty boxes and all that, but I'm looking forward to the last day, but not that it's because it has been bad though [: Okay bye bye.

杨丞琳-倔强

你曾说雨下的时候别低下头
要等候奇迹降落
我不懂曾想一起拥抱的彩虹
为什么只剩下我
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我
能不能再把你的爱借点给我
好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的模样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏
我逃亡
原来呀爱情是不会留下什么
只留下残缺的我
能不能再把你的爱借点给我
好让我继续漂流
我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的模样说谎 眼光
装傻 躲藏
我逃亡
我的倔强凝望 去闯 彷徨 飞翔
是否应该不急 一切去抵抗
你的模样不想遗忘 飘荡 摇晃
我投降
我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪
是否只剩一人在寂寞战场
你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏
我逃亡
我的倔强凝望 去闯 彷徨
飞翔
是否应该不急 一切去抵抗
你的模样不想遗忘 飘荡 摇晃
我投降

YZ me Anet
Yuenchen wanted nice pictures what hahaha :D All's good. I get to work together with people I know, get to talk, get to do whatever we want as long as long as we manage to finish hooking up those price tags onto the shirts, something like that [: Went to town to pass Yiyang's present to Shaofeng before going off for work. Muji didn't call us back, as expected, but whatever la.

I'll go to bed earlier tonight because my left eye is itching like f and I gotta wake up early tomorrow ): Oh anyhow, was texting Keefe yesterday night and he suddenly started using Show's song titles in the msg. "Well, dun ZHI WO CUI MIAN cos a LIAN AI DA REN like me only CHANCE CHANCE will be serious and ZHI LIAN... cos a XIAO CHOU YU like me oso have HUI SHE KONG JIAN." He tried using Rainie's too. Quite tzai la, even though the sentence kinda don't exactly link together ahahaha :}

I've realised that things I say sometimes get kinda mistranslated by people, and they'll think I'm angry or I don't appreciate the things they do or things like that. No no no okay! I'll appreciate even the smallest, littlest thing that anyone do to show their care, effort, blahh [: I'm just not that good with words hah. So, one nice picture for my dearest Yuenchen and I'm gone bye bye :D

Tomorrow's gonna be the first day of work. Not really looking forward since it's gonna be some warehouse kinda job, but at least it beats having nothing much to do at home or out. The job's gonna be real temporary, but maybe we'll all be posted to some shop or whatsoever when the job's done.

Have been watching My Lucky Star (放羊的星星), min's recommendation. 5 episodes in a day, ain't too bad [: I haven't been able to sleep well for the past few days, prolly because I've been waking up only at 12pm everyday. Hurhur. Then I'll be thinking and thinking about everything and everyone, and I really really mean every single one, in the dark. And then I'll get a headache again and all the more I won't be able to sleep and I'll try getting my brain to stfu. I need something to gimme a push towards newer, happier views. Hah.

The world is so so small, I guess it doesn't really take much effort for fate to work. But then again, nothing seems to work for me. I'm still not satisfied not satisfied not satisfied! Can someone get me Rainie's new album? :D :D :D Hahaha. Okay, I've been feeling rather pmsy these few days. Kay let's all look forward to tomorrow [: Can't see cBoxes again. Eh shit my computer's going mad la. Rah.

HELLO TO ALL THE TWOGRACE'O4 GIRLS and other relevant people. I figured I'll post this up instead of just texting this message to everybody and having risk leaving people out and such. So, please help to spread this message about uh, the bbq for Xiuanpin's birthday. He's inviting everyone.

okay. its my birthday on sept 16th.
this may be a plain invitation letter.
but hey. its better than nothing right? ahaha.
okay. without further a
due.
lemme bring you.. *drum roll*
the invited peeps!

phs:
zongyang the fatty
yusong the choir president
yuxuan the slacker
victor the uhh. moleless kid?
weihan the mr fit
gabriel the mr fit number 2
jake the handsome
aaron the studious? or maybe yoda suits you better
boulder the 1st non-2g on the list
sihao the shorty
zhanqing
the bbal captain!
john tan the "i saw his name on msn" kid
gerald LOL. =X no comments! okay la. since hes my primary school friend. how can i let him
miss this.

oh oh. and weixiang! the short piano freak. i dun wanna make
sihao too miserable eh? xD

extras:
kelvin tan the extra. oh well
what can i say. non phs guy. LOL.

new face:
johnson! ahaha. note:
hes not in the "extras" section. cos hes been a much much nicer friend compared
to kel. LOL! jk. xD

girls:
still pending i guess. most probably the
2g girls. oh. whole lot of them if possible. there must be a balance in life
right. so does my birthday celebration!


okay. this isnt the
finalised piece of invitation letter. have to wait for eve's further edits.

okay. moving on to venue.

its uhh. at zongyang house. i guess my
house is too small to contain such enormously huge amount of people.

so
well. you know ah. zongyang house. meet 4pm bah.

4pm 4pm 4pm 4pm!

okay..

i think thats enough for now.

let me end the
letter by asking you to remember to bring a present for me.

xD

P.S: remember to bring my present!

P.P.S: remember to bring my
present!

P.P.P.S: please let haihong know about this celebration. but
hes not invited. because hes just too kp'd. LOL!

P.P.P.P.S: please
please remember to bring my present!!!


*smiles* (=

In short, it'll be at Zongyang's house like the last BBQ we had over at his house. I think besides celebrating LXP's birthday, we can take it as a chance to like, meetup with all the other TwoGrace'o4 people [: So like, 16th September, 4pm. Tell me or Shimin or Anet or maybe Xiuanpin himself if you're going okay. You can just ignore the part about the birthday present la hahaha. Kay I'm really really really bored out of my mind. BYE BYE.

Okay a quick one before I go off and watch an episode of Mars. I've decided to rewatch shows. Next up is Devil Beside You :D I got woken up today by min's call. So we decided to turn down Fourskin's job because the pay per hour is even lesser than 4 bucks. How pathetic man. We started fretting about how we won't be able to get a job and blah, and then we decided to call ShaoFeng for help.

Accompanied the mother to Chinatown first, after which I went down to Bugis to meet min and Victor. So yupp, we went for an interview at Muji. We still have to wait for their call though. Said they'll call by Monday. I'm kinda sick of waiting for phonecalls already. Ahhhh how fucking slow can all of them be. Took 851 to AMK Hub, had dinner and caught 1408. Been so long since I've last watched a horror. Me and Victor had our face covered 3/4 of the time. Kay we were kinda overreacting actually, come to think of it. It wasn't that scary... LOL.

Anyhow I might miss Xiuanpin's birthday bbq! Why does everyone has to have their birthdays on the 16th?! Rahhhhh. ): The little cousins are here to stay. It's gonna be quite a noisy night. Okay bye bye.

I like rainy days usually, but I hate it when it rains when I'm out. My blisters haven't heal yet too, and for the whole day, I was limping and walking like I had long short legs, and damn it, we couldn't even get the jobs we went for the interviews for in the end ): Rwarrr. All that trouble for nothing.

So in the end, we went up to Fourskins to look for fishy and realised that Fishy ain't working today and that they were hiring. It happened that the boss was there, and it happened that they didn't need anymore part timers, but the boss decided that he'll hire us because we're from Retail Management fwahah.

We're to wait for his calls, but I'll be looking for other jobs in Classified ads tomorrow because their pay is sadly, very little ): If there ain't other jobs which we can get by tomorrow, I'll go for the measly pay. Afterall having a job is better than having no jobs and I might get to work together with min and fishy [:

Met with Xiuanpin for dinner at KFC, went to the library, and then home. Then there was this guy who seemed to appear out of nowhere at the traffic light, smiled at me, and followed me home from the train station, and asked if he could make friends in the end. Gave me quite a bit of shock. If I ain't crippled today, I'd have been able to walk fast enough to avoid even talking to him hurhur.

Following people home don't make good first impressions aye. Or maybe he really happened to live around the area hohoho. Kay fine. I'm off to the books soon. Buhbye.

I spent my day at home today rereading The Da Vinci Code and finishing up Huan Huan Ai because min went out with her family in the end and I couldn't walk properly thanks to the really huge blisters on the sole of my feet. Have to admit that the last few episodes of HHA made me teared. It's a really really really rare thing to happen. I mean, somehow I think it's quite loserish to cry, much less to be crying infront of a computer screen and for something which ain't real at all. So yepp, I was being retarded.

So, I want to get to the library soon. Books make me happy ahaha. I've always been quite a bookworm, and nerds are the new black, they are cool. That's what I told ahmah yesterday. The words just pop out. LOL.

I was feeling quite pissed for Kelv. He should heed our advice and maybe just stop all kinda communication with that "I'm the biggest ****ing ***** ever" hurhurhur. I think the only profanity she has in her dictionary is fuck and fucking and more fucking and I'll be quite amused by her tags actually, if it wasn't for the fact that I feel so indignant for our own drama-mama poopoohead and have got quite a lot to say as someone watching all that drama from the side (Lol). I was sooooo tempted to tag a reply or something, but then again, it's really none of my business, and I guess I don't really know everything that happened. I'm too rash and the things I do sometimes lead to neverending disputes and conflicts and whatsoever and in the end, I may even be at the losing end since I can't even express myself that well. I've learnt.

Not my business not my business, but we're all here for tanpoopoo and we'll 'help him take care of himself'. Lawl. Funny la. Personal opinion (besides the above personal opinions) - for this kinda r/s thingy, sorry no cure. None at all.

Nikon's coming out with hotpink cameras too. So pretty! I doubt I'll be able to get any of them though. Pttf.

王传一 - welcome to my heart

不知何时开始　
偷偷的看你　
已变成乐趣
有时候我太安静　
不善于表明　
我想我已经动了心
心里早已腾出很多空隙　
等你回应　
期待你会无意之间发现　
有个地方让你躲雨　
you`re welcome to my heart
welcome to my heart
用幸福当约定
以快乐为名 为你律定
welcome to my heart
welcome to my heart
愿你会适应
在浮动之间 让爱传递
welcome to my heart
心的钥匙交给你
租约永不会到期
期待能够在你心里
也住着一个我

I found this picture in the backup file thing in my computer. Three long years ago, with Jake and MengZhou I think. Today was extremely good, mentoring was postphoned, got to play basketball over at the court near my house with Anet, Anet's friend Rachael, min, Victor, Sihao, Xiuanpin, Zongyang, and my brother, and ahmah came down to join us too. It must have been even better for Xiuanpin since ehem, someone found him very goodlooking. LOL.

So, even though I got hit right in the eye by the ball, got stepped on by Xiuanpin, hit my finger and my feet's quite blistered and sore cos I played without my shoes, today was really enjoyable. I've always suck at the game so of cos my brother plays much better than me la. Victor's blister was even worse than mine, it was so red and raw he had to come up to my house to wash and cover it up. Had dinner over at LJS, saw PHS people, sat and chatted for quite some time. As min said, it felt like old times all over again :D

Anyhow, Bossini called Yuxuan already, so I doubt they're hiring me min and Victor since they haven't get back to us yet. Oh well. More interviews to come! Will be going out with min tomorrow most probably. Yayness to holidays. [: