flashbacks ;sweetmisery

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

kays. im back to blog, like finally (: my bro's been hogging the comp in the morning and we always get back too late in the night. so yepp. it's aint too bad after all, though i still feel there's some lack of the new year feeling. lols.

28JAN
new year's eve. went to chinatown at night and it was bloody squeezy. the nightmarkets were fucked up cos there wasnt space to move at all. it was totally asses to... umms. heh. shall not add any crude words now (fuck is not a crude word. heh). LOL. so yes. get what i mean. realised singaporeans are really ironic. they kept asking people to stop pushing in the crowd when they are the ones pushing. so stupid la. two guys almost start quarelling because of some pushing incidents :l left before they light the firecrackers cos there was too many people :l

29JAN
went over to my paternal side granddad's house first, then we went over to maternal side grandma's house. it was my first time there, cos they just moved to a new blk, though still in hougang. saw some of my cuzzies whom i havent seen for a super long time. and little Duncan... ohwells. it's so obvious he's gonna grow up to be an ahbeng, though he's only like one plus now. hahs. i mean, serious. ahbeng dad + ahlian mom + ahlian aunt = ahbeng son. okays. im mean. but look at his behavior and all shall know why i say that. hahs. shall post his picts up some other time.

so anyway, i was super bored upstairs. so i accompanied some of my cuzzies to the playground. guess who i met there. HAHS. really so co-incidental. kokheng. hahaha. cos we were msging, then realised he was also in hougang, then realised his ahmah's house was just a few blocks away. so he came down. lols. and he played catching with my cousins and bro. lols. but we had to leave after a while. then at night, jiayan msged me to tell me that her family's car stopped right infrnt of xiaoren's family at the yishun golden village there. ahhhs. life's unfair. lols.

30JAN
went to jovan's house. played blackjack all the way. hahaha. but the bets were little, so the winnings were rather small, but nvm (: after that we went to the esplanade there to see the fireworks. then we went to the singapore river angbao 2006. ohwells. super crowded there too, though not as crowded as chinatown :l walked a bit till like 12am like that, then home. super shagged. lols.

saw this old uncle still sweeping the floor when we reach our house's void deck. feel so sorry for him. and my mom gave him and angbao. man. imagine sweeping the floor at like 12.30 am. and the thing is, the floor dont even belong to you. bwahs. the guy's so hardworking. lols.

TODAY.
it's been super boring cos i refused to go and visit relatives with my dad and mom and bro, and my sister's working :l so mayb will be going to shimin's house for more blackjack later on. hahaha.

kays. till later. there's still school tomorrow. rahs.

1/31/2006 02:52:00 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

today's the eve of the eve of new year :D
teehees.
and they seem to be blasting new year songs everywhere,
and thats not exactly very nice :l
but whatever.
guess everyone's trying to get into the mood or something.
it just doesnt feel like new year ):

celebrations in school today was great.
4joy was bombing 4 grace.
hahaha.
and 4integrity combined with us and became IJ (:
then even 4 humility and 3joy joined us (:
super fun.
but mr hui was such a wet blanket.
he stopped everything cos he said we had to go to the hall >:(

after school we went town.
didnt go kBox after all.
wanted to watch catch some movie,
but we ended up just walking arnd town.
but nvm, i used the money to buy some other stuffs (:
bought that pretty butterfly earrings :D

kaes.
doubt i'll be blogging the next few days.
so yea.
till then (:

1/27/2006 08:06:00 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

i wonder what are they doing to blogger. or is it my comp? rahs. whatever. its a mess.

so today was alright. had 6 periods of FNN -.-" we burnt our muffins :l i like mdm afrose. and i like the way she described miss lim's anger. "wow. she's damn furious." hahaha. shes cute (: and she said gui was cute. of cos :D thanks cheyenne for giving him to me. hahaha.

decided not to go for cheering session after school, since it was like, optional for us and we've heard quite some comments saying that we're mean to our juniors :l rahs. like, what the hell. we didnt really do anything. heck. so anyway, we went to j8. it has been a super long time since we last went j8 after school (:

i saw the new sony mp3. damn. eye candy. 399 bucks :l sighs. i guess i cant get it unless i pass everything with FLYING COLORS. which is so not possible. ahhhs. whatever.

:D looking uber forward to design that 29o4 tee. GANG OF TWOGRACEO4. damn that bloody dickhead computer guy. i guess i'll just have to wait till after new year or something >:(

ive gotta go do POA.
how very nice :l
kaes. till later.

1/26/2006 08:10:00 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

hahaha.
i just went to look at the recycle bin of this comp.
that's like, my dad's comp,
the comp i used last year.
so i found so many of last year's photos.
miss haq's wedding, jogathon, sports day...
how i wish to go back in time :l
ohwells.
i shall rescue those photos tomorrow.
it would be a shame if they really get deleted,
precious memories!
and theres lotssa retarded photos of yiyuan (x
maybe i can go and get em developed (:
i meant the class photos la.
i love twograce'o4 soooooooooo much.

(:

1/25/2006 10:20:00 PM

im sick of my template.
wheres the fucking computer guy la?!
sighs. i should have saved all the brushes and stuffs in my thumbdrive.
if ive gotta download em all over again,
i might just die :l

today was okay,
just that somebody stole my panda milk biscuit )):
ahhhhhhhs.
just cos i was too engrossed in that sidney sheldon book.
and i didnt notice someone took it.
and never return ): rahs.
at least ive still got granola bars (:
snacks keep me going during lessons.

anyways, huixin's phone got stolen >:(
the person who stole it is a fucking gay.
and, we spoke to miss cheong already.
nth much has been changed.
but mayb to miss cheong,
we've cleared up the misunderstanding already.
but i dunno. and i dunch really care.
as long as i can keep my sit by the window (:

im gonna be a nice hardworking girl.
im gonna do my homework.
umms.
sometime later (:

im always contradicting myself.
give me a corner.
give me time.
i need to think things through.
i need to find out what i really want.

1/25/2006 08:09:00 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

i had a horrible morning. almost went crazy doing MATHS. and mr hui still kept saying i miss the old folks at the home :l then i kept thinking that there was POA after recess and i got even more irritated ):

i never used to dislike that subject sooo much. but now, i dunno. rahs. and during POA lesson, miss cheong thought i was challenging her or something just because i was looking at the timetable. HELLO. i just wanted to know what was the next lesson :l no harm intended. and she called me to drop POA (and she didnt say it gently. she thought i was challenging her and she accepted my challenge :l i dunno wth. rahs) i almost wanted to cry with frustration. i cant do maths. i cant do science. i cant do POA. im exhuasted already, from not being able to do everything ): HECK.

chinese period was great. me and kailing were rating the guys to eugene jake and sihao. hahaha. then after school we had chinese lessons again. talked abt RANDOM STUFFS with yusong. hehs. then after that we hung arnd and cheyenne helped to cut fiona and fishy's hair. and i snipped my own fringe :D yes. in the school toilet. teehees. left at 6plus.

RAHS. theres this frigging physics test tomorrow ): and i know absolutely NOTHING about physics cos mr tan is such a $#*@&!!! teacher. ehem. so okaes. i'll try do something about the class tee design, then i'll go study PHYSICS. ahhs. im tired :l

1/24/2006 08:07:00 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

let's talk about monday blues.
i pissed sinhui off today. and sinhui pissed me off today. yuenchen started her vulgarities again, and i got pissed with that too, and she got pissed cos i got pissed. ahmah cried again. all of us suspected that it was cos she was pissed that the guys were teasing her about her hair (but she denied and said it was some other things). and so, i was thinking, maybe we should call it monday pisses instead of monday blues from now on :D

for english lesson, the four of us were being super crazy again, acting like lunatic bimbos and all that. all because of the oh-my-gawd-i-so-lurfe-my-bimbotic-self compo that i wrote cos i was bored out but super high. miss yeo want us to split the next time rnd. awww. how could she :l but heck. oh by the way mengzhou is going hoo and boo all arnd. rahs. and i, actually. jumped. at. the. hoos. and. boos. and. not once la. mengzhou is such a retard. and speaking of retard, sebas joined choir. hahaha. what a big big joke. didnt know he can sing. but i guess he can, to be able to get into choir. hahaha. its still seem rather funny to me (x

and, i was super mean to a secone kid today, (look at my organiser, today. first point noted down, the secones are horrible people.) and i dont regret being mean to her. hahaha. and i dont mean i was mean to her as in beat her up or something. LOL. no. i dont wanna talk about that on my blog. details from me personally. WAHAHS. (x im acting dua. lols. oh. anyways, jiangwei mistook me for phebe. hahaha. thats like the umpteenth time a secthree mistake me for phebe or vice versa. twins ai ai! (: and the thing is, everyone thinks we dont look alike at all. hahaha. so ironic.

something embarrasing happened just now in the train, by the way. freaking embarrasing. first, i entered the train with ling and cheyenne. then i realised that the star i hung on my bag got hooked onto the zip of some middleaged guy. so yes. cheyenne and ling were trying to untangle it for me and finally, it came free. so we were like, laughing and being embarrased. haha. then we talked about other random stuffs and i was laughing and my wallet dropped in between the legs of the exact same guy. oh man. i was HORRIBLY EMBARRASED. and ling picked up my wallet for me. hahaha. im a wrecked klutz today. lols.

ahhs. mr hui's giving us a maths test on thurs, right before the chinese new year celebration. man, how cruel can he get la :l oh yah. yiyuan's performance today at campus superstar was super great (: cant imagine just a few months ago he was that typical teenage guy who loves singing, but always forgeting the lyrics. ahahs. ohwells. people change (: yiyuan kempate worhs :D

ahhs. school tomorrow. im going back to my A-list novel. im trying hard not to feel awful cos valentine's day coming. bwahs. im making myself happy. i need lots and lots of chocolates. and i mean lots of em :l

1/23/2006 09:16:00 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

i think my brother is fucked up.
hes got a nut loose in his head,
somebody has to go and screw it up.
tight.
he messed with my msn again >:(
i fucking hate that.
rahs. >>>:(
and.
that bloody dickhead of the guy whos supposed to repair my comp didnt turn up yet again.
rahhhhhhhhhhhs.
i was telling phebe and shimin that im gonna add salt to his drink the next time. ):
im in a frigging bad mood now and i dunno why.

so yesterday was rather fun.
met phebe and shimin. went to town.
walked arnd and shimin got her jeans.
met wenqi jolene and jiayan.
went to j8 next to get shimin's jacket.
i think that converse racerback is totally nice.
bwahs. too bad i so dont have the money.
met anet cheyenne ahmah fiona.
took the bus to wenqi's house.
sadded cos phebe couldnt make it ):
started raining like shit.
stucked at the bus stop.
camwhored there. teehees.
then cheyenne and anet ran to wenqi's house to get us the umbrellas.
got there dry in the end.
with xiuanpin and yuxuan.
fish and kailing turned up shortly.
but was still raining.
couldnt start the bbq.
fooled arnd in wenqi's rm.
man, her house has got a basement :l
LOL. i sound like some... frog in the well.
zongyang and victor came.
started bbq.
realised there wasnt any marshmellow.
so we went out to the esso beside wenqi's house.
wanted to get barcadi.
but they dont sell it there ):
got some instant eggs and jolly shandy instead (:
and of course, cup noodles and nice haagen daz icecream.
didnt get marshmellow cos there wasnt any ):
when we got out of the shop,
it was raining like shit again.
so we ran back to wenqi's house in the rain.
bbq. ate. talked. laugh.
it was quite a nice time spent (:
left at arnd 9.30 with jy.
took cheyenne's dad's car.
bathed and still had to cook noodles for my bro.
i even had to wash his dishes.
what an asshole.
too bad photos cant be uploaded now ):
i miss my comp.

my dad's spending close to 200 bucks for the 3m study lamp for me.
rahs.
i so rather he buy me contact lenses with that money :l
but i guess a good study lamp is much more practical.
bwahs.

1/22/2006 06:24:00 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

ive never really been a fan of our pac teacher.
and ive always always prefer mr chin sooo much more,
though he dont really teach pac well.
what happened today make me dislike the subject even more.
for goodness sake.
i shall digress.

we went to the old folk's home today.
some lion place in bedok.
i suspect lydia's on sugar high today, or something (x
she was crazier than before (:
danced and sang for the old folks.
i like the malay old lady.
she seems to be the only one reacting to what we're doing (:
heh. but actually there's still some others.
theres this old lady who said something about God and going to heaven :l
i do feel a wee bit sorry for her.
but maybe to em, it's kinda a good news to be going up to heaven (:
ahhs. i dont really understand all these stuffs.
anyways. guys are typical.
they seem to think everything's gay :l
make them even more gay. erps.
cam whored lots :D
4joy rocks (:

i complained to dad about the computer guy.
so he called him.
says he would be coming at 11 in the morning tomorrow.
if he still didnt come, im gonna.... >:(
rahs. i dunno.
i'll think of something if he didnt come in the end.
teehees.
oh. and i think VIPs are irritants.
they are always late.
tsk tsk. buay tahan.
kaes. town tmr, then wenqi's house :D

so in the end,
the answer we gave each other was neither a nor b :l
cos we both said we forgot what we wanted to answer (x
so we shall wait till the day we remember.
and i think thats the best (:

1/20/2006 08:26:00 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

i was late for school today.
i left the house earlier than normal today.
cos i was supposed to meet joel to get the key.
but the bus was late.
horrible bus ):
luckily i had geraldine and lilian with me.
and some other phs people.
plus vanessa.
teehees. wasnt so bad after all.
ran rounds.
3 or 4, i think.
and i detest that fat ass.
gawd. what a bastard.
i feel like slapping him on the face. rahs.
he's on equal level with dexter >:(
after school went buddy hoagies.
it's been sooo long.
ahhs. xiao ren still very ke ai :D
im actually kinda sad we aint really keeping in contact anymore.
but mayb... if ive got the courage (:
but guess i wunch ever have ):
wenqi's bbq on sat.
kBox@cineleisure next fri (:
kays. till later.

ive got reasons not to believe him.
i wunch let myself be made a fool again.
at least, not by him :l
but to say the truth,
some part of me want to believe.
but i guess it will turn out to be a mistake in the end.

1/19/2006 07:32:00 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

ive been coughing for the whole day.
but i cant keep my hands off chocolates.
i just ate one ferrero rocher :l teehees.
my nose is kinda block too.
i cant sing.
i cant even talk properly cos of the ulcer.
): rahs.
today wasnt as bad as we thought.
the lessons passed rather fast (:
ahhs. for once, i got full mark for pac.
with a lil help from anet.
but it cant be taken into account.
cos it was supposed to be a half hour test,
but me and anet spent more than half an hour doing it.
and miss cheong could see i had reference.
so im giving myself only 37 marks for that paper.
but at least i know, i finally can do pac,
even though there was still some help from anet. (:
got punished to sit at the floor near the door there during pac.
cos i didnt finish up the PTL hw.
and the agape people saw :l
so embarrasing. lols.
after school had chem.
we were making art with the acids...
pretty colours (:
oh. and the people love the 4joy tee design thing (:
im happy that they like it.
sarah ask me to go study and become a graphic designer.
hahs. i dunch tnk ive got enough capability.
but cheyenne says that weve gotta work towards our goal (:
after chem we went amk ntuc to get the hamper stuffs.
luke, me, anet, cheyenne, wanlin, huixin.
went kinda crazy. was rather fun (:
home after that.
i want to eat my wonka bar!
stupid cough and ulcer ):
bwahs.

1/18/2006 07:40:00 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

i hate extra classes after school ): i cant find the use of them, since they dont work for me. i mean, i can understand better if im taught one to one. and i dont mean one to one with a teacher. oh my. one to one with a teacher is horrible, and so i think. heh. but now, we've gotta stay back everyday for extra lessons ): there was chinese today, and theres chem tomorrow. rahs. tomorrow is gonna be a loooong day ):

i spent an hour of that extra chinese lesson sleeping, then started kidding arnd with the sihao and jake. and i got rather irritated cos sihao kept calling me gorilla cos i called him pig :l then he started poking me with a pen and telling me a had dots on my uniform. rahs. was rather pissed. but those guys... they just cant make me angry for long :l and thats so bloody.

eugene came and threatened to draw on my shirt with his pen, and i leaned back and he accidentally drew on me >:( that was like, the last straw. i started ignoring em. then eugene started apologising and saying what how can a 10-years friendship end just because of a dot :l rahs. i couldnt stop myself from smiling at their words. mayb they dont mean their apologies or what, but i guess they were just kidding arnd. after all, they're guys. and guys are dumb. teehees (x

im starting on the class tee design. but it's so stupid cos the photoshop kept closing by itself ): i only manage to get to finish writing 4joy'o6. RAHS. stupid comp. I MISS MY OLD COMP! argh. guess they've decided on black polo tee. ahhs. i was kinda irritated just now, cos i realised that there were so many selfcentered people in 4joy :l ohwells. i guess everyone has got a selfish side. me included. obviously >:(

erps. i guess im gonna shut my loud side out. im gonna be a nicer girl tmr (x
ive been rather... crazy lately :l over high. and there was a rather large amount of usage of my middle finger today :l no more tomorrow. i promise. (:
kaes. till then...

1/17/2006 08:25:00 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

ive caught the cold too. thanks to WONG KAILING :l but nvm, maybe i'll get really sick. then i can dont go school anymore. rahrahrahs. thats not what i want. i want to get to school where i can be with my friends. aww. that sound so primary school-ish. but seriously, staying at home without friends suck. big time. but im really tired ): ahhs. nvm. shant talk anymore about that.

got chased out of the class by lao lao again during chinese lesson cos i havent buy my chinese textbook :l i didnt mind. cos i seriously think our chinese lesson is of no use. english lesson at 4faith... ohwells. we dont have remedial (: thats a plus. but we have to do projects on special creations. and i tnk my group's making a special type of bra. teehees. we even asked weihan they all if they prefer girls wearing sports bra or girls wearing lacy bras. ohwells. had a lil bit of fun :D

had choir. there's new members, learnt new song. after that wited for phebe and cheyenne in the canteen. and jianxiang came over and told me something that made me pissed all over again. im very very tired of it already ): but whatever. i just have to ignore what people says and get on with life. for goodness sake. actually i expected it. so i didnt really want to get someone else to pass it. but it melted, and i didnt wanna bring it home again, so i asked joanne to pass it :l i gave 18 threedevotion guys chocolate too. waddaya expect? i like all of em? oh, nah. I LOVE EM TO BITS (: and anita too, of cos :D after that went home with min and anadee. chatted, then saw tricia. chatted more, then went home.

ahhs. im thinking of making a monkeymoo :D okaes. i'll see. i need more privacy. a place where only all my close friends can get to. ahhs. i miss my comp ): that stupid guy, he still havent come to repair the comp yet )): sighs. now i cant even do the class tee design thing. argh. shall install photoshop in this comp if he still havent come tomorrow. gotta do the class tee! :D cant wait.

right. im off. i think im giving out ferrero rochers tomorrow :D mayb. phebe! hahaha.

1/16/2006 08:01:00 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

yay. ive finished my FNN already. but, im so sorry to say, i didnt do my poa as planned ): i took out the book, flip the pages, and realised how long it was since i last touched POA. so i closed the book and went to sleep. that was the afternoon :l i started doing my fnn when i woke up, till now. so yes. later on, i shall ~~try~~ do a bit of poa. if i really cannot manage, i'll turn to anet for help, tomorrow (:

anyways, im always like, reminiscing for the past few days. damn. i do miss my secTwo days sooooo much ): and then i will think of the O's. rahs. took out my sister's career guidebook just now. i realised how aimless i am. it's as if ive got no goals, no targets. cos i seriously dunno what's my ambition. when i was young, i wanted to be a teacher (ROFL). nowadays, im talking about either taking mass comm or fnn when i get to poly. but frankly speaking. im so not sure if that's what i want. morever, my results suck. ive gotta buck up already :l

back to the reminiscing part. as i was saying, i miss my sectwo days. and i miss twograce so much. i miss the chalet. i miss the times together. i even miss making the teachers cry (: shuacks. i think earnest wong caused me to become like this :l rahs. i did a personality test just now. one of the character trait of mine is this - You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. so yes. i do want the best. and i want twograce :D but i love fourjoy too (: its almost similar to taking three agape last year for camp, and taking threedevotion this year for camp. both classes are difficult to take. but the difficulty for both classes are different, and i dont mean difference as in one is easier to take and one is harder to take. i love both twograce and fourjoy. i love both classes. but the love is different, and i dont mean difference as in i love one class more than the other.

ohwells. i doubt anyone can understand what i mean. teehees. but some thoughts are really difficult to be put down in words. now i dunch even know why im blogging down these stuffs :l ohwells. as ive said. im weird. lols. i need chocolate now. ive stocked up on em. but im heaty. RAHS. so i cant eat any ): nvm. i shall drink more water. or else my bro gets all the chocolate. teehees.

yepp. i shall be optimistic and look forward to a great day tomorrow. (:
PS: TO XIUANPIN > APOLOGIES FOR SPOILING YOUR MP3...!

1/15/2006 09:30:00 PM

rahs ):
the computer guy didnt come after all.
he's dumb.
cog its aint the first time he boycott my comp.
))): horrible guy.
its irritating to have to use this comp.
ahhs. whatever.
ive gotta hand in FNN tomorrow.
hopefully miss lim will forgive us for the late submission :l
anyways,
i bought packets of kitkats for 3devotion (:
hahahas.
now im broke. totally.
gotta start saving up already.
so many birthdays coming up.
and i gotta settle my debts. teehees (:
kaes.
FNN now. school tomorrow.
zzz.

1/15/2006 06:10:00 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

gawd. dad just showed me the new two bucks notes. nice! (:
and and and, the guy's coming to do the comp tomorrow morning! :D
-prays hard that nth will be lost. teehees (:

kaes. one survey before i log off (:

1.What song are you listening now? nothing (x
2. Who are you waiting for? no one
3.Would you like to dye ur hair? yepp
4. Do you like to cook? ehhs. tnk so (x
5. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate!
6. Girl or boy? both. teehees (:
7. Do you like babies? yupps
8. What are your feelings right now? bored
9. Who is sitting next to you right now? no one
10. What was the last thing you asked someoneto do? uh. forgot
11. What did you do for the last few hours? shop. bath. comp
12. Are u truthful in ur last testimonial ? yepp
13. Last testimonial you sent to? meien
14. What are you wearing? obs shirt. shorts
15. What's on your desktop wallpaper? 3devotion camp photo
16. What are you plannin for 2morrow? POA? lols
17. Green Tea or Herbal Tea? green tea
18. Favourite Color(s)? black hotpink orange white
19. Do you like cookies? chocolate ones (:
20. How many dark secrets do you have? LOTS
21. What's in your trash can? trash? :l
22. Do you miss someone? mayb :l
23. Spring or summer? spring
24. Turn to your left. What do you see? window
25. Do you like cars? Whats your dream car? not really. no particular one. lols
26. Have you eaten your dinner? yupps
27. If I asked you to go to the kitchen right now,what would you get? drinks
28. Have you ridden a horse? yepp
29. Do you believe in love at first sight? not really
30. What's on your table? BOOKS! :D
31. Favourite website(s): places where theres nice brushes (:
32. Whom are you online with? lotssa others
33. Where's your mum? beside me :l
34. Which cartoon character(s) do you like tomeet? -.-
35. Favourite channel(s)? lots (:
36. Which phone do you like to own? N70! (:
37. What time is it? 2325
38. What is the day & date? 14O1O6
39. Last movie you've seen? i forgot :l
40. Do you like it? lols
41. Are you sitting anywhere near a window? yeaaaaa
42. Any favourite brands? not really
43. Name the thing you last bought. wonka bars (:
44. Are you wearing any accessories? yepp
45. Are you wearing make-up now? naw
46. How was yesterday? alright
47. Do you hear anything weird? YES
48. Do you like your school? guess so
49. Do you love anyone ? YES (:

oh. mayb i've got some dumb buffet tomorrow.
rahs. i shall see. alrights. till then (:

1/14/2006 11:16:00 PM

my comp's down. for real this time. ): now i dunno what to do. everything's in that comp. rahs. so if im gonna lost everything in that computer, that means im gonna lost the incompleted blogskin of phebe and shimin. and mine ): was working on the picture. now i might lose it ): devastating. SIGHS. im using my dad's comp now. dont like. cos ive got almost nth in here. no address of my favorite sites (its sooooo inconvenient), no pictures as display picture, etc. this sucks big time ):

alright. theres so many of the ): smiley already. so i shall stop thinking about the darn comp >:(

so yes. yesterday was the last day of Superteens. and weird as it might sound, i love the workshop :l i was like, complaining about the workshop the past few days. but seriously. the workshop is horrible. know why? cos it makes all of us look like weak asses and cry our hearts out for nothing, on two days. BUT. the stuffs dr earnest wong said really did touch our heart (: and i think that it really did brought 4joy so much more closer together (:

had choir in the morning today and i was late :l supposed to reach school at 8. but i woke up at 8 instead. teehees. but at least i reached school in time. performed for the cca open house, then went to khatib mac for brekkie :D after that we went to check out the prices of the contact lenses. ahhs. expensive :l whatever. after that i went home.

after that i went bugis with my sister. damn. it was like, super crowded at bugis street until it was so darn difficult to move. managed to get my tote bag though :D bought it at Zinc. then bought some really nice beaded bracelets and i finally got my bronze colored earring :DDD wanted to buy the beaded necklace, but im sister said i could easily make it myself. so i didnt buy it in the end. we went to the millenia walk after that. got to candy empire and bought wonka bars again (: bought the hits cd at HMV. then went home.

ive got that craving for swensen again (: perhaps next week, and mayb with 3devotion. hopefully they can make it or something. then mayb can ask audrey along too, since i think she owes em haagen dazs. oh. and i so wanna get to the gym. fat, that i dont like. and i really think im heavy at **. lemme cut down at least 2kg can. LOL. i tnk its difficult, since i love eating bread and eggs sooo much (x but heck. can try. and its been soooo long since i last went jogging. guess i wont be taking part in this year's sports day. i'll see 2 6 14 's decision bahs. teehees (:

alright. ive decided. POA tomorrow. promise. swear. aww. i miss buddy hoagies. anyone up for POA at Buddy Hoagies tomorrow? :DDD

im so keeping my distance from YOU.

1/14/2006 09:24:00 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

rahs. elgin came and sorta confronted me today. umms. alright. confront is too strong a word. he came and ask me nicely. haha. about what i wrote in my blog :l apparantly, elgin thought i wrote about him being together with angelyn or something like that. and apparantly, he heard it from angelyn who heard it from anadee who heard it from someone (she forgot who. lol).

ehem. all the hoo-ha... just started from the innocent one sentence i wrote on the monday, 9jan post - [...Was in the same train as elgin as angelyn, and angelyn made elgin carry her bag] thats that. the sentence. guy carry girl's bag DOES NOT equals to them being together. so, that means, i DID NOT SAY that elgin has got something on with angelyn. aww. see what will happen when people ASSUME? yea. make an ASS out of U and ME. certainly it did. i wonder whos the one who started the nonsense :l kaes. whatever.

anyway, i owe anet an ice cream now. cos i cried during today's talk :l rahs. at least i aint the only one :D so yea. learnt quite a lot of new stuffs today (: kaes. tmr. last lesson of earnest wong :DDD teehees. but some of his jokes still quite funny la. i mean some (x

kaes. till tmr.

1/12/2006 10:06:00 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Okaes.
Last minute work are sooooo super horrible.
Ive learnt my lesson.
Umms. I wonder how many times i've said that before.
But. Whatever. As doctor earnest wong said,
actions come with consequences.
the worst thing that will happen,
i guess, is to get slaughtered by miss lim. :l
that doesnt look too nice.
But seriously, its kinda impossible for me to rush
out all the homeworks right now.
Ahhhs. Whatever. Let's not talk about homework.
Instead, lemme talk about the 3DEVOTION people (:
ohwells. I kinda miss trying to make em cheer :DDD
And of cos, i miss that xiao di di.
muahahs. anet. ive got faith in you.
Dont you ever lemme down. (:
Xiao di di will always be the xiao di di.
Xiao mei mei will always be the xiao mei mei. Horrs.
More of Dr Earnest Wong and the yellow jokes, tomorrow.
rahs.
p/s. *U*E* is so cute :DDD

1/11/2006 10:57:00 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Rahs! Im wonder whats wrong with my computer cos it cant start AGAIN >:( Im praying hard that it will start soon cos i cant afford to lose everything inside :l Have to do my FNN homework now, and i realised i left my anita tull textbook in school with all the homework ): Now i bet i wont be able to complete the homework on time, but i have to )): RAHRAHRAHS. I guess i'll have to try complete my holiday homework first. erps.

Superteens tomorrow! ): So not looking forward to it. Choir's gonna perform during chapel hour tomorrow. I wont be, due to my absence during choir yesterday :l Then i cant skip superteens for even a lil while, but that means i dont have to wear green gown :D its embarrasing. heh. But superteens still is shitty. until 9pm... argh.

Now i'll have to find a way to get the FNN homework since the class will most probably not be opened ): argh. This post sucks, cos the only good thing i get to blog about is that i dont have to wear green gown )x

1/10/2006 05:44:00 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

Hey people, im back from camp already :D
So, yeah. Its aint as bad as i thought, and i took class 3devotion in the end, with joshua (long) and meiearn and we had audrey as the grad (: I reported to school at arnd 7.30. Kinda shiok. Teehees. We werent counted as late, and when we (me and anet) went into the school with some late comers, we could just walk away. Lols.

The advance party went to the campsite first. The victorians were just leaving. Jasmine mdm referred to em as the black sotongs, and she told us not to be the red sotongs (x Soon after we reached, it started raining ): And there were aeroplanes flying really low at arnd every 15 minutes, and they were super LOUD. Kinda noisy :l We got on with our stuffs, and soon, the secthrees arrived. Welcomed em and got em to their bunks and blah. Only realise my really great class strength when they arrived, that is, 19 people - 18 guys and 1 girl.

Settled em down and intro ourself to em (: carried on with the activities and blah blah. Initially, they were like, seriously horrible cos they didnt want to cheer. Obviously, the guys think that cheering is gay :l Their stations for that day were the rockwall and the challenge pole. Managed to get the people to cheer, though they cheered rather softly at first. Got eddie up the challenge pole (: he claimed that he was afraid of height :l for that whole day, i told em they were horrible. Teehees. But surprisingly, i got along quite well with em (: However, 18 guys are super hard to take care of, especially when they have two different cliques :l

Second day, everyone was kinda tired. So the morale was rather low :l Their stations for day 2 were the single log & burma bridge, abseiling, flying fox and double cable cross. Oh man. the double cable cross was super cool, cos it allows two friends to go up and overcome the height element together :D But, duh, i dont dare to try it. The morale of the class started increasing, and we kept getting the guys to cheer for anita (the 1 girl among the 19 pupils) whenever she tries some high elements (: For the whole day, it kept drizzling on and off. It was rather irritating. And ruben made me some kinda flower out of the tissue i gave him and gave it to me. HAHA. In the end i used it to kill some insect which found its way to my bag :l Awww, i didnt mean to, but i couldnt find other tissue already. Lols.

Third day, woke up feeling super super cold and wet cos it was raining very very heavily. The few of us were sleeping below bunk a4 and the rain kept coming in. Managed to get some more sleep as it was raining too heavily for us to do anything. When the rain got smaller, we took the class to the canteen. Then, it started raining uber heavily again. For the whole day and night, it rained non stop. So we did a lot of cheering and campfire preparation. Did a skit, and erwin was chosen to act as the girl :DDD Super chiobu laaaa. And i was teaching edric how to pronounce the words chiobu and shuaige, cos he was our narrator, and he was from indonasia and had a rather wierd, but nice accent (:

Missed all the 4 activities that day cos it was raining throughout. Rather sad, cos their activities for the day included kayaking and rafting. Nearing the campfire, we started rehersing. Joshua was kinda in charge of their performance (: Yazid sir came, and helped erwin tie his shirt out so that he was showing his naval, to look sexy (x Super hilarious. Then ruben made F-cups boobs for him out of toilet paper and masking tape. Teehees xDDD

Campfire was greeeeeaaaat. Everyone went from super duper tired to super duper high, and devotion kept making stupid noises :l Haha. The VP went, and she gave us a bed time story which was short compared to mrs tan's last year one. Lols. Even when the campfire ended, we could hear the girls still cheering in their bunks (:

Last day of camp. I was super tired. Thank goodness for meiearn, she got me a cup of milo (: Didnt had breakfast, then went for area cleaning. Got a lil more energised (: Picked up rubbishes and chatted a bit with meiearn (: Then after that, they had prize presentation. 3agape won this year (: Didnt really know how well devotion did as i was helping in re-washing the stupid sandy toilet during the prize presentation. But who cares. I know there the best of the best (: Verry unique lehs, 18 guys and 1 girl. And i really do think that its great that anita came (:

After that washed up the whole area and went back to school. Had a super long debrief. Kept wanting to nod off to sleep cos was super tired. Debrief finally ended at 4plus. Went CWP with anet to find ahmah. Was in the same train as elgin as angelyn, and angelyn made elgin carry her bag. Lols. Now, elgin owes me two birthday prezzies. Haha (: Had the late lunch at macs, then bought apple strudels :D Home after that and here i am. Im super tired right now :l But ive gotta upload the photos. Kaes. The photos below are only a few of em, must go to the usual webby to see all (: Yawns. Kaes, im off (:

1/09/2006 09:09:00 PM

YAY! 3devotion'o6 :D umms. anyway thats eddie's face whom me and eugene's covering. LOL (x

1/09/2006 09:07:00 PM

thats agape doing rockwall. can you see pussy? MEOW. teehees (x

1/09/2006 09:06:00 PM

yu soon and jackson on the double cable cross (:

1/09/2006 09:02:00 PM

eddie and shaojun on the double cable cross (:

1/09/2006 09:00:00 PM

cheering in the rain! (:

1/09/2006 08:59:00 PM

super shagged Devotion :l

1/09/2006 08:58:00 PM

colin helping erwin with his boobs. teehees (x

1/09/2006 08:55:00 PM

(top to bottom clockwise) tiong, jackson, yu soon, erwin & ruben. (:

1/09/2006 08:54:00 PM

hpt supper! (:

1/09/2006 08:53:00 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

im feeling better already. its a wonder how someone can just really make your day by doing a little something, like giving you a rose over friendster (: its the thought that counts, and so they say. i appreciate it, and it really did kind of make my day ((:

yiyuan called me to meet him in the morning to go to school together. me, going to school with the superstar. teehees (: but actually i'd just prefer the old him, somehow. there seems to a difference. but i guess, he'd remain my good friend and hpt aiai always (: he told me he aint going to camp. suddenly everyone seems to be not going to camp ): make me even more... sighs.

school was alright. usual lessons. was rather distracted after recess. first by the some things that happened during recess, besides the bball game, and after that, i got distracted by the secones walking arnd. the first two weeks are so gonna be a pain in the ass, especially because of superteens ): and and and, i shld have brought the chocolate today la :l

after school me anet and cheyenne met jiayan at khatib mrt station, and she was late. then it started raining :l went to kfc and talked about everything (: after that we went to the spectacles shop and i asked about the contact lenses. its around 30bucks per pair for monthly ones. ahhs. i shall look for cheaper ones (: home after that.

camp's tomorrow. will be back only on monday. hari raya on tues. then superteens on wed, thurs, fri ))): alrights, till monday then.

1/05/2006 09:13:00 PM

sheesh. i dunno what's happening ):

kaes. i dont really feel like blogging now.
maybe later.
i dunno.
ohwells.
camp tomorrow.

1/05/2006 07:40:00 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

okaes.
actually there aint much difference,
PS 6.0 and 7.0
theres the 8.0 already, i think.
but whatever. wait till someone has it or something.
between the two, i prefer 7.0 (:
for one, it has got nice fonts.
i mean the instructions and all. haha :D
sad thing is,
i wont have time to try it out,
till maybe the week after next ):
ahhs.
camp - 6jan to 9jan
course - 11jan-13jan
so not looking forward to the course.
camp... ohwells. its still okay, i guess (:
kaes. school tomorrow.
sighs. i kinda miss the people.
stupid superteens. ):

1/04/2006 09:52:00 PM

oh my gwad i so love phebe (: the photoshop 7.0 is like super great. hahaha.

so yes. second day of school. proper lessons. RAHS. the rest of the sec4e are away at the superteen course ): 4joy gotta wait till next week, with 5agape and 5blessing. but the HPT people (except for 4joyians HPT people) neednt go next week though they missed this week's. unfair! i dont wanna go. such a waste of money and time.

suddenly i dont feel like going to the sec3 camp anymore. my mom didnt even agree to let me go in the first place. i promise her its gonna be the last camp before the O's. so yea. no more camps for me. and the belaying school. -shakes head- i think its a mess out there :l but whatever. ** some text missing ** (:

so after the chinese test, me cheyenne and phebe went yishun 900+ there to have chicken rice. its been sooo long (: then anet and jiayan came and join us. started raining and we couldnt go elsewhere, so we just sat there and voice out all our unhappiness. played with our phones. had quite a good time (:

im getting so worried about the O's. im gonna start limiting the amount of time i use on my comp and im gonna start on my studies after all the big hoo-has of secthree camp and superteen course are over. aww. i so so so dont wanna go for superteen! dumb. 3nights!! rahs. cant use my comp on the three nights then, cos by the time i get home and bath, its late for a school night ): sighs.

anyways. the chocolate. it melted for the second time, today :l
im thinking of making my blog more private... ohwells.
i so dont wanna goooooooooooooooooooooooo superteeeeeeeeeeeeens!!! rahs. and did i say i dont wanna go superteens? ): teehees.

1/04/2006 07:56:00 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

today's the first day of school, and im soooo tired already. no no no. school was fine. mr drummer was alright. but the juniors are warning us of him. teehees. i guess jake's in his bad books already. poor him. i meant jake. but its like, who ask him to be so irritating? nevertheless, hes still not as irritating as kahwee and xavier. perved.

the chocolate melted in my bag, and i didnt give it to cc in the end :l rahs. its super embarrasing to even smile to him infrnt of his friends. they seem to think im like, in love with him or something. what the... its NO. im not. im still looking for my eyecandy and its so not him. mayb i DID think he was cute or something like a monkey (x ohwells. i think so many guys are cute la. hahs. its normal for girls to check guys out. teehees.

had belaying school after school. had cheering. while waiting for our turn to belay, we played the game bear, hunter and the villagers. something like that. it was fun (: then we played concentration. and the forfeits are shouting dumb comments like 'im wearing a red underwear today' to all those belaying. tricia even had to shake her ass at em (: but we stopped after a few forfeits cos we were like, afraid that the grads would get pissed.

then i had my turn at anchoring wilson, then belaying. did like, a total of 90 pumpings today and im super shag. guess my stamina has like drop since the training camp. rahs. and and and, anadee makes a good cam whoring partner :DDD alright. kahwee was super irritating today. apologies for the vulgarities. umms. i think from like tomorrow onwards, the only vulgarities im gonna use is fuck. HAHA. and not so often. and the 'knn mai ga wa ah ni xia lan' is use for kahwee only. LOL. whatever.

school tomorrow! anyways i got my window seat :DDD and my TWINAIAI is joining me in class tomorrow (: yay. hahaha. and and and, im treasurer :l ohwells. i miss buddy hoagies (: super tired right now. till tmr, i guess (:

1/03/2006 07:19:00 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

yiyuan rocked in CampusSuperstar today.

PHS's pride (: he will get in to the next round. im sure of that :D me, anet and shimin (and dunno who else) gave him five smses/calls each. maybe five doesnt seem to be an especially big amount, but i seriously think its the thought that counts. all of us are very sincere in supporting him (:

i wonder whats wrong with me. my attitude problem seems to be coming back. im starting to get into tantrums easily, and seriously, i dont like the vulgarities coming from my mouth so often either. i just cant help it. ohwells. i'll try to refrain or something. teehees. so just bear with me for a while. this kinda behavior just seem to come and go. im weird.

tomorrow's school reopening. i wonder how this year will turn out to be. i want my eyecandy :DDD but i so do not want so much distractions like what happened last year. but whatever. suddenly i cant wait for tomorrow. umms. i mean tomorrow ONLY. and i want my results to be good. to say the truth. im tired of failing everything ): guess shannon was right. i cant just keep on blaming the teachers. mr hui's not the one whos gonna cause me to fail. im the one whos gonna cause myself to fail if i continue not bothering about my studies. rahs. speaking of that, i havent done my homeworks yet :l SIGHS. whatever.

window corridor seat. i want that tmr (:

1/02/2006 10:17:00 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

just got off the phone with anet. i was telling her about yesterday, when i was on the bus and didnt see meiearn even though she was facing me. she had to tap me and i suddenly realised who was infrnt of me :l thats like, wth. and today, i saw jacinta. she was staring at me, waiting for me to smile and say hi and i was staring back at her, trying to remember who she was. what the fuck. i can actually recognise her, yet dunno who she is. then when she finally walk past and we lose eye contact, i remember who she was :l anet calls those 'sleeping with the eyes open'. teehees. i agree very much with her (:

oh. anyways, i just found out what my mom thinks about superstars. she was asking if yiyuan was from my class. then i said no, and said that he was in the best class in the n(a) stream and my mom was like asking me how i got to know him. then i said cos of choir and hpt. then i added jokingly, that im not those antisocial kinda people and i know alot of people. lols. then she was like, yah, all those ahlian ahbengs la. its like, what the fuck. then i defended myself, saying that yiyuan is not an ahbeng and hes very good in his studies. then my mom was like, good students wouldnt go join those things. then i just kept saying that yiyuan is one of the top students in his class and she shldnt be so narrow minded and that my friends are ahbengs ahlians. rahs ): adults seriously cant think. who said adults are smarter than kids? thats so untrue.

but nevertheless, i'll still get to watch campus superstar cos i think my mom also wanna watch it or something. so contradicting, but whatever. i dunch care. so yes. support yiyuan! shuhui has gotten all the hpt to standardise and change their sub-msn-nick to this: PRIDE of PHS,pls vote for M2 CHEN YIYUAN 1900-112-7702 or sms m2 to 77377 ! 2jan channelU 8-10pm =)
its like all of us has this on our msn (: so yes yes. vote vote vote!

my first blogging in 2006 (: though its aint really about good things, i really hope that this year will be good (: though theres the O's. and may i be able to find my eyecandy :D and and and, i want the corridor window seat in threejoy! me and anet :D wish hard that we'll get it. and luckily for me, my mom signed my report book without anymore naggings of good results and stuffs. i guess shes also tired of nagging already. alright. library tomorrow. its a must (:

1/01/2006 09:30:00 PM