A gift from above: TheBitterStickGal
School's okay, just a tad too boring. Got 2nd hand finance accounting shit textbook from some senior for 28bucks. Yiyang and Shaofeng are mad weirdos who think that being called weirdos is good because they think weirdos are clever people. Silent dinner with the clique at KFC. Not so silent bus ride home. I saw Nazri again! And and and, it's time to go mad over an eyecandy again! Eyecandy eyecandy! Fwah.

Trying to get used to everything for now. Adapting's the only thing we can do. Btw, I SO FRICKING DONT LIKE GUYS USING THE WORD CB, especially when it's included in every sentence that comes out of their mouth. LJ can't scold CB de la. I can't stand this particular guy, man. Sucha motherfucker. Very unfortunately, eyecandy is in the same clique as him. So that may make eyecandy not a nice guy at all. Hurhur.

Kay whatever. Might be joining the people for lunch at BuddyHoagies tomorrow. Or maybe I'll join them after that. Netball trial's on Thursday 6.30pm >:( And our school ends at 11am that day. What the toot right! Might be watching Spiderman with the clique after lessons though. Kay I feel fat ):

Imageshack is so screwed I think I have to redo my whole friendster profile because I lost the bloody background. Kay maybe not.

Today is so sick because I spent the whole damn day playing with the stupid PSP. Okay, racing games are the sexzx, just that they cause me blisters on my thumb, and I think I cursed today more than I did for the past few months =/ I get so damn excited easily by the game that's why.


Btw can anyone find me that song I posted up on my previous post? It's like, so fricking difficult to find.

Dammit. I can't see my cBox again.

To that Passerby who asked about making a collage of photos, I choose the pictures, open a new document besides opening the photo files, resize the photos to a smaller dimension, drag the pictures to the blank document, line them properly and you're done. Others might know easier methods though. I don't have any training in using Adobe Photoshop, so my method might not really be the normal one which people use. If you don't understand my methods, maybe you can go search for tutorials on the Internet. Yupp.

Kay there's school tomorrow and I don't know what homework there is to do, and what notes there are to print. Rwars. Saturday's toasting day! :D That means I've to miss Floorball Trial 2 though.

My birthday is in exactly ONE MONTH from now. Teeheehees [:


I don't know why the music seems to be kinda doubled in the MV. It's a nice song from a nice show all the same, though [:

Love was me and you and you and you!
Yay I love the girls, and yepp, I still believe love never fails.

Floorball trial today! Sad to say, I didn't get in even though Sam did. But, it was super fun I tell you, even though my thumb got hit with the stick while playing just now. It's good for losing fat because one short game can make you sweat buckets already. I'm supposed to go back again for trial 2 next Sat though, but I'll decide again.

I want want want to go Sentosa badly! So if I ain't going to town with the sister this coming Thursday, I am so gonna try to find someone to go with me. Otherwise I'll just have to go on a weekend, which is like, shit because the place's gonna be so crowded and all.

Right right, everything is getting so shitty. Rwarrs.

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Can't believe/understand myself >:(

Hell, I'm taking accounting again. Just that it's some retail accounts shit instead, but still, it's accounts. ANETCHEAN I'M FRICKING TAKING ACCOUNTING AGAIN! ): ):

Kailing's birthday dinner at Marche yesterday night was a blast. Truckloads of camwhoring (especially with Kailing's cool shitzx Macbook), bitching, laughing, and the best thing is that all 12 of the 2904 girls turned up. We even saw Sarah, Zhiwei and Huixin. Is it awesome or what! By the way I miss Sarah like, a whole damn lot. Shall let the pictures do the talking!

Please get the original pictures from me if you want to! [:






Kay, there's still like, a gazillion photos left to upload, including the Macbook pictures. So I think I'll save them till tomorrow cos I'm feeling lazy already. So anyway, school today was okay. It still feels like the holidays though. Guess that's how the beginning of Poly life is, but doubt the feeling will stay for long!

I tried bugging people to take pictures with me today but everyone ignored me except Samantha ): Kay I don't care I wanna take photos with our clique next time. And so cute, YY and SF wore their glasses today! [:[: Will be going for Floorball trial with Sam and maybe JieSheng cos think he joined floorball too or something. Alright! The weekends are here! How boring. Sheesh.

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OMF. ALL I HAD BLOGGED ABOUT JUST DISAPPEARED ):):):

Shall not blog in sucha detailed manner already ): Highlights!

Microeconomics is da' bomb because I understood it and it wasn't too boring. Might not think so though, in future. My lecturer/tutor speaks weird English with some kinda weird slang and he reminds me of HuiCheeSeng, but then again, NOT, cos I think HCS is much better because at least he HAHA us, and he doesn't look so strict and prim and proper.

Embarrassing thing happened after lecture. Shan't go into detail one more time. Made min join Floorball with me and Samantha. Signed up for Netball too. Yiyang is gonna be muscleman cos he joined Dragonboat. I bet he won't last though teeheehees. Nah I'm kidding hurhur.

Joined half of 1R03 at CS's LJS for lunch! Yay yay we've got life! Talked more among ourselves though it's supposed to be some kinda bonding session. The four of us are gonna be the specky glasses clique on Fri or next week cos ShaoFeng and YY's gonna wear glasses to school too, cos we are studious kids! At least SF kept on claiming he is although he looks more like a super fair, silent CAB who might have come from Cheena lololol.

Home after that, and it's kinda weird to see SF and YY having so much to talk about, especially when me and min has got nothing much to talk about instead. LOL. No school tomorrow, hvaing WongKailing's birthday celebration instead! [: Will be able to see most of the girls, even though dinner's gonna give me a big hole in the pocket rwarrrs ):

Ohhkay. Funny how long my post still seem to be when I'm just trying to blog about the highlights. Anyone who really and seriously reads my blog's da' bomb! My life's rather awesome right now, just missing a lil of this and a lil of that, so I'd still like to blog aout everything anyway!Fwah, so high [:

Second day of school, yet another 2 hours of lecture - Computer Skill Application. Was stoning half the lesson away. I swear Yiyang was worse. Min was the only one listening and taking notes. I don't know about ShaoFeng cos he wasn't sitting beside me. See, I know his name already :D Btw, I was out by 7.50am and yay yay, we finally beat Yiyang to the interchange. Teehees.

Our class very no life leh ): Lecture ended at 11am today, and we were sitting around because some idiot said that we were always the one leaving first. So in the end the four of us were following JieSheng, the traitor of 1R03 who was following 1R01, to Tampines Mall cos we couldn't find our class/didn't know if they were lunching together or something. So like, in the end the four of us left the group cos it felt so uber weird and went for lunch at Pizza Hut. At least it wasn't a silent lunch. Hurhur [:

I'm beginning to get used to this um, 'clique', silent as the guys are. Okay, actually not really. We're kinda warming up to each other already, which is like, rad. Anyhoos, I think eyecandies are really an endangered species around me ): Fwah. I'm beginning to be afraid that I won't ever be able to get married in future. Then I'll become an old spinster. Hahahahaha. Kidding! Can't imagine the scenerio. Madness.

Okay, I've told _ that what he's doing isn't correct. Like, where's the sincerity and all man! That's how guys are. They never analyse things as well as girls do. They want a gf, get desperate, and they'll go out and grab anyone pleasing to their eyes or to their taste. Okay, not grab, but still, you get what I mean. It's so unfair to the girl. Yepp not all guys are like that, but it seems like there's quite a number of them. Sheesh.

I wonder when my luck's gonna get better ): But meanwhile, I'm enjoying the way it is as much as I can. Why make myself so upset and depressed over nothing? [: I get to enjoy looking at eyecandies anyway.

I'm having some kinda headache so I'm gonna get off soon. Hearing about the projects that we gotta do somehow makes me kinda... stressed up. Like, everything seems so difficult. But okay, I'll get through it all [:

First day of school, 2 hours of lecture, how stupid. Me, min and Yiyang were late by aound 5 minutes. Was pouring like mad in the afternoon, and we made Yiyang wait again. My fault ): Ugh. I gotta kick this bad habit of being late every single time. Lecture was uber boring.

By the way I think my communication skill is improving because I can actually have a conversation with Shao___... Uhm, I forgot what's the other half of his name. He's that guy who kinda hangs out with the three of us, cos apparently we are the only ones who live in the North side of Singapore in 1R03, and who's name none of us know/remember, till just now when I asked him. It's incredible that I can talk to him because he's even more silent than Yiyang.

I've realised I'm very insensitive to names ):

Anyhoos, sometimes I think I do very stupid things and I'll burst out laughing at myself and make everyone thinks I'm mad so I think I'll try to stop doing that already :} I'm chatting with ZGX on msn, after one month of not hearing anything from him. Might meet him up for breakfast on some Thursdays or something cos that's the only day our school starts at the same time. But I think we'll end up not calling each other cos' we're too lazy.

Hoho. I'm happy that I'm finally sleeping properly again, after weeks [:[: Okay, I shall make sure that I get out of my house by 7.50am tomorrow :D Right. I'm off.

Life is shit now. Money matters are shit. If only I'm fricking rich. Sigh.

Retail therepy today! With min, Victor and Yuxuan. Bought pearly eyeliner from Skin Food! Yay I love Skin Food. 1R03 is having lunch together tomorrow with the SLs. Not going. We are so gonna be stuck in our own clique I think ): ): But never mind, we'll try to make up for it [: At least we know most of the girls and a few of the guys already.

__ is shit. Felt like slapping him so much. What happened long long ago's big big mistake. Gross. Sometimes I think he should go be a guywhore. Okay kidding! That's so mean. School starts at 4 tomorrow! One lecture and we're off.

I think I'm gonna make my own logo and add them to pictures posted in future. It's still okay if they're taken without me being told. I don't like credits not given, even if it's just one pathetic photo. I'm just rather miffed about it la. Put yourself in my shoes first, if you get offended. Thanks, those who credited. And I'm not talking about people who're close to me cos you've been given full permission to rip. Hahaha [:

Kay forget it. Doubt anyone really read my posts anyway. Maybe except for LowShimin, Anet Chean, Phebe Lim, Kailing and so on... my loyal readers. Hahaha. I'm a loyal reader of their blogs too, or rather, I'm a loyal reader of anyone's blog as long as they are good to read.

Kay whatever. This is getting nowhere. I'm not in a good mood. Rwars.

Have you ever been so unhappy with your life that you start imagining how it will be like when everything goes your way? Don't you feel that it's so shitty because at the very end, what you imagined never happen, and you'll feel even unhappier? Or maybe when you're like, one of the hopefuls who's hoping for some things to happen and when things never turn out the way you hoped it will, you'll feel emptier, sadder, even more disappointed than before. That's how life gets you down I guess.

Things never really go my way, and I'm just stuck with the If-Onlys and What-Ifs. It suck ): Nothing bad happened. I've just been thinking alot about it and I'm pissed off with being stucked and yet, not really able to do anything. At least I haven't been doing any emo-ing these few weeks. Hurhur.

I wanna go shopping. There seem to be so much I wanna get but when I wanna write down the whole list of them, I don't know exactly what I needa/wanna buy. Cbox is being such a bitch >:( I can't see anything except for the error message. Ugh. I feel like going out tomorrow.

Overloved



I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
Without holding me without holding me tight
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Spent time on my own
Spent time being free
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
Even though it's been a minute since they last did
Want someone who loves love songs
And dedicates them to me
And two loving arms never out of reach
Been fine all alone
Did fine being free

This time I wanna be
This time I wanna be
Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

Want someone to talk to me with talk so sweet
Want someone who's there to share their world with me
I've been too lonely for too many nights
This time I need someone here in my life
This time I want someone holding me tight
Been under kissed, under touched
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I just wanna be
Overloved
By someone who's over in love with me
Overloved
Over kissed over touched
Oh I just wanna be overloved

We made Yiyang wait for half an hour today morning. Blame the bus. We were late, but there were so many who were even later. Got our yellow business school tee, I like [: Even though it's kinda too bright and yellow teehees.

Briefing about school and all in the morning. I look like a fathead in my matriculation card la ): Got so irritated by a SL during the Olympia thing at the stadium just now that I almost scolded the faggot motherfucker and people were telling me to relax. So much for swearing off profanities. Like, I was irritated enough already cos it was so hot and squeezy and uncomfortable and he had to ask me to squeeze even more and put each of my leg at each side of a GUY sitting crosslegged at the step infront of me (each step sits two person, one infront of another). Can imagine it? The fucker still had the cheek to say that the guy won't mind. I could rip off his head there and then. The thing was, I couldn't even get to see him because it was too squeezy to even turn around fully and see who's that dumb himbo of a SL talking.

Bloody killjoy, that mofo. I was still rather high actually before that guy came and ruin it all. Plus all the SLs were standing infront and blocking everyone's view. Reminds me even more that HPT is much better, but true, each has their strengths.

Escaped from even more torture at the dragonboat race at Bedok Reservoir. Me, min, Yiyang, and another guy from our class who's name both we girls didn't catch left the place while everyone was moving towards the reservoir. By the way, Xiuanpin looks super gay in purple hahaha. Saw Yuenchen! [: Oh, and the bus we took back to Tampines Interchange was sooooo bloody slow that as Yiyang said, you can take a video of the scenery outside and it will be super clear without those motion blur. We were like, laughing about it in the bus. Gags was showing on TVmobile and it wasn't half as funny.

Hmm. Actually the whole orientation wasn't really that bad at all. The games were fun, cheering was rather good, people were nice, excluding that particular SL, and the food was nice. It would be better if they had planned everything even more nicely. Like, maybe preparing enough seats for all 1600 freshies to sit comfortably. Anyway, we saw so many NVPS and PHS people [:

Kay, anyhoos, scrap what I said about having short posts cos I'm too longwinded for that to ever happen for good. Think I'm most probably gonna get a lappy from the school IT fair next week and I'm most probably gonna get the Lenovo V100 because even though Lenovo notebooks are mostly fugly, I like what this laptop has to offer. Plus, Lenovo is a good laptop brand. So, yea.

Ohhkays. Tomorrow's Sat! Yayness. It's been long since I'm happy that weekend's coming [: Oh, and yay. Cos at least there's one eyecandy in my class. That someone lurhs. Hahahahaa. Kay 'nuff. I'm off byeee [:

Omgawdzxz I'm super tired now. Orientation was alright, albeit tiring. Had Sweekoon sending us to Tampines Interchange in the morning. Okay he needed to take the bus to school from there anyway, but he was super nice cos he waited for me under my block. Met Yiyang next and it's so shitty cos he reached earlier than us when we were supposed to be earlier than him. 969's always fucking full in the morning at Khatib):

Anyhoos, I'm ecstatic because me, LowShimin and Yiyang's in the same class together. So mummytooting cool can! Sorry can't hide my excitement. We're so gonna be the PHS clique unless Yiyang decides to drift away to hang out with the guys, who happens to only occupy a very small percentage of my class/the whole RMT, instead. Sad thing: zero eyecandy in my class unless you count Yiyang in. He's um, passable I guess. Hahaha. Kidding la. He's nice and he isn't as quiet and shy as I expected haha. So embarrasing cos I still remember pointing the middle finger at him in like, sec1 or 2. Fwah. Feels like digging a hole and burying my vulgar old self in it whenever I recall that incident.

So anyway, 1R03 has got very nice people [: I'm still finding it kinda unbelieveble though, that the three of us managed to get into the same class even though they probably grouped everyone randomly. Got to know new friends and I love the mass dance even though it made me so damn hot and sweaty ): And and and, HPT is better than the SLs taking us. Duh! [:

I'm still finding it rather surreal that I'm like, in Poly already. Okay, shall digress. Think I'll stop blogging such long posts already in future. Short sentences look better and neater. Well, unless I'm in a the-world's-so-fucked-up-and-I-needa-rant kinda mood or in a I'm-so-happy-and-I-wanna-share-my-joy kinda mood. Either one la.

Supposed to reach school at 8am in the morning tomorrow! Think we're gonna all die if it continues like that. Hmmfs. Mocha icecream's waiting for me in the fridge. School ain't as fun as I thouht but it's gonna get better especially since now min and Yiyang are in the same class. Yayness [:

Kay surprisingly I was offered a job opportunity today. Well, some kind. My relative, the one working at Fila, needed help at the warehouse. So I called up min and we went over, and it was like, super far, near Singapore Expo. The pay's super meagre and the work's hard ): We had to fold the clothes and in all, we finished 10 wagons/bins of clothes, which is probably over a thousand of them.

Was supposed to go back on Saturday, but I decided not to and I feel damn bad about it because the people there are very very very nice x 1000000. Seriously, even the security guard of the building is nice. Hahaha. Too bad the time which we were supposed to start work at on Saturday is like 9am? Well, it was actually 8 and cos we said it was too early, they said we could come at 9 instead,. Also, they offer so little pay for work in a non-airconditioned place. If we were to start work at like, 12, I think I'll go back despite the pay, because of the nice people there [: [:

I still feel so bad about it ):

Oh wells. Tomorrow's first day of orientation! See, time zoomed past all of us. Alright. I'm super tired and I ain't even supposed to come online now. Teehees. Shall try to go get my beauty sleep already hahaha. Goodnight and byeeeeeee [:

!! Pretty much an image-heavy post [: [:

Yesterday's cam-whoring day! Teehees. AJC's choir concert was rather boring, but there were some very interesting pieces which they sang. I like the Spirited Away song which was supposed to be the finale song best [: And we got shushed by this woman sitting infront of us cos we were like, talking and talking till she asked us to shut up. Fine, in a more polite manner. Fwah, so embarrassing. Yea, I know it was our fault, but still, we felt like smacking her from the back =X

The Esplanade's concert hall is fricking awesome by the way. Sorry for sounding so sua ku la. It is afterall, my first time inside one of them. Hahaha.

After the concert, we had supper, or rather, they had supper cos I didn't eat, played with Kailing's effing cool Macbook, and walked over to the train station to realise we missed the last train. So we cabbed home in the end. Oh btw, I was such a moron yesterday cos I only realised that I forgot to take my tickets when I reached the train station. So me and min had to walk back to my house to get them, and we had to take the cab over to the Esplanade and the fare was frigging expensive :( But it was my fault, so I paid like, 3/4 of the cab fare. And as you all know, I'm already so frigging broke :(

Had to wake up at like, 6plus in the morning today. Went over to school with Cheyenne and min to give our support to UVPHS in this year's SYF Central Judging [: Took the school bus with them down to Victoria Concert Hall. Okay, no matter what, they were great [: Really. The judges had earblocks or something most probably. Was really amazed with CHS's choir cos they were seriously fricking good. My gawd. Their Soprano's like, a bunch of guys with voices of sop girls or something like that.

After that the few of us (me, min, Kailing, Cheyenne, Yusong) walked over to Raffles City. Okay, and shit, I just remembered I left my choir file with Yusong. Ugh. Kay as I was saying, B&J's giving out free icecream cones today, but the queue was too long. Had Subway for lunch with Cheyenne, while the rest ate at Jack's Place. By the way again, it was my first time eating Subway... Paiseh horr, sua ku again. Hurhur. Kay after that ling and Yusong left for school while we went over to Sembawang, register for our EZlink cards, and home I came.

I'm too tired to go with them to the movies later. Have not been sleeping well for the past few weeks ): School's starting in a few days, and I need as much rest as I can so that I can be hyper during orientation and make new friends, cos min says most of the time, only hyper people will enjoy all those shit. Plus, lack of sleep makes me grumpy and I'll really start hating everyone I see and that's very bad. Okay. Enough of the words I'm so longwinded let the photos which I painstakingly edited, do the talking instead now [: [:

P/S: Do not rip my photos without permission hor! With exceptions to 2904girls la, obvious [: [:

Met up with Phebe and min yesterday night and we caught up with each other about what's happening and all. Kailing called too, to ask about the concert tomorrow and we ended up getting totally high and talking for around an hour. There's sooo much to update each other on [: [: It's been sooo long! Shall be seeing them tomorrow for AJC's choir concert at the Esplanade [:

Anyway we were at Courts yesterday looking at the notebooks and we think that the Apple Macbook is cool shit. We were there playing with it for quite sometime and it was rather uh, embarrassing because there was so many people. Lol.

I still don't know whether I should get a laptop because it ain't exactly needed... Think my dad's prepared to get me one, even though perhaps with reluctance =/ But obviously it'd be better for him if I'm not buying la. I'd like to own one :D Morever, it would be so much more convenient in future if there's a need for it. I like the Sony VAIO, but as I said, the weight's an issue - 2.3kg ain't exactly light for a lappy.

So once more, I think I'll have to wait till school reopen, then I'll see if I should buy or not. Speaking of school, it's another 3 more days to Orientation. Fwah. So fast right. Uhm. Fine, I was the one who wanted time to pass fast and school to reopen faster, so it's uh, good... I guess. Lol.

Btw, surprisingly, I miss some people from 4Joy too, besides Yuenchen la [: [: Sigh. If only secondary school days never end... I miss PHS and everything else we had for the last 4 years. Well, maybe except for the homeworks and the exams and all that stress. [: [:

My dua chio bu leh. Roflmao xD

Today's Friday the 13th!

Nothing bad happened, but come to think of it, there was something. We were supposed to meet at 2pm for poopoohead's shopping trip(sounds gay la), but it was raining super heavily by around 1.40pm and so, the whole trip to town was cancelled. The rain became a slight drizzle and eventually stopped after that. Fwah. Maybe it's better this way, or else we might just have met with an accident while crossing the road or get choked while eating or something as bad. Kay that sounds effing ridiculous. Hurhur.

I'm itching to buy some stuffs and catch The Reaping, but I only have 10bucks left to spare ): ): Luckily school's reopening, but I can't spend even when I get my allowance. Gotta save up for my birthday treat for certain people [: Those who aren't treated this year... Next time la. Spare a thought for my wallet thank you :}

Some beardy guy named Zen messaged me on Friendster bullshitting about handphone numbers and all hahaha. Oh wells, the Zen I know is soooo much better la, horr LowShimin?! Fwahaha. Sighs. Think all the eyecandies in the world are taken. Boohoo >:( ROFL. Kay I'm going mad la. Shall be meeting the twinaiiaii tomorrow night! Been centuries since I last seen her cos she's ever so busy. Will be getting concert tickets from her. I've got a camwhoring craving. It's been so long. Eh, those who are going, let's make Monday the cam-whoring day okay okay? :D

Teeheehees :}



P/S: I washed the toilet today! I'm one helpful girl can! Roflmao xD xD

Tank's the hottest, though he's short. Hahaha. Oh, Chad Michael Murray's hot too! Different kinda hot la. Ahaha :}

Got my haircut already even though it doesn't look cut. Gotta make do with it because I don't want my hair to be shortened. Like, it takes so long to grow can! Lol. Met LowShimin at town. She got braces for her bottom row of teeth already. Looks kinda cool. Ahaha. Library first, then Fareast. Books are good! Got a pair of pumps from Mondo [: [:

I'm not gonna dye my hair now already cos min says she'll dye her hair with me in May if mine really gets fugly like shit. So, yea [: Teehees. Anyhow, I'm really so afraid I'll come across uber bitchy people in Poly. Hurhur. They should stay far away from me. Rofl. Orientation's exactly one week away, not counting today and the day itself.

Oh wells. I sound kinda high today for gawd knows what reason. Can't wait for my days to be filled up with homeworks and all. Okay, somehow I think I'll regret saying this in near future, but whatever la. I'm off! [:

Haircut's postpone to tomorrow!

Cleared the desk and the boxes in my cupboard today. Lotssa handwritten notes and all. Well, writing always makes me feel better when I'm down. Heh. Came upon this note written in class. Think I wrote it when I felt like shit. Beside each sentence was Anet's comment. Kay it was mostly about ZGX. Come to think about it, how stupid was I la. Sheesh. Hahaha. So anyhow, I kept that note properly together with the rest of my other treasured properties [: AnetChean I lurbzxzxz you! :D

Kay I wonder why some people are so stupid till they add you a testimonial on Friendster asking you questions about how you are and all, then when you replied, they delete the testimonial they gave you. ZGX was one of them, two years ago. And it wasn't one monial, but two or three I think. And I remembered deleting my replies too, and when he asked if I deleted the monials I gave him, I acted blur. Now someone's doing it again and I can't be bother, cos I think they most prolly are sick in the mind, like, literally. Fwah. Sick mofo-ing people all around the place. Rwars.

Kay I don't know why I sound so upset about it. I'm not okay, just feeling a lil indignant. Like, are they treating me like a fool or what! Sheesh.

Life's so full of shit la. Orientation's next Thursday. No no, didn't mean thr orientation's shit. Kinda looking forward to it. Hah. I'm still wondering what kinda people I'm gonna meet. Fwah. Scary la.

Anyhoos, I've decided to save up for contact lenses! Heh heh. But I think I'll have to save till I'm 50 years old or something ): Shall try my best though. Oh, JiaHui texted me just now and I thought he was some girl who messaged the wrong person. Hahaha. The name looks too much like a girl's :} Doubt the job he's offering is suitable for us, so I told him that, and there's no need to meet up anymore. Uh huh. I need a job if I want my contact lenses... BUT! >:( It's sooo difficult to find a suitable one.

Uhm, seems like I'm kinda longwinded today. Hahaha. Goodbye then [:

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away


That's the sexzx man! Hahaha. Today = Last shopping outing together before school starts. Wonders when we're gonna meet up again, the few of us. Sihao joined us today. Lol. We went to Bugis, shopped around and all. Walked over to Cityhall next and we finally found Seah Street [: Like, it was there and we missed the street sign the previous time we walked past.

Had dinner at Han's. Grilled salmon, Sihao's treat! Teehees [: [: Got a top from Fox. Gawd. I like the checkered skirt there but I'm too broke ): Still needa get a pair of sandals though, cos I don't really have a proper pair. I have to draw a line between The Needs and The Wants now. Pttf. Shall not spend money on The Wants anymore. Gotta save up! My birthday's in a month or so and I have to treat some people. Fret not, I've not forgotten about it. Hahaha [:

By the way, I might not be getting a laptop anymore. ): x 10000000 Aiya. Shall talk to my dad about it. Rwars. Okay. Might be getting a haircut tomorrow. For once, I didn't cut my hair for more than three months. Right. Damn the computer. I can't view any of the cBox. Rwars. I'm off. Byeee.

CLICK.
I'm gonna be that updated and that hip when I'm old too. Okay, maybe even more updated and hippier. Hahaha. We'll see, 50 years later. Rofl.

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I'M OH, SO BORED.

Was thinking about going Sentosa tomorrow, but the weather reports say there's gonna be afternoon showers for the next three days. Yes I do love the rain, but only when I'm home. I like it to be nice, bright, sunny and maybe windy too when I'm out. Yea, like I can control the weather. *screaming and stamping my feet on the ground*

Aight. I shan't act like a spoilt brat haha. Gah. Shall only decide later if I'm going out tomorrow or not. Damn all the fats(@#$%^&*!) and the dry cracking lips which hurts like f and damn everything else that's going against me now. Pttf >:(

I'm so bored la. Ugh.

Yay it's raining.

I don't know why, but I've got the urge to go shopping, to go shop till I drop. Never mind the part about me being broke.

And yay again, I just remembered - I got reminded that I haven't been spouting profanities for quite some time already. Well, at least not on a daily basis and for every single thing :D That's great, aye. People around me used to say I'm too vulgar, too uncouth. Now I'm not already. I'm still trying to kick the shaking-leg habit, though. Hahaha.

Random post today. It's Sat and I'm home. They were showing Cinderella Story yesterday night, and they're showing A Walk to Remember today [: Channel 5 should show more of these kinda movies. Hah [:

Right. The days are flying past fast. Soon, it will be time to go to school already. Yay or nay? We'll see I guess... Hah.

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a very considerate person, but that doesn't mean you let people walk all over you. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

Your Worry Factor is 72%

The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy. Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives. Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go. If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!

Sleepover was alright. For once, I managed to stay wide awake for the whole damn night till 7plus in the morning. By then, I bet I was looking uber awful cos my face's normally super pale when I'm lacking sleep or whatsoever. Victor said I looked like my eyes were popping out. Was playing mahjong for the whole night, with one cup-noodle/teevee break [:

In all, I lost like, 20bucks to Victor ): Kelvin Tan PooPoo la. He kept cursing me before we even reached min's place. Rawrs. Alright, it's not that I'm that superstitious... But I'm supposed to have good luck financially this year, and uh, that doesn't seem to be the case now. Hahaha. Okay la. I don't really believe in all that shit alright. Just kiddin'. (x Kay maybe now the God of Finance will give me bad luck all year round because I said that those superstitious crap was shit. Okay fine. I'm just kidding about everything in this paragraph. Rofl.

Guess this sleepover's gonna be the last one before school reopens. Oh wells.

Anyhow, we've somehow decided not to take the LG promoter job already, even though it's kinda good with pay of $6/hr plus commission, we get to keep the phone if we were to continue working weekends after weekends, and it's a weekend job, obviously. It's too troublesome to have to keep going back to the office because it is so effing far and too out of the way. So there, I'll still continue with Classified Ads, I guess. >:/

Ohhkay. Maybe that's why we're still jobless after now. We're so choosy, but like, whatever. We have to enjoy working there if they want us to work properly what! :D Hahaha.

It's bugging me
Grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly
Caving in
And turning inside out.
Mahjong sleepover later. Hafta be back home in the morning to help out though. I'm a good daughter. Teehees [:

I finally got out of the house yesterday [: Teehees. Went kBox-ing with Victor, Yuxuan, and min at CCK. Yes, I'm still broke, but none of us there ain't broke, so we came together as one broke clique. Hahaha.

Didn't plan to go out today, but saw an ad in Classifieds, recruiting weekend promoters, so I texted min and Victor and we went down to the interview together. In the end, we alighted at the wrong bus stop and we had to walk a damn long way, to the bus stop which we were supposed to alight at. Okay, it was effing four bus stops away. How nice eh. After that we still had to find our way to the stupid building. In the end, we managed to find it, with the help of the directions given by an uncle. Okay, so like, we're going to LG phone promoters! Uh, I think most probably la. Heh heh.

After the interview, we took a bus over to Army Market. Were supposed to look and see if they sell any FBT shorts . In the end, we bought tee shirts, cos they were nice and cheap. Hah :D But it's so unfair cos there's much more guys stuffs there. Okay this is like, crap, cos obviously, it's an Army Market, and of cos, they're supposed to sell guys stuffs. Anyhow, I'm so gonna go back there to get the Chuck Taylors I saw.

Oh, and anyway, if you're wondering why I'm still flipping Classified Ads for jobs when we're supposed to already have the Philips job ready for us, I'll tell you it's because Alvin's so screwed man. Don't trust him already. Hah. Nice boss, yea. But he's just not... responsible enough. Something like that. Lol.

So like, they're gonna have another round of mahjong session cum sleepover at min's house tomorrow, but I ain't sure if I'm going. Pimples are popping out and I doubt a night out will do them any good. Plus, I don't even know if my mom will allow. Fwah.

Oh. I just remembered - I saw Jiahui and Stephanie just now. Hahaha. Then Jiahui was trying to intro me some kinda job which supposedly gives good pay, but it sounded kind of too good to be true. Lol. So shall like, wait for his call or something. Okay. I don't feel like blogging anymore. Goodbyeeee.

I saw EugeneGoh at NorthPoint yesterday! And that kuku didn't even say hi properly. Gave me a slap on my tummy and walked away before I realised it was him. Fwah. Nice friend of eleven years eh. I was like shouting after him that I haven't seen him for a long time already. Lol.

So! Can't believe it, but I've been home mostly for the past 5 days... Or is it 4? And except for yesterday, when we went out to "sao mu" at the temple and got to see the cuzzie wuzzies [: Whatever it is, it's still quite a feat for me :D Been mopping the floor for my mom every alternate days, watching Bump Off Lover, reading, and playing Sudoku on my phone. If this carry on, I think I'll go blind. But, being at home's nice too. Like what Fatson said the previous time, when school reopens, we won't have the time to stay at home even if we want to. I guess poly life's gonna be that busy.

So like, I'm treasuring time with the family. Precious, precious time. Well, we're growing up, and we'll be like, drifting away from them, since I think we'll be spending more time with friends instead, in future. I miss the 2904 clique too... All the girls and the good ol' school days [: [:

Okay. This sound so corny, but I love everyone :D Teehees. And yea, who knows what's gonna happen in future? Hah.

I'll try to be strong. Believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me.

'Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try, and have a little patience, yeah
have a little patience, yeah