"Gemini, the sign of the Twins, is dual-natured, elusive, complex and contridictory."
"Since Geminians have the capacity to see both sides of any issue, they may
fluctuate back and forth between opposing viewpoints. They will usually tend to
side with the opinion of whomever they happen to be with at the moment. Then
they change as the circumstances change. Indecisiveness is a problem for Geminians."

THIS AIN'T A SCENE, IT'S. A. GOD. DAMN. ARMS. RACE!
Hah. I like this song! It makes me want to jump all around, but that would be madness [:

Went to library at Orchard with min. Yay, it's the best. Books make me happy :D So anyway, I'm not abnormal nor am I over-obsessed cos min gets the symptoms too, after watching good Taiwan drama serials. Starstruck! Like, you know, going crazy at all the cute guys in the show and wishing that those sweet stuffs happen in real life and all, and getting all emo. Hah, sounds stupid, but I think there are people in worse states than us. Lol. Yay yay, Hana Kimi Hana Kimi! Teehees.

Caught Ghost Rider at PS. The ticketing guy was damn cute and damn nice :D Good movie, didn't like the ending though. I wanna catch a horror movie next. It has been really long since I last caught a horror movie and scare myself. Hah. I'm rather good at pretending to be tough. Lol.

Anyhow, we've got a temporary job next week, and it's mighty temporary. 4 days. Alvin intro-ed the job to us and we took it, cos the pay is high and me and min get to work together. I'm like, hoping that Esprit or Polo Ralph Lauren or whatever high class brand shit which we left our numbers at will get back to us by then. Hah.

Tomorrow shall be spent finishing up my Hana Kimi DVDs. Yes, I couldn't resist it and neither could my sister, and we bought the DVDs. I shall continue the other 4 episodes on Youtube someday or another until the third volume comes out. I don't mind watching it repeatedly. See, that's part of the reason why I thought I was kinda too obsessed. The soundtracks are really good too. Hahaha. Kay bye.

Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in
and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up
so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your
intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my
eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them
and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper
thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the
current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles
on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

I forgot to blog about it yesterday and Shimin reminded me about it. LOL. On the way to Khatib Mcdonald on Sat night, we saw the BH eyecandy at the MRT station and we started going after him. Uhem. Okay, it was me who wanted to do it, but ahmah started the speedwalking first. Hahaha. Cuteness la him. Well, at least he recognised us, I think :D Teehees. Oh, and SimLimSquare has got quite a lot of eyecandies too (x That guy who served us when we went to ask about the VAIO was like, damn cute. My bro thought he look Jap. I think he looks like he came from Taiwan. My mom thinks he looks Malay. Ahah. Whatever. All these eyecandy-madness. Tsk tsk (x

Birthday celebration yesterday was awesome. However, some of the girls like Kailing and Melly couldn't make it in the end. You people were missed! :D Instead of Marche, we ended up at NYDC because the one at Suntec had close down, and since we couldn't decide what to eat and I was about to die of hunger, we ended up going into NYDC. I kept banging my head against the wall at the back because I kept forgetting it wasn't cushioned. Rwars.

After that, we hung around at NUM because Cheyenne wanted to change her shoes. We went over to Esplanade next to find the roof terrace closed >:( So we decided to go over to the row of steps outside Marina Square and all of a sudden, there were fireworks. Surprise, surprise :D Haha. It was like, really good, but Wenqi and Anet missed the show cos they were inside buying birthday cake.

They brought the cake over, sang birthday song softly, cut cake, smashed cake, took photos, washed up. Hah. Phebe and Sherjie went back first while we continued hanging around in the toilet. Then Anet, Cheyenne, and Wenqi had to leave. So like, on the way to the station, Cheyenne wanted to take this photo of her and min holding hands. But because they were moving, the pictures came out blurred. So Cheyenne just stopped all of a sudden in the middle of Citylink and I stopped behind her to take the photo and this guy banged right into me. Hah. We were both downright embarrased. LOL.

Me and min then alighted at DG and waited for ahmah. Went over to Khatib Mcdonald and sat there. Crapped, camwhored. I like spending time like that, just nua-ing there :D Got pissed off about something. Sheesh. Don't care. I'm still gonna go Sentosa next week. Longpang ahmah's taxi home cos it was kinda scary to walk home along at like, almost 1am in the morning.

Morning, dad brought us to Maxwell there to have our brekkie, afterwhich we went to SimLimSquare. Heh heh. The green Sony VAIO's damn pretty. I think I'll try to make my dad buy it for me :D But come to think of it, it's kinda heavy at 2.3kg. Oh whatever. Shall see how. Right, shall not be uploading the photos any sooner cos I'm rather lazy to do so. Leave a tag if you want the pictures or something cos I don't bother putting my status as online even when I am, most of the time.

Favorite picture of the day :D
HELLO today was good. Fantastic. Glorious sun :D That two words just kept on appearing in my head, I don't even know where I got it from. Haha.

Was supposed to meet Kailing at AMK at 9.30am, but she was fricking late for half an hour cos she forgot to take her wallet. Got kinda pissed off, but thanks to James Patterson, that half an hour passed like ten minutes and I wasn't that pissed anymore in the end. Withdrew money, bought BK, took the express train thing to the beach :D Took tram to Palawan Beach. Sat down, talked, camwhored, enjoyed glorious sun :D

Dark clouds passed by, but didn't stay. Felt a few teeny weeny raindrops, but that was all, so was good :D Caught up with each other. It has been rather long since we chatted so much. Come to think of it, it has always been a love/hate relationship with her. Something like that. Hah. We've graduated, we should enjoy all the time spent together with each other, lest we won't get to see each other in future anymore. Happy memories [: Anyhow, she's the best camwhoring partner. Stupid expressions come naturally. I guess that's a good thing? Lol.

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Anyway, I won the bet I made with the cockroach. I'm prolly the first few people to know, but also because of the dum. Long antenna :D Surprisingly, I don't feel anything. It's as if it has nothing to do with me. Hmm. Haha. I'm spastic. It really has nothing to do with me what. Ahah. Everyone saw it coming, no biggie. It's surprising enough that there are people who think it will last. Kay I'm starting to talk nonsense.

M)phosis's having big sales :D Shop at Vivo was crowded like mad. We squeezed our way through, grabbed whatever we like, lined up at the fitting room. The people working there are all shitty. Got a green and white stripped long sleeve cardigan, and a white knitted sleeveless top, all 50% off. Sad thing was, I didn't notice there was a hole in the cardigan. Rwar.

I think my face is really fat. I need a face wrap. Hahaha. I'm kinda red, but not tanned yet. Tanning session again, hopefully next week. Phebe/Cheyenne birthday dinner at Marche tomorrow. Can't wait, but it means I gotta spend more money =/ I'm sure I need a job now.

Ashley Tisdale

I fell in a perfect way
Never had a choice to make
Crashed into your tidal wave
I didn't even struggle
Sailed right through your atmosphere
Closed my eyes and landed there
Didn't see the trouble
And I didn't care

Chorus:
I can't unlove you Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to

But this one thing I cannot change
I almost kind of like the pain
Wear your tattoo like a stain
It will take forever

To fade away

Chorus

There's always time for other dreams
Why must we erase these things?

I can't unlove you
Can't do that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
But I can't unlove you
Get through that
No matter how I try
I'll never turn my back on
Someone who loved me too
I can do most anything I have to
But I can't unlove you

Ashley Tisdale's new album is good. JJ and JinSha's song is good too. Hah. I'm downloading everything =/

kBox with min, Victor and Yuxuan at AMK just now :D Started and ended with SHE's songs ahah [: Realised that Tang Yu Zhe starred in Twin's MTV :D So cute la (x Accompanied Yuxuan after that to Xiuanpin's house to get the basketball. Home after that.

Tomorrow's Sentosa day! Teehee. Finally gonna get my toasting [: I'm still thinking if I should get the Billabong bikini top. Perhaps I'll do when I get a new job for March. Hah.




Tang Yu Zhe! Eheh [:

Pay day today :D Went back to Jasons Market Place to return my uniform. I was scatterbrained enough to actually forget to bring along my locker key. So I've to go back again another day to return it. Rwar. Queued for donuts! Teehee. Not too bad, needed only an hour plus plus. Actually I think it didn't feel very long cos Victor was queuing most of the time while we went elsewhere to shop for prezzies. Heh. That's what friends are for la. Hahaha [:

Blew over a hundred bucks today cos I paid for everything. Hah. Went to town, met Yuxuan, went Adecco, get pay. New job from Alvin, high pay but kinda weird timing, still considering, but think will reject. Shall ask him if he still got other jobs for us [: I need money to support my spendings. Hah.

I wanna go Sentosa! Anybody? :D

I'm so fricking tired.

Last night was spent chatting in the dark till dawn broke, after our basketball session, after washing up, after games of blackjack, after meal of beehoon at 3+ in the morning. It was good. Wonders if we'll get to do this again in future. Had Mcdonald brekkie together, then home for me cos baby Faith plus her parents were coming over and my mom wanted us to be at home. Had a nap after that before going over to Charmaine's house. More games of blackjack. Hah.

Missed another episode of Hana Kimi again. Rwarrs. Thank goodness for Youtube hahaha. TangYuZhe is so cute eheh [:

Will be going to CityHall tomorrow to return my uniform, and to town to get pay and I wanna go shopping! Teehees [: Right, shall go to sleep soon. Bye.


Ripped! Our kind of cam-whoring. Ultra comical. Hah (x

Teehee I get to blog :D

Met up with most of the cuzzie wuzzies, some of whom I haven't seen for like, a year. Caught up with each other. Much love [: Didn't meet ZGX. He didn't call, and there wasn't any text from him. So, didn't bother to text him too, since I was too busy catching up with my two rather different-from-the-rest cousins. Guess it would be more interesting to listen to their, uh, interesting life stories gathered from their 18 years of living, rather then sitting with him at the playground talking nonsense.

Everyone was commenting on me over at my maternal side grandmama house. Some couldn't even recognise me. My uncle said I seemed to have been reconstructed. Well, it was meant to be a compliment, so like, ohhhhkayyyy. Guess I really changed quite a bit from the past year. Furthermore, the last time they saw me was like, last new year? Yepp.

Paternal side was good too. Lots of games of blackjack and camwhoring :D Madness. Won quite a bit of money. Hah. Praises for hair were responded with a smile, insults were responded with a shrug or an okay plus a smile. Ahah. Like, comments on the hair don't matter at all to me. Everyone has different opinions, and the one which matters the most is mine [:



Year of the pigs xD

Brother's fat ass
Toddlers are much, much loves, too :D

Duncan, the small ahbeng [:
Duncan and KaiJun[:

Jovan [:
Look-alikes.
Anyhow, more visiting tomorrow, after which I'll be going Shimin's house, hopefully before 7pm, cos I needa catch my Hanazakarino Kimitachihe :D I think that Tang Yu Zhe guy is like, so cute hahaha. Ohhkay I have to stop gushing like this over eyecandies on TV. My comp is lagging like crap cos I've got too much pictures inside already. So irritating. AND I HATE MY HAIR. Charmaine is right. It's weird. Think I need a haircut already. Bye for now :D

So like, I said I might not blog, but since I've got the time, I'm gonna do so cos I've got nothing better to do.

Anyhow, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE, people :D Ahah.

Today ain't exactly the greatest day of all. On the way to the station early in the morning, I tripped over the steps and fell. That was when I knew my day wasn't gonna be great. Hahahaha. Luckily there wasn't anyone around, otherwise, super embarrassing. Today's also the second collection date for the CNY stuffs, and I tell you the chiller's so damn freaking cold that when you talk inside, there's vapour coming out from your mouth.

Whatever it is, Sengkit must have thought I'm like, dumb and blur and scatterbrained and whatsoever words of similar meanings because, I kept reporting missing items to him and when he goes into the chiller, he always manage to find it. Worst of all, I couldnt find the stupid abalone yu sheng which one stupid customer ordered, and because Sengkit was away on break, I followed what the uncle said and gave him a salmon one instead, resulting in lack of a salmon one to give to the next customer. So when Sengkit came back, I told him frantically that I couldn't find the abalone one and neither can the uncle, and he gave me those stupid dirty look.

"Eh, what. Don't look at me like that horr. The uncle also cannot find horr."

"If I find, you die. You today no need go home."

"Go find la. Tell you don't have."

He went in, he found it. >>>:( Super embarrassing la. And he had to help clean up my mess and explain to the customer that he has to take the imitation abalone yu sheng instead of the salmon one, cos I get off work at 4 while he got off at 6, and by the time I could leave, the guy havent come to collect his salmon thing which we didn't have already. SO, yes, I know I'm dumb ): Pttf. But Sengkit doesn't have to be such a @#$%^&*(! asshole and not reply my texts. RWARS.

Boys suck boys suck boys suck! Rwarrrrrrrrrs >:( Okay. I'm done with all the ranting. Dinner later on with the family and we'll be going to the temple at night. Bye people. I'll blog when I can. Hah.

PS - I'm so bloody tempted to get that white with red polka dots bettie top from the Forever21 online store. Ughhh. I need moneyyyyyyy.

PPS - New, New Year resolution: stop being so crude, be it for talking or blogging.

Okay, fine.

Go on, drool at this picture. Hahaha
Hello hello quick blog! Dad's home super early today, he got home before me! And we're going ChongPang in like, a few minutes time for some last minute New Year shopping! [:

Eh, I hate my brother seriously. He's such a fucker.

Okay, anyway, work was good today. wayyyyyy great, even though I had to wake up at 6 to get there by 8. Saw Reuben at the MRT station! He was late for school or something la. Think he almost couldn't recognise me. Hah. So, morning was spent inside packing all the grapes and peach and helping to arrange all the stupid veggies and my hand got scratched and all. Fortunately I haven't paint on my nail polish yet, speaking of which, I bought another one from Skin Food :D Teehee I liked the colour, so... Heh.

After break I started helping out at the ham counter and it was kinda fun and all and I get to operate those machines which I had always wanted to touch when I was a dum kid. Okay, dum reminds me of The Cockroach. Ahah. So anyhow, my hands are somehow, still stinky with the ham smell. Oh, and never ever try goat cheese cos it fucking disgusting I tell you. I got curious at the white creamy thingy floating on some kinda liquid and the auntie persuaded me to try it even though I didn't want to cos it looked really gross and I almost puke. Really =/

Ohhhhh and Jason called me just now, cos he was in the vicinity. Talking to him makes me hyper all over again. I wonder where all that energy went. I don't like talking softly and being like, anti-social and all, but yet I can't seem to get back the energy I had when I was working in Taka in December. It's as if the new year has sapped away all my energy, making my anotehr person all together. Oh, ridiculous.

By the way, Hanazakarino Kimitachihe is da sexzxzzxxz! Damn full of eyecandies. Wahahs. Jiro's damn cute, and yah la yah la, Wu Zun not bad la. Ahah. It's been long since I went crazy over this kinda taiwanese drama. The last one was Devil Beside You. Hmm, come to think of it again, it ain't that long actually. Hahaha. Whatever it is, the show's soooooooo nice la. Eheh. Okay la. Might not be blogging tomorrow or the day after or what. Shall see. I'm off ahah bye [:

Oh, eff this computer. It deleted everything I wrote >:(

Vivocity yesterday with min, Anet, Wenqi. Bought another Forever21 top. Got a free mirror with blue lights, prolly Valentine's Day promotion. Had fun camwhoring at steps outside :D Met the rest of the girls for a teeny weeny while. Had dinner at Coffee Club. Service sucked even though the waiter kept smiling. Discount given cos we were made to wait [:

Dreadful mood in the beginning, had fun in the middle, fun kinda got washed down the drain in the end. Yesterday was still good, nonetheless. Rather sad that I can't get my rose from Joshua, but oh wells, never mind.

Anyhow, the sister has two other friends also majoring in Chemistry in NUS who have siblings my age and who have just gotten back results and all. Apparently, I ain't the only one who got C for my Science even though my sister is majoring in Chem. Hah. Ironic aye. Handed up the JAE thing already the night before yesterday anyway. Retail Management as the first choice.

Made to go out with the sister later. I'm sick of town, well, kinda. Hah. Bye for now.

Yea, happyyyyy. Like, shit ass. As I said, I need to stay at home and wallow in my own misery of not having a valentine >:( But on second thought, I decided not to do that. Self pitying ain't good! HAH. So, think I'll be joining the girls for kBox, later [: It's 12.08 on 14Feb already, so I said later. Plus, Joshua said he bought me a rose. How sweet! Hah [:

Made heart shaped brownies just now :D Passed em to Wenqi, Xiuanpin, and Eugene at Robinsons [: Went shopping after that. Yayyyyyyy. Bought that soundtrack CD for my mom [: Walked around Fareast after meeting Phebe. Didn't really see anything I like, otherwise, they aren't worth the price. Lol. The top I wanted is out of stock already >:( Only left the green one, but I wanted the red and black one. Oh, nevermind. Not fated, I guess. Heh. Got a top from Forever21 :D Wanted to get the hotpink sleeveless one, but decided not to in the end.

Alright. Photos tomorrow :D Don't be like me, have a Happy Valentine's Day :D

HELLO i'm back [:

So like, later shift is always the more boring shit and the time passes slower for whatsoever reason. BUT Danny came to visit yesterday and he made time pass faster. He's real nice. Well, he knows a lot of people around cos he's like, damn friendly, so he gets free food all the time from the stalls around. Thats why he's rich and fat HAHA. He can even call the boss of the Donut Factory to get donuts from him instead of queuing up la =/

So anyway, he accompanied me over to Gloria Jeans to see if JY's working. Didn't see her though, so we went over to Mix to look for his church friend and he got a cup of free smoothie, Strawberry Nirvana, which was supposed to be the best selling smoothie. Well, he gave it to me cos he said we just got to know each other. Aww. So sweet eh? Hah. I was asking him if he's friend goes to the female or the gent cos she looks so much like a guy and he started laughing his ass off =/ But too bad, he doesn't know too. Lol.

Well, Kailing, Cheyenne, Jolene, and Fiona came to visit too [:[: But they left after a while cos they wanted to go Marina Square. Lowshimin's coming over soon to bake brownies! Going to town later to get my top and I'm still thinking if I should get that Fourskin necklace or not. Alright. Bye [:

Omg so cute la. Eheh.

Stuck - Stacie Orrico

I cant get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give u everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but
I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I aint trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you

I wasn't feeling really great today. Just thought a lot, reminisced alot. Even the ahnehneh could see there was something wrong =/ Oh, and he actually said I look more beautiful than yesterday. I tell you I was so fucking mortified when he said that and I was like, staring at him with one eyebrow up and mouth opened, and when I recovered from the shock, I was like, damn, you crap. Don't ever use the word beautiful on me if you ain't my anybody cos it makes my hair stands. I swear I could have took his head there and then and bang it against the floor. LOL.

I have to make my choices for the courses soon, Wed's the last day, and I still dunno what I should do. Ugh. Will be baking on Tues, before going town. Yay [: Plus, I lose a kg! Teehees [: Right. Hah.

Hmm. I don't understand why I couldn't make myself go over today. Afterall, I was rather hoping before that to see him. Hah. Stupid >:/ I think I'm getting dumber and dumber. Rwars. Shan't blog already, and might not be blogging tomorrow cos I'm on the later shift. Rahs.

[edit]YAY I FOUND THE LIST OF 2006 Intake For 'O' Level Holders & JAE 2005 Cut-Off Points! HEH. If you want can ask me for the website or go search yahoo bah :D [/edit]

I have a noisy, meddlesome inner voice. It's really irriting when I don't need it. And when I do, it disappears. So just when I don't need it anymore, it starts talking again >:/ My mind's really active too. It keeps on flashing images of last year. I don't know what's up with me, seriously.

I think I'll be able to change shift with Sengkit next Friday so I can be home to watch teevee :D Had to lie to him though. Felt so bad. Anyhow, I saw Junwei just now [: He's another one who almost couldn't recognise me cos of my hair =/ Well, talking to him made me feel like a loser about my marks all over again, but still, I've only got myself to blame and I'm happy for him for his very good results :D

Oh, did anyone notice? The sky dropped yesterday. Hahaha. Because birdy texted me. Surprise, surprise. My first reply to him was, 'you sms the wrong person arh.' And he was like, 'is it that bad?' Hah. So I'm really, really glad. The two friends whom I thought I've lost somehow came back. Ahah. Now I'm making them sound like sheeps =/ Okay, fine. I really have to stop doing this, as shimin says, using animals to describe people. LOL.

Hmm. Thanks all, anyone, for the comforting texts and all. I'm alright already. I'm getting over my results. I feel loved! Haha. Right, I'm rather happy for now, even though my sister's being #$%^&*()! all over again and venting her anger on me [:

Anyway, this song is really sweet. Makes me wanna cry. Hah. I've put it as my blog song, so wait for it to load kay [:

Unintended - Muse
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

My results suck, big time. I saw the number, I started bawling on Brenda. So embarrassing, so loser-ish. I hate crying, especially in front of so many people, but I did, again. And then, I realise things weren't as bad as they seemed to be, but still, I feel like I'm a disappointment to my parents, much as I always say I don't give a fuck for good grades like my sister.

On a brighter note, my POA fucking got a B3. Imagine that. Straight Fs to a B3. I ain't kidding about the straight Fs. I shocked PetCheong, I shocked myself. Hah. So yes, I owe AnetChean a big treat. Like I said, I did it without PetCheong. To think I hated her so much. Lol. AnetChean should be the winner instead already. I'm the loser ):

I'm happy about getting an A2 for FNN. Efforts put in for coursework paid off! [: But I'm really, really disappointed in my Humanes, and English. I expected Science to turn out like that, but for once, I had hopes for my Math. Well, dashed, but still, at least I didn't flunk it.

First person I called was ZGX. Well, that's cos he left me two miss calls. After that was my sister and then Joshua, cos he msged me [: I didn't bother texting anyone else already cos I didn't think it was necessary. My mom was surprisingly nice about everything, even though she did nag a bit about me using the computer too much and all.

Well, I got a tight slap from reality this time round. I think I'm really starting to learn, finally. I was just bullshitting all the time in the past. Still, I won't be changing the way I look. I know I look like some stupid twit who doesnt study and doesnt care. And I know I've got like, maybe the brightest hair and shoes around hahaha. I like things loud, can't I? Teehees. Plus, I didn't choose my hair color, I'm saying for the umpteenth time.

Anyhow, I hope I'll be able to get into the course I want. Duhhh. I'm still not over my effing bad results yet, but I'm getting over it. One has to look forward in life, isn't it. But it's sad. I have to treat so ZGX, Joshua and AnetChean. Hahaha. Alright. Might be joining em at Vivo later on. Work tomorrow! Goodbye.

P/S. Damn cos the list of last year's cut-off points for the courses ain't at the SP website anymore. Rwars.

I'm always taking emo pictures of lowshimin. Hah.

EDIT;2229/
I didn't go join the girls in the end, cos it was kinda late and it will be kinda meaningless, and since we'll be going shopping again next week! :D So for now, I'll stay at home and reply texts about my results and playing with my dad's webcam with limxiuanpin. Oh. Now we're trying to speak without the Hahas and Lols and all that. Stupid right. Hah.

Anyway, it's so shitty. Why do they need science for designing courses la?! So sad can ): Ugh. And I was hoping zgx will call tonight, then i realise he's always out on Friday. Oh forget it. Work tomorrow! =/

I think I'm satisfied with the way my blog is, at least for now. Simple [:

Less than 20 hours later, we'll be going back to school to sit in the school hall, listen to all the crap shit the principal/teachers have to say, and then we'll be handed the envelope or whatever shit that will be handed to us. Actually I kinda miss assembling in the school hall for long talks ya know. Teehee. I'm weird. But omgzxzxzx. Results! >:(

I saw so many people today. Keith, MelissaZheng and Xinyi. Then I saw LowJiaYan walking past and one of the first things she said was, 'Your hair sucks!' LOL. Fine, man. I've gotten used to all the shitzxzxz about my hair already, because my hair has its share of praises too. So, fair enough :D Plus, I'm liking my hair more and more, and that's the only thing that matters: my opinion :D

Anyway, Keith they all helped me buy donuts cos they had friends queuing! [: Bought 6, but too bad the dark chocolate ones were finished ): Oh, and Keith actually took an apple from the crates right infront of me and bite into it, unpaid and unwashed. I was dumbfounded, and Sengkit was amused. Hahahaa.



After that, on the way home, I met Andrina on the train. She boarded the train at Bishan, looked at me, turned around, I tapped her, she stared, then she was like, OH. LOL. She couldn't recognise me la, partly because of my hair. Ahah.

Right. Lunch at BH tomorrow. Yay I might get to camwhore again teehees. Otherwise, after I get the results, I wonder if I'll have the mood to do so already. Nah. I shall look at the bright side. Everyone I've been talking online to recently has been asking me to not be nervous. Thanks all, and especially ZGX cos he still can make me feel comforted after so long, and even though not on the phone. Hah.

Okay. Pray hard for me, people. I need it. I'm so afraid it will turn out to be like how it was when I got my EOY report card or rather, paper, with the report book, in SecTwo. I don't want to be crying over the phone about my results to my sister again. 'Nuff said. Goodbye.

Temporary template. I got rather sick of the previous one, and I just feel rather crappy, and that answers for why this temp skin looks so crappy.

ZGX just reminded me that Friday's the day. I need no reminder already, cos how can I ever forget that man. He said I had to smell his feet if I do badly. Yucks. That's like the most disgusting thing I've heard this year, for now. LOL. And if I did well, I had to treat him =/ But not before he gives me my overdue fondue treat first. Heh.

Shopping was alright today. Not happy enough though, cos I DIDNT GET ENOUGH OF THE RETAIL THEREPY ): So sad right. At least I managed to get a watch and a pair of hot pink heels which were a really good buy at 10 bucks. Thanks to my small sized 37 feet. HAHA [: Oh, and I saw JunDa the ex-eyecandy from Takashimaya xD He just came and talk to me all of a sudden. Ex-eyecandy because I think he's not really that cute after all. Heh.

I'm fat leh. Shit la. I needa cut down on my eating. Pttf. I should hate donuts and breads and chocolates, but the problem is I dont >:( Rwars. Buddy Hoagies on Friday for lunch before going to school! That's gonna be the last big meal, not counting reunion dinner which I cant exactly not eat, I swear. I shall not give in to temptations anymore. Heh.

Let's start going to the gym/jogging after Chinese New Year. Anyone game?? Heh.

Walk Away - Kelly Clarkson

Hello I get to blog after all :D

Work was crap. Imagine sitting down there with nothing to do for 9 hours, minus break time. Oh, and JMP was blasting the new year songs away at an exceptionally high volume today, and no amount of rock songs from the opposite could cover it up. I'm still wondering, anyhow, if that Danny's friend is a girl or a guy. Danny's gone to work in some guitar shop, but his friend stayed, and it ain't exactly polite to go and ask someone about his/her sexuality.

I kept telling myself at work today, that there are people worse off than me, that these people have to stay an even longer period of time at their work place and 10 hours ain't too bad already. I've been telling myself to look at the bright side if life, and to look forward, not dread the days ahead. I guess all that ranting in the brain helps, cos instead of complaining that time seems to be dragging its feet, I was actually feeling rather happy that the seconds are passing and soon, I'll be able to get home [:

Anyway, ahnehneh was nice today. Uhms. His name is too difficult to remember, therefore... [: He gave me an apricot cake, which he thought was a peach cake, out of the blue, and he was the only one who chatted with me today, cos few younsters there. Hah. But I still don't like chinchows. Heh heh.

Shopping tomorrow! :D And I think for my next off day, I'm gonna try convince my mom to do some baking with me. Pineapple tarts. Teehees [: Friday's result day already. If I don't get myself all happy and gay now, I'm afraid I won't ever be again for a long time to come after getting my results. I'm really, really afraid >>:/ So, I shall shop my heart out tomorrow provided that my salary has been deposited into my a/c already, and have fun.

Let's just hope I won't start hyperventilating again on Friday. I'm that nervous.

MarilynManson - This is the New Shit

Birdy's sucha loser. Why bother holding on so tightly still when all is unrequited? To love is to let go, so true. Too bad birdy has a bird brain too full of what he thinks to even squeeze in the thoughts of somebody else. That wasn't meant to be offending. I've just got a sharp tongue, or rather, fingertips for now, and that's all.

I said I ain't feeling smug at all.

But I can't help but think occasionally, rarely... fine, i meant sometimes, that if he did had a choice and he could choose, would he be thinking if he had made the wrong choice. Wrong choice or not, I think I'm lucky :D Thank god for all that happened, otherwise i'll be the one stucked with the present situation happening to someone else, I think. No offence meant.

So, I'm on full shift tomorrow because SengKiat's off >:/ 11am to 9pm. Not too bad actually, just 2 extra working hours. You can see me standing up in the train even if there are empty seats when I'm going to work or going home from work because I'm sick of sitting down. Like, seriously.

Made two new friends! :D Both not of the Chinese race - one ahnehneh who's also working at JMP, and one angmoh working at the Piper's Pies next next door [: But Danny from the juice shop opposite's leaving already ): But he said he'll visit. Hah. Anyhow, something random. Marilyn Manson has got pretty nice songs too, despite the grotesque look. Plus I think he's got a new CD coming out. Hah. But MCR's still the best. Duhh. Danny always played rock songs on his stereos, and it tuned out all the irritating NewYear songs played on loop, and made work more bearable. Hah.

I've got my off day on Wed! Then I'll go shopping and camwhoring and shopping and camwhoring whole day long! HAHAHA :D Okay. I almost lost my phone today anyway. If I really did, I tell you I'll be crying all the way to Somerset before meeting lowshimin. LOL. I dunno if I'll be blogging tomorrow, so till the next time. I want a new blogskin. Imma gonna go watch teeveeeeee now :D

This is Halloween - Marilyn Manson
Nightmare Before Christmas, I love! Teehees :D

I was behaving like a loser last night. 'Nuff said. I hate my dad sometimes.

Work's still the same. Boring like crap, but I'll miss that place after I leave. Nice people around there. I'll want to go back to Raffles City to work again the next time, be it at the Jason Market Place or not. Eyecandy's working at Mrs Fields. Direct view, but too far away. HEH. My partner's too quiet, he does his stuffs and I do mine, and even with him around, it's boring.

I'm binging on food again. All starchy/chocolaty stuffs. FAT! >>:( Wanted to buy donuts from Donut Factory early in the morning. But you know what? There's a queue already even before the shop opens, and I aint talking about weekends. Rwars. Have to bring time sheet to the boss tomorrow. The cool boss. Hah.

I'm counting down to the Results Day. 5 more days. Anyway, Ewan McGregor is like, so cute tho he's like so old, cos he's got a really nice smile. Ohkay whatever. Hahaha [: I'm so tired la >:/ Right. Goodbye.

I look like a waitress eh? Hah

Bulletin from Friendster. Posted by AnetChean the Losaaar/ Hah.

Type ur reactions when somebody say
these phrases to u..

***

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
Cannot arh.

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
Wah liao. Too late liao lurh. (LOL)

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH
MORE HAPPY WITH ME
...

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO
THAT.
Serious? :D

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
Hah. No fricking way.

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE
YOU
Uh, thanks? HAHA

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
Why do you ask such a stupid question?

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK
CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
Uh, see first?

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Now I know :D

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
Uh, huh. Ohhhhkayyyy... (smiles sheepishly)

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU?
HAHAHA. I dont believe that.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST
ARENT HIM//HER
Okay fine.

NOTHING
Wah liao. Dont say half half leh.

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
99912345

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
I cant dance. Heh.

MAY I ESCORT YOU
Uh, you may? lololol

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW
No?

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I
WANTED
Serious.

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
Huh.

Ego and pride do us all in.

My sister just dump my stuffs in the bin and insulted me, becauses I refused to do the laundry, because she didnt ask me properly. She's behaving childishly cos I behaved childishly. Well.

FUCK YOU LA. NB.

So anyway, I'll get to watch the last episode of the show on Monday cos my roster's out and I'm morning shift for everyday next week [: Yayness. Oh, and I realised Jiayan's working at Raffles Place too. So like, great :D

Kay. If my sis aint gonna pick up my stuffs and put them back in place, I wont do the laundry. Thats ego and pride speaking, and I know I'm being stubborn and childish and blah blah blah. What can I do? She started it first. Hahaha. And I know she won't pick up my stuffs. And it's actually kinda funny seeing her getting so work up over everything. Learn how to control anger like I do, hold your breath, count to ten. It actually works.

I had a good night sleep yesterday for once [: Alright, shant blog anymore. I shall see later what I can recover from the bin. Goodbye.

I think I've got the slackest job in the entire universe. Folded 50+++ hearts today at work cos I had nothing to do. My cramps are killing me. Hopefully they'll be gone tomorrow. And I just realised I wont be able to catch the last episode of The Peak on Monday. #%^&*()! No wonder SengKiat wanted morning shift on Monday, and I stupidly said okay >:( Morning shift tomorrow! I'm like, damn broke.