Finished watching episode 9, can't wait for 10! Our dearest groupmate threw a tantrum again today. I don't know why, but it seems like the virgo guys around really are quite horrid creatures at times. Nevertheless, four projects are down already [:

I had blood in my mucus today, ewwwww. And I realised people treats you better when you're sick. Teehees. Many thanks to those like Anet Yiyong and Keefe, who wish me an early recovery and ask me to take care. Your well wishes are much appreciated! [:[: Can someone go queue for donuts for me too? Okay I'm kidding :D But I've got a craving for Donuts Factory's donuts now and I shall go queue for it one day when I can eat unhealthy food again! I feel like baking too. Shall bake muffins soon :D :D

I said hello to JLo on Friendster and he said hello back too hahaha. It's funny cos I've never talk to him before when we were back in PHS last time lololols. Well, I'm friendly :D Okay bye bye. I've got accounting to do, and I have yet to do my part for Marketing after so long. Exams in 24 days! Make that 23 actually. ):

):

My throat is hurting like fuck, plus all the talking today, my voice's hoarse now. I think there's an ulcer. Ugh. I was almost late today, thanks to the cough medicine which made me konky wonky and the stupid bus driver, who shld really go screw himself cos he didn't allow anyone to board even the bus still had space >:( 969 has got very bad bus drivers, I swear.

Anyhow, another project done and handed in! Formal presentation on Monday and it'll all be finished for POM, and Tuesday for Microeconomics. Too bad there's still Marketing F though ): Exams are in less than a month! Horror of horrors. Can't help, but worry for my CSA, POM, marketing, and quite a bit for econs too. I really really want to do well for once.

Anyway, Chuanlian's sooooo funny! Apparently, she has been wondering for 2 years if my name's Eve Lim, or Evelyn Lim! LOL! I'll give her a heart cos she wants it! :D I want to take peeeeeeektures!!! Eheh. Kay, I shall go and play with my neohahapet now to destress fwahah. Can't wait for Huan Huan Ai on Monday! Bye.


one-to-one service, anyone? HAHA.
Pose emo seh!
xD

Drats. I'm down with a fever and a sorethroat ): It's quite a wonder that I managed to survive school. Had to cab home with min even though before that I was still so energetic and talking so loudly when we were doing our project cos everyone was almost dead. 5 members, 3 down sick. Nice, plus deadlines are what, next Monday and Tuesday.

I think I'll recover soon enough, but badminton game at the CC tomorrow obviously's not gonna happen. I need to work out and cut fat. I guess I'll seek solace in the fact that I ate quite very little today.

I hate being sick ):

Oh by the way, Chuanlian's suggesting that we (HIHS grads and PHS grads) go suggest to MissYee that we perform at this year's SingOut as a guest item! Anyone on?

I just realised I'm the only one (I think?) who haven't send the marketing stuffs to Hakim. Like, I don't really know how to type everything from scratch actually. I only know... how to edit, which is what I do for the other projects. Maybe I'll ask LowShimin to help me tomorrow :D :D Eheh. Oh oh oh, and Shaofeng is the best groupmate anyone can ask for [: [:

Excel mock test was hahaha. I couldn't login to the computers, so I ended up sitting at the grand seat (read: teacher's seat) using Mr Kelvin's account. Fwahahaha. Okay, actually the chair was only a wee bit bigger and that's all. And I just cannot bring myself to call him Mr Lim because... well, Mr Lim is supposed to be my dad. Like, Mr Lim = Father. I've never had a male teacher who's surname is Lim before, so I didn't have the problem in the past. So now, I'll just go Mr~~ if I need the teacher during CSA and pray hard that he knows I'm calling him. Lol.

Kay I wanna go watch Huan Huan Ai already. Woohooo. It's really nice and cold now. I like :D Anyway anyway, Sum41's recent album is like, omg, awesome. Kay bye bye.

My weekend was good. Yepp, even though the annoying BabyFaith was around on Saturday for once. Fwahah.

Baked a butter cake on Saturday after going to the market with my mom and before going for HPT meeting. Turned out better than expected, but the texture's still wrong and I still think there's something wrong with my oven. I shall bake muffins next time. Gotta go get muffin tray. Oh and I saw Sweekoon at NTUC with his family and I think he was so shocked at how young my mom was at first cos he thought my sister was the mother hahaha.

Shopping trip with the sister today to catch the last of the GSS and also the end of season sale. Saw the whole big bunch of Two Grace guys, plus Boulder. Surprise, surprise. It's weird to see them at town cos them and shopping equals no link. Had my Venezia rum&raisin and dark chocolate icecream. Super nice mixture, makes me high.

Dinner with the family finally at some Buckaroo BBQ and Grill at some Anderson Road in Sembawang. Ambience was okay, very 'country'. Lawlllxzx. Had some American pork chop with applesauce and I tell you their helpings were so damn big, everyone felt like bursting before even finishing everything. Like, their fish in their fish&chip were as big as... a whole big fish? Something like that. My bro wanted something small, so he ordered fish burger. It turned out even bigger than my pork chop. Their onion rings were served in a very special way and tasted really good though the price was kinda steep for that few pieces.



Kay my blog's lacking of pictures recently, so I think having pictures of food is better than having none at all. The weather's all nice and cold and rainy now. I love rainy days. It sucks though, to know that tomorrow's gonna be a long long day and there's our Excel mock test. You (I'm talking about Excel actually) sux, you sux, you sux you sux you sux! That was taken from StevenLim's recent vblog about xiaxue. I think StevenLim is the greatest entertainer ever. I think he'll burst one day with that high level of selfconfidence in him :} Think he's kinda... gross actually.

Alright. Shall go readup a bit on MicrosoftExcel before going to bed! May tomorrow be good! :D

I need a new blogskin.

I think today's easily the nicest day of this schooling week even though it was supposed to be the most lecture-filled tiring day. Skipped POM lecture to do accounting project, and in the end, we skipped accounting lecture too, cos we were so hooked on playing dai dee and ShaoFeng wanted to recoup his losses from min. It felt kinda weird though, how no one stopped us from gambling even though staffs were passing by and all. Anyhow, Jiesheng and his friend looked so comical together, couldn't stop laughing at them. Had make-up economics lecture after that, so couldn't meet Joshua AGAIN in the end.

Hmm, no more dilemma for me on whether to go for the HPT meeting tomorrow evening or for dinner date with the family cos my dad has got something on, so I get to go for HPT [: It's so seldom that the father's bringing us to some nice special place to eat, I'm quite looking forward to it, whenever it may be [:

Kay, am choosing a nice pattern to set as my Friendster background. Quite sick of what I have currently, but hotpink is still the sexz! Green and maybe orange too. I think I'll change my blogskin after all the deadlines. Bye bye bye.

You know, sometimes on the tv, they show asylums and you can see people in there banging their heads on the wall repeatedly with a dazed look... Well, I feel like doing that sometimes, recently hurhurhur. I'm just quite frustrated with my life lately. I ain't the only one complaining.

We will be finishing up most of our projects next week. Met up today at BuddyHoagies to do POM. Kinda weird to be at the lao di fang with a new bunch of people, but well, things change. I really miss the good old days of mugging at that cafe, playing basketball weekly, meeting up with the 2904 girls during recess and after school, folding up skirts till they're really short, using shoelaces to tie our blouses instead of tucking them in, lunch behind school before choir practices, hanging out in the classroom or window shopping at CWP or J8 after school, yada yada.

I wish good things last, remain the same forever. It's impossible, but at least try to keep things up, yes? I think I'm always blogging about the same matters, but these are the matters which bug me all the time. I guess I'm really too dependent on friends. Time to be independent eh. I'm still praying hard I'll still be in the same class as Lowshimin next year though. Lol.

I like my blog song [:

Eheh. This song's quite long ago, but it's super nice.

Two hours of Microecons for today and two hours of Accounts plus project after that for tomorrow, and yayness, it will be Thursday again. Some mothaafucker of a student went to complain that classes end wayyyy too early (e.g. our econs class always ends an hour early), like what the hell? So now the tutors have to keep us back till earliest, 10 minutes before the actual time the lesson was supposed to end. Hmm. Ohh and I almost forgot, my mom got me a Winnie the Pooh beach towel. Woohoo. I wanna get to the beach.

A reminder to self to not worry or think anymore before sleep makes a big difference. Quite [: I give up waiting and hoping. Whatever's fated to happen will happen. School's boring, life's mundane, actually I'm kinda blogging for the sake of blogging.

Hmm. Okay. My life is so boring bye.

Sometimes, it takes only the littlest things to make me happy. But then again, sometimes, I make myself feel so unhappy with the littlest things too. It's getting quite hard to show my emotions already. I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel. If I were to feel happy, then why am I worried instead? I'm supposed to not read too much into things, to not get myself too involved again, but yet I seem to be doing otherwise with all that constant thinking and worrying.

Naw, nada. All that shitzx has to stop. I can't be bothered. Yepp, that's how it should be. No, nothing happened. It's just me, myself. And there's no other emotions, just smile, be happy. That's how I've always been. Happy. I think I'm pmsing. Hurhur.

Excel mock test next week, what the fuck ): Me and Yiyang were playing Tetris and comepeting with each other during CSA lesson while the teacher was teaching Excel lesson threeeeeeee. Yepp, we were that bored la. Oh, and I don't like my POM teacher. Si bei guai lan I tell you. She was alright at first one lor.

Rainie's new album's gonna be out next month, soon :D :D We all have to wait for good things to happen, don't we? I'm sick of the songs in my phone, gotta find and upload nice new songs. I just realised I haven't do my homework. I need new pictures. Right byebye.

I'm tired today. Energy felt drained away, kinda.

Got to meet up with the whole lot of guys yesterday. Unplanned goodness even though I didn't get to play basketball at all, it was my main purpose of going down to the court to join the guys actually. Saw XiangYi the ahgong! :D The whole bunch of us (me, Yuxuan, Victor, Xiuanpin, Jake, Yusong, Kelvin) went up to min house in the end for mahjong. There was only one table for four people, so I played PS games with Xiuanpin instead while poopoohead and Jake played with their PSPs. Ordered KFC dinner, super fattening, but its the best for gatherings like that :D

Met up with Yuxuan, Victor, min and ahmah at Dhoby Ghaut today for HarryPotter. Coincidentally, we were all wearing black&white tops with denim bottoms :D The movie wasn't as good as expected. Was kinda... boring. May have to watch again with ZGX though. Surprise surprise. Had Kobayashi for dinner, like, finally. Had been craving for it since dunno how many months ago.

Hmm. Life's super duper sian half nowadays. Exams are coming! Okay, not exactly, but still, it's nearing. Hate hate hate having to study >:( Feels like eating icecream. I feel emo today. Rwars. And uh, yea. I finally am gonna change my spastically cute (in my opinions) 'yo' picture of my lil cuzzie to my own picture. I know some people can't stand that picture. Fwahah.

Stars are never out of reach for you
Hold out your hand and touch the sky
Just dream
(Just dream...)
Just dream
Tonight

Me, being the really nice daughter, bought the above (picture!) for the mother :D Very pretty, aye. Min got one for her mom too. We got it from Takashimaya, where there's some food fest thing going on at Taka Square. The place invokes quite a bit of memory actually, but whatever. Thou shalt not dwell on the (characters of the) past already. Hurhur.

School was alright. Yiyang's forever freaking me out and making me worried about undone school work. Shaofeng was half dead today. He looked like some alien with his swollen eyes. I really do think that the guy in the Hoyu hairdye advertisment looks like him, warped or not. Lawllllll.

Accompanied min to her dentist cos I had nothing better to do and I didn't really want to go out with anyone else. I needa get to the dentist too. I've got a hole in my tooth at the back ): I hate going to the dentists because it = PAIN = @#$%^&*(! I'd so much like to get a tattoo on the back of my left hand/wrist, but hwshfbkwdknnb I've got a fucking low threshold for pain, therefore, probability that I'll get my tattoo is 0.01%. At least, there's still 0.01% okay fwahaha. My parents will prolly chop off my hand if I get one though. Oh, and probabilty that I'll go to the dentist soon is higher. Around 2%. Heeheeheeho!

Okay I want to watch Meteor Garden and F4 :D So gay so gay. Bye bye.

(Supposedly uncensored version. JJ's Killa)

A for apple, B for ball, C for cat, D for dog, E for Elmo, F for Faith. Both are so cute, but truth is, I'm sick of that red bushy monster, especially his Elmo song. And I think I'm my own visitor no. 8888. Nice. May I 8 tomorrow then. xD

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Anyone wants to go? Advertising for Lydia hahaha. Think it's the one which Kailing told us to go previously. Anyhow, APEL is a pain in the ass and I'm done with this pain I think :D Harry Potter on Sunday, tickets booked [: Thinking if I should go play pool with Sweekoon tomorrow. Gotta go do my stuffs. Bye bye bye!

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing
Even sicker of pretending
That it's not so bad, just wait it out

{click}
Introspective Sensitive Reflective

You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are very strong, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you require.

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Your Existing Situation
Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective.
Your Stress Sources
Seeks independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoids obligations or anything which might prove hampering. She is being subjected to considerable pressure and wants to escape from it so that she can obtain what she needs, but tends to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
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Today ain't my day. Was made to wait for an hour for the bloody 969, and my new pair of shorts got ruined by the eyeliner which dropped out of my bag and got itself uncapped when I was cluelessly sitting on it. Ugh. >>>>:( Bitch bitch bitch. Life's such a motherfucking bitch. But then again, I know I've got no right to say that cos as compared to others, my life's great. But I ain't human if I don't complain right right right!

I'm in the do-personality-tests kinda mood now. They're really fun anyway, and some are quite true. Oh, and I ain't in a good mood now and am blasting rock songs in my ears again. Rwar. I want to watch HarryPotter! My back's hurting rather bad again. All thanks to the bloody school sofa. >:(

Woohoo! Let me show you all a hot picture which min sent me a couple of days back.

Teehees. She's even hotter now, though, especially the hair (Picture ripped from Friendster!)

So purpose of the pictures: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST, NICEST, HOTTEST BAOBEII EVER, ANET CHEAN! :D :D

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I just deleted my FNN and POA files from my thumbdrive to make way for current school stuffs. FYI, they're the last of my works during secondary school. Kinda. Unless you count my art pieces done during the lower secondary school days.

Anyhow, today's an unlucky day, and I'm feeling rather high for an unlucky day hahaha. Life's boring again, I've got nothing new to blog about actually. Oh, I finally saw my cousin in school after 1 term. We're in the same course, just that she's in Year 3 and I'm just in Year 1. Lol.

Might be meeting up with the guys for HarryPotter either on Sunday or some day next week! It was supposed to be on Sat, but was changed to Fri because Victor has some basketball match thing on, and then it was changed to Sunday cos Yuxuan's having some exam on Friday. And I just remembered I might be having a dinner date with the family on Sunday night =/ Hurhur.

I think crunchyroll's the sexz. Really, but then again, it distracts me from work. APEL's due on Fri and I haven't started on it yet! Congratulations to me! Shitass, I'm super proned to hiccups nowadays. Pttf. Kay bye y'all! I gotta go edit the POM stuffs already. Sad life ):

Baby Rachelle![:
Get the pictures from me on Hello if you want! Hello Hello! And I managed to 'open' Cheyenne's eyes on the first picture! Teehees. My right eye has been twitching from morning till now, anyone knows what it means? It's damn irritating. Was so damn tired yesterday, my eyes kept wanting to close. There was the sharp pain, especially in my right eye. The twitch now's prolly caused by that.

Anyhow, I love the 2904 girls much. And it seems kinda long since we last met up with Victor and Yuxuan, and most of all KelvinTan the poopoohead. Dunno, it feels very long even though I think the last meetup was like, just 2 weeks ago or something? Whatever it is, there should be like, a TwoGrace'o4 chalet soon.

Hmm. Gotta go eat my dinner and then do my APEL which I haven't touched at all even though I was supposed to have started on it already. I spent the whole of today watching 5 episodes of Meteor Garden. Yes yes, I'm rewatching the F4 show again. I like what! Cannot ah. Teeheehees. Anyway, I think ClickFive's old singer is better than the new one. Rwars. Kay bye.

Last night was awesome, except for the absence of ahmah & JY. Dinner at Sizzler's was super filling, sat there till the closing of the salad bar. They had the really cool icecream machine there to make our own icecream. Fwahah. I bet we were the nosiest bunch there, but then again, we always are, when we're all together :D Went to the Esplanade after Kailing and fishy left for Brenda's birthday celebration and Phebe for home. Sat outside, didn't really do anything. Took the last train home after that, saw JY (the sheet!) at Khatib MRT station :D

Pictures shall be uploaded tomorrow. Bye!

Life's what you make it
So let's make it rock

It's Thursday again! It sucks though, to not be able to sleep later than 10am. Blame the body clock. By the way, Yiyang didn't go to school yesterday. Reason - He was too sad. Everyone was saying he broke up with ShaoFeng that's why. Damn hilarious. My POM's fuckedup. Got 26.5/40, which is like, B or C+? Rwars. >:( On a brighter note, at least I didn't fail a single subject. No confidence for coming exams though.

Anyhow, someone screwed Kailing up quite badly and she's getting everyone down to find that girl. Don't ever mess with her (or her friends, as in this case), she'll screw you back a hundred thousand times worse. Woohoo, exciting. Hurhur. But that girl was... ugh. Read the blog. Dunno the full story though, as in what she really did to Mel and all.

Jolene's birthday celebration is at Suntec's Sizzler (LowShimin! Pronounce! HAHA {:) tomorrow night. Am gonna skip Accounts lecture. Can't wait to see everyone [: Wanna go shopping on Sat or something, afterwhich I've got my new cuzzie's one month old celebration at night. So doubt I'll get to come online for the next two days.

I hate my fatness. Life's fine for now, except for the fact that I'm fat and that I needa finish all my APEL journal shitzx which I haven't done at all and which is due really soon. I'm fair like a duck like ahmao always say and I want to go tanning soon! Not that I'll get any much tanner though. Pttf. I miss certain people, and I want my NV10 ): Bye.

We can let go
Don't hold on to all of life's hardest parts
When we think of stopping
Let's keep on rocking
The rhythm of our hearts

Topic talked about in APEL today was fucking crap. Like, who won't ever regret? Making a big deal out of what, forging signatures, copying during tests, blah? And whoever said prefects have to follow rules all the time? Well, even though they are supposed to. Hurhur. Ain't no dummy, shouldn't be fully controlled by rules and all that shitzx.

3As, 1B for now. Exhilarating, even though that B is really annoying. Have clean forgotten how it's like to get fantastic results. No matter how good the results are, it's only for tests. They make up even less than 20% of the total. Less than 20%! And the whole studying thing for these less than 20% tests almost murdered me. WTF. Have to keep up the result for the major exams, but it's gonna be fucking hard, and school's sucha drag I feel like sleeping everyday >:(

I think being the bad student's so much more enjoyable. Get the thrill from talking back to teachers, from getting bad grades, from looking like you don't care, from opposing adults... At least, there wasn't any need to compete, to keep up/improve, to meet expectations, and most of all, to study. Ugh. I'm too competitive sometimes, and it gets kinda bad >:( Hate the feeling.

Anyhow, did project after school today, went over to Bugis then to Cityhall to get prezzies. Min and me has super walking speed :D :D Waste no time at all. Can't wait for Fri, gonna see everybody again. I see LowShimin everyday and it's rad. At least there's someone who's close whom I can see and talk to everyday. Otherwise I'll just die I think.

My brother is a pain in the ass. I'm tired, and I'm hot. Stupid weather. Yea, I'm hot. Fwahahahahaha. BYE.

"When someone sees the same people everyday, as had happened with him at the seminary, they wind up becoming a part of that person's life. And then they want the person to change. If someone isn't what others want them to be, the others become angry. Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people
should lead their lives, but none about his or her own."

Extracted from 'The Alcehmist'

Just finished Huan Huan Ai episode 5! Can't wait for 6 next week!
Got a surprising 37/50 for CSA. I thought I'd flunk actually. Hmm that sounds rather hypocritic since 37 is kinda far from failing, but really. Will be getting back results this week! Gotta go finish up Econs now, am skipping CSA lecture tomorrow morning.

The feeling's rather @#$%^&*! to know that it ain't me anymore, that I'm replaced? Kinda. But then again, all good things come to an end. No end = no beginning. Don't see no point in trying to keep up with you, your life anymore. Afterall, I always knew this will come, didn't I? Everything stopped half a year ago, no point picking it up anymore. At least I don't feel sad, I just think it's a pity, to have a friendship and then to have it disappear as quickly as it formed. Maybe I should just get pass my laziness, my no-ball-ness (fwahah!), and ask to meet up or something... But I don't see the point, just as I've always not seen the point to take initiative to call when you didn't in the past. There's no point, anyone sees what I mean?

Okay, I've written what I thought about it all. No more idiotpig, no more all that moronic shitzx that used to cheer me up. No more hoping it's you when my phone rings in the middle of the night. What's funny is, nothing happened at all. Just saw something that stirred feelings in me, made me think. I guess that's how girls are. It was good while the friendship lasted. You were a good friend, a great comfort, and many many thanks for all that. Too bad you won't ever read this :}

Alright, lack of sleep, lack of moolahhhhh >:( Bye!

I will move my little self on
It won’t be very much longer
One day soon he will find me
I know this because I believe

Please read the rules first :
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves .
People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly .
In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I used to think that rice dumplings were the most repulsive food ever.
2. I love reading dictionaries, thesaurus, encyclopedias.
3. I can't find my stuffs if everything's neat and in their places.
4. I've got a thing for dimples :D
5. I can't stand my fingernails being too short.
6. I can't stand my toenails being too long hahaha.

next 6 person i am gg to tag are :
I'm lazy to list. Just anyone who sees this and wants to do it [: