flashbacks ;sweetmisery

Monday, November 28, 2005

camp's tmr! (:
thats like uber fast la.

today didnt begin well. oh, but it did begin funny, with that yiyuan's call at 12.29am (x the conversation went on like this (in chinese la, duhh)...
yiyuan: eve! (snd very very frantic) camp tmr arhs?!!!
me: hmm? no wad. tues mahs...
yiyuan: huh? today what date?
me: 27th. ehh. actually yah leh. is tmr. now counted as 28th le mahs.
yiyuan: huh? (ponders a while) orhh. yah horrs. 28th liaos. no wonder...
me: (realised what happened) /laughs.
so it was rather stupid la. and he was like telling me theres rumours spreading that he has cancer :l thats uber retarded, cos he only has some tiny throat infection problem, i tnk, and the person saying that hes got cancer is seriously exaggerating. haha.

then was supposed to report to school at 12.30 today. but i didnt know, so i was still at home at 1, when cheyenne called and ask me where was i. when i fnd out that the bus was leaving at 1 for victoria concert hall, i almost didnt want to go. but phebe was like saying its very irresponsible of me and blahh, so i went. meet up with pamala and her boyfriend. ohwells. i tnk both of em's on sugar high cos they kept laughing and going crazy and i felt like one huge bright lightbulb. awww. at least her boyfriend's friendly la. he showed me some picts of pamala in his phone. hoho. rather sweet couple (: /envy (x

reached the concert hall and found our way in. so embarrasing laaa, when we walked in :l changed, then had rehersal. chaoyang uber cute today. HAHA. his pants were super high and his shirt was super tucked in and he seem as frail as ever. his bag seem even heavier than him la. lololols. so cute. haha. then rehersal ended and we went back to school.

had a lil briefing. ahhhs. gonna have a choir gift exchange on 30dec (: hahas. and we're gonna perform for the school first chapel service of the yr. ohwells. if we have to wear the green gown, im so not gonna do it cos the gown's fugly :l

and and and the party on 17dec (: theres gonna be pizza and kfc for dinner. and one birthday cake and a logcake (if our budget allows). its gonna be a xmas cum fiona's birthday cum kelvin's birthday party. so yea. guess its kinda not a twograce thing. but nvm (: we havent fnd a venue yet, but soon! theres gonna be some gift exchange thing too, but we wont force the guys if they dunch wanna join in for that one. ahhhs. cant wait (:

anyways, msged ___ ytd. his msgs still make me smile. but this time for the wrong reason... or mayb i should say the correct reason - he sounds like a cute dumb kid (: kaes. have to go pack for camp alrdy. wunch be blogging for 5 days :l ohwell. miss me :D

11/28/2005 07:59:00 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

had the last troop meeting today. mom initially wanted to go shopping after she came back frm goodness know where. but i had a meeting, and the time she came back was like, not too early or too late. so in the end never go shopping.

meet the people in school. me phebe vanessa anet clarinda joyce steph janelle adelene JIANGWEI valerie kelly cherlyn jiayan. i tnk liting left just before i came. and they say kahwee got disfigured after he had an accident when cycling yesterday. HAHA. moved to the cca block there and discussed abt the pack list and stuffs. then we did the cheers. took goup photos (: then left.

me adelene steph clarinda and janelle went sembawang shopping centre for dinner. steph wanted to go eat at the bk there cos she says she work there but have never eaten there before. so yea. now she owes me mac breakfast! /beams :D wilson came to join us cos he had to pass me his consent form. camp's just two days away (: and we're having mac breakfast before reporting for camp :D gonna eat loooooads before the start of a hell loads of training (:

went giant after that to get my chocolate and steph's sweets (: hme after that. ohwells. the shuttlebus took darn long to arrive. rahs. so anyways. tomorrow's the fulldress! errrps. so fast laaaa. then must pack for camp tomorrow also :l hmm. i cant sign in to the bloody msn. shit ass laaaa. loath life now :l kaes. who cares whether i can login or not? im so over him alrdy waaaad. heh (:

11/27/2005 09:00:00 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

met out with the others today for bball.
(: yay.
it seems like so long since we last played.
kaes.
its just a week.
but it just seems like decades :l
but it wasnt fun.
cos it was raining ):
rahs. nvm.
walked over to northpoint for dinner at kfc.
then hme.
yiyuan got into the top 24 for the campus superstar!
am soooo happy for him (:
hmm. hopefully i'll be able to go support him
on 13dec at j8.
people! go with me kaes.
i mean phebe and min and ling and those usual peeps(:
ai la ai la :D teehees.
hmmm. i needa go shopping for new clothes. rahs!
kaes. 2 more days to camp!

11/26/2005 08:28:00 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

HOROSCOPE OF THE DAY
love is on the agenda. it might be someone you have known for some time, someone you have just crossed paths with, or someone a family memeber into you to. regardless, you'll be quite smitten.
YAH. right. /roll eyes. right now, im smitten with nobody, but myself. /beams widely :D kaes. ~~mayb that yangjun guy.~~ teehees.

freako. my senile problem is, well, acting up again. cos ive forgot to blog about THAT gathering (: okaes. so here goes. me and min were thinking about it just now, a xmas party cum twograce party cum fiona's birthday celebration. YAY (: and we shall have a logcake. fine, i was the one who wanted the logcake. hahaha. but whats xmas without logcake? ~~i wld like a turkey too. and mayb a fireplace with socks hanging at the mantelpiece~~ :D

its just too sad that zonyang' house doesnt have a fireplace :l yea. thats the place we were thinking of holding the 'party'. hopefully can. and we were thinking of having it on 17DEC. nothing's decided yet though. kaes. till next time :D

11/25/2005 07:46:00 PM

HIHS came our school today,
to practise the songs for the concert.
and angelyn is uber crazy today.
i heard derrick asking her if she drank too much beer.
lololol.
and about that darren(i tnk thats da name) guy,
ohwells. its totally hilarious.
what i heard frm angelyn was,
he thought shes in lurfe with him or something.
OMFG. hes a head shorter than angelyn kaes.
like angelyn wld fall for him :X
he kept staring at angelyn today,
with this weird frown.
uber hilarious (x
i tnk he dont have common sense or something.
ONE HEAD SHORTER kaes.
tsktsk.
kaes. back to the choir.
practice was short today. great.
went library after that with min.
headache now.
too much books aint good for health.
hahaha.
camp in 4 days!
bball tmr (:

11/25/2005 06:32:00 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

ahhhs!
i think my mom and sis went shopping,
without me! ): rahs.
HOPEFULLY they didnt.
HOPEFULLY they just went to get dinner,
or something other than shopping :l
whatever.
i need chocolates! shuacks.
none left at home. rwahhhhhhhhs.
nvm. ive got ulcers anyways >:(
rehersal at st gab today was okae.
exhausting, but nevertheless, fun (:
and that guy has got packs! -drools.
bet he plays bball :D
i shall go crazy over him till concert's over,
or something. keep my mind off things.
can see him tmr! hahaha.
eyecandy (:
lololol.
anyways camp's in 5 days! :DDD

11/24/2005 07:35:00 PM

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

i think im getting senile or something,
cos i forgot to blog abt chaoyang!
hahaha. the uber cute ~~alien-like~~ guy.
hes got that innocent feel that makes him look kinda vulnarable.
umms. chaoyang.
a better word to describe. lololols.
and we dunch mean anything bad. yepps.
anyways my tongue's getting shorter or something.
cos sometimes i cant pronounce words properly.
:l rahs!
ahhs. and i forgot to countdown to camp.
6days more! next tues... (:
7days more to Singout concert :D
yayness. then we'll be free or something.
and thinking of dates,
we were at chalet one week earlier )x
i miss chalet!

11/23/2005 09:31:00 PM

am even more tired then yesterday.
my insomnia didnt go away. rahs!
ive got too many things on my mind.
hahaha. serious laaaa. lols.
then had to wake up so early to get to st gab.
took phebe's dad's taxi there. yeaaa.
had the dancing thing first.
the cheorographer was there.
and she sings with us on the mike though she doesnt know the words.
teehee. what an ass. and she speaks DARN LOUDLY into the mike.
and we were infrnt of the speakers. tsk tsk.
bad impression. hahaha.
anyways st gab's hall still smell of hammy cage xD
mixed arnd with the HIHS people. theyre nice (:
found anadee her twin! look at the pics below.
there werent much cute guys. HAHA.
but there was this guy who caught our attention,
me and angelyn. lololols.
she wanna his number. i want too! teehee.
but nvm. i dunch really go for this sorta thing.
so embarrasing laaa. haha.
by the way, angelyn's wayyyy horny (x
was laughing our ass off in the bus abt the red banana.
eww. nvm. its hilariously gross. heh.
if only i could spend everyday laughing like an ass.
ahhhs. nvm.

11/23/2005 07:29:00 PM

us!

11/23/2005 07:28:00 PM

anadee and her new found twin :D

11/23/2005 07:27:00 PM

hahaha. angelyn and anadee

11/23/2005 07:26:00 PM

on bus 853 home :D

11/23/2005 07:25:00 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

im kinda tired now. had a slight case of insomnia yesterday night. of all nights, why ytd?! rahs. it like, the night is so nice and cool, the best weather to sleep and i couldnt sleep at all. and i woke up early. like, 9.30. kaes. its aint early. but HELLO. its a nice weather to sleep in kaes and i had to wake up so early. tsk. decided not to go for job orientation. AHHHS. i admit IM FICKLE MINDED. *shrugs* i cant help it. ahahs.

anyways, met min at khatib at like 3.30, and wenqi jolene xiuanpin yuxuan at amk and proceeded to somerset. waited for victor fiona zongyang. anet came down from paragon to give us the tix and return to get ahmah. tsk tsk. cannot understand. bought the popcorns and everything and met jiayan. then we went in. kaes. we were late to get in. but the people sitting behind us shldnt keep shushing us. for goodness sake laaa. the movie had not even start yet. and they seem to think its very fun to shush us. DAMN. they finally shuddup when i turned arnd and said kb la. hurh.

halfway through the movie, anet fiona and ahmah joined us. kaes. the movie was nice. alright. i think. hahaha. cos there seemed to be a lot people saying that the movie's unnice. after that couldnt decide where to eat. so we just hung arnd the place until some of us couldnt stand it and we walked out of cine. hahs. and we were saying go look at the xmas lights. it was rather dumb cos the lights arent nice this year, and we ended up going into taka looking for places to have our dinner.

then me and zongyang argued about whether girls are more troublesome then guys. awwww. GUYS SURE ARE DUMB. hahaha. so we ended up going to the kfc and we just stood down there in the middle of kfc and macs. thats uber dumb kaes. and we finally fnd a sit, but there was only place for 4 people. so we sat down there while waiting for another sit. rahs. the people sitting on that sit were like, eating mac stuffs can. errps. so inconsiderate. but they finally left the seats to give to us, and guess what. before we could sit down, some small kids went to the sit and sat down. RAHS. SMALL KIDS!

then cheyenne and fiona came and fnd another sit for us, for 6 person. then cheyenne and fiona left. so the 7 of us (victor wenqi jiayan and anet had alrdy left) squeezed into the sit and finally had our dinner. then we took the train home. oh. i think the area arnd my hse is like, omfg dangerous laaaaa. hahaha. theres so many bengbengs. those 20plus years old de. rahs. then there was this bunch of guys just now whom i walked past. obviously those kns de bengbengs. errps. they were like, calling out xiao jie xiao jie. gawd. i feel like turning arnd and biting their heads off or something. WTF LA. stupid dumb GAYS.

hmm. kaes. theres choir tmr at st gab. hope there wunch be any waiting, COS I HATE TO WAIT. hahaha. have to wake up early tmr. dunch really mind tho. lololols. anyways, just realise theres exactly one more week left before training camp. rahs. time does fly :l

11/22/2005 10:37:00 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

SO YEA. ive changed the spaces and the size of my fonts, so can read now right. hahaha.

had choir. the audition sucks. i was grouped with angelyn and both of us cant do sigulempong, but ass la, we were tested on sigulempong. and our notes ran away halfway and i actually sang a sop part. LIKE OMFG LA. horror of horrors. but at least we did continue singing. the guys stopped. ahhhs. dexter. one shit ass. hahaha. both me and angelyn were laughing at ourselves when we walked out of the music rm. lololols.

then we had the dancing thingy which i still think is uber EHEM. and we were uber noisy so we got punished and had to run rounds at the parade square for punishment. RAHS. the choir dunch run kaes. so it was super omfg weird laaaaa. after that went buddy hoagies. then hme.

ohwells. have decided that i shldnt be joining the bball thingy or whatsoever. hahaha. cos i wld need money for the jerseys and stuffs. and i dunch tnk i have the time. and the empty place aint supposed to be for me anyway. so yea. persuaded myself. hahaha. and speaking of time, I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT I SHLD SPEND TIME STUDYING.

rahs! its everyday that my mom talk about my studies kaes. and they (my dad and mom) make me feel like i just told em i hate studying and i wanna quit school or something. PULEASE. i lurfe school and i wanna continue my studies and blah. its just that ive got bad results and i spent too much time on hpt and choir THIS YEAR. I DID NOT SAY I HATE STUDYING. i admit that i didnt really try my best or something, and im someone who lurfe to have a hell loads of fun and have no control over the amount of time i spend having fun and studying. but people change, dont they?

i hate people interfering with my life. mayb the way i control my life aint right, but people make mistakes to learn, aint that the truth? AND IM LEARNING. i really frigging am. gimme the chance man. and stop nagging. those naggings will only make me feel like rebelling or something, and im already trying my best to ignore those 'bad feelings'. thats so uber whatever. this topic can lemme say a lot of crapshit. so i'd better stop here before all the fucks come out or something. adults just dunch understand :l

feeling really pathetic today. not happy ): life's one bitch right now. but i guess theres always tmr. job orientation and HARRY POTTER (: cant wait. i meant harry potter, NOT the job orientation. whatever.
and at least i know theres always friends :D

11/21/2005 08:13:00 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

its seems like nowadays i cant stand being arnd my mom and dad. rahs. its like, all they care abt is my studies and blah. like, when i wanna buy something, i cant get it cos of my result. i got so damn fucked up cos my bro gets to buy that nike bottle which he dunch need and cost like, 13bucks, once he whines for it, while i get nothing even though i asked for an adidas one which cost LESS, and which i need, since MY MOM THREW MY PINK BOTTLE AWAY. how unfair can parents get? gawd, and the fucking thing was that my bro got darn bad results. shit him laaa. so what if hes a guy and hes the youngest? DAMN LA.

i hate it when parents get so gawd damn biased. errps. at least i got my duffel bag laaaaa >:( whatever. i guess im definately going for the job orientation cos i need the bucks. oh yea. my mom totally refused to gimme the money to spend in taiwan )x i mean, im like, asking for my own money frm her and i cant even get it. thats like super wtf la. im still gonna try ask frm her or something. damn.

i so dunch like to stay at home more and more. its always abt my studies and the people i hang out with. oh man. like they even care to understand why im like doing so gawd damn badly in my studies and whats my real interests and stuffs. and whats with my friends? fuck it. they dunch even know em. and i hate staying at home with my fucked up bro. RAHS. but i had to stay at home doing )))): so yea. ignored my bro most of the time. spent the day talking on the phone and sewing up the flag. thought quite a bit. but im still so not happy or something.

oh well. whatever.
this post is uber fucked up.

11/20/2005 05:59:00 PM

my new template's up (:
didnt expect to finish it like, today.
but i did. hahaha (:
quite satisfied laaaa. heh.
okaes. now im frigging pissed at my bro.
cos hes acting like hes the biggest,
and like ive to listen to him.
fucking asshole.
im gonna do something abt his attitude one day.
rahrahrahs!!!
hes threatening to off the switch to my comp.
fuck. whatever. like i care la.
im off to read the novels. hahaha.
CIAO.

11/20/2005 12:05:00 AM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

woke up at frigging 12 today.
met up with steph janelle clarinda kahwee vanessa anet and phebe to discuss the cheers. didnt do much. went into the school. troop 2 was there too. hahs. and oversizedbra was there too. rahh. shes still as fuckedup as ever. duh. discussed abt pack list. then me anet and phebe left to meet shimin.

went library. borrowed the novels. nice (: anw now we're allowed to borrow 8 books, till the end of the hols. how nice. hahaha. had dinner at kfc. then we shopped arnd cwp. rahrahrahs. theres so many things i wanna buy! but ive got no money. nvm. tnk im going for the tori q job orientation on tues or something. then mayb i'll have the money (:

ahhs. i wanna change my template or something. but i've got no idea the way i shld make it. im like, staring at the screen blankly. rahs. i need ideas. hahaha. heard that yiyuan got into the xiao yuan superstar audition or something (: happy for him. hahaha. hope he can win or something. lololols. so yea. im off now.

11/19/2005 09:22:00 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

dream no more.
reality sinks in.
the beautiful world is gone.

it doesnt feel like ive even left the house for three nights at all. damn. the days past so fast laaaa. not nice. but the times in the chalet were very nice :DDD twograce'o4 still rocks, like, DUH (:

first day. went to shimin's house and waited for jolene's dad to come and fetch us. wenqi was already in the car when he came. then we went to pickup jolene. went chalet after that (: quite alot of people were there already, and they were playing xbox. hahaha. went up to our room (: then some of us went down to the beach. took picts. then we went back to the chalet for dinner made phebe's dad. played poker cards in the game. rahh. and i losed so many times. hahaha. then we went to changi village at like, 12plus just to se the she-males. hahaha. sat at the coffee shop and had that dinosaur milo. 2bucks. so ex laaa, for just a glass of ice milo with alot of milo powder on top. haha. the guys ordered bbq stingray too. yums (: we went back to the chalet aft that. and continued doing our stuffs. lololol.

second day. we woke up at like 9 plus. char and sherjie came over, and char was making breakfast for us in the kitchen. she even made french toasts :D hahaha. those who werent up yet didnt get to eat. haha. after that we played with the xbox, cos the guys went to play bball without us and no one was using it. so yea. had a huge blister on my thumb afterwards cos i was too involved in the game. hahaha. the guys came back, and we went up to our room to play poker cards again. lols. this time rnd i won quite a bit :D

after that, we went to changi village and we rented bikes. cycled a lot, until all our asses hurt. then me anet fiona jolene and cheyenne didnt want to cycle anymore. so we went to eat roti prata while the rest cycled :D met up with the rest afterwards to return the bikes together. played bball together (: and i was like, too engrossed in trying to get the ball until i bang into yuxuan and i got knocked onto the grnd. or rather, i rolled on the grnd :l how embarrasing, but i was lauging my ass off. lols. lucky i didnt have any injuries or whatsoever. haha.

went back to the chalet after that. then it started raining and we couldnt have our bbq :l so some of the girls made some kinda dinner for us in the kitchen with the food meant for bbq on that day. lols. we felt like one big family or something. haha. watched tv and stuffs. then we went to changi village again, this time, to have some roti prata. haha. and we bought vodka from the 7-11 :D went back to the chalet and had our sleep after that. lols.

third day. we woke up kinda late and had a movie marathon. lols. the few of us watched white chick with the miny dvd player in the room. but halfway through, weihan had to take the player away cos he was leaving and he had borrowed the player from gabriel. went downstairs and watched the blade with the rest. rewatched white chicks again. after that they played sahara. anet's mom came with the lunch. and she realised that ling and wenqi were in the chalet. then things got kinda complicated and anet was forced to go home with her mom :l that was like fucking stupid laaaa. but at least she got to stay for bbq. and I DETEST HER SISTER COS SHE IS DAMN FUCKING XIA LAN. kaos. whos younger sis will actually go and eavedrop on her own sister la. i tnk only annebelle will. rahrahrahs. and i just cant stand her.

went up to the balcony and started filling the coffee bags with water. actuallywe wanted to throw the waterbombs suddenly down during bbq or something. but more and more people came up and it didnt seem like a surprise anymore. so we just started dumbing waterbombs and spraying water on each other. the whole place was like, uber wet la. flooding on the second flr of our chalet. haha.

had our bbq after that. uber cold cos we were still rather wet. then anet left with her mom and her toot sis. watched tv. and miss haq came over with a chocolate fudge cake and her niece. lols. then at 11plus, we went up to the balcony to have our second rnd of water bomb again. hahaha. got very wet again. then we played that zong ji mi ma. losers had to get splashed with water. after that we played concentration. hahaha. and everyone fnd out all of xiuanpin's nicknames. there were damn lots of em la. hahaha. after that we started shampooing our hair tgt on the balcony. LOL. uber hilarious la. but super fun (: then we were like, washing hair for each other. lols.

after that we changed into fresh clothings and did our own stuffs. was quite tired, but i didnt want to sleep cos it was like, the last night there la. lols. talked on the phone with kh for like two and a half hours until arnd 5am. hahaha. didnt intend to sleep after that too. but guess i was kinda shagged. so i fell aslp. hahaha. even when the girls woke us up to go changi village for breakfast, i didnt want to wake up. so yea. slept till like 9plus. then packed up and checked out of the chalet. took the bus to tampines and had lunch at the long john silver there (: went to watch exorcism of emily rose with min wenqi jolene ling cheyenne and yanguang. very nice. went home after that.

took like, more than 250 photos. and im lazy to upload em. so yea. just look at those ive put below. and i'll try to find some other time to upload the rest. hahas. so yea. twograce'o4 rocks :D im off.

11/18/2005 07:59:00 PM

first night :D

11/18/2005 07:51:00 PM

taken at random (:

11/18/2005 07:50:00 PM

everyone helping out in the kitchen

11/18/2005 07:49:00 PM

sleeping people - wenqi ahmah victor

11/18/2005 07:48:00 PM

waterbomb making...

11/18/2005 07:47:00 PM

... which ltr became a waterfight among ourself (x

11/18/2005 07:46:00 PM

victims of our waterbomb attack xD

11/18/2005 07:45:00 PM

wet people on wet balcony (:

11/18/2005 07:44:00 PM

... i tnk they're having a shower tgt or something. HAHA xD

11/18/2005 07:43:00 PM

victor and huikuoon fighting for the mop

11/18/2005 07:42:00 PM

the flood in the chalet xD

11/18/2005 07:41:00 PM

gabriel trying to lock people in the toilet

11/18/2005 07:40:00 PM

huikuoon melly wenqi ling and me after our first waterbomb game on the balcony :D

11/18/2005 07:39:00 PM

( :

11/18/2005 07:38:00 PM

2g'o4 alive (: the cake brought by miss haq

11/18/2005 07:37:00 PM

water everywhere :D

11/18/2005 07:36:00 PM

hahas

11/18/2005 07:35:00 PM

jiahui being retarded

11/18/2005 07:33:00 PM

.. raping of xiuanpin on the uber wet balcony (x

11/18/2005 07:33:00 PM

.. & thats our midnight shampooing of hair tgt on the balcony xD

11/18/2005 07:32:00 PM

us with miss haq (:

11/18/2005 07:31:00 PM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

and say i got over you

last day of extended lessons! (: hahaha. today was extremely tired. but nvm. hahaha. and mr ng didnt turn out for our last ss lesson :l but we got to leave early (: and yuenchen brought the rabbit she and imelda bought for lydia. very cute :D and i tnk they name gim gucci or something. lololols. a branded name (:

okaes. just a short entry today. going chalet later on :D will be back on 18nov. hahs.
and i lurfe my sista. hahaha. kaes. im off (:

11/15/2005 02:54:00 PM

Monday, November 14, 2005

CHALET TMR (:

im frigging happy that chalet's tmr. cant wait :D didnt attend maths today. hahaha. cos like anet, i didnt want to pass up the maths. LOL. went to school at 9.30 for chinese. cos theres mock test. SHLDNT HAVE GONE. cos its like, half the paper was blank or something. and the teacher, that miss kee, was rather pili pala laaaaa. errrrps. after that went behind school for lunch. then had choir. very long session today. but was kinda hyper, so nvm. lololols. then kept talking abt the chalet and stuffs (:

anw i just dunch understand adults laaaaaaaaaa. my mom suddenly just keep talking abt my bad results and that i keep spending a lot of money and blahhhhhhhhhhh. i say le lurhs. im gonna work harder next yr. cant they just stop talking about my results this year? RAHS. they just dunch seem to understand la. kns. and those money i took frm em is to pay for school stuffs lurhs. and the food i eat lurhs. NTH ELSE.

errrrrrrps. thats why i owe so many people money right. HURH HURH. i MUST go work. seriously. then i can stop taking money from my mom le :l and she dunch have to complain so much. and ive decided to start on my studying right after chalet. lalala. TRY FIND TIME OR SOMETHING LA. and i shall stop spending 3hrs infrnt of the comp. may 1.5hours or something bah. hahaha. i'll try to do all these (: YES. dunch doubt me. hahaha. whatever la. chalet tmr. YAY. im off (:

11/14/2005 07:49:00 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

i can see myself get over you

went to causeway point with jack pinwen and chunfu. ahhhs. i was late, but yet i was the earliest :l so yea. jack came. then we went to return my library books. after that we ate a little at bk. then pinwen came. walked arnd in cwp, cos pinwen was looking for a birthday present. errrps. i still dunch like that power9 shop. both northpint de and cwp de. lololols.

after that chunfu came. walked arnd somemore. went kiddy palace. hahs. then pinwen bought the present - some baby clothings. hahaha. then they saw these really cute chicks and rabbits. have to wind em up and they'll start hopping. very cute. pinwen bought a rabbit and chunfu bought a chick. went popular after that.

rahs. both pinwen and chunfu are irritating cos they keep knocking me or knocking my head, or else pinwen will be squeezing my neck :l hahas. ate at kfc after that. then we went to the library again. camwhored and got warned by the librarian not take any pictures. so dumb la. why in library cannot take picts. lol. hme after that. and pinwen knocked my head with his head before i alighted the train -.-" i tnk he has a hard skull or something. haha.

gonna chiong pac and maths now. rwahhhs. will upload the videos tmr. im off.

11/13/2005 08:19:00 PM

sian laaaaaaaaaaaa`
pulau ubin trip cancelled :l
ahhhhhhhhhhs. IM BORED LA.
i needa go library.
and i wanna catch exorcism of emily rose.
ITS A MUST.
(:

11/13/2005 10:08:00 AM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

but at one glance
your heart seemingly thaws

dead tired. went for troop meeting at 1.30 (: wasnt the latest. greeeat. lols. when i reach, steph janelle adelene kahwee were there. and kahwee sprayed his hair GREY :l not nice. cos he doesnt know how to. theres like hair spray behind his ears too :l then chunfu pinwen vanessa anet phebe and clarinda came.

discussed abt outing. then chunfu and pinwen left. and we moved to another block where there were more seats. joyce came. we splited up ourself into the sectwos and secthrees. sectwos do cheers. secthrees plan outing :D decided on pulau ubin. hehhs. went to buy bubble tea for everyone. sat arnd tgt and asked riddles. hahaha. very lame. then weiquan came. decided on the day. 16th nov (: and they're going tmr to check out the place.

aft that went khatib bball court. only xiuanpin and victor were there. after that cheyenne jolene and min came. followed by jiahui zongyang yuxuan kelvin blah blah. sihao and eugene they all were in khatib too (: home after that. exhausting. hahs.

mom dad and bro going malacca tmr early morning until night. hahaha. whole day free (: so im wondering whether to go with em to pulau ubin. but im broke. hahaha. and they're meeting at 10. so early la. heh. and i needa go library return book laaaaa. date due liaos. hahaha. my account already have outstanding transactions le. ltr my dad de acc also. so i must return asap worhhs. hahaha. so ltr then see how bahs. hahhs. i wanna do a new template. kaes. im off (:

11/12/2005 08:33:00 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

to hide behind that simple smile

horrible day laaaa. ran out halfway during social studies cos most people from other classes pon the lessons after recess. errrrrrps. went with sinhui. then meet up with yuenchen cos she ran out earlier with anet and cheyenne. went behind school and sat at the tables under the blk. then ling and fish came to meet us.

halfway through eating, anet called us and told us that miss seh knew ling and fish raan out halfway cos miss cheong went to find em. so dumb la. so we went back to school. ling and fish didnt get any scolding or what from miss seh. cos i tnk she knows they kinda learn from mistake or something le. but mrs soh brought me sinhui and yuenchen to see mr tan -.-""" ____ laaaa. rahhs.

got an hour school service. helped out mr juhari with the calendars. oh well. nvm. it was quite fun. hahaha (: but it was fucking dumb of us to get caught for ponning. ERPS :l but at least we were nice people. we didnt give the others away. hahaha :D we were warned not to pon any more extended lessons. hahaha. nvm. theres only 2 days more xD can bear with it. heh.

after that had choir. only me cheyenne and phebe went ): then cheyenne left halfway. learnt thr dancesteps for cant help falling in love with you. very dumb. cannot stand it. hurh. then miss chung was also kinda kp today. whatever. felt like sleeping throghout the whole session, and i kept thinking of the twograce chalet. hahaha.

speaking of which, is like 4 days away only. cant wait! hahaha. mayb shopping for the groceries tomorrow. ahhhs. and i tnk theres a troop meeting tmr too. yupps. so many things to look forward to. haha (: im kept sooo busy la. hahas. okaes. im off now.

11/11/2005 07:12:00 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

what is broken is broken -
and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best
than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

(: just arnd 3 more days of extended lessons and our hols starts :D everyone pon the first subject today. and no one tells me. so i was dumb enough to go and attend the lesson. luckily ive got sarah :D hahaha. no teacher came in. ~~WASTE OF MY TIME~~. i did my poa. rahs! used like 1 and half hour to finish one TPL account question. ahhhs. im sooo WEAK in poa laaaa ): jiayouus. hahaha.

anet broke a ___ today. thats nice. hopefully no one will notice a missing pane. hahaha. but thats like, super retarded la, if no one realise. lololol. after that we went khatib mac for mcarthur meeting with weiquan. only joyce and adelene didnt turn up. but nvm cos theyve got their own reasons. troop 2 and 3(or 1) were there too. hahaha. they went to visit kezia. after our meeting, i decided not to go for the job orientation. ahhhs. went steph's hse to draw troop tee instead. so im going for the job orientation only after twograce chalet (:

steph's dog is gigantic la. hahaha. and shes got a real dead turtle up on her wall. imagine if they do that to dead people. HAHA. was laughing my ass off about that. lols. drew the troop tee (: and kahwee's name officially become lao zi. lols. i lurfe this douglas mcarthur :DDD

4 more days to chalet! and arnd 3 more weeks to training camp (: cant wait la. hahaha. and my taiwan trip has been brought forward to 5th dec. rwahs. ive got only arnd a day and a half after camp to get ready for the trip. like so dumb laaa. rwahhs. that one i can wait. hurhs. alrighht. im off (:

11/10/2005 07:37:00 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

loving someone who used to love you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN (:

lessons were uber boring as usual. slept through social studies. SIGHS. mr ng's not teaching us anymore next year. its changed to that really ___ teacher :l aww. thats really sad news. was intending to pon chinese with some others. but huiying smsed me in the nick of time to ask me to return to class cos she said those who pon are gonna die. hahaha. lao lao didnt come today, and miss kee came to replace him. that was part of the reason we had to go back. shes such a ___. yea. fill in the blanks (: and shes REALLY NICE. hurh.

so anw, after extended lessons, we stayed in class to celebrate shimin's birthday (: the chocolate cake was nice. hahaha. then we sat arnd and chatted while listening to music. it was rather nice though our topic was rather sad. and i really cant stand the way parents always obstruct our ways, like what happened to phebe ): i almost felt like crying when she cried. tsk tsk. why does things always have to happen this way laaaa. POUTS. so, MY DEAR ADAM, what will be, will be (: so dunch tnk too much about it le kaes. all of us are here for you always :D

we stayed for quite a long time in the classrm. then we went buddyhoagies. gossiped a bit with anet cheyenne phebe fiona and fish. it was rather hilarious la. cos we kept talking about that 'put the lime in the coke, you nut' :D teehees. waited for the rain to stop. then we went home (: theres the job orientation tomorrow. so i guess im not going to ikea to shop for the utensils with mcarthur... but nvm. im sure theres still a lot of chance to go out with em (: so yeaa. im off now.

all those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain

11/09/2005 07:31:00 PM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

tormented and torn aparted

omfg. my bro got to know my blog add and i think he gave out the add to his friends or something -.-"" weird. im so gonna change my add now :l

today was better than ytd. woke up quite late. so didnt have time for my hair. and i went to school without tying it up. ahhhs. and everyone commented on it. i was rather irritated. cos i come to school for remedial always without tying up my hair and no one said anything. whats the diff la. tied it up in the end cos it was getting rather hot. hahaha. lessons were totally boring. mr lau's nice, though (:

after lessons we sat in the class for quite a long time. went town after that to ask about a part time job in paragon. so yea. we're going down on thurs for a two-hr orientation :D 5bucks per hour. not bad. hahaha. and im desperately in need of money cos im devastatingly broke. yea. and all those prezzies. ahhhhs. and i so want a mp3 la :D lololol. so yea. hopefully i'll be able to get the job or something (:

im off now. i dunch want the extended lessons laaaaaa. -POUTS.

11/08/2005 07:25:00 PM

Monday, November 07, 2005

i look away

monday blues. its exhausting to go back to school on a monday, especially when its a holiday :l mayb they should like, start school on tues. oh. then we'll have tuesday blues instead :l thats nice. so anyway, had chem practical in the lab first. tiring. then had my wonka bar during recess (: slept somemore. then had english and pac, which surprisingly, i did not sleep through (x

after that we went behind for lunch at the small one. saw someone who look suspiciously like the monkey's sister. lololol. then i accidentally poured my ice lemon tea out of my cup, which was a rather dumb thing to do :l and my hp pouch got wet. left for hpt meeting :D so we missed choir today. hahaha. but hpt's so much more fun (:

played some ice breaking games today. very fun ( : then there was one game where i got sabo-ed by dunno who and i ended up standing infrnt of sijie.i had to sit on sijie's legs for that game :l uber embarrasing kaes. tsk. then kezia was infrnt of me. so she sat on mine. pinwen's very nice cos he bought me a chocolate cake. hahaha. cos i didnt have my lunch. lololol. the secthrees got pumped somewhere in the middle of the activities cos we didnt do a good job in being good examples for the sectwos. SIGHS. but nvm, cos its been so long since we've got pumped. hahs. at the end of the day we were all sweaty and stinky. hahaha. but was really fun (:

have already decided some place for bonding sessions with pinwen's group. forming alliances :D hahaha. theres gonna be like steamboats and stuffs like that. IM BROKE! errps. nvm. btw ling and anet assisted me in setting up an eve's finance during pac class just now. HAHA. and im dieting for the rest of this week and next week. thats nice :DDD

okaes. photos are uploaded here as usual (: im off now.

11/07/2005 08:04:00 PM

11/07/2005 08:00:00 PM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

{and i wanna believe you
when you tell me that it'll be ok}

went out with pinwen ling jack and xavier today :DDD after going to my granddad's house. hahaha. and boy, do i feel like a banana flavoured cake. teehee. cos i was wearing this green yellow and white top. hahaha. was too lazy to change after i went home from my grandad's house (x anw, my grandad showed us my dad's report slip. and when i saw it, i started laughing cos my dad failed all his maths. HAHA. and he was still always telling us its easy to get good grades if we listen in class, and sound as if its very easy to get good grades. hahaha.

so yes. i went to fareast to meet em. and in the train, i realised that it was the first time i went to town myself. hahaa. im rather direction blind, you see (x lols. was worried that i would lost my way or what. but i managed to get there. heh (: met em in long john. after that we shopped arnd. pinwen ask if i want him to be my fashion consultant. hahaha. so yea. hes ling's fashion consultant too. lololol. then pinwen brought us to this rather ulu shopping centre, for the arcade, cos there were few people there. spent 3 bucks there. hehh. quite cheap, the games there (:

after that we went paragon. then we went heeren. we were in this shop selling all the expensive adidas stuffs when xavier started nudging me and saying that a guy sitting in the corner was interested in me. -.-"""" and both he and ling started looking and talking about it :l they said the guy kept staring. hoho. got out of the shop and went to the graffiti cafe. bought drinks and chatted there (:

then they decided to go esplanade. so we took the train to cityhall. but instead of going to the esplanade, we went to the candy empire :DDD pinwen bought the wonka bar for me (: at that point he felt like a daddy. HAHA (: he also bought this candy in a bottle shape like a fire extinguisher. had dinner at burger king after that. pinwen emptied the candies out of the fire extinguisher bottle into the bbq sauce. lols. then he filled it with water, cos the bottle could act like a water gun. and there he was, throughout the walk back to the station, he kept spraying us with water :l what was damn hilarious was that on the bottle, there was some words that read - this is a toy. do not use it to extinguish fire... or something liddat la. hahaha.

took the train home. pinwen accompanied me to khatib. hahaha. and we were looking as this woman infrnt of us on the escalator cos she had a nice figure. lols. so yea. the day was great :D there hpt bonding session tmr after extended lessons. cant wait :D

11/06/2005 10:07:00 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

YAY (:
we're back at DOUGLAS MCARTHUR!
hahaha.
thats uber greeeeeat news.
we can use our PURPLE FLAG
and our LIME GREEN TEE.
:DDD
yayness!
hahaha.
we're so gonna roooock!
( :

11/05/2005 11:13:00 PM

{make me go away}

i detest that bunch of ahbengs whom came up to us and demand a game of bball. so what if they have frigging lots of holes in their face and in their jeans and unfinished tattoo and SPITS ON THE GRND? they arent cool like they tnk they are. eww.

so yea. we were playing bball at khatib again today. very fun. then this bunch of people came up to the guys la. gawd. they're ugly. i tnk piercings below the mouth are nice. but they look darn ugly on em. gawd, they made the piercings look HORRIBLE. and they seemed to be knocking into people more than they were playing :l and they spit in public. EWK. how disgusting. cant stand em. after a while kelvin's friends came down. and erm, from far they look kinda bengish too. hahaha. then the disgusting people thought we called for backup or something. that was totally hilarious. lol. among em only one seem nice. that one in white. at least he seemed not so bad tempered or violent as his disgusting friends and he does not have ugly piercings or weird hairdo or holes in his jeans. hahaha. they left after the game.

had our own game after that (: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. for once, i was able to score many times at one go :DDD hehh. mayb it was cos kelvin and xiuanpin said that i was an ugly wallflower. BAH. and i had to prove em wrong somehow. hahaha. but i guess the luck's only for today. lol. received a msg from andrew yong cos i was in his troop. but i still dunno whos in my troop. besides sijie -.-"" rahrahrahs. i want to know! nvm. sooner or ltr. heh.

ive cut my hair, finally. not much of a diff, but, its okae, i think (: yeaa. boring day tmr. btw, check out the picts in here, here and here. kinda gross. but its wayyy cool. i think the guy is so daring can. hahaha. im off.

11/05/2005 08:19:00 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

{will you stay or will you go
heaven knows what my future holds}

i really tnk the song zhi zu is great :D hummed the song alot today :D if only blogger shows chinese words. how saddening la. okaes. anw it was raining uber heavily in the morning. nice weather for sleeping, but we had the darn extended lessons :l

had POA first. and i just realised that even the sectwos know accounts as POA instead of PAC. hahaha. whatever, back to what i was saying, poor miss cheong has a hole in her ear membrane or something, so she hears buzzes and hums and things extra loudly. but she still bothers to come and teach (: shes the niceset teaher arnd la :DDD then she made us play this game, where we formed a circle and we were made to throw this POA tb across to each other without dropping it on the floor. the game was to make us know what's teamwork and taking inititiaves and stuffs. quite meaningful (: then we had our lesson and miss cheong had to cover her ears :l our class kept extra quiet for her today :D

after recess we had maths and english. according to mr lai, mrs ang has left our school alrdy. rahrahrahhs! its kinda omfwth la. cos she told us that she'd like to teach us again or something, and now she left sooo suddenly. what kind of teacher does that? oh wells. MAYB she has her own personal reason to do so, or mayb she really hate teaching us. nvm. hope we will get a good maths teacher next. teehee.

after our lessons, we met up with steph janelle and adelene for the troop tee. SAD TO SAY, our troops got reshuffled again ): and some from our grp will be taken out to form 2 another new groups. awww. i dunch want us to get seperated. but we cant do anything. shannon said he will compensate us for the troop tee. so we're still gonna draw our troop tee, cos no matter what, we were once a grp tgt :D and the flag has to be repainted or something. rwahhs.

went for choir after that. learnt the dance steps for when you believe. kaes. we look like a bunch of ridiculous chickens. hahaha. then had normal choir practice. after that, me and min went macs. had my sundae and fries. lololol. and i accidentally scare a cat off with my big actions. FINE. im trying to control kaes. hahaha. hme after that. so yea. i really wanna cut my hair. hahaha. im off (:

events during the hol (:
15nov - 18nov > twograce chalet :D
29nov - 3dec > hpt training camp
30nov > choir singout concert
9dec - 15dec > taiwan trip

11/04/2005 08:08:00 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

{back and forth inside my head
i cant handle this confusion}

today was great (: met out with my troop to get the flag done :D joyce couldnt make it cos she was sick, and anet couldnt make it too. rather sad. but nvm, cos janelle adelene kandace steph were there, plus clarinda phebe vanessa and kahwee. our flag's greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaat :D i lurfe douglas mcarthur. i meant the grp. hahaha. girl power (including kahwee) :DDD HOPEFULLY THEY WUNCH RESHUFFLE US. sighhs.

after that we had lunch tgt, minus kahwee and vanessa plus jy, at yishun long john silver ( : chatted loaads. steph also think that p's teeth is like shit. and she was saying that if she shows a photo of her with her teeth visible in friendster, no one will want to add her. lololol. im more anti-denise. hahaha. even kandace was talking abt her :l like, weird la. cos we thought she was oh-so-close with her. but whatever. after that me phebe and jy left with kelvin while the rest went giordano to buy our troop tees :D

went khatib play bball (: weihan came and joined us today. haha. phebe's head and my lip got hit by the mouth. lololol. then my head got hit too :l major unluckiness laaaa. if theres such a word. haha. then steph walked past with saman and she showed us that bunch of giordano tees they bought. LIME GREEN ( : hahaha. so tmr we'll be meeting up again to paint our troop tee.

after bball me min jolene xp and yx went for dinner tgt (: dinner with em is always hilarious la. this time rnd, they were talking about the weather being very nice and that houyi haben shoot down the suns yet. something like that. so lame la. lololol. and the people at the coffeeshop we were eating at were all soooo weird can. we got scolded by the coffee uncle for nth :l like wth laaa. hahaha. then we saw some weird people. weird place. haha. went home after that.

then now janelle's telling me that our group might get reshuffle again. omfg la. i bet everyone will be pissed cos all of us made our flags already. and i so lurfe my troop la. and we spent like quite a lot of money on our flag and troop tee and stuffs lurhs. so WE DUNCH WANNA RESHUFFLE ) : so lets pray we wunch. yupp yupps.

okae. extended lessons tmr >=( im off.

11/03/2005 09:23:00 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

{its the first time i ever felt this lonely
i wish someone could cure this pain}

i was kinda lethargic today, probably cos i didnt sleep well last night. had too much on my mind, and crap, im going taiwan on 9th dec. rahrahrahs. cant decided whether im looking forward to it or not :l i will be missing some people darn badly, i tnk. hoho.

so i went to school looking like some pale-faced asshole. i even felt washedout. felt even worse as time passed. rwahs. then ling came and told me abt where min ahmah and phebe went ytd, and i got kinda pissed. fine, mayb i should have gotten used to this kinda things happening, but im still pissed, esp when im feeling rather off today. i just cant understand. couldnt they have come out to meet out with melly or something? and they could just suggest going to some place nearer or just tell us the truth that they dunch wanna go out with us, instead of telling us things like they dunch tnk they can go out or something. but they ended up going out to other places with other people. im tempted to say whatever and just get on with life. but nah, im pissed cos everyone says they miss melly and yadayadayada. but in the end no one seemed to bother to come out for an all-girls gathering or something. alright. mayb not no one. i dunch mean cheyenne anet and mayb min and gawd knows who else.

its not just abt meeting out with melly. its cos HISTORY SEEMS TO KEEP REPEATING ITSELF. hurh hurh. fine if you dunch wanna go town. fine if you dunch wanna an all-girls outing. im fine with anything now. i shldnt even have bothered asking. i mean, we shldnt have even thought abt asking you people. im tired. at least we had fun with just the four of us there ytd. at least i got to know the shit stuffs only today, so my morale didnt get pulled down ytd again or something. mayb im being too harsh right now. and mayb i wronged you people or something. i dunno. blah.

felt better after recess. then had a good laugh during physics cos i called mrhui darling BY MISTAKE. hahaha. its amazing what laughing can do to you :D so yea, i was back to normal by afternoon. had that chinese seminar. mrs leaw's eng is funny (: after that we had our hpt meeting in the canteen. saw p who has teeth like shit. HAHA.

joyce was the first sectwo to reach. then came kandace janelle adelene. steph had to attend somebody's funeral, so she came late. xinyi and terrence never turned up at all ): so we discussed about stuffs and we came out with our troop name DOUGLAS MCARTHUR :D we're so gonna rock. hahaha. then discussed about the rest of the stuffs. was rather fun. there were alot of talking abt irrelevant stuffs, but who cares la. then kandace janelle and adelene left. waited for steph. then we (me vanessa anet phebe clarinda joyce steph) took the bus to jubilee. girl power la (: on the way we were talking about ___ getting fucked by ___ and all those gossip craps la. teehee.

bought the cloth for the flag at amk. purple :D then we bought the paints ( : those neon colours. i like (: its so easy to get lost in amk. hahaha. then all of us splited and went hme. took the train with steph and vanessa. fnd out that sonia's going to china for 1mth for tabletennis. so cool la. vanessa's going taiwan for volleyball for only like, 400bucks la. so cheap. and steph's in the same class as sonia next yr. hahhs. so yea. the day ended rather great ( : i tnk steph's grown more mature frm last time. hahaha. but she's definately became much lamer. ahhhs. we were all so dumb last time la (:

alrighto. im gonna put up the links ltr on. and im making phebe's skin next. hahaha. flag painting tmr :D im off now. buaii.

11/02/2005 07:36:00 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

{im giving up on everything
because you messed me up}

the bbq ytd was the worst bbq i ever went to. for one thing, it was at EAST COAST. yes. east coast. the last place i wanna be at. right infrnt of that 7eleven. arghh. i felt soooooo, argh. so much memories there la. SIGHS. so anw, i just sat there stoning la, then started playing arnd with the lil kiddies and my big big beng beng cousins. hahaha. mayb it wasnt too bad cos i haben seen my cousins for a damn long time.

met out with melly today, with ling and fish (: its been soooooooo long since we last saw her, so its like, kinda wad that most of the girls couldnt make it. but, nvm. we half expected it. met at 1.30 at amk. saw yt and meiearn on the train. was kinda too engrossed at smiling at meiearn that i didnt see ling and fish. hahaha.

went town first for lunch at cineleisure. sat and gossiped abit about stuffs that had happened. hahaha (: looked at the crocs with melly. they still look weird to me. haha. then we went heeren. decided not to pierce for fear of the pain and infection :l whatever. then we went taka and we had icecream. rum&raisin and dark chocolate. very nice :D then we went to the toy shop. the ty monkeys are soooo cute kaes. haha. that toy shop is super cool la (: went to topshop and tried on the uber nice mini and the equally nice top. the top was too big for me, but the skirt was very very nice and it's fitting. hahaha. but its darn ex for me la. SIGHHHHHHS. i want it!! aft that we took the train to city hall and we went esplanade. super lotssa chinchows arnd, so we left and we went into the, ehem. marina SOUTH (: teehee.

so we had dinner. then melly called her bestfriend to meet us. she told him we were outside giant. and we stood outside watching that really porno mtv of jlo which was like, uber retarded. hahaha. after quite a long time, melly called him again, and guess what, he was in giant looking for us. lololol. uber funny la. and he seriously has got mushroom hair (: and he looked kinda like fishy :D went to the candy empire (or something liddat la) next. theyve got really cool sweets there. so yea. then i had to go cos it was late. and it seemed darn far to get back to city hall mrt. lololol. but finally got there. luckily my mom was not back yet when i got home. hahaha.

ahhh. am seriously looking forward to the chalet :DDD school tomorrow. SIGHS. im off.

11/01/2005 09:50:00 PM