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Friday, August 31, 2007
We're all looking for someone, to take away the pain


huicheeseng a.k.a birdface

soonlaolao

Afrose! :D

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Alfi the brudder :D

L-R: Eugene YZ Joel John Zhixuan :D

spastic with biantai :}

twinaiai [:

Fwahahaha!

Hmm I got rather tired from all that smiling. LOL.

HAPPY T'CHERS' DAY HAHAHA :D :D :D

I finally got to tell PetCheong today about how I'm doing for accounting now and she was so happy for me and talked about how I used to be one of the students she had to scold the most and how much I hated the subject so damn much back then LOL. I almost gave up on it. It's ironic how my worst and most hated subject has become kinda my best and most liked subject now, actually.

Birdface commented that I've changed quite a bit and soonlaolao still owes me his head to be used as a stool. I miss MrChin. His big round figure and his deep baritone voice :D It's quite sad that we didn't get to see him before he went back to his home in NewZealand or something. I'm happy I got to see people whom I haven't seen for about 31553 years, expecially... :D It seems like everytime I see him, I'll feel so awkward, so so exposed, I have the urge to hide behind someone or just disappear from that place. Min and Phebe were laughing at my behavior ): I can't help it. Then again, I want to see him that much. I'm changing over to LJ soon, prolly. I need a lil more privacy for my online journal, even though LJ is so not user friendly.

We went to kBox with the girls in the afternoon cos there wasn't much else to do. So like, Partyworld yesterday and kBox today. I'm going broke. Anyhow, I grew taller! :D I need a haircut really badly and I look so crappy in the pictures ): Basketball after mentoring tomorrow. Rad. :D Kay I'm really really tired. Yesterday's plan to turn in early wasn't successful because just as I was about to sleep, everyone starts bombarding me with smses and I ended up aleeping at around 1am. And JY told me she pierced her tongue. I think a lip piercing's cooler la. Hah. So like, bye now.


8/31/2007 09:00:00 PM





Thursday, August 30, 2007
Misused, Mistakes

I'm ecstatic because today's the end of all that stress and madness, and the start of our holiday. YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY. I was starting to freak myself out. Never have I ever been so worried about an examination before.

So anyway, interview at Bossini went rather fine yesterday, except for the fact that we spent so much time in buses since all the busrides were rather long, and I was quite anxious about getting home in time to study CSA. Now all we gotta do is sit and wait to hear from them, but I'm quite fine if they don't get back to me actually, I'm sooooo not keen to work. But then again, if they were to get back to the three of them, I want them to get back to me too. LOL.

Tomorrow's back to PHS. Maybe I'll get to see people whom I missed during the carnival, and maybe I'll get to talk to PetCheong and maybe see birdface this time round [: I'm gonna have an early night tonight. I finally got my suspenders today and Partyworld was satisfying [: I take back my word about not going kBox and Partyworld until I've found a job or something :}

Tears And Rain - James Blunt
How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.


8/30/2007 08:57:00 PM





Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking

{EDIT 18:29}
I can see my tagboard already. Intended to do CSA just now actually, but was so tired I was lying on the bed doing nothing, till now. There's a hell lot to study for CSA, plus the notes are all in bits and pieces and so so so difficult to understand, much less memorise. I give up! Damnnn. If it's not for avoiding supp papers, I won't give a f for it already, man.

This exam system is super annoying. Rahhh.
{Edit/}
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Yay I love Rainie Yang [:[:

Two more papers to go! Will be going for a job interview with min Victor and Yuxuan tomorrow after econs paper, and yepp, it's the dreaded CSA paper the next day. Certain people, like min and Victor, were too afraid that the jobs would get snapped up or something, so me being the really good friend, gave in and agreed to go tomorrow instead of next Wednesday and at the same time, risk doing well for CSA. Okay kidding la hurhur. I doubt I'll be able to do any better if I go home instead. Distractions are all around and I've never ever really looked at the notes before since I don't attend CSA lectures.

I think nincompoop is a nice word haha. I just used it to shoot Xiuanpin back in the comments. He's always using numbskulls. Now I've got nincompoops, like how I have poopoohead for Kelvin. LOL. Kay, kinda no link, but, LowShimin, destiny ehhhh. Fwahah :}

I wanna go play basketball with AnetChean! :D I think I'm gonna be really busy after exams. How sad >:( Kay shall see how buhbyeee. Anyway, I love rainy days [: and FYI, I can't see my mofo tagboard yet again.


8/28/2007 01:56:00 PM





Sunday, August 26, 2007
All the meaningless and empty words


So, my weekend has been really unproductive so far. I shall start on accounts after this and not worry so much about whether or not I'll be able to complete POM already. Total waste of my time rwarrrr.


8/26/2007 07:59:00 PM





Saturday, August 25, 2007
Situation never what you want it to be.

I'm frustrated. I can't see the tagboards still, and my phone's refusing to let me upload songs in it. Worse still, there's 9 more chapters of POM to go, half of econs, and I haven't start on accounts and omgzzz, CSA. I'm dying. Couldn't make it for mentoring today. Think Vanessa started on the SMART already. Seeeee, I'm quite redundant actually, I'll only drag the process down cos I'm so absentminded (I forgot there's mentoring today rwarrr) and blah blah blah ): Seems like it's the start of everyone else's hol, but here I am living in my hell ): Okay, now I'm starting to feel depressed. Lol.

I know I should be studying instead of yakking away here since I've still got so much to do, but it was hard enough for me to get 4 I-don't-even-think-is-completed chapters into my head. Damn sleepy, I tell you. Yiyong still had to rub it in unintentionally with a "You free now? Exam over le hor... ..." Hahaha seeeee people finished their exam already. So sad. Pttf.

Haiya kay la. Five more days, and I think a lil less than a hundred pages to memorise. Kidding, then again, I'm not sure. I'm tough I'm gonna last. Roll eyes. Ohhhh and it's exactly four more months to Christmas Day hahahaha.

EDIT/
Horoscope of today: Feel as though you've been stuck in a rut lately? The stars say that what you need today is a new point of view! In order to give yourself a fresh new perspective on life, take a break from your normal routine here and there. Don't change everything at once -- the shock will be more inconvenient than helpful. Just switch up one or two things -- go to a new place for lunch, pretend you're a vegan for the day, or see what life is like if you never stop smiling.

I never stop smiling, but I still feel quite terrible. Okay, a new point of view. Right.



8/25/2007 08:06:00 PM





Friday, August 24, 2007
You don't have to say a word


6 months ago.


6 months later.

First picture was taken on the O'lvl results day, 2nd one's taken today. I stand the same way in both pictures, and I mosaic-ed min's face in the first cos I'll prolly be murdered by her if I show it.

Marketing paper down. I think I'll pass, but probability that I'll be able to hold on to my B+ is almost zero ): Went to BuddyHoagies after the paper today with the intention of studying accounts, but we ended up walking over to Safra instead for some hahaha enjoyment. Guilty pleasure. All the way there my mental angel and devil were arguing with each other. Obviously devil won. And I'm totally broke, no more kBox or KTV or whatsoever for me until I've found a job and started working.

Tomorrow's gonna be the start of hell. It's cramming, cramming and more cramming. I know my study method is totally wrong and it's also likely to kill my brain sooner or later hurhur, but I'm quite inflexible and I think a change suddenly will give me things I don't wanna get. Eugene said in the comment that exam will be over in no time. Yeaaaa, but if only no time comes even faster. Exams are a sickening draaaaaag. Kay, I think I'll have to stop all these negative thinkings. Bad karma. Fwahah.

Anyhow. Why can't everyone just love everyone else, even with no phone calls or what! I don't get any phone calls too, or anybody asking me out, and the only person I get to meet up with is Shimin Shimin and more Shimin (not that I mind :D :D :D), and maybe occasional meetups with the guys and ahmah, and Anet and Phebe during HPT meetings usually. I can't see the tagboards again, except for Jack's, for whatsoever reason, but I know WongKailing you need to be relinked. You'd better not count on me for your blogskin though, I haven't made one in a long long while already. Unless you don't mind something amateurish. Heh. And I think 2904 won't be 2904 anymore if anyone of the girls including you you you! is excluded.

Kay yayness Jiesheng just texted to say that Bossini has got staff shortages. I guess that's a good thing, but if only I can find a job where I get to work with familiar people laa. There's close to impossible, though. I want to continue being antisocial lololol. Kay this has been long enough a post. Buhbye.


PS: Song from long ago, but I like leh. I don't know if the chinese characters can be seen. If can't too bad la.



王羚柔 - 当我们同在一起

如果云是天空的呼吸
风是我慌张的叹息
回忆是爱的延续
只因为你和我已经不在一起
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
空气里有午后的暖意
我听着沙沙收音机
突然间下起了雨
雨让我好想好想你想抱着你
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
在一起在一起其快乐无比
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你是我曾经的甜蜜
我是你爱情的过去
那一段美好的记忆
我们都不能够忘记
因为我很爱很爱你
所以能微笑着离去
虽然我不会在见你
幸福是我们曾经在一起
空气里有午后的暖意
我听着沙沙收音机
唱什么听不清晰
因为我傻傻的笑着
想起了你
当我们同在一起在一起在一起
在一起在一起其快乐无比


8/24/2007 10:19:00 PM





Thursday, August 23, 2007
it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

I've been good, I've been cramming things into my brain, it's giving me a bad headache ): I've just got two chapters left to go, but I think I'll forget it already. Also, it's hard to study with Baby Toddler Faith the irritant around. Hmm she just walked in wearing my dad's bedroom slippers which look quite like flippers on her. Hurhur.

I keep getting reminded of stupid things I did, and how stupid I felt then. I'm hoping I won't screw things up again. I've got enough screwups to last. For now though, I'm just hoping I won't screw my exams up.


8/23/2007 05:00:00 PM





Tuesday, August 21, 2007
This is the new shit

I've been reading up, but nothing seems to be going in. The parents had better not expect anything from me. Kay, actually I think I'm the one having expectations for myself first. This expectation shitzx is making me lose my nuts. Everything's so different now. Sheesh. Hello I don't want to care. Rwars. I'm really losing it/

Anyway, Fujifilm's Z100fd is really really pretty. I want! The thing is, I don't know when it's coming out in Singapore, and it's prolly a little over the budget. Hmm I will work hard. *Roll eyes.

Babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex don't forget the violence ... I'm super restless. Ugh bye.



8/21/2007 04:08:00 PM





Monday, August 20, 2007
somethings are better left unsaid



I was so tired last night, I almost fell asleep immediately, and all of a sudden, my phone rang. Apparently, yk and I think I know who else had nothing else better to do than calling people up at 0140 in the morning pretending to be staffs from Temasek Poly. Don't really recall what I said to him or vice versa cos I was like, half asleep, but I think I remember saying, "yea right, who are you." I won't take it to heart that his call kinda jolted me awake since I haven't heard from him for about 145468612 years hahaha.

Kay whatever. I shall start my revision at 1. "You will meh! I know your pattern lei. You confirm study half way sian alr." As said by the birthday boy. Lol. I'll prove him wrong. Fwahah. So, I'm feeling better than I have been in a long while [: Yay yay. It's off to the books soon, though :(

Hmm. I just realised it's post no.1221 and this blog's 2 3 years and 3 days old already.


8/20/2007 11:47:00 AM





Sunday, August 19, 2007
And there's no way you could have meant all the things you told me


brudder, bestfriend, baobei [:




twinaiai [:


gay!





2053am, fatigue showing.

The comp's back, and guess whaaaaaaat. My stuffs aren't lost! I'm quite relieved that I didn't lost this:


LOL. But then again, I don't really care anymore :D Plus I'll prolly get my new camera soon. Teeheehees [:[: Dad picked me up today from Khatib central, had breakfast with the family, went down to Courts to get the sister's MP3, and I slept through the day the moment I reached home and had a good WARM shower. Seriously, I wonder how min survives her showers during really cold weather.

Anyhow, I think I'm gonna die soon, cos I haven't really started on my studying at all. I can't wait for the hols, really. I wanna go tanning, go sing kBox as many times as we like, that is, after we get our pay from working hahaa, maybe go Pulau Ubin for cycling trip again, have mahjong sleepovers and late nights out, blahhhhh :D

Hmm okay. I think I should start revising already. If only self controlling is that easy. I get distracted so easily though. Rwar.


8/19/2007 08:25:00 PM






So like, it's 0719am and I'm over at min's house with Victor, Yusong, Xiuanpin and poopoohead and we've just finished our game of mahjong. Last night was rad, just that it's kinda wrong to have a mahjong sleepover in the midst of exams for the guys and right before exams for us. Anyway, extremely cold shower at 3am in the morning is rahhhh, cold. Duh. Hurhur.

The firework display was really pretty, but the place was super crowded and we waited for over an hour standing among the crowd just for that few minutes of fascination, after which we still had to slowly shuffle our way back to the MRT station due to the excessive amount of people there. Phebe and Anet went home first, leaving me the very obviously shortest one, even though I ain't that short, among the tallies yet again. Lawl. Went to Kelvin's house, went down to NorthPoint to catch Rush Hour 3, treat from Yusong :D , almost got frozen to death in the theatre, managed to survive, went back to the poo's house to get our stuffs and walked the long long way over to min's house.

So anyhow, shall upload pictures only when I'm home later, not that there are many of them though. Nobody want take nice pictures la, so sad. The guys behave like gays whenever the camera's taken out. Kidding. Kay I'm so irritating I know fwahah kay till later buhbye.


8/19/2007 07:18:00 AM





Thursday, August 16, 2007


Thank goodness I still have like, most of my pictures saved in CDs and in my camera itself. :D


8/16/2007 06:01:00 PM





Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Getting there means leaving things behind



The brother complained that the computer was too lagged (which wasn't really), dad got people to come over to upgrade it or something, they came kinda suddenly, I didn't even know who they were. They took away the stupid CPU, left me with no time to save my stuffs in my thumdrive or something.

So the main point is, I highly doubt that all my pictures, brushes, half completed skins, MSN message histories, and all my precious precious stuffs especially all the printscreen shots of spastic msn chats with... will still be there by the time they get the bloody thing back. So like, bye everything. Things aren't gonna happen again and I've got nothing left to remind myself that they happened. Stupid. I should have printed everything out long long ago and framed them up or something hurhurhur kay I'm kidding. Damn damn damn. I could cry, but it's so dumb to be wailing over some dead matters.

And I was still thinking that this post should be a happier one. Wahliaoeh. ):

I'll have to make do with my dad's comp or my sis's lappy for now, which means that I can't come online too often already, which I guess, don't really matter and is even better, since exams start like, next Fri and I gotta stop coming online every single night. Alternate nights will be better. Lol.

Skipped accounts tutorial yet again, had lunch at BuddyHoagies, and sat there for a good two hours, chatting. Might be going for the firework display over at Cityhall this Saturday. It'll make up for the loss of fun and happiness last Thursday then. Lololol. But of cos, the afternoon will be dedicated to mugging for exams. Probably. Hah.

Kay la. I'll end off with baby Faith's picture [: My phone's camera is really bad. Rwar. Kay bye.



8/15/2007 08:34:00 PM





Tuesday, August 14, 2007
It might have hurt worse to hear you say


One year ago today, I was talked to by birdface whom I hated like shit back then, I was hanging outside the class during chinese lessons with the guys, I was worrying about o'lvls FNN practical exam the next day, I was grateful that Sihao and Weemin offered to go j8's NTUC with me to get the ingredients I needed, I was feeling depressed about feeling alone, and I was bloody hell crude in my language. {1408/2006}

Today wasn't exactly fantastic, but it wasn't as bad as how it was last year. I still remember feeling so helpless without Phebe and min lol. It's just kinda... interesting, to look back at what I was doing and feeling one year ago. And I guess my attitude was like, real bad, especially to PetCheong and HCS. "i was nice to birdface, and i did my pac for once :D ahgong was like asking me where's my attitude today." Hurhurhur.

Anyhow, I had my archive removed due to me being too shy to show them hahahaha.

Went to Yishun Safra's Party World after school with min today. Tried to get ahmah to come down, but she was sick. Figured Victor and Yuxuan's lessons end too late for them to come over. Got a huge room even though it was just the two of us. Anyhow, the room was freezing cold. Ain't too bad, might go there again the next time instead of kBox.

I'm hoping I'll do great for exams, but it's gonna be damn hard. Fuck, CSA alone is enough to murder me, I think. Kay, maybe not to that extent, but... >:( Ahhh, now I'm turning into a whining bitch of a laydee again. Fwah. I need a proper haircut soon, which prolly means October. Hmm that's kinda random.

Kay I've got nothing much to say anymore lol, so buhbye.



8/14/2007 08:32:00 PM





Monday, August 13, 2007
but time rips you apart.



One whole year ago, and it seems just like yesterday. Corny, but so true.


8/13/2007 10:38:00 PM





Sunday, August 12, 2007



T0P 21 people you know
Type the first 21 people that you think of
1.:Shimin
2.:Anet
3.:Phebe
4.:Ahmah
5.:Cheyenne
6.:Kailing
7.:Fishy
8.:Yuxuan
9.:Victor
10.:Yusong
11.:Xiuanpin
12.:Yiyang
13.:Shaofeng
14.:Keefe
15.:Jiayan
16.:Yuenchen
17.:Kenneth
18.:ZGX
19.:Kelvintanpoopoo
20.:Charmaine
21.:Lynette
First set of questions
Who is #16 to you?:One of my bestest girlfriends and tanning babe [:
What was your first impression of #1?:around 7 years ago. can't remember alrdy la lols.
Ever had a crush on #5?:can't possibly have a crush on my da jie da can.
How did you meet #20?:She's my cousin, hello.
Describe #13 in 4 words.:Very extremely super white
Where is #19 from?:Planet of poo. Nah. Singapore, Northland secondary sch.
Do you know any of #3's family members?:Yupp sister.
How tall is #17?:Not sure.
Would you go out with #7?:Why not.
What's your best memory with #2?:Too many to be listed! [:
How do you feel about #11?:Gayyyyyyyyy. Fwahaha :}
How old is #8?:Going 17.
Does #6 have your number?:Yupp duh.
Has #9 changed since you've met?:Physically, yes. Mentally, dont think so :}
Does #15 have a job?:Yupps
Where is #18 from?:Singapore. PHS.
When did you meet #14?:Like, a month ago or something I think.
Is #12 a virgin?:Hahahahaa none of my business if he is or not.
Is #4 a good friend to you?:guess so.
Have you done anything... "X-rated" with #10?:nope, dont practice incest.
Why is #21 last?:like, no reason?
2nd set of questions
Would #8 and #13 make a good couple?:not at all.
What about #2 and #15?:NO WAYYYY LOL.
How would you react if #14 and #16 went out?:they don't even know each other seh.
Have you ever been with #4, #6, #12, #18 and #20 at the same time?:nopes.
Do #9 and #19 hate each other?:hahaha doubt so.
What about #7 and #11?:nopes
Are #5 and #17 friends?:nopes
What about #3 and #21?:nahhhh
What about #1 and #10?:yupps
Last set of questions
Who's the shortest person on your list?:#15/ JY JY HAHAHA.
The tallest?:#8/ Yuxuan. he's like, a whole 21cm taller than me
The most annoying?:#19/ KELVINTANPOOPOO
The nicest?:#13/ shaofeng?
The hottest?:none of them LOL.
How many people on your list do you hang out with?:Around 15 of em.
Do you hate anyone on your list?:Nah.
Who's most likely to become famous?:No idea.
Who's the funniest?:#14/ Keefe. LOL.

Ahhh yepp. I'm not gonna let my demons pull me down. [:



8/12/2007 09:22:00 PM





Don't you let your demons pull you down

Dad brought us to Changi Village for brekkie yet again today. Still, that place is so full of the twograce memory. Hah. It has been a long weekend of reminiscing for me. We've been missing two years of chalet, there must be one next year okay! [:

Anet you are such an asshole! "of course i LIKE MY hair, but someone else likes ahbeng more dn ahbeng hairrrrrr" No no no no no. Lol.

Anyhow, Xavier was being an ass yesterday at the meeting ): Thanks to him, I'm prolly Logistics with Vanessa for the coming camp. I don't know, but I think it's scary and I'm very very extremely worried that I won't do a good job. Well even though they kept saying that it's the easiest post of all and that I should have more faith in myself, I'm still worried that I'll be kind of a burden to Vanessa =/ Morever, Phebe and Anet are not gonna be staying over and all cos of school. I can't really imagine going to camp without them around most of the time actually. Remember how I used to miss min and Cheyenne during camps lol. Hmm, it's time to learn to be not so dependent on them anymore. And I guess Phebe's right. I should just try it out and not worry so much about screwing up and such. Afterall, I'm Eve the great hahahahaa :} If only it's true.

I finally got my soyabean icecream yesterday and it was nice talking and listening to Phebe and licking the icecream at the same time. I have to get started on my revision today, really really. No more pondering about useless stuffs anymore. Worthless! Ohhh and WongKailing I miss taking pictures with you! [: Can't wait to go tanning la. I miss everyone again, and I need new peeeeeektures, new cam, laptop, contact lenses, new dye job, more confidence, a tan, lots of moolah and I'm trying to psycho my dad into bringing us to Taiwan again but I doubt it's actually possible bye.


8/12/2007 01:47:00 PM





Friday, August 10, 2007
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go

12.48 am, he called. And I was just complaining to min yesterday that guys never call back whenever they say they will. Missed the call though, was too busy watching Troy to be able to hear my phone hurhur. Texted back, held on to the phone for an hour, contemplated whether to finally finally finally bloody hell call him back, no reply from him, decided to just forget it and go to sleep. He never did get back. Quite used to it, but it's so impolite to not reply questions la lol. Stupid stupid stupid.

I think I'll gain a kg or two soon. Imagine, six and a half donuts in three days. I'm such a pig hahaha. Chuanlian's so sweet. She tried to lighten my heavyheartedness [: I guess I'm feeling better. The sister dragged me out to town today, treated me to Venezia greentea and cookies&cream icecream to return me the favour. I want to get the hoodies from Fox. See, that's the reason why I refused to go out at first.

I feel like playing basketball tomorrow, before the meeting in the evening, but I think the guys don't like playing with us ): How sad. Horoscope for today: Throughout the day, you may find it extremely difficult to bend to the wishes of other people, and it might bug you quite a bit when someone wants to do something in a new way, even though you like the old way just fine. You might be feeling slightly less adaptable right now because there has been so much change in your life recently.

Ahhhh, I'll get over everthing soon. Just a trip back and it got me all so emo. What the hell.


8/10/2007 08:36:00 PM





Thursday, August 09, 2007
when everything goes wrong

It feels like everything and everyone's changing and moving on, and I'm still stucked at where I've always been at.

Anet, Yusong and Xiuanpin crashed our Microecons lecture yesterday, and Anet got me donuts. Such a dear :D Skipped our accounting tutorial after that and met up with Wenqi and Jolene at Sugarloaf instead to wait for Yiyang. Headed off to PHS on bus72 after that without Jolene. Miss the school, miss the people, but didn't quite managed to see the certain people I wanted so much to see ): Was quite upset about it actually, but I guess that's how fate works. So near yet so damn far.

2904 wasn't quite completed too. Kailing, Melly and Jolene wasn't there, Phebe left early, ahmah and Wenqi were at dispute with each other and still is, and JY was working over at SingFest. The guys were with the whole bunch of guys, duh. They were so busy with each other, they didn'y even want to have dinner with us girls >:( Kept poking Boulder in the chest cos he haha has grown so much since the last time I saw him. Lol. Got to play a bit of basketball. Yea, in my flimsy white blouse, jeans and havaianas. I guess that was the only real good thing which happened though.

Had dinner with the girls plus Kelvintanpoopoo behind the school, afterwhich we decided to go over to Northpoint to catch Secret. Ended up buying an extra ticket because of some shitzx which happened, and I had to get dragged by the poopoohead over to his ahbeng friends to sell them the ticket because apparently, they wanted a female to do it and kelvin wasn't gay enough hurhur. Neoahmah you owe me one. I don't like talking to unknown guys when I'm having a bad hair day lor, which yesterday was, unfortunately. Lawlzx. Hmm. The movie was surprisingly good anyway.

Anyhow, mood went down from yesterday, especially after I realised there wasn't any chance I could meet _ and that everything seems to be going all haywire. ):

Yesterday's mood continued on today, which was spent rather pathetically. Was supposed to meet up with the guys for fireworks today, just like how we did last year. But as expected, they didn't really want to go, prolly due to the fact that they stayed over at ZY's house last night. I doubt any of them slept at all. So it ended up only with me and min, and there we were, sitting at the train station and feeling so sorry for ourself. Went CWP in the end, queued for Munchy Donuts which I personally think ain't as good as Donut Factory. Had dinner at Pastamania, then home. At least Anet and Yuxuan offered to come down and join us. Hah.

Hmm, rather long post today. I'm still feeling rather heavyhearted from everything. What was supposed to be good turned out the otherwise. I look like an asshole in every single picture taken and I can't stand it bloody hell. And I think I need a new camera because there's something wrong with it and I need a cardreader in order to upload the pictures. I guess when bad luck comes, you start feeling shitty and all the more the negative luck pours in.

Pttf ):

hmm. four stripes adidas lol.



see that big poo beside me.

baobeii spastic tgt worhzxzx.


8/09/2007 08:28:00 PM