i decided to rewrite today's post, cos the previous post sucks like how today sucked ):

my mood dropped to the lowest point after birdface 'talked' to me. @!#$%^& i dislike him like shit. rahs. but yea, of cos, he's the bloody teacher. he's bloody right, and im bloody wrong, and i should be gawddamn grateful to him cos he's collecting the fucking money himself instead of pressuring me, the treasurer, to do it. fuck. he should go screw a tree or something. nb.

chinese period was spent outside crapping with the guys. my face got pinched so many times that i think i'll prolly turn into a goldfish face soon. rofl. oh, and screw biantai and elgin. they fricking messed up my hair twice. messed up as in put a hand on my hand and ruffle my fricking hair hard. sheesh. im going bald soon. lmao.

tomorrow's the fnn practical exam already and seriously, im way freaking out. im a natural kitchen disaster, and im so afraid my dumplings will turn out like shit. rwars. i havent get my timeplan out and stuffs, and im still here blogging. but ive been using the whole damn afternoon for my fnn already la >:(

well, anyways, thanks to sihao and weemeng, i didnt have to go to the ntuc alone and make a big fool out of myself. shimin was at the english oral, and phebe couldnt come out, and i didnt really think that the rest will want to go someplace with a big ntuc just because i needed to. i was kinda feeling lost and rahs, i hate to say this, alone and fucking pathetic. so, surprisingly the two guys offered to go with me (: and they helped me a lot. they made the trip to j8 with me and after that, back to school for their dnt. im an effing noob at shopping for groceries. rahs. and most of the things were found by them (: well, im wayyyyy grateful.

alright. i'll have to get back to my fnn soon. ohwells, i shouldnt be making myself so miserable. screw it. i hate feeling so emo. >:(