flashbacks ;sweetmisery

Saturday, April 30, 2005

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maths was boring today. -yawns. and it was a total waste of my time. hurhhs. goin to yangkai's concert later on. havent decide what to wear yet. hmmm. have uploaded the sports heat photos. yepps. http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2127437574

4/30/2005 02:10:00 PM

Friday, April 29, 2005

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feeling kinda down in school today. mayb was because ive decided whats really right for me(: i think.. think its gonna be hurting. rahs! i hate hormones. had sports day today. I HATE COMPETITIONS! serious. think i aint gonna take part in next year's sports day le. yepp. got 2nd in the 800m. was so darn angry with myself. why did i lose my pacing? guess i should be grateful since ive got a silver and its good enough. ohwells. the 2, 6, 10 and 14 is gonna gambatte for the 4x100 relay on sports day (: we roock and we know it. actually now i guess i wouldnt really care even if we did not get into the top three places, cos at least we knew that we had tried our best(: was part of the table 'party'. ehheh. thats how i called it. have to compile all the timings and placings together(: guess thats really kinda the most relaxing job down there bahs. on the same thing is amira wilson kahwee joanne and sheron. hhahas. was really very blur about the job at first, until wilson also say i very blur. hhahas. and that stupid kahwee also calling me xiaohuzi now. RAHS! stoopid bian tai ( guang he ) de. hes the cause of my present misery (x hhahas. i think its gonna be hard getting over him. bleahs. cause i kinda feel happier now that hes smsing me (: budden im really trying to let go. yepps. had a great time chatting with jy and shimin after that. sat at the korpitiam there and trash things out. had a snack of my fav xiao xiong bing gang, milk de(x hmmm. i aint gonna care le. im who i am and who i will be. im not gonna care bout some spoilt glue and some egg cracks. LOL. yeaa. alright. guess i will end here. am gonna upload some photos. yepp.

4/29/2005 08:36:00 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

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and all of a sudden, i just feel so tired. so so so tired. mentally. yeaaa. i dont really know how how should say it, budden i just feel as if all em are in some sorta illusion. oh right. i shall not say more about that. had another boring day at school. intended to go for group studying, budden ended up having some hpt meeting at 3. got to know what im in charge of tmr. the tables (: i guess thats kinda the most relaxing job there bahs. yepp. and im gonna run my 800m tomorrow. i dunno whether he will be there tomorrow. im even wondering he will turn out to be like another s**** *** orhhs. haiis. im confused. and i aint gonna care le. false hopes. one of the worst things that a girl can get. rahs! meeting ended kinda early. felt kinda sorry for kahwee cos he got scolded by the vp sheron. and daniel was still so crap throughout the meeting. bleahs. was actually intending to go hme. then kailing ask whether i wanted to go study. so i agreed. saw yiyuan in the canteen having his lunch. asked us to wait for him, and so we waited. for quite a long time ( cos he kept singing -.-"). aft that we went to the khatib cafe. studied pac and taught yiyuan some eng (: chatted too. and i got to know some more things. haiis. crapp. i aint gonna care lers about some crap. whatever. went hme at arnd 1850. yepps. and im feeling quite crappy. haiis. gonna gembatte for tomorrow. mayb i can then vent all my anger out. talk to me, darling! still the best one to talk to (: hmms. end here. ciiaos.

4/28/2005 08:22:00 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

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had a totally sleepy say in school today. bleahhs. was sleeping half the time off. or you can see me trying to keep my eyes opened wide. lol. was so darn tired. i was so dumb lorhhs. i thought fnn today pass up. is tmr lorhs. wth. and now its postpone to friday. rahs! then i didnt study my chinese in the end, and now i really tnk i suck in that test sia ): bleahs. at least i got 13 over 15 in the physics test (: surprsingly. and i got higher than eugene! i mean ng. hhahas. its almost rare that i get higher marks than him (: and hes such a not-so-great de good friend (x rahs. say what i run 800m definately very slow de. LOL. luke and that stupid marcus keep cursing that i will fall. hmphh. and that stupid joelang keep asking me run 100m with him. yah larhhs. i know you all uber pro larhs. hhahas. was raining just now ( just as eugeneng predicted aft saying we wunch be able to run. xP ), so we ended up going to the yck gym. saw ah neh and mr ng there! LOL. and we chatted with ah neh about chem. yeaa. right in the gym. he was asking why we werent at home studying chem. LOL. mr ng looked half dead (x think he was being trained by a personal trainer. and an uber muscleman trainer too (x heh. budden a while aft tt, they left. yepps. it was kinda small there and i wld actually very much prefer to go to khatib de gym. one thing is cos its bigger there, and the other thing is that the person-in-charge there is much more friendlier. that stupid dumb ass of a woman keep staring at us lorhs. and almost chased us out of the gym. bleahs. did lotssa weight lifting thingy. guess my whole body is gonna hurt tmr. LOL. aft that we went to hab ice cream and we took the train hme, when i realised that i had forgotten my shoe bag YET AGAIN. rahs! sorry orhh. then so we alighted at khatib. phebe ahmah and jy pei me went back to the gym take. cos anet and old pop alrdy went hme lers. thanks orhhs. felt so bad sias. lol. i promise the next time i aint gonna be so careless lers (x hehh . alright. guess i will end here le. oh yah. and hes still so cuute (:

4/27/2005 08:17:00 PM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

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havent been at all a too bad day today ((: its just damn humid and humid and huimid. bleahs. been so busy too. hmmm. didnt know there was pac and physics test today. guess i did pretty well in the physics de. wells, for pac, i was not really doing it by myself if you get what i mean (x hhahas. he did give me a msg yesterday (: was really happy. saw him so many times in school today too. hhahas. those threeagape guys are quite fun. seriously. hmmm. theres gonna be a FULL chinese test tomorow and im supposed to complete my fnn case study. oh. what the hell am i doing here? -grins. pretty much happy today. so those dint ruin my mood. hhahas. alright. guess i will end here le. ciaos (:

4/26/2005 07:36:00 PM

Monday, April 25, 2005

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been a totally crappy day. alright. not really. hmmm. went grp studying with chi chao (x jy and min at the cafe again. did my maths ((: had fish n chips for lunch. were great ((: chatted for a while before we started on studying. got my troubles out (: budden im still feeling troubled. CRAP. ive uploaded SOME of the photos. want somemore please get em personally for me. yepp. end here le. ciaos.
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2128065810

4/25/2005 09:31:00 PM

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am at the school comp lab right now. so far, it has been not a really great day. and i just spoilt the frucking spacebar of the frucking laptop. oh. i just repaired it. rolleyes- been feeling so restless and dumb and im haing an ultra bad hair day. what the fuck. how i wish i could just go and snip that bunch of hair away. bleahs. i guess if i really does, i would totally regret it in the end l: haiis. mayb i shall go and trim it (: guess im feeling restless cos he never sms me yesterday. it was kinda the first time bah. haiis. i wonder if he will sms me tonite. kinda hope he will :/ budden cant get hope too high. and i aint gonna sms him first . uh .. mayb. heh. oh. i got a 3 for my chem test, and it aint over 5. its 3/20. tzai right. grins- i just cant geddit. haiis. i miss him /: teeny weeny bit. hes so cuute :D bleahs. guess i will end here. shall be posting that load of photos tt i took ytd ltr on at hme(:

4/25/2005 01:07:00 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

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was so great today((: miss haq and her husband - happily ever after. lol. miss haq got touched and she cried. fish too :D touching sight. they touched one another x) twograceo4 roock. hmmm. twointego4 roock too, perhaps ((: we were competing with each other abt the ' ms haq, we lurfe you' thingy. lol. end up we all said tgt, ' ms haq, your husband lurfe you foreber !!' hhahas. miss haq threw the flower, and melly got it ((: and shes gonna be the next to be married!! hhahas. everyone was so smartly dressed today. ehh. i mean frm 2i'o4 de. guyys. lol. and jack and keith also wear till very smart. hhahas. our class de nehhs. still cn larhs. hmmm. aft tt we all went heartland mall. miie shimin phebe fish jolene wenqi cheyenne fiona ahmah yiyuan xiuanpin yuxuan zongyang jiahui wilson ((: went pizza hut for dinner. aft tt went hme (: shhiok siia , todae. lol. budden tmr back to school le. sadd. and exam coming. bleahs. alright. guess i will end here. ciaos.

4/24/2005 10:21:00 PM

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& im ready to go to ms haq's wedding ((: wells. couldnt decide what to wear in the end. bleahs. and just settle for straps and a pair of black pants. hope its not too casual orhhs ((: and yes. ive got my guitar! whoo hoo ((: am so glad. tho its like .. twenty yrs old. hhahas. am going to learn how to play it first before buying another one bah. yepp. okaes, i know its real lame. but im gonna end here lers. kkaes. shall post photos up next ((: ciiaos

4/24/2005 01:38:00 PM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

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just came back from the grp study. this time, managed to really study ((: went with jy and shimin. budden uncle cc and daryl also came along. got chased out of macs aft a while tho. LOL. not chased out larhhs. budden is some dumbb kid who has his/her barfdae dere then we had to move. went orchird park condo next. this time really got chased out by the security guard. hhahas. so we moved to the cafe ((: great place to study. lol. aft tt shuhui and her fwens also came frm macs. did my maths. feel so great. LOL. hmmm. todae hab been a day of studying. whhee ((: kkaes. tmr's ms haq's weddingg !!! lol. kkaes. guess ii will end here. ciiaos.

4/23/2005 08:29:00 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

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haven been blogging for like ... eternity (x hhahas. comp was down the past few days. i just came back today and found the comp repaired. whee ((: its been so long. ahhahas. and i tnk the comp is much faster than before. great. lol. have been so exhausted this few days cos we had to stay back for so many remedials. im almost suffocated. lol. take yesterday for instance. had physics remedial right after the chinese briefing thingy. and went training straight aft tt. mood wasnt very good and got darn pissed at everyone. im soooo sorry !! hmmm. budden can all you put in more effort? haiis. sports heat's the coming friday. am running for the 800m. im not feeling very confident. haiis. budden i guess i will try my best ((: gimme all your support, peepo !!! ((: fwens reallyy roock. this sunday's ms haq's wedding. so looking forward to it. yepp. ohh. just suddenly remembered that theres maths remedial tmr morning. haiis. IM EXHAUSTED. and i really do feel like quitting school -.-"" kkaes. im talking crap sia. hmmm. guess i will end here. ciiaos.

4/22/2005 07:58:00 PM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

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at cheyenne 's hse righht now, practising e singing thing for ms haq's wedding. hmmm . MY COMP SPOILT !! arghh. damn my stoopiid bro whho spoilt e comp -.-"" hmmm. thhen now cant log in lers. haiis. too bad. this few days have been so busy, im almost suffocating sia , not that ive been doing much revision. hehh. just that sch has been soooo busy. oh man. io almost can stop breathing. have to stay back for like.. everyday after school. sian sia. celebrated our syf acheivement on monday. the buffet was great and i kept eating the tarts. hehh. its delicious. yumm. hmmm. now all the time all committed to the sports day, ms haq's wedding and the exams le. yupp. this few days have been so tired in school. hhahas. just feel like falling aslp in class. dunno wads wrongg larhs. and im feeling freaky AGAIN. i dunno what the hell is wrong with me. hais. budden i really do tnk hes cute ((:

4/20/2005 05:37:00 PM

Sunday, April 17, 2005

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anddiiwannabelurfedd . tts shho siimple ((: ytd aftnn went library to study wiib min and jy . and e library was packed . managed to find an empty place to sit at e second flr , when we were told by e blardy sickening guy tt naw self study was allowed on e sec flr on weekends . DAMN . was kinda pek . cos dere was really naw place . went down first flr and we settled down at e cafe dere . at an uber low table wib uber high chair . -rolleyes . wthh ? i didnt manage to study at all cos e table was too darn low . jy left or her guiitar lesson awhile aft tt . guess i only listened to e mp3 dere at e library . just when i decided i shld start studying . really ish dot sia . went took neos aft tt wiib min . dey turnedd out sho chou . lols . jie boughht new fone todae . samsung e810 slidefone . video damn clear . gort darn pek wib mi mum . and i didnt manage to buy e brown mini skirt i gort mi eyes on . haiis . at least dad agreed to buy miie a guitar ((: budden im stiu pissed at mi mum . and tho i tnk iits kiinda silly , i miss hiim . and it dunch feel great at all . i just wanna get back to sch . im sick of hme . im totally sick of being bored . im just sick of eberything :/

4/17/2005 03:46:00 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

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managedd to logiin todae . hab uploadedd e fotos . deres stiiu more wiib miie thho . yepp . shho get iit frm miie iif euu want em .
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2128066657
iif dunchh hab an acc , use tiishh acc to view e piicts :
member name: -alone
password: gracerulz

4/16/2005 11:41:00 AM

Friday, April 15, 2005

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((: hhadd a fun dae todae . was e sch jogathhon agaiin . kns lorhhs . kena scoldiingg by e priinciiple before e race even start . andd ii tnk it wasnt fullyy ouur fault lorhhs . lydiia was shho freakedd ouut by e iinsect tt shhe squealed . hmmm . budden iit was norrt beriie louud lorhhs . thhen mrs tan sae gort peepo luff . wtf . we didnt even luff . andd ii told herr tt andd shhe didnt believe iit . haiis . gorrt malign agaiin . adukts owaes tnk dey are riighht -rolleyes . was iiniitiiallyy shho darn angryy de lorhhs . haiis . made miie shho paiisehh . budden aft tt eberythiingg was fiine lers . hmmm . gorrt 15 iin e race . phhebe gave upp half wae cos shhe wasnt feeliingg well andd ii hadda contiinue on mii own . aft e jogathhon we went plae at e beachh dere ((: hmmm . reli lurfe goiin to beaches ((: took lotssa piicts . andd ii actuallyy droppedd mi watchh iinto e sea . haiis . buyy frm hongkong de liiddat diiappear . heck . hhahas . aft tt went cyclingg . saw ivan andd yanjie dey all andd some othher agape peeps . oshho saw some onecompassiion giirls ((: hmmm . most of e tiime ii was cyclingg wiib shimin cos gorrt seperatedd frm e rest mahhs . thhen or else iishh hadda waiit for em . hmmm . endd upp miie andd shimin went return e biike fiirst . we miissedd e shhuttle bus andd hadda waiit for e next one whhiichh cum an hr ltr . andd cheyenne dey all went over to some hdb flats dere to hangg arnd . miie fish andd shimin went back to e macs dere to hab iice cream . board e bus at 6 andd went dg de longg john eat diinner thhen went hme . damn lorhhs . come hme at 8 plus kena scoldiingg . want use comp oshho kena scoldiingg . haiis . adults seriiouslyy horrs .. haiix . whho cares . gonna upload picts iin mayb tmr ... if ii am able to logiin . cos mumiie saiid shhe lockkiingg e door to e rm shho ii cant get to e comp . HMPHH . blardyy . mii stoopiid brothher uuse jiiu ke yi . wtf lorhhs . shho wad iif hhes younger ): bleahhs . heck larhhs . iif shhe wanna myk miie seem ouut to be e black shheep of e familyy thhen shho b iit lorhhs . ii dunchh tnk ii cn chhange her miind .. adults .. a bunchh of smart alecks . sc . kkaes . ii beriie tiiredd liiaos . shhall endd here lers . yepp .

4/15/2005 09:53:00 PM

Thursday, April 14, 2005

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darn tiired . jux now went stadiium traiin agaiin , thho miie andd phhebe were habiin muscleaches . at least todae anet andd jolene came . andd swee koon lao pop oshho gorrt come help us ((: told us wad we shld do . his help was reallyy great ((: hhahas . hmmms . todae shho darn siian lorhhs . haiis . dere was test all of a sudden for accounts , andd ii cldnt do iit at all , thho iit was jux one dumbb questiion - rolleyes . hehh . sarah triied to help . budden ii didnt understandd wad shhe was talkingg abt . shho heck lorhhs . yz left e whhole paper blank . tzai siia . ii wrote some crapp on iit andd handedd iin to mr chhin . CRAP . thhen we usedd cme lesson gorrt pass frm mrs soh thhen go walk arnd 4th flr agaiin ((x hhahas . thhen aft sch stiiu gort maths remediial . was jux dawdling on mii organiiser e whhole wae thhru . crapp . haiis / darn siia . exam comiingg lers andd ii dunno shho manyy sbjs lorhhs . maths sarks . physics sarks . chem sarks . accounts sarks . SARKS . damn . ii shho tiiredd of eberythiing lers . haiis . tmr jogathhon ((: a biit stressedd cos of peepo de expectatiion . budden ii wiiu tryy mii best (x nahh . im norrt gonna tryy to wiin e blardyy f***** . whho cares abt competiingg agaiinst her or wad . hmmm . yepp . shhall endd here now le bahhs . yepp . ciiaos .

4/14/2005 07:53:00 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

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hhad trainiingg todae. finally. aft waiting for liike.. 3 mths ((: result was kiinda badd. needa improve lots. budden deres not really muchh tiime left lers. mux kempate .. yepp. timeing for mi longg distance was nort veryy good eiithher. haiis. sho mus jia you le worhhs ((: jux now was raiining shho darn heavilyy , thhen naw umbrella . tmr gonna catchh a cold lers . hhahas . hmmm . ii type liiddat ii feel beta nehhs . bleahhs ((x wadeba . darn bored bored bored agaiin . haiis . now chhattingg wiib kahwee andd shherry talkiingg abt e top 3 prettiest andd handsomest ders iin hpt ((: lols . a bit crapp orhh . siian man . todae class chhange place , darn . gorrt movedd riighht to e frnt . budden at least ii gorrt to sit wiib anet ((: eugene goh direct behhiind miie andd yuenzhen beside hiim . thhen now iin class cannot multi task lers (x bleahhs . iits kiinda darn crapp , cos orhh , chhange ler we wiiu shhouut across e class , noiisiier . LOL . crapp . kkaes . shhall endd here lers . ciiao .

4/13/2005 07:47:00 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

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been darn tired this few days. dunno what got into me. earlier in e morning, there were 3 periods free ((: first two period was mr chin de pac lesson. then mr chin neba come, so half of e class had free periods. the other group suay lorhhs, naw free period (x hhahas. e relieve teacher was the "sit down sit sown sit sit down" aka sourplum teacher. lols. was listening to mp3 for e whole two periods. he didnt even care (x then aft tt, erms. arnd 16 of us stayed in class for geog mahhs. then mrs lau neba come oso ((: then we got one more free period lorhhs. was reading sarah's bk tt period and i got so engrossed tt sarah complained i ignore her ((: hhahas. pe lesson played bbal ((: budden i injured by finger again ): bleahhs. it just recovered lorhhs. so suay. hhahas. now its kinda a bit swollen. and it hurts. duhh. aft recess de periods were sian all e way. haiis. aft sch went threefaith to reherse for the singing at ms haq de wedding. kinda wasted a lot of time. lols. then i tnk is i singing wib fishy -neba be replaced. gonna sing infrnt of arnd 200 phs students on actual day nehhs. LOL . i tnk im gonna faint on stage (x 24o4o5 . woots ((: im so lking forward to it, budden i stiu dunno wad to wear. haiis. oso cannot wear tiu too casual. dunno lahhs. tt one next time go shop for mini skirt then settle. LOLs. kkaes. guess i wiu end here. ciiaos.

4/12/2005 08:00:00 PM

Monday, April 11, 2005

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was shho darn tiired in sch today. and sarah neba come, and stoopid eugeneng keep suaning me. hmphh. keep saying wad ii so kelian sit alone (x wadeber . anywaes , ii gorrt awae wiib norrt handiing upp e blardyy chi hw agaiin ((: great . jux act blur bahhs . iif reli kena scoldiing . hhahas . made e cheese stick todae . addedd iin raisins andd carrot . seemedd shho gross at fiirst , budden iit turned ouut quite niice ((: thho a bit bland . hhahas . aft sch was tykingg picts for ms haq de weddingg prezzie . thhen gor tyk mii cam andd anyhow shhoot . dos guyys are shho dumbb ((: LOL . thhen joel accidentallyy sae ouut fiona de dunno wad , made fiona shho darn embarrasedd . hhahas . went j8 wiib fiona cheyenne shimin andd anet . shoppedd for vicki char andd kl de barfdae prezzie . didnt buyy kl de thho . norrt reli iintendiing to , siince iive given herr two yrs de prezziie andd shhe neba gimme before ((x acck . myk miie seem shho stiingy . too badd larhhs . ii naw money lers . hhahas . hmmm . shho siian lorhhs . tmr stiiu gorrt ss test . hope mr ng neba come . thhen naw needa test liiaos . norrt iintendiing to studyy anywae ((x kkaes . crapp . shhall endd here . ciiaos .

4/11/2005 07:50:00 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

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am uber bored right now . dad asked me to help him load e tax portal thingy, but tiu now, it has not finished loading yet. wth? its been loading for arnd 2hrs le worhhs. haiis. bloggskin surfing meanwhile. cant find any good ones except for some black ones. dey are kinda normal. budden i guess i wiu settle for one of em. i still haben do my chem hme work yet. goodness knows which page im supposed to do. haiis. im seemingly wasting all my weekends away. i dunch feel like doing dos crap hws. haiis. deres a ss test coming up on tues. at least ii read thru the notes ytd. yeahh. i know its just reading through. but i tnk tt does help. OH WELL. at least a teeny weeny bit ((: lols. kkaes. im gonna chhange the skin now. ciiaos.

4/10/2005 03:45:00 PM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

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TEMPORARY BLOGSKIN
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4/09/2005 05:33:00 PM

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im boredd . boredd boredd boredd . was supposed to be going for jogging today . again , nth came outta it . and now im stucked at hme wib a ruin blogg . sho im blog searching now , and dere aint any nice one ): frankly speaking , im kinda disappointed with everyone . haiis . i seriously hope we can start our training orhh . and deres naw pizza hut dinner ): haiis . was actually tnking of going this fashion to shop for a brown mini skirt . thought twice . mum surely wldnt let me buy ders . haiis . blogskins damn lag . every single thing lag dao siao . im going crazy soon too . im back into normal english again ((: oh wells . except for some short forms bahhs ((: andd some singlish . hhahas . im totally bored right now . anything to entertain mie ? and im abt to throw e comp outta e window cos its so lag . haiis .

4/09/2005 05:06:00 PM

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There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me

It seems like everydayI make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
And we know that you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get out
Get out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say todayIs gonna bring me down(Shut up shut up shut up)
Is gonna bring me down(Shut up shut up shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be(Don't tell me who I should be)
Don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
Or watch you fade away

So shut up shut up shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out get out get outGet out of my way
Step up step up step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say todayIs gonna me down

// ohhwells . iim back to miiself agaiin ((:

4/09/2005 02:37:00 PM

Friday, April 08, 2005

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hhad counscillor iinvestiture todae . shho hhad to wear e longg sleeve whhichh iishh shho darn oversiizedd to sch ((x ohhwells . eberyone cld c tt iit was oversizedd . iits mii dad's . shho .. duhh ((: was supposedd to leave class at 11.30 ders , andd we hhada attendd one periiod of eng . budden mrs soh didnt come andd we were wonderiingg arnd e toilet dere cos e sourplum teachher was dere ((: e othher classes de counscillors oshho left earlyy . shho we left earlyy too ((: hmmm . exchangedd shoe wiib amira cos e one shhe iintitiallyy lend miie was too biigg . hecck . mii feet iishh a 5ver andd shhe lend miie a 7.5 ders . of cos too darn loose . sho shhe took of e maryjane shhoes shhe was weariingg andd lendd em to miie . thho iit was size 8 , iit actuallyy fit miie beta thhan e 7.5 ders , cos maryjane shoes has tiishh strapp down dere whhiichh prevent mii feet frm comiingg ouut , andd boyy , ii do lurfe tt shhoe . ii mean tt type of shhoes . iim gonna buyy dos kiinda shhoes next tiime ((: straiighht aft we were allowedd to leave e hall , e hpt ders all rushhedd down to chhange . eberyone was strippiingg iin e toilet . hhahas . miie anet phhebe sweekoon andd pinwen took e fiirst bus to e stadiium wiib some sec two peepo ((: dey beriie de funn , thho some abiit siian siian ders . hhahas . we were fiirst to reachh e stadiium , andd dere was some guyy volleyball matchh goiin on btwn amk sec andd st hilda sec . LOL . we support amk sec . budden endd upp st hilda win , ii tnk . newaes , aft tt , was ouur sch's turn agaiinst jurongg sec . e matchh was uber excitiingg . hhahas . cos e pnts were close to ea othher . budden we won . of course ((: hhahas . hhad a great tiime screamiingg andd shhoutiingg iin e stadiium ((: shall b postiingg fotos iin e imagestatiion aftwards . yepp . kkaes . ii beriie tiiredd liiaos . buaiis .

4/08/2005 08:26:00 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

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didnt go for chheeriingg todae . cos hadd maths remediial , andd somemore none frm thhreejoyy goiin shho ii neba go . haiix . thhen liike eberyone blame us for norrt goiin norhh . mayb all of em iin a badd mood cos kena scoldedd by andrew sir andd weiquan sir , budden dey stiiu shldnt keep shhootiingg ( verballyy !! ) us for eberythiingg norhhs . haiix . thhen ii alrdyy felt damn guiltyy le thhen reagen stiiu come scold miie andd yiyuan . WTH ? kkaes . mayb cos eberythiingg went wrongg andd dey were iin a badd mood . wadeber . ii dunchh tnk tts an excuse . budden tmr de chheeriingg im gonna put iin more effort bahhs ((: borrowedd e longg sleeve blouuse frm uncle cc . amira oshho lendd miie ((: budden ii tnk ii weariingg uncle cc ders . cos at least tt one cn tuck iin . ahhahas . tmr cn miss lessons agaiin . budden ii guess we are gonna miss lunchh . hmmms . even mr tan sae we seem beriie bz liiddat . hhahas . exam comiingg le worhhs . shho worriedd . jux now pac lesson took e pass frm mr chiin andd was wonderiingg arnd e corridors wiib yuenzhen . saw thhreeagape iin e comp lab dere . hhahas . yanjie andd anothher guyy forgort hiis name ler were ouutsiide cos puniishhedd by teachher . lols . we were peepiingg thhru e bliinds of e window andd ivan scaredd both miie andd yuenzhhen by suddenlyy popiingg upp . LOLs . dey are a great class ((: hhahas . kkaes . guess wiiu endd here . ciiaos ((:

4/07/2005 08:26:00 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

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ohh man . ii dunno wads wrongg wibb longsleeve blouse maker . whhy cant dey make e shhirrt longer ? andd y dunchh dey myk iit thhicker ? cos eachh andd ebery one of whhichh ii triied shhowedd tt ii wore black bra reli clearlyy . wthh ? LOL . actuallyy whho cares . ii aiint gonna black ones wiib iit anywaes . kena caught todae by ms e. lim for weariingg black sports bra . LOL . thhree yrs of often wear of black bras andd iits e fiirst tiime ii kena cauughht . cauughht off guard . LOL . kkaes . enuff of tiishh pervedd topiic (x ii need a whhite longg sleeve blouuse !! ehh . BY TMR !! shhiit . dunno how . im alrdyy borrowiingg e black heels frm carolyn lers ((: now for e blardyy shhirt whhiichh ii am shho despo-lyy ( iif ders suchh a word ) lookiingg for .. tmr nort goiin for chheering lers . cos dunchh wanna miss mr tan de maths remedial . somemore exam comiingg lers . im gonna kempate . andd thhen oshho shho bz wiib eberythiingg else , sports dae . tts a biigg worryy . IM UBER WORRIED . haiix . mux hab faiithh . ii noe ((: gort back mii cam today (: darn happyy . kkaes . tmr gort maths andd pac test . ahhahas . studyiin for maths , norrt for pac . lols . kkaes . ciiaos ((:

4/06/2005 07:13:00 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

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ii apologiise , ms yee . iim sorry . jux gorrt e news tt hihs gorrt gold for thheiir syf . feel sadd . felt even sadder whhen ii gorrt tiishh frm jill -

Dear choir,
i am sorry that u missed your GOLD. but the main thing was becuase you were very tensed.
be encouraged that Mr nelson Kwei and Ms lim aihooi, both conductors of Gold wif honours choir, took the trouble to come to me and tell me that they actually expected you to get a GOLD. probably becasue it was the first day, so you lost out on that.
don't forget, you were busy preparing for the 40th anniversary, bfore the MArch hols. to be able to come this far is already very good. i am proud of you. you were already winners before you went to SYF. too bad
we didn't get it, but so what. learn from it and move on. i will see u guys soon.
will be going away to rest for a week, then we will come and celebrate ok?

Ms yee

ii lurfe ms yee looads . kkaes , tears are wellingg upp now . andd IM NORT GONNA CRY . kl criied over e fone . budden shhe sae shhe wiiu save tears for tmr .. tmr ii wiiu hab cheyenne de hugg . mayb we wiiu jux get iinto a grp hugg andd cryy tgt . tt wiiu be shho darn comfortiingg . I LURFE MS YEE LOADS . somemore , iim shho worried abt e 4x100 thhiingyy . fnd ouut tt quiite alorrt of great runners are tykiingg part . andd all of a sudden , ii jux feel shho darn worriedd andd stressedd ouut . mayb im seriiouslyy gettiingg shho crankyy andd competitive .. haiix . ii reli hope tt we cn wiin . hmmm . mayb winningg aiint eberythhiingg . as longg as we noe we've triiedd ouur best . yahh . andd im sure we are gonna tryy ouur best . we aiint muchh tiime left , shho we are jux gonna use all e tiime we've gorrt . ii need lurfe andd luck to get us goiin ((: andd ii seriiouslyy do hope tt ouur effort wiiu payy off .. andd ii lurfe ms yee . p/s . mux prepare tissues tmr . haiis ..

4/05/2005 08:36:00 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

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gorrt upp shho darn earlyy iin e morniingg today . reachhedd sch earlyy too ((: gorrt preparedd for SYF . e atmosphhere was kiinda seriious . andd eberyone was kiinda quiiter thhen usual . duhh . we were e fifthh chhoiir to perform . andd e blardyy bus was LATE . wthh . anywaes , tiime passedd relii fast . andd soon , eberythiingg was over . andd we sat down dere to listen to othher chhoiir . andd we thoughht we were good thhen . went bacck sch . DAMN . cld norrt fiind mr tan to get bacck mii cam . haiix . tmr MUX get iit back frm hiim lers . was scoldiingg lotssa pili pala toot cos ii was shho darn piissedd wiib e pili teachher . kns . went hme to bathh . thhen went sunplaza . returnedd mii overdue bk andd borrowedd sme new ones . met cheyenne andd phhebe at sembawang mrt de platform . LOLs . whhen we reachhedd sch , we had to run . almost miss e bus worhhs . haiis . gort silver for ouur syf . shho darn sadd . andd eberyone jux startedd cryiingg . iits was norrt because of e silver tt we criiedd , bt iit was cos all of us tnk tt we hadd disappoiint ms yee , andd had pulledd down herr morale . tmr ishh gonna b hihs de turn lers . ii seriiouslyy wiishh em gd luck . budden iif dey get gold , ii tnk ii wiiu seriiouslyy cryy too . cos we wld hab seriiouslyy let ms yee down , as well as let ourselves down .. ii wasnt iinvolve iin cryiingg jux now . cos ii seriiouslyy thhoughht tt iit was gd enuff , a silver . howeber , e thhought of disappoiintiingg ms yee jux DOES make one feel sadd ... ii guess all myy tears mux hab driiedd upp lers . cos ii seriiouslyy did feel liike cryiingg . mayb tts how annaliza feels bahhs . budden at least ii didnt go arnd askiingg for sharp thiinggs ((: bt one thiingg ii sure hope iishh tt we mux norrt waiit for 15 yrs to get a gold , liike how we waiitedd for 15 yrs for a silver . andd two yrs down e road , we are gonna myk ouur juniiors wk damn harrd for e SYF ...

4/04/2005 08:35:00 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

; outta muhh liife :) +

woke upp shho darn earlyy todayy . go temple . agaiin . drat . didnt wanna go . mumiie draggedd miie . was shho darn smokyy dere . hurt mii eyes . shho siian . TMR's SYF !! ahhahas . cn miss e whhole dae lesson . ahhahas . budden .. wells . ii reli reli hope tt wiiu get silver or gold . seriiouslyy ((: hmmms / tmr cn get mii cam back . tt wiiu b shho great . ahhahas . tmr aft sch fiinally wiiu hab nthh on lers ((: e rest are gonna go back conference hall to get e results . ii tnk . budden ii norrt goiin bahh . shho late . hmmms . ii need a whhite longg sleeve blouse andd a pair of black heels !! whho cn ii borrow thhem frm arhhs ?? HELP . ohhwells . iim shho lkiingg forward to ms haq's weddiingg ((: ii noe we are gonna rooock e weddiingg . ahhahas . andd ii guess tts countedd as a twograce FULL gathheriingg bahhs . ii dunchh reli tnk hangiingg ouut tgt owaes are calledd twograce gathheriingg . iits more liike a clique namedd twograce'o4 . andd iit seems as iif we arent allowedd to leave e clique , or add peepo iinto e clique . ohh . some peepo hab alrdyy seemedd to leave e clique lers . cos dey were neba too close wiib us . okaes . wadeber . dunchh feel liike talkiingg abt tt siince im iin a norrt badd mood todae . im gettiingg pissedd wiib some peepo de attitude . yeahh yeahh . im beriie attitude tiishh few daes too . budden few understandd y im reli gettingg shho attitudedd andd pissedd . hmm . wadeber . kkaes . eberyone kempate for tmr horrs . ciiaos ((:

4/03/2005 01:01:00 PM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

; outta muhh liife :) +

hhad a greeat tiime today . ahhahas . ii guess iim sorta hookedd to bloggingg lers . yepp . blogg blogg blogg eberyday . chhoiir at 12.30 today . hhad to wear heels wiib mii redshhiirt andd tracks . ohh man . shho chhouu . luckyy neba c any peepo whhom we noe . hhahas . hhad hpt mentoriingg aft chhoiir . spendd some tiime discussiingg whhere to go for ouutiingg . WHHEE ((: majorityy wiins andd escape thhemepark was chhosen . ahhahas . spent some tiimes doiin mii chhem 10yr seriies . tzaii horrs ((: some kiinda chhat andd do , chhat andd do . budden most tiime ii was listeniingg to music andd doiin e mcq . did chhat abt e sinhui iincident . hhahas . hecck . stoppedd at 4.30 to eat cake ((: shho anticipatiingg next monthh . MAY !! ahhahas . todayy was celebrate denise , kailing , cherlyn andd swee koon de barfdae . endedd upp wiib cream smearedd all over mii face . phhebe too . LOLs . aft tt cleanedd upp e canteen andd went plae bbal . shhiiok . miie phhebe anet wilson andd alex one grp whhile jiayan reagen sijie kahwee andd daniel one grp . we won . LOLs . andd reagen gorrt shho darn pissedd wiib kahwee / mii headd gorrt hit THRICE . concussiion lers . aft tt some left . thhen swee koon andd wilson neo joiinedd us . tiishh tiime was sweekoon jiayan phhebe sijie andd reagen a grp andd miie anet andd e two wilsons one grp . dunno whho won . hhahas . budden did enjoyy ourself ((: plaedd tiiu 7 plus . thhen aft tt all us miinus sijie went yishun macs to eat . lotssa crapps . hhahas . sweekoon was puttingg jiayan andd wilson neo tgt whhile wilson neo was puttingg sweekoon andd phhebe tgt . LOLs . andd lao pop ( swee koon) gave phhebe a new niick . hhahas . reagen andd wilsontan jux stone dere . hhahas . aft tt miie jiayan andd wilson neo took bus hme tgt . ii calledd tiishh guyy whhom ii dunno zhuaii kiia . LOL . cos hhe damn zhuaii mahh . shho hao liian . hhahas . thhen whhen ii aliighhted , ii walkedd past hiim andd sae zhuaii kiia . dunno whhether he gorrt hear norrt . lols . kkaes . guess ii wiiu endd here . ciiaos . PILI PALA TOOT TOOT TOOT ((:

4/02/2005 09:13:00 PM

Friday, April 01, 2005

; outta muhh liife :) +

hhad kiinda a shhort sch day todaae . cos morniingg gorrt briiefiingg . miissedd part of geog . aft recess onlyy needa attendd one periiod of eng thhen mux go hall for chhoiir lers ((: ii guess most peepo didnt understandd wad we were siingiingg abt . esp e frenchh songg . dey hear iit as billabongg (x tts liike .. hillariious . iimagiine iif we go billa billa billa bongg bongg bongg ... kkaes . tts crapps . gorrt a biit pissedd iin e aftnn . cos ii saiid shho manyy tiimes tt want go plae bball andd go behiind eat . budden endd upp neba plae bball . andd all of em were standingg down dere at e traffic liite talkiingg abt whhere to go. ii mean .. hello ??? did neone jux hear miie saeiingg go behiind eat ? andd ii saiid tt more thhan once . andd tts norrt e fiirst tiime . tt was y ii gorrt shho damn pissedd . as iin PISSEDD . kkaes . ii noe ii shhowedd attitude . budden understandd miie . tts norrt e fiirst tiime peepo dunchh hear miie whhen ii talk . andd somemore ii DID sae alorrt of tiimes . wadeber . ii dunchh care bouut shhowiingg lots of attitude now . whho cares . ii mean .. iif peepo dunchh bothher listeniingg to miie , whhy shld ii bothher to keep all mii anger iin miiself ? ii dunchh relii c e poiint . kkaes . tts wad ii wld sae whhen im angryy . iim sryy for shhowiingg attitude . budden ii guess tt wunchh b e last tiime . bleahhs . endedd upp goiin khhatiib mrt iin huffs andd puffs . saiid all tt iim pissedd abt ouut . hhad a relii great tiime at macs wiib jiayan shimin andd uncle cc ((: ii guess .. iit was muchh more fun . andd ii managedd to delete all e uglyy picts of miiself iin jy's fona . HHAHAS (x ii dunchh care abt othher thiinggs , liike pissingg peepo off . ii cant pls eberyone , andd norrt eberyone cn please miie . jux tryy norrt to step on peepo's toe , ii mean , literally . haiis . dunno ler narhhs . whho cares .. shalihumba.....haiix ((:
pilipalatoottoottoot ((: rooooooooocck ..

4/01/2005 07:52:00 PM