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Saturday, December 31, 2005

its just around another hour to 2006 (: as me and cheyenne were saying in the taxi just now, we're officially sec4 tomorrow :D not exactly a happy thing, but we are like, so much older. secfours! to say the truth, i dont really fee like sec4. no no. i still feel like im in sec2 (: the big O's are less than a year away =X rahs. scary.

had the HPT installation ceremony 2005 today, or rather, 2006. had meeting super early in the morning. then we went for lunch together behind school, then we went back to school. rahs. no time for pool ): but nvm. im so gonna get daniel and phebe to teach me (: there were uber lots of phototakings (: then when yiyuan came, everyone fussed around him. his posters are out. super nice (: and he promised to give me one. teehees.

anyway. the position of the classes are out. second floor. 4joy is still beside 4integrity, but this time, they have the inside classroom, the one nearest to the staff toilets. and right opposite em, seperated by the staircase and the staff toilet, is 4agape. next to 4agape is 4grace. so yea. our class is right opposite 4grace, and also opposite next to 4 agape. i wld so rather take the inside classroom la ): SIGHS. but what can we do :l

kaes. back to the installation ceremony. mrs soh's opening speech was rather depressing ): but whatever. photos are posted up as usual HERE, but ive also put some below here (:

the SECFOURS HPT (:

poser CS candidate 1, real CS candidate :D,
poser CS candidate 3 & poser CS candidate 4

us!

after that had a meeting with mrs soh, then we met kelvin outside yck mrt station. took the taxi to zongyang's hse. watched the last part of narnia with em (: then we started our steamboat dinner. and xiuanpin was super crap, kept asking for the yellow noodle. and they played black magic. RAHS. i hate riddles and guessing stuffs okaes. ask me guess somemore i really will get pissed. teehees. had fun though (:

the girls (:

and three of the guys there.

after that me anet and cheyenne took the taxi home together. the taxi driver was nice, talking to us about mp3s and handphones and singtel starhub craps. HAHS. then here i am now, home. i so feel like going to the esplanade to watch the fireworks laaaa. rahs. but whatever. mayb i'll get to do so next yr :D

and now, im gonna blog about my new year resolutions :D ohwells. actually theres a super long list of em (and you can see some same things onmy list every year, but nvm [x ), but i'll cut short. the main ones are... i shall not say fuck...... too often :l i think its kinda impossible for me to stop swearing all together cos the words just come out of my mouth naturally :l oh whatever. then, im gonna be a nice girl next year. TEEHEES. third one is, im gonna stop spending so much money on wanted stuffs. fourth, im gonna lose FATS. i want a flat stomach :D fifth. good studies (: the rest, i shant mention cos theyre quite private. like that one about me wanting to find a lalala by lalala. HAHA. oh. one more. I HOPE THE TWOGRACE PEOPLE CAN STICK TOGETHER LIKE HOW WE ARE STICKING TOGETHER NOW EVEN IN FUTURE :D yay.

ohwells. im about to go off. aint gonna do a debrief on this year on the blog cos, firstly. so many things had happened to me and i myself is still confused about everything that happened. i wish there was someone who can explain the cause of everything that happen. like, why this person will do this and why that person will do that. the way some other people think and act really baffle me. but, i guess next year will be a better year. umms. minus the O's (: and the second reason is that some people love to ask me questions on what i write on my blog. it kind of gets to me if its more than once. so, yea. but people. continue reading and tagging. wish you all happy new yr :D till later...

12/31/2005 10:57:00 PM

Friday, December 30, 2005

okaes. choir today was great. its the last choir session of 2005 :D how time flies... ohwells. i got a whole box of ferrero rocher for gift exchange. actually i'd rather get back my mickey mouse cup :l teehees. but nvm. im gonna do something to half a box tomorrow. shhh (: okaes. im being very stupid to shh here. whatever. had pizzas too :D then we learnt the dance step for the cca open hse next yr. every move i make - very nice song :D then i was super high today too. teehees (:

after that we had buffet in the canteen by yusong's dad. but everyone was super full, so miss chung asked the ncc people to share the buffet with us. hahaha. and i helped to get mifen for joshua eugene and daniel (: oh. im so glad daniel has given up the idea of the chocolate names cos its super expensive :DDD then nazri was super cute. was waving at him and he didnt realise it until quite some time later. LOL.

after that we went north point. couldnt get my spectacles today cos something cropped up at the factory. rahs! then we went play bball. at one time, there was this two ahbengs who came and shared the court with us though it was uber obvious that we were playing our own game. and one of em was smoking while playing. so retarded la. then there was another bunch of people. the guys played with em too (: and there was this super cute guy. yck sec i think. super super super cute. a teeny bit even cuter than xiaoren. hahahaaa.

after that mom called me and i decided to join her at northpoint in case she anyhow buy me a watch. LOL. and phebe, i got an adidas one too. lols. black with the three white stripes. my mom chose it and i thought it was rather okay. the other watches down there are like super big for me. and at least its aint barbie doll. rofl. then bought new pair of school shoes. mom still refuse to buy me kappa. rahrahrahs. and my mom said i look rather fat (sheesh. cos not talking abt my bony arms la. rahs) :l ARGHS. gym every week. i dunch care. starting from next, if theres time. mwahahs.

kaes. handover tmr and steamboat for the whole of twograce at zongyang's hse! uh, well, i meant most. cant wait cant wait :D

12/30/2005 09:16:00 PM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

cHa0z - min is fat
aimlessly - =X
cHa0z - eve is fatter
rum&raisin and chocolate fudge [: - hahaha
aimlessly - xp is fattest
rum&raisin and chocolate fudge [: - funny horrs
rum&raisin and chocolate fudge [: - YES
rum&raisin and chocolate fudge [: - agree
cHa0z - LOL.
[ keywords - cHa0z = xp = my dearest dumbest fattest GOR. // aimlessly = min, the limited one (: // rum&raisin and chocolate fudge [: - im SO not a goldfish ]

ohwells. xiuanpin is still e fattest. (: and now i owe him one wonka bar. but he owes me 3years worth of prezzies :D to min > okae la. buy you wonka bars next time also la. hahaha. alright.
goodnite everyone :D i'll wake up to be a nice girl tomorrow. HAHA.

12/29/2005 11:32:00 PM

i think im mean. but some fat ass just cant take the hint that hes irritating. i wld looove to be friends. but i dunch want an irritating one. rahs. heck. anyways, toilet washing today was alright. not as bad as i thought it would be. LOL.

i rmb how my mom used to make me scrub the space between two tiles white (when its like, brownish grey or something) at the toilet in my previous house. FORTUNATELY, i need not do that today. i just had to wipe all the pipes and all the tiles clean and free of dust and its very fun to spray everything with water :D so yea. another 50bucks for new year clothes for washing aTWO toilets is not that bad after all. oh. my mom forgot to mention that i had to clean the other toilet too :l though its kinda tiring (cos im a good cleaner and i make sure everything's clean :DDD), its rather worth my effort. mayb i'll do it again next year (: wakahs.

after that we went causeway point. oh. cant really stand shopping with my mom. now i realise where i got my, umms, indecisive charather from. my mom, obviously. like, oh my gawd. she can spend half an hour trying to decide which kind she shld buy, then she spend another half an hour deciding which size she should buy (cos she was buying a dress for baby faith :l). then she will spend somemore time deciding whether the decisions she made was right. super hilarious. she did the same thing when she's trying to buy pants for my brother. very buay tahan. and im such an impatient ass somemore. ohwells. bought the choir gift exchange present as well (:

okaes. theres choir tomorrow. and hopefully i can get my new spectacles tomorrow. and if theres steamboat on sat, i can go :D just not till too late. yayness! (:

12/29/2005 10:08:00 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

rwahs. second entry of the day. this is a must-blog. my next year form teacher, that is, mr drummer, called me, or rather, called my mom and i picked up. and when he said hello and ask for eve, i said, mr ___ arhs? hahaha. and he sounded shock. then i quickly explained that anet had told me abt his call. ~~rwahhs.~~ ive got a great form teacher next year. YAY! someone buy me some sparkles and lemme go celebrate!

oh. and i was right about the shirt. my mom did say its funny and i was telling her about age gaps and stuffs. TEEHEES (: in the end she didnt make a big fuss cos of my 'age-gap' explaination. then im like, listening to the rainie yang's cd. i only really notice that 'zhi xiang ai ni' last time, before my sis bought the cd. but now i think 'ai mei's nice too. meaningful lyrics (:

okaes. till later. after i wash the toilet. tomorrow. yes yes. (:

12/28/2005 10:27:00 PM

did some real shopping today :D but i was wrong, cos it wasnt an all girls outing in the end. rahs! cos two dumboos came and join us as they felt that its too boring to be holed up at home. ohwells. what happened to all the mapling? i guess theyve finally realise maple's a real stupid game which waste a lot of time.

so yea. i met up with min, phebe, ah mah and fiona today at bugis. they went bedok for haircut in the morning, but i didnt go with em. they had started shopping without me ): but nvm, cos we walked round bugis again. anyways, i saw JACK again, at the mrt station. im always seeing him when i go bugis :l then ahmah kept buying alot of stuffs, cos she has got a lot of money with her today. -ENVY!- i bought that nice collar pink shirt which is made of super thin cloth. the girls convinced me to buy it. hahaha. then we went up to e second floor, and i bought this really nice 3/4 pants. got a discount of 10bucks cos i was the first customer of the day (and at like, 2plus in the afternoon too. lols).

after that ah mah bought somemore things, and we went back to bugis junction to get zongyang and xiuanpin. went back to bugis street. rahrahrahs. initially thought i can help xiuanpin shop for new clothes. but that dumb ass walk so slowly and doesnt seem interested in anything. i gave up :l went marina SQUARE next :D walked arnd and min bought that PMK racerback which was uber nice! RAHS. i want it! !!! but i guess i wunch fit into the small size cos i tnk shimin could fit perfectly into the small one. next time, i guess :D walked arnd somemore and phebe bought shoes,the ones which i had wanted to buy at tampines.

after that we shopped arnd more, and phebe left to go to the choir chalet. then we went to millenia walk, to the candy empire. bought wonka bars for cc and my sis. treated min to a mashmellow chocolate bar, and ask zongyang to treat me to one :D and ahmah treated zongyang and zongyang also treated ahmah. in the end only xiuanpin and fiona got nothing. lols. after that we went long john silver for dinner. started talking about stuffs which make us laugh our asses off again. dinner with zongyang and xiuanpin ALWAYS end up like that. and zongyang kept shooting ice. rahs.

after that went hme while ahmah went causeway point to continue her shopping. i got home and realise i forgot to buy my earrings. but nvm, next time. and mayb one of those beaded necklaces too :D and i wanna go develop some photos from my digital cam to give out to certain people, cos its rather cheap to develop one. thought it would be super expensive.

anyways my sister was super lucky. she got to escort rainie yang today, at the popular. rwahhs. at least she brought back her cd and poster with the signature :D ahhhs. mayb i'll go work at popular after the O's too. teehees (: alrights. had a great time today. but too bad i'll have to wash the toilet tomorrow ): and and and. hope there'll be steamboat with the people on sat and hopefully i can go. (:

12/28/2005 08:51:00 PM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

rwahs. that call made me kinda pissed.
and i showed cc attitude.
he and his friend.
had him apologising to me for once.
LOL. its always me apologising to him.
i also dunno why.
but now im feeling a lil sry for being so harsh.
oh. WHATEVER. i alrdy said i dunno what i want.
anyways. im glad xiaoren knows hes a...
meathead.
HAHA (x
i thought it should be pighead.
but ohwells. whatever.
and gary owes me a piggyback.
teehees (:
aint gonna rob a bank anymore,
cos i said i'd rather do something legal. LOL.
and i'll be a good daughter :D
so yea.
girls day out tomorrow ( :

12/27/2005 08:46:00 PM

i spent today at home being a maid.
YAY. how nice.
tmr must must must go out.
im thinking of how im gonna get money from my mom.
oh whatever.
i still needa get a new watch :l
okaes.
im the big spender of the family.
but i bet once school reopens,
there wouldnt be many things i needa buy.
:D so yea.
anyways,
i still havent done my homework yet.
cos i'd rather mop the floor or something.
hehs.
i feel like going suntanning.
its been soooo long.
next time next time. after camp (:

12/27/2005 06:52:00 PM

Monday, December 26, 2005

im inspired all of a sudden.
inspired by 50bucks.
inspired to do dunno what.
ALRIGHT. im a weird person. teehees.
but phebe's template is coming out.
(: good inspiration. whatever.

meeting was alright just now.
wanted to play pool after that with em.
but was too late. nvm. next time, i guess (:
and gary kept asking me to rob a bank.
wahahahs. must plan the robbery properly first.
lololols (:
the guy who stinks of smoke and sweat is in 3c next yr.
prays hard that hes not going camp :l
i think he wunch go, since he didnt go last year.
ohwells.

12/26/2005 10:17:00 PM

rahs. didnt go for singout gathering today.
cant see much of the sun today, so luckily.
maybe theres sun in sentosa. ohwells.

my sis started work today :D
cant wait for the one mth to be over. heh.

dug out my diary just now.
i read through a bit,
then feel sooooo stupid.
but thats the past.
last entry was dated somewhen last yr august.
so i added an entry just now,
talking about all that happened this yr.
so many pages.
great way to spend time.
anyways xiaoren thought i forgot abt him.
:l dunch think i ever will. lololols.
okaes. meeting ltr on. so ltr ltr.
and i wanna find something to do tmr.
(:

12/26/2005 05:15:00 PM

Sunday, December 25, 2005

ive got a new template. back white grey. no mood for colours, since i have to eat maggie mee for dinner on xmas. hoho. at least i didnt burn down the kitchen (: and since i already had a proper xams celebration ytd, i guess never mind. anyways. im glad xiuanpin like the blogskin :D i like the satisfied feeling :D hahaha.

theres meeting tomorrow at 7pm ): and the people are going town before that, i think. im definately going to the meeting. have to. rwahhs. but i dunno about the town thing. ohwells. i shall see what happen tommorow. and and and. ive gotta get down to doing holiday homework already. no time left. one week to school reopen. the o's are getting nearer. teehees ):

okaes.
hopefully tomorrow will be much better than today :D

12/25/2005 10:52:00 PM

sheesh. ive just put all the bad stuffs abt me and my parents outta my mind. did xiuanpin's blogskin. that did help me improve my mood :D but that dumb ass's not online now. SIGHS. so im unable to send it to him now.

one good thing about being alone at home for xmas is that ive got the computer for myself (:(:(: and the uncle at the spectacle shop just warned me not to use too much computer :l ohwells. who cares. its not everyday that i get to use the comp for as long as i want (:

so yea. later.

12/25/2005 05:39:00 PM

oh man. im spending xmas all alone at home. ): alright. i made the decision myself. cos i quarreled with my parents again. well. kind of.

yesterday was great. though the chalet was super small. i wouldnt call it a chalet. its more like a hotel room with bbq pits. the kids went wild wild wet. neither me nor my sis was interested. so we went shopping at white sands with two of my aunts and my mom. bwahs. same story. age gap. different opinions. rahrahrahs. and they just kept talking about studies and results and schools. dunch like.

went back to the chalet. slacked arnd. played scrabbles again (: then had bbq, with extra orders of pizzas and KFC. yums. went back in the chalet and had games. exchanged prezzies. fun. then went down again to cut the logcake. ohyea. i didnt mention. the chalet that they booked was on the upstairs, its aint two story high. its just... upstairs. and the bbq pit is downstairs, together with alot of other bbq pits. dunch like. but, whatever. sang xmas songs before cutting the logcake. very AA, but who cares. its xmas (: then ate the logcakes and had the sparkling juice. watched some tv. then home. checked out the prezzie at home. my sis's got the best one. a quiksilver handbag. at least she let me borrow it (: heh.

then today. had brekkie as usual outside. and my dad mentioned that he wanted to go make a new pair of spectss. so my mom mention too, that i also wanted a new pair of spectss. and my dad started saying i spend a lot of unneccesary money and i should keep things simple and not follow trends and blah blah blah. HELLO. the things i buy are the things i need, and i did strike out so many unnecessary things from my to-buy list. RWAHS. and one more thing. i dunch follow trends -.-" so i shuddup and stared out of the window.

so then we went into the spects shop, and my dad started choosing his spects and blah. after he was done, i chose my spects and blah. black rimmed, by the way. i think i look so fucking toot in the spects, but heck. there aint any nicer ones. then my dad bought another plant (rahs. he should see whos the one spending more unnecessary money :l). aunt called my mom to tell her that she wanna go shopping at tampines while the rest of my cuzzies were at escape theme park. then i started saying that since they're already in the theme park and we were still at yishun, i dunch wanna go anymore cos i dunch wanna go shopping with em.

guess what. my mom started saying that even if i stayed at home, i cannot go out and yada yada. then i retorted, saying that most people are out in church now, so there wouldnt be anyone for me to go out with. then i walked back into my room and heard her say dunno-whatever-shit to my dad. then she was like, your dad says the 31st de you cannot go. DAMN. i expected it anyways, and i was like, I KNOW. fuck up. then my dad started leaving and my mom was like, you really dunch wanna go? then i was like, who wanna go out with you?

sheesh. thats mean. but i was seriously angry at that point kaes. and i think she expect me to sneak out of the house to go out with my ahlian ahbeng friends today. yea. right. adults just dunch understand the way we think. they just love to assume. RAHS. what a nice xmas im having this year ):

12/25/2005 01:54:00 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

i went for the hpt cheering session today, and guess what, my mom went shopping with my sis :l rahs! but actually nvm, i cant really shop with my mom. weve got different opinions. hoho. few secfours turned up though, there were only me wilson kahwee and denise there. the rest were secthrees.

so yea. thought that the cheering session was rather boring with so few secfours there. but time passed rather fast, and we ended the session with us, the secfours, rating the secthrees in their cheers. teehees (: after that the few of us decided to go northpoint to have dinner at macs.

were rather noisy. haha. and tricia was like, shouting all over the place. then we went over to sweekoon's table there and played that zhong ji mi ma game. the person who guess the number correctly had to drink a mixture of curry sauce, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, mayo, lemon juice, lemon tea, coke, etc. it was disgusting. and i was the one who kena the most :l rahs. super unlucky.

empty train (:

us!

sweekoon mixing the sauce :l

tricia stephie winnie

my hand, tricia, stephie, winnie (:

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tricia. first rnd of sauce, not so bad. LOL.

angelyn!

angelyn. she didnt guess the number. but she had
to drink cos she never kena. wahahs.

eileen

eileen. she also didnt kena. hahas.

wilson ah pui!

wilson got sabo-ed by vanessa. lols.

after that a few of em left, then the rest of us (janelle me vanessa wilson kahwee sweekoon) went to take neoprints (: the machine was like, crazy. the first time we took, the machine blacked up before we could deco. then when the person helped us and the screen came back again, there was no time to deco. so sweekoon demanded the person to let us take again. hoho. there was once i was squeezed right in the middle of kahwee and wilson cheek to cheek cos the machine was horribly small. LOL. anyways. the person took the undecorated on away. like, for what la. might as well give it to us. dumboo.

ohwells. some of the people are going to countdown tmr night. rwahs. i cant go cos ive got that family chalet ): but nvm. HOPEFULLY i can go for the new year countdown on the 31st after the installation ceremony (:(:(: and and and, mayb we can get to anet's dad's pub to have our own twograce gathering. so yea. HOPEFULLY :D

another day to xmas!

12/23/2005 08:21:00 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

3 days more to xmas!
to santa > i want ipod nano! (:(:(:

we went to the jurong entertainment centre today to support yiyuan. met xiuanpin and min at khatib mrt station, then to woodlands to meet zongyang, then to jurong where we met phebe jolene anet and ling. squeezed to where shuhui cherlyn kelly and the choir alumni were standing at. super lots of people. then yangkai they all came, followed by the hpt people (:

kept chanting yiyuan's name (: and then it started raining. was wet, stringly hair. haha :l the few of us left shortly after yiyuan's turn. walked past mac, saw xiaoren's back. hoho. walked off. after that we went back, and got to know that the people took photos! probably will be on magazine as official fanclub of yiyuan! so luckily we walked off or something. hahas. but we're part of the fanclub and all of us support yiyuan and thats that (:

and there are some things which i really cant stand today, mostly is about someone, but i guess i cant blog it out, to prevent some misunderstandings and super shitty stuffs thats always happening over bloggings. so yeaaa. if i needa let it out, i guess i can always talk about it with people.

so anyways, we went to west mall after loads of consideration ( i meant the people i went with, minus ling cos she went off with the hpt people :l) and had dinner at KFC. it was like, the funniest dinner i ever had :l and jolene got tricked by the chilli sauce thing. and we were talking about pressing your bellybutton or the palm part and you'll explode. teehees (: seriously laughed till tears came out. and guess what, xiuanpin dunch worth more than his ass (x

had fun today. but im feeling just a lil guilty over something :l rwahs. i still dunno what i really want ): and i tnk xiaoren still ke ai. hohos )): but whatever. my sista's got a job finally. at popular. hahaaaaa. i can try asking money from her the next time :D

12/22/2005 09:58:00 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

we had the hpt meeting today.
a rather short one, surprisingly.
so anet and phebe accompanied me to
bugis to change the skirt.
rahs! had to pay 5bucks more.
cos its longer. more cloth.
wahahs. thats crap.
but e concept's something like that la. lol.

decided to go to the army market next.
took the train to lavender.
and tried to get there ourselves.
we asked for directions,
but in the end we got lost
and had to call kahwee for help.
but AS IF what he said did help la.
got there ourselve in the end.
walked arnd and anet got her pouch.
saw yiyuan with another campus superstar contestant.
lols. in the end he went with us.

they're like, uber lucky la, the contestants.
the girls get to rebond their hair FOC :l
and yiyuan got his haircut free too,
at monsoon.
lols. guess thats for the talented people (:
ohwells.

saw this really nice bag in the army maket.
25bucks. but the aunty was willing to sell it for 20.
yiyuan offered to buy it for me.
hahs. but i declined his offer.
but im touched la.
that ive got so many people who so teng me.
like anet (:
to anet > got money also not like that spend de kaes.
applies to yiyuan too.
hahaha (:
so yea.
i shld learn to control,
and not spend money on stuffs i dunch need.
yesyes.

then we were on our way home,
and yiyuan was practising his sigatures on the train.
super cute la.
there was once he scribbled a big C,
and drew a stick of fishballs inside.
LOL. (:
then phebe suggested adding an OCK below,
initials for old chang kee.
haha (: then yeaa.
tmr, 5pm at jurong entertainment centre.
must go everyone (:
support yiyuan.
yeaas.

12/21/2005 07:06:00 PM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

after three weeks, we finally found time for bball again ( : at first, we (me min phebe cheyenne xiuanpin victor kelvin) went northpoint gv to watch king kong, the 12.20 show. we were like, late. but there were loads of advertisements, so we ended up un-late. lols. right. the movie was great, though a bit draggy. wouldnt mind watching it again (: if i have the money. haha. i wanna watch Memoirs of the Geisha and The Chronicles of Narnia! but come to think about it again, movies are quite a waste of money :l so yea.

after the movie, we walked over to khatib bball court, and met ahmah and anet on the way. played. had fun. lols. after that we went to shimin's hse, i tnk kinda to make up for the cancelling of the 21st dec party. yeaa. yuxuan zongyang and haihong also came over. ordered kfc and pizza. and we bought a chocolate mousse cake for kelvin too (: sang the birthday song and ate the cake. then i went home first with victor.

hpt meeting again tomorrow at 10am. rahs. cant sleep in. im like, having some sorta insomnia again ): cant sleep at night. mayb theres too much things on my mind. okaes. whatever. then theres cheering session on fri at 2pm. its been so long since we last had a cheering session. lols (: alright. its gonna be a so busy week :l i havent even spend any time on my studies yet. rahs.

anyways, wanna watch the chicken little dance?
find anet. shes the pro-est at that. oh. and cheyenne too. LOL.
hahaha. and ive suddenly become a CHICK. O.o
and i supposedly like xiuanpin, but have decided to give him up,
cos hes got alot of girls. and i was supposed to be leaving phebe too.
we were acting super retarded. teehees (:
yea. hahaha. but seriously, today was great :D

12/20/2005 10:26:00 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

i didnt get to blog cos i got home rather late yesterday. lil jovan's birthday party was quite alright. got to see my cousins whom ive not seen for like, decades. hahaha. so yea. and apparently, the last time they saw me, i had short hair. thats how long ago it was. lols. went for hpt meeting before that. had to do the smart. had homework to do too. rahs. left early and went to yishun where my dad fetched me to get me to my uncle's house.

had the icecream cake which was super nice, and kid arnd with my cuzzies. ohwells. they're fun, cos they dislike chin chows too. and we spent some time making chinchow jokes. lol. oso had a chance to try the vodka-filled chocolate. i tnk my uncle got em frm america or something. but im sure singapore has it too, and its super duper ultra nice, cos it seriously did made my throat burn (: then we played scrabbles till we had to leave. the next time i'll be seeing em is on the 24th i think, at the chalet. oh. now the chalet doesnt seem so bad anymore. lol. but i dunch really like to be arnd my auntys and uncles cos they make me feel like im a bad kid and i shld stop influencing my cuzzies or something. HAHS. im being paranoid, i guess.

today, i met up with min and phebe. shopped arnd at heeren, then paragon to visit anet, then we went to the lucky plaza arcade, where ling met us. there were super lots of people there. and it was kinda horrible. so yea. watched the first half of the choir alumni performance at the marriott hotel. they were uber good (: then we followed em into the conference room. but we left after a while. there were so many people that we were like, squeezing one another. then there was this girl carried by her mom who was infrnt of us. guess what. SHE PUKED,and splattered over the legs of all four of us. ewk.

went to bugis street next. then anet met us there, after work (: shopped arnd. i finally bought my skirt after months of waiting. hahaha. but guess what. ITS TOO DARN TIGHT FOR ME, and now i'd have to go and change it or something. damn. i was still so worried that it would be too big for me. rahs! then we went shopping for the bags next. stayed at this shop for like, an hour plus. LOL. cos i couldnt decided whether i shld buy the bag. in the end, we left and went back again and i bought the bag. ohwells. even though it aint the one i want, its still nice la. and i wanna the bag that ling bought! but ive gotta admit, i dunch have the need. so yeaa. i must learn to stop craving for those materiel things which i dunch really need (:

anyways, PEOPLE, pls pls pls try to go on the 22nd kaes (look at previous post). must go support yiyuan mahs (: alrighto. have to go do my smart. bwahs. i thought my december would be like, super free la. now it seems like i dunch even have time to mop the floor for my mom. LOL. okaes. by the way, these are the stuffs i needa buy -

1. jeans
2. a top
3. sandals / sneakers
4. a pair of new glasses
5. watch

ALRIGHT. i already strike out many things from my once-uber-long list. but i guess my new pair of glasses can wait until next year or something. yupps. the most important thing is a watch. i need the bucks! (x

12/18/2005 09:28:00 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

pinwen complained that my blog was difficult to read, cos of the space of the words. so i changed the space, and changed my template as well (x didnt have much time, so i just anyhow made one. shall make changes some other times.

had hpt meeting today, about the secthree adventure camp next year. didnt go kbox-ing with the people cos i thought it was rather a waste of money for me now, since i even have to go rob the bank for xmas prezzies. haha. so yea. i shld be taking 3compassion with daniel if nth's gonna change. spent the time there doing the SMART. damn. it was exhausting. but i guess there were some others who did so much more. so i guess i dunch really have the rights to complain or anything.

anyways, i just got to know that me, anet and sinhui had already got stripped off from the councillor post. i tnk it was quite long ago when miss lim stripped us of the post, according to char. i thought it was kinda funny. cos we didnt even know. or should i say, i didnt even know. im not sure whether anet and sinhui know about it. but i guess they wunch really care. ohwells. i dunch (: as long as im still in hpt, im satisfied.

the secthrees were planning the secone orientation camp just now (yayness! we're the secfours!), while we were doing the smart for secthree camp. i tnk i dunch really hold it against denise anymore. things just seemed funny when i think about. so, heck. we were speaking to each other normally just now. lololols. okaes. theres another meeting tomorrow at 5pm, but i cant attend cos of jovan's birthday. but i tnk i'll be there at 1pm to help out with the smart (:

and and and, people, pls make your 22nd Dec's aftnn free. cos yiyuan's having some other campus superstar thing again. 5pm at jurong entertainment centre (opp. jurong mrt station). PLEASE TRY TO BE THERE! (: guess we will be super busy for the rest of the december cos of the camp. but ohwells, i must put in time for my studies. really. by the way, i was wrong again. its still aint the end yet. FINE. next time i'll wait 24hrs before talking about it. im a fickle minded arse. damn. and im finding certain fat ass fucking irritating again. sighs. control. im a friendly person :l

12/16/2005 08:56:00 PM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

i was telling gary just now,
that i tnk i might have to rob a bank.
cos im too broke to buy xmas prezzies.
he told me to rob someone
coming outta the bank instead,
cos its easier.
and he'd be my getaway driver.
the reckless type, i tnk.
hahaha.
anyways,
i tnk cc has finally got too fed up with me.
i told ya, i saw the end coming soon.
he aint replying.
shimin shld know what cc stands for.
think! initials of some stupid words.
im sorry for the way i am.
i shld be happy, i tnk. ):
the problem is,
i dunno what is it that i really want.

12/15/2005 10:17:00 PM

i meant to start on the fnn hw today.
really. seriously.
but my lil cuzzies came over.
SIGHS. ruin my plan. tsk tsk.
how could they? (x
and, my sista kept offering to teach me chem and physics.
:l noooo.
i so dunch feel like doing science yet.
anyways,
im gonna spend xmas eve at chalet.
downtown east.
bwahhs. no xmas tree ):
but nvm. presents!
hope they'll be good (:
and hopefully there will be free fila stuffs for everyone again. mwahaha.
hmmm.
so, pmk or topshop.
i cant decide :l

12/15/2005 07:43:00 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

gawd.
just realise my cousin write like this,
i beri good derhx / gib mi presents...
yadda yadda.. fine.
at least shes not using EXTREME
douuble letterr wriitiingg worhhs.
bwahahhs.
i wonder what made me write like that in the past.
nvm. that was The Past.
its The Present now ((:
though i still use double letterings,
i use em only for some words,
mostly non-existant words.
like, hahhs.
i forgot what this kinda words are called.
but, heck.
ive got to remind my cousin on sat,
never to start the double thing.
cos i tnk its pissing many people off.
hahaha.
anyways,
i wld like to do a lil summary on This Year.
(: cos like, so many things happened.
but, some other times, perhaps.
righto.
starting on fnn tomorrow,
I TNK.

12/14/2005 09:36:00 PM

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

yayness (:
YIYUAN got into the top20 for campus superstar!
he did us all proud :D

went to j8 today to watch the last audition. i was like, late for ten minutes. but i was the third earliest one to reach. like, what the hell. hahhs. but in the end everyone came. min phebe jolene cheyenne wenqi ling jiayan anet xiuanpin kelvin yuxuan zongyang. and me, duh. apologies if i left anyone out :l
scream like dunno what just now, for yiyuan (: and i tnk i got caught on camera. RAHS! that wld be soooo embarrasing, such an ugly sight. bwahhs. saw some other phs people too, kiwi guy and chongzheng they all. hahhs. uber lots of people there. and it was kinda a waste of time, cos there were a lot of waiting. but at least yiyuan got in (: i guess its worth all the waiting. hopefully he can win or something :D

anyways, its aint the end yet. hahaha. but i can see the end coming soon (x haha. but, whatever. and THIS was the blog i was talking about, phebe. yah. hahs. the february one. and all the photos taken today are posted HERE as usual. kaes. kempate yiyuan! (:

12/13/2005 08:04:00 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

i guess ive learnt not to get bother by things.
okaes. maybe, not to get too bothered.
like, whatever.
its exactly 3 weeks to school reopen.
not counting today, duh.
cant cant cant wait :D
i wanna see everyone!
but ~~homework...~~ :l
daryl havent found a school yet.
he said he looked everywhere
from angmokio to woodlands, i tnk.
hopefully he can find a school soon.
anyways,
my cam is like, kinda spoilt.
rwahs. i wanna get it back to harvey norman.
luckily i didnt lose the warrenty.
i cant live without my cam ):
tmr am going to j8 to see yiyuan.
(: hopefully he'll win or something.
i needa get out of my house,
before i get bored to death or something.
though j8 is small,
its somewhere out of my house (:
unfortunately for me,
ive got a frigging RED PIMPLE on my face.
): rahs.

so yea.
that someone didnt msg me :l
mayb thats that.
the end.
that friendship was real fragile
underneath that maybe rather stronglooking frnt.
so i tnk i expected it.
but its still sad when good things end.

12/12/2005 06:35:00 PM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

im back from taiwan. haha. like so fast la. but theres nothing much there anyway. serious. just that most of the guys there are uber CUTE xD REALLY. very very cute. most la. i mean, those in xi men ding. haha. didnt see much of teen guys at the other places that i went to. lols.

saw VANESSA on the first night in xi men ding. was sooooo surprised to see her (: she was with the volleyball girls. i knew they were in taiwan, but i didnt expect to see em. ahhhs. fate. haha. then took a photo with her. haha. tried those food from the roadside stalls and shopped arnd. its not yet their school hols yet, so there were alot of students hanging arnd there. and the girls there remind me of vicky :l yepp. and they seem to be able to go to school with very very fanciful hairdos. so cool laaaa. haha. but it was damn cold there when we first went: 10 degrees celcius at the airport. then the temp dropped to 6 degrees celcius. had to buy gloves :l

went round taiwan during the 7-days trip, starting from taipei. they have really cute bus drivers (: cos they are dressed in santa claus costumes, minus the beard la. hahaha. and they sell dried up feotus of deers :l apparantly, it can cure those lung problems and asthma and stuffs. GROSS. but the sceneries there are really beautiful. its like, you can see hills everywhere. but the food there sucks. i mean, those food we had in restaurants. i guess their food dunch suit our tastebuds.

anyways. they sell really really cheap bacardi there ((: its NT50 per bottle, which makes it only arnd 2 bucks. bought a bottle on the last day. dad's treat. hahaha. the day ends early in taiwan. its already dark when its 5pm. dunch like. cos it makes the day short. spent most of the time in the bus, travelling from one place to another, cos the places are very far from each other. the tour guide was very very nice. and coincidentally, his name is jacky wu too. hahaha.

made quite a few new friends through the trip (: though the older ones of em are only 12 years old, i'll miss em (: and they are brainy people. gosh. theres two of the 12yrs old guys, and one of em's going RI next year, while the other tops his class everytime O.o and i like the smallest one (: shaun. hes 6 years old and hes really very cute, though a bit too hyper. hahaha.

kaes. dunch feel like talking abt the trip now. nvm. next time, when i feel like it. hehhs. and ouknowwhat? i miss town! hahaha. and i feel like playing bball. lololol (x so yea. till later (:

12/11/2005 07:53:00 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

i decided to rewrite yesterday's entry,
cos IM BORED, and i realised i missed out blogging on a lot of things. guess i was real shagged ytd. hahaha.

as ive said, camp was horribly tough. so luckily my troop douglas mcarthur had a huge breakkie in the morning together at amk macs (: had both hotcakes and the big breakfast meal cos i couldnt decide on which one :D sorry, just felt like eating THAT much (: then we fall in at school infrnt of the chapel. realised there was a new mdm. lololols. ~~did not know what was her gender at first cos~~ she looked soooooo much like a guy, but no offence.

had the ice breaker games, like TP shuffle and my bonny. gawd. my bonny was tough, and we spent like arnd an hr plus trying to get us sit on each other's legs without feeling the strain. then camp started get tough when the grads started telling us abt those ~~ridiculous~~ expectations, like falling in properly and neatly, and we also had to standardise on the way we put our things. kaes. now i understand. we looked real neat (:

had the hpt philosophy lesson in the seminar room after lunch. had cheering sessions after dinner. tough! there was this bell which was carried all arnd. if someone gives up, he or she has to ring the bell, or if someone's performance is not good, they'll have to ring the bell and go. and hell, we were almost forced to ring the bell, cos our cheering performance wasnt that good :l but luckily all of us passed in the end. had debrief and then lights out, got pumped a total of 85 times that day.

second day woke up feeling real exhausted. got pumped first thing in the morning cos we fall in at the wrong place. rahs. had breakfast then we had the belaying school. so glad i still rmbed most of the belaying stuffs (: but i still got 20 pushups for the 3 mistakes i made :l after that left for choir.

singout concert totally rocked :DDD had rehersals at first. used the time to sleep (: ahhhs. and i saw chaoyang. so cute! ohwells, mayb thats the last time i'll be singing him. hahaha. went totally crazy after concert. and our bus was late cos of some tyre prob i tnk. GREAT! cos we didnt really want to go back to camp that early. hahaha. fnd out that melly got taken out of camp ): but shes still in hpt. yayness!

then we went back to camp looking so damn refreshed compared to the others. they had a tough day. had to sing for the grads. so funny. then while waiting for char angelyn ling and joyce to get the keys to our dorm, me tricia phebe anadee sat down at the command post there and imagined us doing the things that we cant do, ~~for example ringing the bell~~. haha. imaginations can do wonder :D had debrief. then lights out. didnt get to bath at all :l rwahs. then the sectwos had their solo night. was so afraid that the next day was our turn, but end up never.

went to jalan bahtera in the morning. the school bus dropped us off at the jurong frog farm and we had to jog to camp from there. oh, and the only toilet there stinked like shit. started jogging, we even had to follow a pace. man, it was hard. then it started raining. so dramatic la. haha. then our flag got ruined, cos of the rain, and poor terrence got paint all over himself. OUR FLAG WAS RUINED. our hard work and money ): bwahhs. then our troop didnt have a flag. but nvm, cos they regrouped the 4 troops into 6 troops. were asked to draw lots. ended up in the same grp as ling phebe angelyn tricia and joshua (: the grads were gary shuhui alex and kayjoo. group 2 - sadidA. LOVE EM! haha. we call our self sadidA cos its the opposite of Adidas (:

played with the horrible high elements. i tried the logs and tyres, and i got stucked at the platform for decades cos i just couldnt make myself carry on. but the people at the bottom cheered me on, so i finally moved on. thanks to em! hahaha. love those people (: poor tricia was belaying me and she had to hold her head up for decades along with me. lololols. got knocked on the helmet by gary soooo many times. haha. then we discussed abt the campfire item after the high element. had the RATS. it was fun to be carried by so many people through the hole of the station spiderweb. lols.

had debrief and bathed (: didnt count how many times we got pumped cos the number's countless. hahaha. had water parade too. ohman, we were made to drink 1litre of water at one go. almost wanted to cry when i couldnt finish my 1 litre and still had to continue drinking ): everybody kept wanting to pee during debrief. uber funny. after bathing, the secthrees were made to fall in at the command post with our sleeping bags. so obviously, it was our turn for solo night.

OMG. its freaky kaes. in the end, i slept together with phebe cos our place were near each other. daniel was near us too. his was below the guys' bunks and ours was on the path just outside the gates surronding the abseiling tower there. slept under the sky and there were aloooooooot of stars. damn pretty. and daniel pointed out the milky way to me, and phebe was talking on the phone with kelv. lololols. then we had goodnite hugs and slept. woke up when it started drizzling and we moved to where daniel was sleeping.

had the high elements again that day, and i refused to play. so i ended up only playing the zipline and abseiling. then we had rafting. so damn cool la, our raft (: suceeded in building a nice raft which floats. haha. then there was a mudskipper on shuhui's hand and we didnt even realise it. tricia saw it first and started screaming. then i saw it and started screaming too. cos it looked like a tiny crocodile or something :l but after that realised that the mudskippers were uber cute (: after that had canoing. partnered with phebe. and it was like uber funny la. cos both of us were like uber blur and we didnt know what to do. hahaha. but everything ended rather well. lols.

after that we jogged quite a long way to some deserted sandy place. had to sit down and wait for our turns to be called over to the mud bath for q and a. needed to pee urgently, so we went to the most public toilet on earth. yes. we peed in the bushes after the guys were done. HAHAHA. great experience (x got called over to the mudbath. gawd. it was horrible. they made us turn arnd flat down in the mud and smear mud all over our face and hair. in the end, all of us were totally brown frm head to toe, and when we walked together, we looked like a scene out of dawn of the dead cos it was cold and by the time we were done, it was alrdy at night and even colder. so all of us were like, stiff. then we were brought to this water catchment area and we washed ourself there before heading back to camp. but we still had mud in our hair and stuffs.

had campfire. halfway through, it started raining and we had to move to the mph. all of us were uber tired, but i guess campfire was rather fun. had field cooking aft that. made fried banana chicken. haha. wenjie's idea. joshua rocks. cos he offered to help me wash my dishes cos he said i looked tired. but all of us had to washing the mass tins, which took us decades. and we were seriously very tired. had debrief and got pumped so many times. we were all falling asleep even on our feets. serious. we were that tired. was too tired to bath, so we went to sleep straight after debrief and wok up 2hrs ltr.

was really very tired on the last day, and i fall aslp everywhere. lols. felt really very dizzy. sadidA had to wash up the canteen and mph. then i started to freshen up. slept in the bus trip back to school. had the theory test, then we had one final activity - burden. and oh man, it was hard. had to do those really tough exercises and there was once i had 11 fully filled 1.5l waterbottles on me. but the ones who suffered most were the ones carrying em on their shoulders with bamboo sticks, like tricia reagen jack etc.

halfway through, went for interview individually. it was frigging scary to get interviewed by jasmine mdm. but i didnt let her words get to me. bwahhs. shes harsh. so many people cried after the interview :l got back to the game. completed the game, cheered arnd and camp ended. some people even cried. guess this was a really great camp, full of memories even though it was TOUGH, capitalised. lololols. and jasmine dm do rocks (:

yeaa. miss camp (: but at least i get to sleep now. though im like, aching all over. hahs. going taiwan tmr :l bwahhs. and someone's angry with me ): APOLOGIES. but you wunch ever understand the way i feel. so, yea. really sorry. but i do treasure our friendship alot alot. hopefully things wunch end just like that. yeaaa. anyways will be back on 11th dec. miss me, till then (:

12/04/2005 08:19:00 PM