had rehersal today at the Toa Payoh HDB Hub, and the weather's still fricking warm ): ohhhkays. so anyway, rehersal was super tiring. there was a lot of moving here and there and the place was fricking cramp. sheesh. oh and Char gave me a hippo for my birthday present :D hahs.

okays. i don't have PTC tomorrow cos mine's on sat. i might do some baking (: well. i shall see. everyone seemed to be at the MOS yesterday night. sighs. i wonder how old i must get before my mom actually allows me to go to that sorta place. but nevermind. for now, i'll just enjoy myself being a nice schoolgirl HAHA (:

hmm. and for the guy issue. well, he certainly didnt affect me at all. and all that 'don't think too much about it' he ended the conversation with was redundant. totally. sheesh. i'm not so dumb. i aint gonna be used as a doormat again. but nah. i havent lose interest in guys yet. HAHA. (: i believe there are still nice ones around, though theyre naturally born with a big ego. lololols.

okays. im aching all over. hahs. perhaps im changing a new template again (: polka dots are appealing to me recently. hahs (:

i chanced upon this mtv and its so touching. really. go watch. i cant put it up cos it's oversized for my blog, and having one oversized video is already fugly enough. hahs (:

i think i really have to clear up all my stuffs already cos everything's everywhere. and i feel like baking! hahaah (: and i read today's Digital Life on social networking sites being fertile stomping grounds for the shady souls. HAHS. so yes. that explains why there seem to be so many more sickos out there. and just 5 minutes ago, the dearest egoiste went offline as soon as i said im not interested in going out with him. and hes so not the first. how nice of em. i wonder who's so dumb as to really go out with these people they know nothing about :/ sheesh.

oh and ive just been told... well. im sick of listening to how great a boyfriend you'll be or what so ever. i think guys are totally dumb, and i'd like to say again, that girls are also dumb enough to like guys, but thats how we're made. sheesh. what the hell am i talking about. but im sorry. really sorry. and to say the truth, im effing pissed at myself for being pissed off with you cos i shld put myself in your shoes and stop assuming youre just a big jerk who speaks highly of yourself. perhaps i should be happy that im pissed off at you and you dont know it, and i'll screw my head tight and stop being pissed at you by the next time i see you. i dont even know what im talking about anymore.

okays nvm. ffff. im off. bye.

sheesh the weather is so fricking hot that i bet i'll be a puddle on the ground if im turned into an icecream a second ago :/ oh thats so retarded.

so anyway, i cut my hair! yayness. and sorry shimin, i'll have to say again, I LOVE MY HAIR! :D woohoo. but my sister hates it though, and she said it looked CAL. okays whatever. i'm not, and you dont judge someone by their hair. hahaah.

science practical exam sucks. totally. and the fricking splint didnt seem to have any reaction or whatsoever. luckily its only a mock exam. then went SunPlaza and ate the super expensive kway chap. then went Yishun for my haircut, then went home to change and got out to meet the people at Yishun Safra (: swam. hahs. and i think i saw Christine, but i doubt she recognised me. sheesh. it seem as if everyone from my primary school don't recognise me. either that or they're too unfriendly to even say hi.

i bet my muscles will be effing painful tomorrow. but i think i should swim more to make my teenyweeny shoulders bigger. haha. hmm. theres rehersal tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and then it will be the concert. HAHS. time flies, and im so glad that i'll be going for choir camp to take photos! hahaha (x

alright. bye bye.

fish and cheyenne :D

there. the guys took our rubberband :/

victor says, "talk to my hand!"

omg. super cute right. HAHS

fishy looks super cute here

my hair got pulled again :/ so retarded. haha

SHIMIN (:

gays

the Loved (:
okays there are more photos than these. but blogger doesnt allow more already. heh. oh my. its so ironic that im missing someone whom i normally don't see and not miss. sheesh. slap me on my ass. theres the stupid science practical tomorrow. gah! and i need a haircut, and soon :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! and to Vanessa too [:

I'm 16 already, and fishy's right. i dont have to sneak into NC-16 shows anymore! hahaha. okays. anyway, i was being so gawddamn happy today cos the idiot was so sweet yesterday. hahaha. (((: but, really. i do know my limits. hahs. and im so surprised that XIAOREN still bothered to wish me happy birthday (: he's the first after 12am to wish me that, i mean, via sms. lololols :D

ohhhkays. so. CHINESE O's IS OVER! :D this might just be the last time i'm gonna sit for a chinese paper, unless i really get an effing bad grade, like perhaps, b4 or something worse, which hopefully i won't get.

i'm happy again, cos the guys managed to join us in the end, for the Sakae lunch :D surprisingly they didn't have to go for detention. hahs. there was some kinda dispute underneath all the happy faces again, but i guess everything straightened out by itself and the 15 of us went into Sakae to have our lunch happily :D

ate alot of sushi and salmons and what nots, until we felt like bursting. then the stupid guys started pulling rubberbands out of the girls' hair. hah. so there we were, screaming and shouting and making an effing lot of sound in the place. kays then we left at around 5plus and bought bubble tea, and Cheyenne bought veet for me. HAHAHA. thats like the coolest birthday present ever. LOL.

okays. you guys, you made my birthday a really really nice one :D i love you people! hahs (: and thanks to those who msged me and give me testimonials and stuffs like that. i appreciate the thought :D ohhkays. photos shall be posted later on. i'll blog somemore later on too. hahs (:

today's totally boring. tomorrow's the chinese o'level already. and my birthday! (: im so happy cos so many people wished me already. lololols. budden its getting freaky cos there are still weird guys sending msgs. rwahhs. and how come people always know i block em off msn de arhs? sheesh. i really must remove my msn address already. gah.

okays. im super bored and i feel weird. i want i want i want a bf! hahaha. oh shuacks. i dunno what to blog about already. lols. bye bye.

omg. look at this. another sicko. and he's only 19, if what he says is true. whats the world coming to? with anet's sicko, yuenchen's sicko, phebe's sicko, and that sicko patrick guy i met on msn a few months back. now this. sheesh.

oh my gawwwd. i so want to watch She's The Man. i laughed like crazy while watching this trailer. hahs. must watch! especially the last part. lololols. okays. the thing is a bit oversized for my blog. but too bad lars. hahs.



okays. went to town with Shimin today to get Fish's present. and it was so difficult cos i couldnt think of anything. wanted to get her Billabong slippers, but the designs theyre selling presently aint nice at all. then min bought me a cap at 77th street (: and theyre getting me the black beaded necklace with the cross pendent too. yayness (:

walked arnd for Fish's present. and Xiuanpin the Cockroach is a big asshole cos he suggested a fish tank for my birthday present >:/ GAH. wait till he see the cinderella picture. i should post it up. hahaha. okays anyway. after that had dinner at Burger King at Cineleisure. then min ordered the wrong thing and her burger turned out huge and she couldnt finish it in the end.

kays. i shall do alot of chinese tomorrow (: and i got the first person to wish me happy birthday this year is Yinkiat. surprisingly. hahah. he added me a testimonial. then followed by Clement di di who wished me on msn. hahaha. okay. 2more days! bye bye for now (:

p.s: anyway, people. monday i guess we'll be going sakae sushi, then to safra for bowling can. im fine with anything. ahahs (:

those yucky flying insects seem to love me damn much these few days. just yesterday, a huge ant-like flying insect flew in and buzzed around, and i had to kill it by slamming a whole bunch of newspaper on it while screaming like some mad idiot. and just now, there was this insect buzzing and i saw something huge flying above me and i ran out of the room screaming and my bro was pushed into the room to see where was the stupid thing cos i didnt dare to go into the room. it turned out to be a huge disgusting flying cockroach. RAHS SO DAMN GROSS.

okays. that was so random. but really. im super bored. sheesh.

nah. there wasnt any lessons at all today :D free periods, except for during Physics when Mr Tan came in and the time passed real fast. 4Joy rocks (: Weileong started a paperball fight and soon everyone in class was joining in the fight. even Pinwen and some 4i guys were playing. LOL. and when birdface suddenly came in, people either tried to scramble out of the class or tried to pick up the paper balls from the floor. sheesh. adults always spoil the fun. anyway birdface screamed at us today. what a total effing asshole.

school ended super early today for the sec 4s and 5s (: we went Sunplaza to watch the Da Vinci code. hahaha. brenda helped to buy the tickets, and i think the people who let us in didnt really believe that we were 16, but whatever. we still got in. and Cheyenne bought rum&raisin icecream and it was damndamndamn nice :D but it was super cold inside, so it was kinda ironic that we were eating icecream. hahs.

ohkays. i got my first present today (: the Billabong visor from Fishy. ahhhs. dont worry cos i like it lars :D gah. its so weird cos suddenly there seem to be a lot of weird people msging me/adding me on friendster :/ ohwells. town tmr with Shimin. ahahs.

today's the last day of the intensive chinese lessons and we'd have to get back to normal lessons tomorrow, and that means facing the birdface >:( i so dont like him. for lao lao, its kinda like sometime dislike and sometime like. hahs. and i think at the end of the year i'll love him to death cos he's actually quite a cute old guy.

mr soon! (:

however, for the birdface, he has never stop pissing me off, except for that time during Valentine's Day when he returned my phone to me because its a day of love and blah blah blah. so there, and im so dreading the PTC cos i bet its gonna be gross. imagine, dad meets birdface. they talk. they click. i die. oh my fucking gawd. hopefully the days after my birthday will pass very very slowly. hahaha. gah.

okays anyway, Zhiwei was torturing Sarah's Kapo today in class, and she ended making it look like Victor. hahaha. it was uber hilarious. oh and Eugene tried to kill me today by trying to push my head over the parapet. lololols. okays. school rocks, 4joy rocks. today's one of the days i enjoyed myself :D rehersal after school was quite alright too.



i guess i shant be going for choir camp cos its kinda meaningless. i wouldnt want to hang around the secones and twos. hello. ive been a choir-camp-camper for three fricking years. i just wanna sit down there, take photos of the camp, and watch the world goes by :D that'll be a nice way to spend the last week of the June holidays. but too bad, i cant be the photographer. so, whatever.

okays. last day of school tomorrow already. 4 days to my birthday :D and im so glad everything's kinda solve. i mean, the thing which was bugging the 2904 people and caused quarrels and dislike for people. i guess we should all treasure everyone around us (: ahhhs. okay bye bye for now then.

i think the June concert's gonna rock, though i still feel so lazy to actually enjoy taking part in the performance. Chinese intensive today was spent sleeping, stoning, listening to music, and shaking along to the beat of the music (: lao lao rocks this few days. hahs! had rehersal after school and i really think the moves to the finale song, You Raise Me Up, suck big time. and somebody made a fool out of himself. LOL.

im feeling rather whoozy right now, perhaps due to some lack of sleep. Alfi reminded me today. 5 more days to my birthday! :D oh man, im about to become 16. HAHA. sighs. it seems as if i wont get to try sneaking into a NC-16 show already. theres no time at all. but nevermind, thats so childish anyway. ahaha.

okays. then now, for my birthday wishlist requested (: hahaha. ohwells.
a diary not too big not too small, nice spacings to write,with a lock.
precious moments photo album.
chain necklace similar to the chain bracelet i was given last year, tgt with the bling bling letter E pendent (:
huggable soft toy.
a new Nalgene, perhaps. lol
beach bag
slippers
veet! HAHAHA.
okays. i dunno what to write anymore. i know anet's gonna get me the musical box and fish's gonna get me the visor :D and i'd like the rest to be a surprise :D actually seriously, its the thought that counts. okays im gonna go shopping for fish's present on Saturday. (:

alright. dont feel like blogging anymore. bye bye.

SAD SECTION.
01.Have you ever really cried your heart out?.
not really, i guess
02.Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?.
kinda
03.Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder?.
yupps
04.Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?.
maybe
05.Do you cry when you get an injury?.
now seldom already
06.Do certain songs make you cry?.
hmm. not really

HAPPY SECTION.
01.Are you a happy person?.
i guess.
02.What can always make you happy?.
the 2904 people, 4joy people, the idiot
03.Do you wish you were happier?.
yea
04.Is being happy overrated?.
nopes
05.Can music make you happy?.
i think sometimes it makes me more depressed instead :/

LOVE SECTION.
01. How many times have you had your heartbroken.
none by guys.
02. Have you ever loved someone so much thatyou'd die for them?.
dunno
03.Anyone besides your friends/family ever saidthey loved you?.
yea. dont believe though.
04.Have you ever been head over heels in love?.
maybe. not really. on second thought.
05.Who are two people you love right now?.
two's not enough. (:

HATE SECTION.
01.Who do you actually hate?.
dont hate! (:
02.Have you ever made a hit list?.
nah
03.Have you ever been on a hit list?.
nah.
04.Are you a mean bully?.
maybe. LOL
05.Do you hate George Bush?.
for what?

SELF ESTEEM SECTION.
01.Are you good looking?.
nah.
02.Do you wish you could be someoneelse?.
guess so.

LOOK AT ME.
01.What is your current hair color?.
black (:
02.Whats your natural color?.
black (:
03.What color are your eyes?.
dark brown
04.Current Piercings?.
three
05.Straight Hair or Curls?.
wavy. hahs

CURRENTLY WEARING.
01.What shirt are you wearing?.
2904 class tee
02.Shorts?.
yes shorts.
03. Shoes?.
nah
04. Bracelet?.
nopes.
05. Necklaces?.
nopes.

THIS OR THAT.
01. Rock or rap;.
rock
02. Coffee or Hot Cocoa?.
coffee
03. Wild Night out or Romantic Night in;.
wild night
04. Chocolate or Vanilla;.
chocolate
05. Hummer or Sports Car;.
sports car
06. Bracelet or Necklace;.
bracelet
07. History or Science;.
none
08. Sleep in or Early to rise;.
sleep in
09. Beach or Boardwallk;.
beach
10. Hoodie or Tee Shirt;.
tee shirt
11. Night or Day;.
day
12. High School or college;.
high school
13. California or Florida;.
florida
14. Love at first sight or Learn to Love;.
learn to love

HAVE YOU EVER.
01. Hugged someone?.
duh
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up?.
yupps
03. Put a song on repeat for more thanan hour?.
nopes
04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?.
LOL. almost. hahah

LASTS.
01.person you talked to in person?.
mom
02.person you talked to online?.
brenda
03.person you talked to on the phone?.
anet
04.last time you had a shower?.
just

0THER.
01. Do you like surveys?.
when im bored
02. What kind of shampoo do you use?.
herbal essence
03. Do you get along with your parents?.
recently with my mom, yes, with my dad, no
04. Do you have mental breakdowns?.
guess so
05. Did you ever fake being sick?.
yepp. haha

CURRENT.
01.Current Mood;.
grumpy :/
02.Current music;.
coin-operated boy (from brenda la!)
03.Current hair;.
messy uncombed
04.Current Longing;.
to be happy and finally satisfied
05.Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing;.
nothing much
06.Current Windows Open;.
blogger, friendster, ares, wmp, song files

today was horrible cos i dunno what came over me. i was so grumpy and i snapped at everyone. sorry Fishy and Yuenchen. you got snapped by me :/ and my fricking attitude to E, well, he deserves it and i aint gonna say sorry. i didnt know he was the sort who make me sounds like im so, available. rahs. im disappointed with him. friend of a decade and he actually said that, even if might have jokingly said that. he can think im pms-y for all i care.

at least i did cloze passages and a compo during chinese intensive today. some of the guys got punished or something cos they went to play basketball when they were supposed to have go back up to class after recess. initially Yuenchen and me wanted to join em downstairs, but fatfat Wilson kept telling the teacher when we tried to sneak out, so yea yea, he was the one who saved our asses (:

after school had to go straight home cos i had to help my mom communicate with some chinchow tutor of my brother. then got to talk a bit with i and got to know that yk went around telling his class that i said the faggot was disgusting :/ WELL. i didnt say that, not exactly. the conversation went like that: yk asked, '___ hen shuai mehs?' and i replied, 'eeyer'. so i didnt exactly said he was disgusting. okays. faggot. theres no denial in me thinking that. but, man, yk doesnt have to go arnd telling everyone and apparently, he told the faggot and made him embarrased. ive never hid my dislike of ___, but if people were to spread that i dislike him this way, nobody will understand why i even dislike him in the first place, if anyone get what i mean. sighs. and even though i dislike him, i know he can be nice. sheesh.

ahhh. now i sound even more like a bitch than ever. thanks guys. you made my day.

okays. anyway, the chinchow tutor ended up not coming cos she has got an MC and i wasted the whole lot of my time lying on the sofa and watching MTV. gah. nice day. i dont care. i shall make tomorrow a very very nice day. sheesh.

bye bye.

chinese intensive sucks today cos we didnt do anything at all. hahs.

kickstarted the day today with a phone call early in the morning at 4.30am. how great. but surprisingly, i wasnt in the oh-i-just-woke-up-and-i-dunno-what-you-talking-about kinda mood so i stayed on to chat. then the bigbig retard joined in the conversation at arnd 5am. ahhs. interesting. and we crap conferenced till 6.05am, and off we went to get ready for school. theyre weird people cos they never seem to sleep. okays.

then got to school, and once we're in class, me and Kailing starts bitching about everybody. fine not everybody. aww you get what i mean. hahs. then i slept while my boyfriend:D entertained Kailing. then had recess, then went back for the super intensive chinese program. *roll eyes* slept more. then after that had free period, and the bigbig retard was being so super retarded opposite. LOL. nvm whatever.

school released early today, so decided not to go for choir. went J8 instead with Kailing Anet Fiona Ahmah Brenda. oh and Ahmah overturned her whole tray at KFC just now. LOL. okays then walked arnd. then initially wanted to neoprints with Kailing and Brenda. then saw Yiyuan, Jason, Wilbur and that 4blessing girl. so in the end we took together, and Jason just anyhow pressed the machine and we ended up not being able to choose the neos we want. ahhhs. but at least had fun while taking the photos :D

ohwells. i think guys are really very very dumb. oh sheesh. they cant be trusted with their mouth. im off already! bye bye.

blogger is so irritating cos i cant seem to upload the photos. sighs. nevermind. i shall upload em when i can (: today's horrible. made me feel like going suntanning all over again. hahs.

i brought up the subject of getting contact lenses and yayness, dad agreed to get em for me, albeit the reluctance. then mom took me to the shop, and guess what. im not suited to wear disposable lenses. GAHHHH. cos the size of the curve of the disposable lenses are made according to the average of the sizes of the curves of people's eyeballs, and around 80percent of the people has got curves within that size (something like that), and very very unfortunately for me, im one of the 20percent. so if i wear disposable lenses, i'll find em tight and it'll be more troublesome for me :/

i'll have to make longterm ones and my mom thinks its too expensive already cos she already was reluctant to pay 160bucks for the disposable. longterm ones cost 250bucks. sheesh. so i cant get lenses, at least not now ): i'll have to wait till i work and pay for em myself or something. sighs. bye bye eye liners and eyeshadows and mascaras. sighs >:( but i shall look at the bright side. if i get lenses, i wont be able to change my phone for a long long time. so i guess... sighs.

went to baby Faith's house today. ohmygawd. it's the first time i got licked by a dog. haha. nice feeling though the saliva stinks (: Figi is Faith's dog. maltese, i think. and it just got shaved, so its botak, instead of hairy and it's super hyper. it keeps jumping up at me. hahs! (: so damn cute. lols.

okays dont feel like blogging anymore. bye bye.

im red! (:

today was super super super great. lydsy didnt get to go in the end cos she had some lunch party thing. then in the beginning, phebe couldnt make it too. then there were only me, yuenchen and brenda. then when phebe said she could go already, we got so excited (: then waited for her for 1hour at Novena. lols.

initially we wanted to go Tanjong Beach. but there wasnt too many people at Palawan Beach. so we alighted there instead. the weather was very good today. sunny, and kinda cloudy at the same time. cam whored lots (: ahhhs. super fun. then there were stupid guys who kept checking us out, or should i say, checking brenda's jellies out. HAHAHA. okays nvm gross. then there were this bunch of chinchows who were so disgusting. i actually saw one of em spitting on the sand. major EWK. then we even played with a dog :D cos the owner was trying to kill it by drowning it or something. LOL. nah. the dog hated the water and the cheena owner was trying to drag it down into the water. the dog was super hyper.

we left when it started drizzling and we went down to the toilet at Tanjong Beach cos the one near Palawan Beach was like, swarming with people. then after that tried to call for a taxi. super difficult. and somebody stole our taxi too. stupid. then went harbourfront and had yoshinoya for dinner (: bought a pair of bronze dangly earrings :D camwhored somemore. yuenchen and brenda were super high and they posed spastic. ahahs. photos shall be up later on (:

okays anyway. i chatted with N yesterday on msn yesterday and surprisingly, he's nice to talk to. haha (: he told me some stupid stuffs, and oh wells. i dont really believe what he say. not all, but most. hahs. whatever. as ive said, ive no change in mood or feeling or whatsoever and im just ignoring and see whats gonna happen.

ANYWAY. i think guys are really rude when they use the word cheebye to describe girls. if girls are cheebyes, then arent guys lanjiaos? oh dammit fuck you. think about it. if thats the case, the world is full of walking cheebyes and lanjiaos. eww. and get it right. it takes two hands to clap. dont blame all the crap you get on me and phebe. cos afterall, we didnt say anything much at all. damn fine if you think we blab too much and that we fucking backstabbed you. i suggest you go check your fricking attitude first. and you aint a girl. whats with the moodswing? dont think youre the king and everyone should go along with you.

omg i think guys are really dumb. and girls are dumb enough to fall in love with guys. sighs. never mind. it's how we're made. lols. okays. photos up later. btw Clement didi thought me and phebe are twins. LOL (:

intensive chinese started today, and it was soooo stupid. five hours dedicated to doing chinese, but actually we didnt do anything much at all. actually, we didnt do much in school today. then after school went town with yuenchen anet lydsy and brenda, and got the bikinis :D ahhhs so embarrasing. hahs! then had lunch at Lido. then went back to school for choir.

ohmy. the class outing next friday is scraped. but at least i get to go Sentosa tomorrow. yayness. hmm but i do feel bad about it. cos im meeting the girls at 10 and my bro's got tuition till 12 and no one's gonna open the door for him or something, and my mom doesnt really trust him to bring the house key with him. sighs. but i guess, i cant keep worrying about things. i should have a day out, for myself and no one else, and enjoy the day without thinking of whether ive hurt anyone in the process of doing what i want to do, if anyone get what i mean. im always leaving early when a gathering ends too late, im always the one who doesnt know whether i should go out with the rest, and im always the one whos so fickle, all cos i dont wanna make my parents displeased or worried or something. GAH. and i feel guilty really really easy and i dont like it. im already giving my Sunday to my family and baby Faith. tomorrow's for me (:

anyways, i just let my mom knows that my phone got confiscated. i said it aint a big thing, and she said how can it not be a big thing. rahhhs. it's only one month, and its my phone, not hers, so im wondering whats the big thing :/ and she asked about my results, saying that it must be very bad. i told her i failed 3 subjects, but i really did improved. and she went yakking about the computer again.

perhaps my comp would be removed tomorrow. perhaps some time later. whatever the case is, I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY COMP la... i told anet that if my comp got removed, im just gonna go Shimin's house everyday to use her comp. HAHA. can mah arhs? LOL. but really. im gonna WORK HARD, WORK HARD, and WORK EVEN HARDER when the June hols start. i dunno how to say that to my mom. i mean, i wanna tell her to stop worrying and that i know my limit and that i'll work hard, but i just cant bring myself to say it. *$%$@%! sheesh.

and all those stupid stuffs. if you really did take me as a real friend and really trust me, duh, i will choose you over anything. oh nevermind. i'll go and watch the last 3 episodes of Devil Beside You :D

10 days to my birthday! ((:

ehh. thats for jolene, wenqi and anet, if youre want. yupps.
below are the links for all the episode:
Devil Beside You Episode 1 (DVD Version):this episode only half..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_IylxR8vcec

Devil Beside You Episode 2 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQH-dfSi5Mk&search=devil%20beside%20you%20episode%202

Devil Beside You Episode 3 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USTuW4-XqUw

Devil Beside You Episode 4 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16ArUIwXqfU

Devil Beside You Episode 5 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZC9sB9ZF00

Devil Beside You Episode 6 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtU5Zipzdco

Devil Beside You Episode 7 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2mjPKkuSus

Devil Beside You Episode 8 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1HHpMTesxk

Devil Beside You Episode 9 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-Q-XLcu1Ek

Devil Beside You Episode 10 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svZsah4An-I

Devil Beside You Episode 11 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHKJv2VJOLY

Devil Beside You Episode 12 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yt0rhlaajvo

Devil Beside You Episode 13 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScrU2PZrhko

Devil Beside You Episode 14 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFGzmfGs-Tg

Devil Beside You Episode 15 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwIDld39SWQ

Devil Beside You Episode 16 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O7VKPQ8Gk2o

Devil Beside You Episode 17 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nzSzQI33yM

Devil Beside You Episode 18 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M6GbR-ArpZE

Devil Beside You Episode 19 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dohVHd0W-q0

Devil Beside You Episode 20 (DVD Version)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7yv5iQJ1jU

ahhs. my phone got confiscated yet again ): luckily i managed to take out my SIM card. however, my k700i has a screwed battery. therefore, im equivalent to having no phone now. BUT luckily, Janelle lent me her k700i till tomorrow, when i'll get kailing's phone. then i'll try to find an unscrewed battery for my k700i and then, i'll be a happy kid. HAHA. damn i feel lost without a phone okays.

okays. got to know the rest of my results today, and Sihao made me feel sooooo bad for not getting good grades. gah. but guess he and eugene and fatfat and the rest of the guys who commented made me think even more - i should have worked hard or something. i shouldnt do everything last minute. ahhhs shit. ive got to have more self discipline. oh sheesh.

hmm. im gonna go watch my Devil Beside You already (: yays. and clement didi is so sweet cos he kept insisting me to take his k700i batt while he use his old phone. hahs (: nevermind. i'll try find someone who has a spare one. yupps (:

ahhs my results suck. three subjects out of six subjects fail. and perhaps im poking my nose in too much things. and fricking hell, ive got a slight headache from thinking about everything so much. sighs. i dont feel like blogging today. i'd rather much go watch my Devil Beside You. hahaha. then maybe i'll feel better, and think that my life's not that sad after all. today made me feel horrible. oh shuacks.

bye bye.

AHAHS (:

i found Devil Beside You episode 9 on YouTube already :DDD YAYNESS! hahaha. (:

i was so looking forward to school today and it turned out to be such a bore.

gah. and i was getting so high, then needed the toilet during miss cheong's lesson and she didnt allow me to go. i had to wait for like, half an hour later and by then my pee was coming out. ROFL. okays then after school went Yishun cos Shimin needed a haircut. mood wasnt right. and to say the truth, the mood hasnt been right most of the time this year, if anyone get what i mean. sighs. and it just seems like everyone's shoving everything under the carpet and acting accordingly to how they should act infront of different people.

oh and Xiuanpin tried to break my middlefinger just now cos he and Kelvin The PooPoo Head say that i point my middle finger too easily or too much or something like that. lols. ohwells. perhaps really, girls shouldnt even be making obscene gestures and saying crude words and stuffs. but i think it doesnt hurt to do/say them, uh, when theres a need to. HAH. and for pointing my middle finger, its all outta fun, actually, and ive cut down the usage of it already, haha.

anyways, i flunked my fricking POA. sadded. cos i did kinda try my best for it. 41marks. pathetic. im gonna improve the next time round. its not a promise or anything, its a fact (: im happy with my chinese results. i didnt catch the marks for my paper 1, but i got 46/70(i think) for my paper 2, full marks for listening compre, and 31/40(i think) for oral. the rest of the results are out tomorrow. so maybe by tomorrow night, i'll be dead. people, please miss me. i love all of you. LOL.

im not caring anymore. so yes. looking bloody fricking forward to tomorrow. bye bye.

i couldnt sleep yesterday, as in really couldnt sleep. so i read till two, but i still couldnt sleep. and suddenly i felt like writing. so i went to dig out my diary. the one which i seem to write in once every half a year or somethin. haha. okays. i found the diary and i forgot where was the key to the lock.

while finding, i saw so many other stuffs. i found those letters which me and stephie used to write to each other, and the letters me and phebe used to write to each other, and my old organisers and stuffs like that. lol. it was so stupid cos in stephie's letter, everything was about her b___ b___ while mine was about __. then in phebe's letters, it's all about me gushing about how cute xiaoren is. LOL.

i think perhaps we shld continue this kinda letter writing thing cos really, it some kinda thing for us to remember the past by. haha. oh sheesh. i cant login to the eportal. LOL. ohwells. wonder if i shld go choir later on. sheeeesh.

today was spent sleeping, lazing around and watching the television. thats a nice kind of life (: and i went to the library and i got books :D saw Winnie on the way there.

ohkays. theres this 18 years old myanmar/spanish guy who apparently got attracted by my friendster profile and decided to add me in msn. hahaha. and i think its kinda cool, actually, that he comes from a private international school. but he's in rp now. hmmms. its like, so many people's in rp.

sighs. i think about ___ and i kinda get... ohwells. i dont feel like blogging anymore. bye bye.

i think when i get a job after my O'levels, im gonna get a job with mostly angmohs as customers cos seriously, i dunno why, they fascinate me, and theyre super friendly people. HAHA.

so anyway, i woke up at 12 today. for the first time, no one tried to wake me up or something. its a weird thing in my family, cos it seemed as if no one's supposed to sleep beyond 11am or sleep after 1 or something like that. okays then slacked around a while and its great cos after one or two weeks of mugging and mugging and mugging for exams, i finally get to slack around (:

after that i went Chinatown with my sister and got my mom her Mother's Day present from OG. it was having a sales and the place was swarming with typical middleaged singaporeans who are sooooooooooo kiasu. crowds like that are so horrible that i made sure we got out of the place asap after buying the bag.

walked around, and it was rather disappointing cos all the stalls pull up their prices since it's a weekend. so everything was damn expensive and i suggested going over to Bugis though i already went there yesterday. so we went over and shopped a bit. bought two tops, then went home cos the place was like, too crowded for comfort.

myyyyy. i cant wait for school to reopen and i dunno why. hahaaaa. ohwells. i dont feel like going choir on monday. sighs. right. im off. bye bye.

today was so great, except for some minor misunderstandings/breakdowns/blah, everyone seemed to be in an okay mood. was actually feeling rather moodswing-y, but felt okay after a while. retail therapy helped :D

guys are very insensitive creatures. they should just give in to girls. i dont think thats too much to ask for, HAHA. oh and i got punched by Kelvin The PooPoo Head. gah. what an ungentlemanly guy. just because i poke him in the stomach. lololols.

got a denim skirt, a pink-white tube and a belt from Bugis. actually it was so retarded to go there today cos it's Vesak Day and all the old uncles and aunties are there to pray to the GuanYinMa or the whatever deities and gods they worship, so the place was horribly crowded. had barcadi! (: it was sooooo nice and Wenqi turned red after a few sips. HAHA. that shows shes super super super healthy, i think. LOL.

after that we went Woodlands. oh, and during the train ride there, KAILING LICKED ME. ahahahaa. it was so fricking funny. cos we were like, camwhoring as usual and we were posing spastically, and she stucked her tongue out while i puckered up my lips and i dunno what happened. the train jerked or something but her tongue brushed against my lips and both of us started going EWWWWW, gross! and we were laughing like mad women.

kays then after that we sat down and we started camwhoring again. then this bunch of guys came in and they were like looking and it was getting embarrasing. so i started saying something about me migrating to NewZealand and that we should take more photos. but it took quite a while for Kailing to geddit. by then i was laughing like hell at my retardedness. lololols.

went Causeway Point and ahmah treated us to Gelare icecreams. my god. yums. but i still prefer Andersen's rum and raisins with chocolate fudge (: then we went over to Zongyang's house and sat at the basketball court. then the rest started playing too, but i couldnt cos i was wearing a skirt. so dumb. hahs. after that they went up to Zongyang's house while me and jiayan went home cos i didnt really feel like going and i was feeling tired. and i got my BK dinner :D haha.

ohkays it's me and fishy's birthdays next and im looking so damn forward to it :DDD AND i miss Sentosa alot alot. sighs. oh, and jolene has a great bod. HAHA. really. im so green with envy. and im so happy today cos finally the idiot whos supposed to be the nicest and the greatest called, and the faggot only msged me once :D lols. ohhhkays im off. bye bye.

happy 16th birthday to eugene! (:

haha. the exams finally finished today! yayness (: oh and lydia got her phone confiscated cos her alarm went off during exam. caused quite a big hullabaloo cos there was this phone ringing and i doubt lydia even knew it was her phone initially. haha.

ohhhkays so Chem still sucks. but im getting more interested in the subject :D then waited for arnd 2 hours to sit for the POA paper 1. then we're finally finally free from exams! uhm, that is, until the prelims which is also not very far off in the future. sighs. so im gonna just play and go crazy and have fun :DDD

anyways. there was these two really really horrible secone girls who made me so damn pissed off. we were in the toilet. then one of em came in, or she was alrdy in the toilet, i aint very sure la. haha. so anyway. her friend switched off the light. cos i think she didnt know we were inside. one damn thing which irritates me the most is people switching off the toilet lights when im inside cos its really is irritating. so i went out and switch on the light again.

then the friend came in, and both of em went out, and THEY SWITCHED OFF THE BLOODY LIGHTS. DAMMIT. of cos i got fucking pissed. i stormed out, scolded nb, cos they were still at the watercooler, flick the switch on, and went in again. then kailing came into the toilet and somebody switched off the lights again. FUCK. and guess what. yes. you got it right. it was the two bloody secone girls. so obviously, they purposely switched off the lights twice knowing that we were inside.

kailing got pissed too and the two girls were so coward that they went all the way to the staircase at the DnT block and came down from the staircase near the toilet, thinking that we wouldnt see them that way. hey fuck you childish people, we aint stupid. and i guess theyre really irritants cos even their classmates were telling us who they are instead of like, helping em. so yea. even though i didnt really notice how they looked like, i know theyre from 1endurance, if that class is la, the one 2classes away from 1compassion. and one of the girls supposedly come from choir and according to cheyenne, she sings awfully and might be getting the kick outta choir. damn she deserve it.

HELLO. these people should respect their seniors more. when we were secones, for goodness sake, we respected our seniors so much that we were like, afraid of em. and now, our juniors think that theyre being funny by switching off the toilet lights repeatedly, knowing that we were inside. oh fuck.

oh shuacks. aint going suntanning tomorrow already. sighs. but i must get out of the house tomorrow (: right dont feel like blogging already. bye bye.

i got this from Kandace's blog:


thats so untrue can. HAHA.

FNN paper was alright (:

so yes. tomorrow is chemistry and i kinda given up on it. im bound to fail that sbj even if i study it now. its always like that. gah. but nevertheless im still gonna read up or something. i wouldnt want to hand in a blank paper.

oh anyway just now we went sembawang and then we went to the station's toilet. then there was this sanitary pad dispenser and i bought one cos we were betting on what brand will the pad be. HAHA. in the end cheyenne won. its Kotex. LOL. gross. haha.

hmm. im getting so tired of seeing the faggot's name on my phone. and the way he calls me ___. yucks yucks yucks. i could just puke right into his face. damn. but i couldnt just ask him to piss off. afterall, someone's just trying to be really nice. yah right. fuck you, after what all the dumb faggot has told people. yucks.

so yay. tomorrow's last day of exams :D

oh my. i succeeded in not coming online yesterday, cos i had too damn much FNN to study. sighs. and so here i am now. the paper's later. so i cant come in for too long. meeting anet at 10.10 (: ohwells.

poa paper was a sucker yesterday. but ohwells. i still have that tiny little glimmer of hope that i'll pass. OR ELSE. im gonna end up like common test and just pass two or three sbj >:( last three papers and the exams will be finished! (: ahahs.

celebrated ahmah's birthday yesterday by singing her birthday song, smashing cakes and pouring water all over her. then we kinda got scolded by mr lim cos he claimed that we were noisy. and i guess he was right. heh. after that we started clearing and ahmah was so damn wet we could see her everything HAHA. then mrwee came and started scolding us :/ we were already clearing up. then he saw ahmah and questioned her and insist that she change at once. fine with us. then he left and we stayed to have our lunch.

after that, the sec2 guy came down and started telling us to be quiet. we weren't even making any noise at all. then when he walked pass, i happened to be laughing. not those kinda damn loud laughter, duh. was just laughing at something fish said. then he told me not to laugh >:/ so fish rebutted and said why cant we laugh and sorta tell him to not care abt us. and that guy reported fish to mrwee. he also reported cheyenne and for nth at all, they had to go and write a statement. for goodness sake. what did that guy think he is? and as ive said. the canings on his ass made his head kuku. gah. he made even more noise than us for coming down and going back up to the hall for goodness sake. and the teachers in the canteen could vouch for the whole lot of us that we werent making any noise at all after mr lim told us to clear up :/

okays. i'll stop talking about kuku heads. and i think he's another burnt-out brain too. hahaha. ohwells. i'll maybe get to go Sentosa on fri afterall! :D cant wait cant wait.

hmm. i wonder if that anonymous tagger reads my blog not. but the tagboard dont give me chance to say what i want to say cos the bloody space is sooooo small. hahs. so i'll just say what i wanna say here and perhaps anonymous does read my blog and she/he'll read this (:

i just wanna say. hmm. no one's perfect. i know i can be pretty much of an asshole sometimes. like the way i treat anet sometimes (yes, i know, kailing. haha). im impatient and ive got stupid bloody moodswings and now ive got something more to add to the list. my way of walking. LOL. okays. not only anonymous commented on that. the other commenters are people im close with. the 2904 girls. they say i walk like chao ah lian haha. ehhh. but i cant help it okay. but i didnt know my nose stick up in the air. perhaps i shall mope and be all depressed so that i'll look at the floor instead when i walk (:

im kinda like, borned to be chor lor. heh. and to say the truth, ive always find guys more fun to joke arnd with and some dont even treat me as a girl o.o now, that really offends me. LOL. but whatever. and what they say aout my facial expression. the girls commented abt that too. i look very zhuai or dao or sad when i dont smile or something. so im sorry if i gave you the idea that im proud or something. or maybe i really am. hahs. i dunno about that. you'll have to ask the people arnd me.

you say you dont understand. of cos you dont. i mean, if you dunno me, as in literally dunno me, of cos you dont understand. like, the way i dont understand you. you tell me i suck and that im a bitch and yadayadayada. but who are you really? arent you bitchy too (or if youre a guy, bastardy. haha) to care about the way other people walk or how high they stick their noses in the air? do you think you have the right to tell people they suck? well. i know i suck. but do you admit that you suck too? like, who in this world can be so angel and perfect and blah blah blah lah. for goodness sake. no matter how nice someone is, he/she is bound to have a bad side too la. reality check. and admit it. all girls have a bitchy side in em. put yourself in my shoes, that is, if youre able to.

i'd like to know who you are. and duh. obviously you wont tell. but nevermind. im interested in knowing what people think of me. and im not acting oh-im-so-nice-and-i-dont-hate-eve-haters. cos youre free to give your opinions and im free to walk the way i like and the way i like to hold my head. i dont walk like a loser, even if i am one. and as ive said, i dont care abt what people say. but you seem nice. at least you duunch tyype liike tiishh. hhahh. shho duumbb cos ii usedd to tyype liike tiishh too. but it's so stupid come to think of it. oh im digressing :/

so yea. i'd like your reply soon. heh. its kinda fun you know. LOL. hmm whatever. and uh. im sorry but for now, i dont, uhm, really see what mistake ive made. so pls uh, tell me more. and get to know me if you dunno me. and if you do know me, well, tell it straight to my face. i mean it.

if anything here in this post offended you, im sry cos i dont mean to offend you. nth in here is meant to be regarded as an insult to you or something. if i look fake or if im like, weird, uh, i'll have to say sry, cos you really dunno me. reply please (:

physics paper wasnt hard at all. really. but i couldnt do the questions and ive got a bad feeling that i'll fail or something ): and social studies. sighs. brain block and i couldnt remember at all about China's participation in the korea war. ahhhhhhhs. thats 12 effing marks gone. just like that. *poof* >:(

oh and tomorrow is the POA paper. thats like, my third nightmare and hopefully i can pass. we went for grp study at shimin's house just now, and yes. the POA people were slacking arnd while the A-maths people were slogging their hearts out. hahs. but there aint really much thing to study for POA. it mostly depends on whether we practiced enough usually not. for me, im a blur cock and slower at understanding haha thats why i suck in POA.

so haha. i didnt want to come online but i got so tempted. but yepp. i finished my revision begore signing in. i wont be on wed though. cos ive got half of my second and third nightmare on thurs, and that is Chem and POA paper one respectively. gahhhhhhhhhhh! >:(

work hard work hard! exam's finishing in 3 days! (:

oh my fucking gawd my nose is peeling for no reason at all.

anyway,
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, CLEMENT DIDI! (:
and HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HUIKUOON!

ohwells. i woke up todsay to the shouting of my sister and the screaming of my brother. what a beautiful morning. so apparently, my sister locked his account. stupid. he should have put password or something HAHA. but come to think of it, my bro's so much more fucking hooked to the comp then me and i suspect he's really addicted to the comp. as in really. gone case.

so what happens now is that my dad's gonna remove the comp until his PSLE is over. oh that will be damn damn nice and dammit cos im about to explode inside. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY FUCKING COMPUTER. so hopefully my dad will do what he said he will do and that is to buy a laptop for me and my sis. -pray hard he'll really do that.- and im praying really hard.

i dunno what im gonna do without the music the pictures the blog the friendster and and and, most importantly, photoshop. sheesh im getting fucking hysterical >>>:( sighs im doing social studies next. and i cant stand that two person cos one calls me ... and the other call me ... EWWW. i shant say out cos it makes my hair stand. and i suspect the faggot sicko view my friendster profile everyday :/ ohmymama. and what about the other one, the one whom i dont mind him calling me pig. he's nowhere in sight. oh i mean, in sound. gah.

oh damn i cant wait to get out into the sun and onto the sand. (:

so yes i did a bit of Physis at Mcdonald, the chapters on magnets and sound waves. then more people came and i got distracted. xiuanpin's the dumbest guy ever and kelvin is a poo poo head. after that played a bit of basketball. sheesh. the three of us were like, just entertaining ourself down there.

had dinner with shimin yuxuan and xiuanpin after that. then we saw miss ng (: yuxuan's reaction on seeing her was so damn cute cos he couldnt recognise her at first. LOL. but he aint cute okay. haha. ohkays i dunno why but i find eating dinner facing the guys is so stupid cos they look so dumb till i couldnt help laughing at em. sheesh. so stupid.

then i was going home with my sister and bro's dinner and i saw this bloody cat which tried to follow me. gahhh. ohhh. i found some great ps tutorials. ahahaha. four more days to the finishing of exams! (: and i really wanna go Sentosa on fri laaaaaaaaaa.

oh and this is so stupid.

the idiot called yesterday night. and his call made beansprout looks like a faggot again. LOL. not that ive ever thought that beansprout is not a faggot, but sometimes he really can be pretty alright. but goodness knows what he does under the alright-ness. gah.

so yes. today i shall not feel like sleeping and i shall do my work. yes yes i'll do all that provided the beansprout stop disturbing me. its effing irritating. sheesh.

shit i think im obsessed with dictionaries haha.

new template's up. its kinda messy though. so i might edit the thing. after exams :D

my lil cuzzies came over just now. they love baby faith, but too bad she aint here at night. then kaijun was saying that he wanna give birth to a baby girl, cos his mom dont wanna give birth to a baby for him le. HAHA. so cute right. he really thought he can like, give birth. LOL. aww. the things little kids say (:

that reminded me of what we talked about during lunch just now. i ate rubber pieces and i think anet was the worst. she ate pieces of paper when she was small. ROFL. alright. ive been online too long already. and i actually fucking entertained beansprout for 3 fucking hours. like, i dunno whats wrong with me. omfg. im wayyy too high that nth gets me down today. HAHA.

bye bye for now.

i want a new template (:

chinese was pretty easy today, and i was so afraid that i'd miss out something for paper one cos i seemed to finish so much earlier than the others :/ ohwells. after the papers, we went causewaypoint. then some went to watch Mission Impossible 3. i aint interested in that, but i want to watch X-Men! :D hahaha. although i dont really know the whole thing cos i dont read the comics, i want to watch. heh (:

im happy today. i dunno why, but im just happy even though i dont feel wanted or loved anymore heh heh, but ive got the girrrrrrrrls :D going crazy really helps. haha. kept laughing about the mucoos and how phebe is filled with em. oh and the bahbuseng. LOL. and i fucking want to get out into the sun. so perhaps Sentosa on Vesak's Day? :D

and i want to make a birthday wish-list :D yea i want surprises. but i realise maybe i'll just, heh, give the people some ideas on what to get me. HAHAHA. im so bloody thickskinned but you know you love me, people! after all im the supercalifragilisticexpialidocious laydeee xDDD ahahahaaaaa. shit im really becoming so narcissistic. and dammit im super high and as ive said just now, im sucha drama queen today and my one expression represents all the 4 types of expression, oh and I ROCK :D

dammit im sorry to the beansprout cos i so so NOT SORRY for moodswing-ing him. who gives a damn la. ohhkays. Social Studies later on, and Physics tomorrow and right now im trying to make a new template :D
laterrrrr.

maths paper one sucked too. i couldnt do so many questions, and im sure to fail the subject. sighs. then theres still the sciences that im so afraid of next week, and social studies, and POA. arghs >:(

paper ended early today, so me phebe fiona kitty and jolene went J8, and we had Mcdonald brekkie :D couldnt decide between the BigBreakfast and the Hotcakes. its always like this. cos i wanted the hotcakes, but i also wanted the egg from the big breakfast :D hahs. so in the end decided on Hotcakes and got a few mouth of omelette from jolene (:

after that me and phebe were like behaving crazily. LOL. she was like pointing out all the weird weird guys to be my boyfriend. then she pointed to this bahbuseng. LOL. then i turned and saw him. hes got this, umms, very very hairy beard and i burst out laughing. and i think he knew we were laughing at him. haha. and we're like, supposed to be nice girls :/

hmms. then we walked arnd and look for presents. j8 is so damn small that no matter who you go there with, youre bound to be walking in circles. LOL. okays so anyway, met up with zongyang and wenqi. xiuanpin and yuxuan left earlier than we did. then walked arnd a bit more and then decided to go home. to sleep :D

hmms. oh anyways yesterday. there was this election talk near my house, and it was so bloody noisy cos there was this chant going on: workers party! worker's party! -.-" so stupid. and the normally deserted street near my house was so jammed with cars and when i looked over to the road near the yishun polyclinic, it looks like orchard during xmas time. haha.

oh and i forgot to blog about the broccoli yesterday. according to phebe, one should look like the veggie he/she likes to eat and i happened to like broccoli. HAHA. like so funny la. so maybe its a sort of prediction that i'll be shaped like a broccoli in future. ohhhmygawd. ahahaaaas.

okays chinese papers tomorrow. and our muuuu-cuuus (pronounce it as muuuu- coools. hahaha) gonna drip again. LOL (x see. still so cute :D

damn yes, maths is my fucking nightmare. im bound to fail the paper 2, and theres paper 1 tomorrow. sighs. and for geography, the one i studied didnt come out and i ended up doing tourism instead, and i didnt study that at all. i relied on what was left in my brain about that topic from the last common test. hopefully what i wrote can get me a fricking pass.

im so crazy this few days that im laughing at every single thing. everything just seem so... laughable. LOL. and i was even laughing at stupid things when my sister was teaching me maths yesterday night. i feel so weird sometimes, the moodswings are back, and i aint talking about pms. hahs. its just... moodswings. and yes. i guess being crazy and laughing at every single thing helps.

oh shuacks. i dont know whats happening anymore. and to say the truth, i miss talking on the phone. oh sheesh thats so corny but ohwells. fuckyou idiot for affecting me so much. gah.

maths! >:/

Shadows are fallin' all over town
Another night and these blues got me down
Oh, misery!
I sure could use some company
Since he's been gone
I ain't been the same
I carry the weight like an old ball and chain
Guess its all meant to be
For love to cause me misery

Oh misery! Oh misery!
Tell me why does my heart make a fool of me
Seems its my destiny
For love to cause me misery

And, oh! I've been down this road before
With a passion that turns into pain
And each I saw love walk out the door
I swore never get caught again

But ain't it true? It takes what it takes
And sometime we get too smart to leave
One more heartache for me
Another night of misery

Oh! And oh misery! Oh misery!
Tell me why does my heart make a fool of me
Oh misery! Oh misery!
Tell me why, why, why, why, why, why does
thisheart make a fool of me
Seems its my destiny
For love to cause misery, oh
Misery
Guess its all meant to be
For love to cause me misery

i promise im just gonna be online for like, the most half an hour only. shit im hooked. LOL.

ohhkays. english paper was alright. its aint easy, but its not difficult too. so whatever. hmm. then theres the geography tomorrow which i must like, study and theres the maths paper 2 too. sheesh. math's my nightmare :/

ohhhkays. anyways just now we were in the toilet and only one cubicle was available and it was like, fucking gross cos the seat was wet and there was this puddle of, uhms, liquid on the floor. then i went in when ling came out and when i came out, the kookuburra went in, and she was like... okays i forgot what she said but she said something about somebody peeing on the ground and so obviously she was talking about me. right. gahhh. i was so pissed but i had to like, ignore. oh fuck. im ignoring everything and sheesh do i feel like a loser or what. but on second thought its more loserish and even more childish to quarrel with em.

i dont even understand why ive to take this kinda shit from those people when ive done fucking nothing. hello. can you go get the facts right cos i did nothing. and ive never been interested in... gorillas :D except that they can be nice friends. ahaha. frankly i'll say if those people wanna blame someone for whatever thing that happened to em, blame the gorilla cos its his fault for asking xiaoren in the first place. LOL. and i thought the gorilla and teethlikeshit are alright for a very long time already? so whats with all the stares and comments? yea right the whiny people are fricking childish. and once upon a time they were still whining at me. oh fuck you.

hahaha. alright maybe im just sensitive. but ohwells im done being pissed at em already and anyway they are so not fucking worth it. and still, its difficult to say much on blogs. im so childish to even talk about it and be pissed about it. im off to study geography :D

look at this. theyre so fricking hilarious. and gross. hahs.

oh and i wanna watch X-Men: The Last Stand, The Omen, and The Da Vinci Code. hahaha. i cant wait for exams to be over :D

i suspect i might be having some sorta sleeping problems, cos im not tired, but i kept feeling like sleeping when i see the bed, and when im tired at night, i cant sleep :/ i think my mind just cant get accustomed to studying. hahs.

anyways, yea. im blogging wayyy too much. dont think i'll be logging in tomorrow though, cos i needa study for geog and maths. i wanted to revise lots today, but besides falling aslp after every few pages, im so distracted thinking about some other stuffs.

yea. perhaps guys tend to get tired of things earlier while girls tend to hold on too much. hmms. whatever the case is, i should stop brooding about whats gonna happen or trying to figure out whats happening, at least not till after exams. and i really am thinking too much. gah. i should be thinking too much about maths and sciences and not crappy stupid things. sheesh.

right. bye bye for now.

today im gonna do alot of maths :D oh and i think the idiot got flushed down the toiletbowl yesterday night. sheesh. till laaaater. yea. later. i needa get something done.

(: