aces day workout turned out okay (: today's great. we didnt know where to go after we were dismissed, so we just took the train and finally decided to alight at bukit batok. had mcdonald brekkie :D then hung around west mall. after that decided to watch the devil wears prada. hahs. it's an okay show. not too bad, but not exceptionally nice. cheyenne and me decided that the show was "just like that". hahaha. ohwells. im really, really tired. group study tomorrow, i think! (:


see, retard.
<3!
flooded train. roflmao
the big girl (:

hell, my ulcer hurts even more today, and apparently, i roll up my tongue when i speak. lmao. my left cheek is a lil swollen. sheesh. i cant even have my dinner properly and im rather hungry now. gah.

today's papers were really bad ): for once, i worry about flunking english. >:( sighs. shant talk about it. math after that was uber boring. today's a rainy day, but im happy (: it feels how it used to feel like. was on the phone last night. not particularly relieved, though. but i cant say i wasnt glad. it's always nice to talk to some retard (: i'll say, im not exactly looking forward to october. oh, never mind.

we're taking part in aces day performance tomorrow! last minute decision. rofl. so yes. who cares about embarrassing ourselves! (: anyway, it's the last year already. hahs. so there. alright. i'll try to have an early night today. im becoming a panda. sheesh.

Another perfect empty road,
too much time to sit and think
of what I'd rather do, with you.
Wasted time,
I'd fill my head with anything to keep you from my mind, this time
Reread the books that I have read,
replayed the things I never said.

I wish these times would never end
today so many hearts will be broken
when happiness and sadness pull at every heart string
pull at every heart string
no one knows where there going
and what tomorrow has in store
i wish we could all hold hands
and come out the other side
i wish we could all hold hands

i can only hope that the memories will never fade in anyone's mind
even when we only have
glossy covered pictures reminding us of yesterday
yesterday

if only i had a picture
of today from our hearts
for the cover of the scrap book in my mind

please paint me a picture of today
before tomorrow takes it away
takes it away

i can only hope that the memories never fade in anyone's mind
even when we
only have glossy covered pictures
reminding us of yesterday
yesterday

my ulcers hurt like f today. it's growing really huge. well, all my ulcers are huge. it's prolly due to the fact that i seldom got ulcers when i was real small, and therefore, when they appear now, they grow really big to make up for their absence when i was small. hahahaaa.

so yea. im still kind of struggling with poa. miss cheong seemed to be in a good mood today even though she had to rush through everything cos she just remembered that we were having our english prelims tomorrow, meaning that there would be no poa lessons. she was like, instructing us to do the stuffs and i was like, "i want to pee!" then cheyenne was like saying she wanted to too, hahaaa, and miss cheong went, "go, go!" with that amused smile. lmao. being on good terms with teacher is so much more relaxing than being on bad terms with them.

kailing was like saying all my visitors visiting my blogs wont read what i blog anymore because the war at the tagboard is much more interesting. hahs! to say the truth, even in the past, if there's 10 visitors per day to my blog, i guess at most only 3 will be reading. so i dont exactly see much difference now. hahs. i just have the habit of blogging since ive been doing it for a little more than two years already. so, yea.

anyways, hot topics today were on molecules and anons. if that vulgarised anon's motive on coming here and min's tagboard was to attract attention, he/she has attained that already. so anyway, the civilised anon's back too and she (if i aint wrong :/) realised that there's this other anon spoiling her reputation cos everybody hates that anon and they have the same goddamn name and everyone thinks that they're the same people. well, actually not exactly. it's obvious there were two anons. they're so different. i really wish that the crude anon will just get bang down by a car or suddenly found his tongue or fingers cut off and stuffs like that. evil, i know. but to the more civilised anon, ive never not welcomed her in tagging before. not really, i guess. and may we become friends one day [refer to previous blogging] (: hahs.

there's the english tomorrow as said. im afraid of doing badly in it. and rwars. i dont want birdface lessons after that. >>:(

ive been rather tired lately, with me being able to sleep at only 1am cos it's totally turning into a habit :( i havent had much calls to answer lately too, which is quite a pity cos all i can do is read, and the books can be finished fast and i'll be left with nothing to do but toss and turn in bed. sighs. all my resolution to study hard disappeared too, right after saturday. oh shuacks. CHEM SUCKS! i'll have to tell miss cheong im sorry tomorrow cos i dont feel like doing my poa homework :/ sighs. and im tired. RAHS.

many people were absent today, so it was just left with me and phebe after school today. we had lunch at blk 900+ there, then roamed around in northpoint before settling down for an icecream in mcdonald and roaming around again. it was nice to just walk around like that, and talk about people (i guess anon calls this talking behind people's back. but seriously, who the hell in this world doesnt bitch about people? like, ever?) and stuffs like that. ahhs. too bad min wasnt there, or it wld be the three of us again, kinda like old times. hahaha (; but not exactly old times cos we still hang out, just the three of us, now too. lmao.

well anyway, im so sick of anon already. he can just keep his identity as anon the fucking faggot or he can come out and screw us all since he's so sure that he will cause much more hurt than intended. LOOK AT ME! im rolling my eyes a hundred thousand million times and i bet not even phebe will stop me cos even she will think that thats too ridiculous for words. does anon actually thinks that we're gonna have some kind of shooting competition and it's either he die or i die? lmao. bloody hell, drama king. i mean, if he's actually a guy, which i so think he is. well, at least half of a guy.

stupid hairless thing. you made my blog feels like some kind of warzone already. but really, im thankful for everyone who tagged (:

well. at least this week is gonna be short. it's only monday, but it already feels like friday. i wonder how people actually live sleeping at 3am in the morning and waking up at 6am. i'd have been dead by now if thats the amount of time i sleep. well, at least i gotta be thankful that ive finished my fnn at long last.

now i'll have to try to pull up my socks for the upcoming prelims, and try to stop getting hysterical over kiddos and anons and what nots. thanks everybody else for tagging. and DEAR CHUNFU, you do not have a fucking mouth which supposedly has a zip. anon just looked into the mirror and thought he saw you. he has got a shrivelled up bean for a brain and everybody just have to give in to his brainless ways.

i love you all people ♥

hahaaaaa.
FOR ONCE, MY LOVE OF READING THE DICTIONARY IS PUT TO USE (:

i didnt even know visiting the crap online urban dictionary can be put to use. i got the word poopoohead from there too. hahaha. people, if you want to go to the website to check out the word "effing", click HERE. UH ANON! you can straight away click THIS to get to the meaning of effing. and you can click THIS to get to the proper online dictionary i always use. it's good (:

na. lowshimin (uh, was it you? think so la. hahaha), who says reading dictionary is weird? lmao. it's just that i always look out for bullshit words, instead of words which are the most likely to appear in the vocab parts of exams. lmao.

i have to complete my 3 days food record. now. really, seriously. rahs. fnn sucks!

ANONS ARE EVERYWHERE.

there's one retarded one on min's blog, one who's like damn good in english in fishy's blog, and one uber low-class one in my blog. what's the world coming to? i didnt know phs had so many cowards. as cheyenne says, we shant stoop to their levels. theyre just humiliating themselves with their totally puny brains and dicks and stuffs like that. and it seems as if the anon on my blog love to use the f word.

sheesh. faggots!

my blog's visitors rate increased hell lots. it's funny, actually, the way anon caused such a big hullabaloo, and now teethlikeshit is like, dragged into it. lmao. i totally do not think that anon has got anything to do with her. i shant talk about her anymore. her identity shall not be disclosed. hahs. what's written in here should just stay here. anyways, im totally glad people actually bothered to come in and comment (: im totally unaffected already. cos there's really no need to bother about these people who are not even suited to get into chaoyang. chaoyang kids are so cute anyway. hahs.

ohkays. ive gotta go rush out my three days food record already. till laterrr.

anon strikes again!
well, i guess this post is kinda dedicated to all the anons who love insulting me at my tagboard. but i doubt it'd be of any use, cos i dont think they read my blog, as in read. they just come and tag and go. ahhhs. it's up to them. blogs are public places. they can do whatever they like as long as things dont get out of hand.

well, to say the truth, im pretty sure this recent anon who is dead set on saying that im a bitch and loves going "....man" aint the same anon as the previous one who tagged. i guess there are that many people who dislike me that much. or prolly they're just looking for entertainment and they found it on my blog's tagboard. hahahaaa.

well. to say the truth, i'd be lying if i say i aint affected. well, i am, like, DUH, but just a teeny weeny bit (: as laopop said, dont take comments from others to heart. that i agree fully. dont take comments to heart, especially comments from those who doesnt have any right to comment since they themselves arent exactly nice, great people.

i havent been doing much lately, except studying :D and i wonder what's so bitchy about that. whatever the case is, i guess i can only blame it on luck that these anons happened to see me in a bad light and that they decided to voice out all their displeasure to me. but to say the truth, i really dunno what i did. ROFL. and to say another truth, i dont give a damn. i like the way i am. fine. i dont like myself being so fickle minded. but i doubt thats the reason why the anons dislike me. uh. apparently this anon dislike me cos of the way i walk. hahaaas :D EH ANON. I WONT CHANGE THAT COS I THINK THE WAY I WALK VERY STYLE LEHS! (: different people has got different taste, so i'll try to understand. lmao (:

and fricking hell. im no bitch. im a damn nice girl la :D
the only bitch i know is teethlikeshit. but i doubt she even know that ive ot a fricking blog. rofl.
come, anon, come try screw my image, go on. but i dont really care. cos i believe that the wise people will know not to judge somebody by just comments from cowards, and im only interested in knowing these wise people :D anon! change for the better! we can still be friends (: but i guess the possibility of you wanting to be friends with me is almost zero. hahaaas. but never mind. you can change your mind anytime :DD

ohhhkays. hmms. group study again tomorrow at buddyhoagies. im gonna do my most dreaded subject, SCIENCE. rwars. prelims are starting next wednesday. sheeeesh. well, theres kinda like nothing much to blog about these few days, so might not be blogging daily already. goodnight everybody. tomorrow's another brand new day and hopefully it will be great again.
(:

i blurted out just now that petcheong was so much better than our dearest misschee and i was like, omg i said that?! hahaha. i didnt know cheong could be better than anyone since i dislike her sooooo much. but well, im on so much better terms with her right now.

there's no fricking school tomorrow. i mean, school is so tiring and all, and although im now like, so motivated to study, :D it still sucks to have to go to school. so it's great that it's gonna be a long weekend (: we still cant decide on how things are gonna be like tomorrow. rahs.

anyways, i was just thinking about random stuffs and i dunno why but this just came to my mind. if one whole bunch of cal/cab go to 4i to look for somebody to pick a fight with, that somebody can go just tell ashlee that the whole bunch of them said he was a fucker. imagine it. he'll go after them with a compass or perhaps, a recently updated version of his weapon, a pair of scissors. lmao.

i mean, ashlee's really weird. i forgot to blog about it. he was like raining punches on that 4i joel guy yesterday for whatsoever reason and he just went into the class, took a pair of scissors and went around looking crazy and about to kill someone. everybody was hanging outside the classroom watching. then somebody just scolded him fucker and he just took the scissors and kinda like threatened to poke the person or something. i think he's really dangerous. i still remember once he almost threw a chair at me, and the thing was that i did nothing at all. i just kinda took pity on him thats all. rahs. he should get a psychologist.

okays. whatever. yea. after school had lunch with min. chatted again. rofl. then we were talking about those positive and positive makes positive while negative and positive makes negative. but in my opinion, negative and negative can never become positive. how to become good when all both the negative can think of is doing bad stuffs? lololols. never mind. hahs.

okays. shant blog anymore. ahhhhs. i can sleep in tomorrow :D

didnt get to blog yesterday cos i was too darn busy doing the effing fnn. rahs. but i guess everyone was rushing out their fnn and dnt stuffs. hahas. look at this:

rofl. kays. so yesterday was alright. went to sunplaza after school. was outside school when we saw teethlikeshit. hahaha. ahmah purposely commented damn loudly that in future, she's gonna grow her hair long and come to school with it untied, and best is that she'll rebond it and also colours it. but the thing was teethlikeshit jay-walked away before shimin told ahmah that she should have added that she wanted to have braces done as well. hahaha.

kays, we're meanie to laugh at people's teeth when ours are not exactly straight and beautiful. however, we dont go around saying that people are labias, especially when she doesnt know us at all. fine, maybe she does know me and perhaps my ahmao too. perhaps we had our share of differences and misunderstandings that never got resolved till now, in the past. but she doesnt have any right to say the rest of the clique. rahs. oh. yea right. she said she was a bitch herself anyway. hahaha. that was what she wrote on her friendster profile the other time: i'm a bitch. yea. well, female dog. i guess we cant blame them if they think vaginas are something not private. anyways, i think teethlikeshit heard what ahmah said cos today morning, her hair was fricking hell tied up. roflmao.

darn, now i feel so childish. im like, bitching about somebody i totally dislike on my blog, like some kiddo. lmao. whatever. i dont really give a damn. please just shut this damn window if you aint please about what i write / the way i write.

well. i shall go and do my fnn stuffs now. afrose extended the deadline to next monday :DDD but there's really loads of stuffs to do. rwars.

i just felt like blogging again :D

i think im so gonna die for fnn la >:( and theres napfa test again tmr. @#$%^&*! they better not make me do sit and reach again. i'll scream. rofl. oh, and wilson neo called just now. said me and phebe sound alike. twinaiiaiis! haha (: flalala. zac tried to get me to go to church. rofl.

kkays. i want go zzz already. goodnight. hopefully tmr will be greeeeat :D

friday's a holiday for us. great chance to go sentosa. we'll have the whole beach to ourself, prolly. i miss the sun darn much. im turning yellow. lmao. but effing prelim's coming, and it seems like nobody really wants to go, maybe except for yuenchen and perhaps brenda too. asjdfbqwryf. rwars. i think i'll end up not going in the end. hahs. then maybe we can go catch a movie at town or something :D then study. hahaha.

im changing so much for the better :D im actually taking interest in accounts, and i made myself not sleep even though i was bloody hell tired during chinese period cos i wanted to do accounts. hahaha! but i ended up helping sihao do his dnt stuffs, and then me and eugene started drawing on each other's hand. he made me look as if ive got black measles. fugly. roflmao (: did slack though. played cards with the guys during physics period cos mr tan didnt come. and i won the game of cheat :D hahaha.

ohkays. after school stayed back for pac remedial and then went mcdonald for lunch with lowshimin. talked, then home. ohhh. and i saw baoxin on the way home. sheesh. almost couldnt recognise her. i was still wondering for a moment who was the person in opss uniform waving at me. rofl.

flalala. i guess now the only subject which i totally have no understanding at all is science, the most dreaded subject of all. sheeeesh. shant talk about that. ohhhh. and fnn. bloody hell. i doubt i'll be able to rush out all my stuffs tomorrow :/ ughh. im too fricking lazy to do it now. ahs whatever.

im off already. im blogging weird today. sheesh.

everyone loved the brownies, and so it seems :D i didnt manage to give the brownies to the person i mainly made it for, but nevermind. it doesnt matter, i guess. at least the people likes it (:

school on monday is crap. i dont see the need to come on mondays. sighs. after school went to min's house with pollyneo and phebe for maggie noodle lunch :D then we were like, drinking syrup+7-up from this huge bowl with the longans, rambutans and pineapples. rofls. shall upload the pictures some other time. im lazy now.

ahs. i dont like appearing online on msn cos people will start talking to me and if we'll be talking for like an hour and plus plus. people bombarded me just now. lmao. it was hard to chat with em all together. hahaha. oh, and i think the choir graduation thing will have a dress code of retro :D it's so last-year-band-grad thing. but oh wells, it's just the dress code and im sure we'll have fun no matter what. then guanghe was hl-ing to me about how great his dishes were and how he was gonna win me in english for o'lvls. lol. then me and the cockraoch were talking nonsense. oh, and phebe, abstain from vulgarities! hahaha.

sighs. things are so different from the way they use to be like. well, people change. sensitivity increases. understandings decreases. stuffs like that. i dont really care now. i'll just see how things go, and really, im tempted to change my blog. but on second thought, it's kind of meaningless.

ahs. shall go play audition already. im fricking tired and i'll try to have an early night today.

our brownies turned out well today (: phebe couldnt make it cos her dad lalaed again. so anyways, we baked 3 sets of brownies in all. the first well was alright, just a tad too sweet. the second one was horrible, cos the middle wasnt hardened. the third one was the best. it was the only circular one and it wasnt too sweet.

it's the idiot's birthday! hahaha. ohhh. secone kids are so damn frickinghell childish. growup! i may seem so mean with what i said, but really! you needa wake up from your stupid thinkings. sheesh.

ahs. school tomorrow. im so gonna die from cramps tonight. goodbye.

i was uber tired today, my eyes kinda hurt and my brain wasnt functioning okay even though i woke up at 12pm. rwars. had been sleeping late for the past few days, and yesterday was the latest at 0315. im so not a night person. rofl.

so anyways, even though i was so tired, i managed to do maths for the whole afternoon :D congrats to myself. it's the first time alrights. im really trying my best to try my best. hahs. and next, i'll be doing what phebe said - logging in perhaps for only an hour per day or something like that (: i feel uber pathetic looking at my common test result slip. 10 for maths. aint it great? :/ thanks to phebe lowshimin and i shall rather reluctantly name, the poopoohead kelvin for teaching me maths today. hahaha (:

ive been deleting songs from my phone and replacing them with only the chorus for ringtones. hahaha. oh, and hopefully min and phebe will be allowed to come over to bake. i havent ask my mom yet. rofl.

ohwells. im off. buhbyee.

i hate my stupid broadband cos it keeps on losing connection. bloody hell. stupid singtel. rahs.

oral was quite alright today, except that i stumbled quite a bit on the conversation part :/ after that stayed back to learn the highschoolmusical dance for the choir concert at the end of the year. uber tiring, but fun. i still cant really get the steps though. it's damn hard.

i talked properly to petcheong today. ahgong was like, show her your attitude. then i was like, later. but later never comes. im great today alrights? hahaha :D all i did was roll my eyes when she wasnt looking, but yada-ing at anet, telling her to teach me pac during chinese lessons and blah blah. sheesh. i didnt even sleep during lessons. hahs! ive repeated this truckloads of times already. lmao. i wouldnt want to come back to school when everybody else is having their study leaves, so im really trying my best t try my best, if you get what i mean (:

ohwells. ive gotta do my fnn real soon. and im baking on sunday. im so afraid everything will get screwed up. hahs. then the idiot wont get his present and it'll just be oh, too bad. rofl. i shall go do my stuffs now. flalalaaaa.

haha!

i dont feel like blogging these few days. have been watching aqmfs and playing audition :/ rofl. shall blog only if i feel like it. (: ive been feeling hardworking these few days. hopefully it'll last till prelims :D and im on better terms with birdface now too. i still cant stand petcheong though. rahs. okays. english oral tomorrow. im praying hard i wont speak english like a baaabooseng tomorrow. rofl. i dunno, that word just came into my mind. lmao. dont tie up my tongue tomorrow, that is. let me speak english fluently :D may i get distinction for english oral too (:

it's been great these two days. i hate to admit it, but it's great when... flalala. sheeeeesh. slaps mayself- i want to go suntanning :D screw prelims. screw the big O. may tomorrow be a great day. (:

i was nice to birdface, and i did my pac for once :D ahgong was like asking me where's my attitude today. rofl. ohwells. i was uber tired for whatsoever reason. but i did my works :D i think maybe i should be tired everyday. lmao. shall blog later, i dont feel like blogging now.. (:


((:

ahahs :D fnn practical exam was great. everything turned out alright and rather okay looking (: yayness. right, so today, i came to school looking like i'm running away from home, with that two big and heavy bags of ingredients and my serving dishes. hahs. then eugene goh was nice enough to help me carry everything :D he's a great friend. rofl.

oh. pac sucks bigtime today. @%^&*! it aint as if im not working hard for pac because i think i can get an A without working since i got an A for chinese without working hard for it la! fuck you. you're always assuming. you said that 'some people are unhappy because someone got an a without working hard'. nb. i bet those people are just kidding around la. fucking hell. screw la. i take what you fucking said as an effing insult. you and birdface are people of the same fucking kind. you can go and get the principal and viceprincipal for all i care. go ahead and call the parents. it wont gain you more respect. it wont gain you my attention. yea. my loss, you'd say. i fucking know it. but i'd rather not do pac in your class >:(

apparently, afrose almost got scolded by her because our fnn practical OLEVEL EXAM wass held today and she wanted to hold her fucking pac remedial lesson (which was supposedly compulsory for everyone, but i see half the class empty) which she thinks is much more important than our fnn olevel practical exam. i was complaining and complaining about how screwed up the old labia was to afrose at the start of practical. hahaha.

tomorrow's not gonna be better, cos theres birdface's lessons during school hours and after school. gahhhh. im disliking school already. sheesh.

ahhs. i shant blog anymore. im still in a not great mood. screwyouidiot.

i decided to rewrite today's post, cos the previous post sucks like how today sucked ):

my mood dropped to the lowest point after birdface 'talked' to me. @!#$%^& i dislike him like shit. rahs. but yea, of cos, he's the bloody teacher. he's bloody right, and im bloody wrong, and i should be gawddamn grateful to him cos he's collecting the fucking money himself instead of pressuring me, the treasurer, to do it. fuck. he should go screw a tree or something. nb.

chinese period was spent outside crapping with the guys. my face got pinched so many times that i think i'll prolly turn into a goldfish face soon. rofl. oh, and screw biantai and elgin. they fricking messed up my hair twice. messed up as in put a hand on my hand and ruffle my fricking hair hard. sheesh. im going bald soon. lmao.

tomorrow's the fnn practical exam already and seriously, im way freaking out. im a natural kitchen disaster, and im so afraid my dumplings will turn out like shit. rwars. i havent get my timeplan out and stuffs, and im still here blogging. but ive been using the whole damn afternoon for my fnn already la >:(

well, anyways, thanks to sihao and weemeng, i didnt have to go to the ntuc alone and make a big fool out of myself. shimin was at the english oral, and phebe couldnt come out, and i didnt really think that the rest will want to go someplace with a big ntuc just because i needed to. i was kinda feeling lost and rahs, i hate to say this, alone and fucking pathetic. so, surprisingly the two guys offered to go with me (: and they helped me a lot. they made the trip to j8 with me and after that, back to school for their dnt. im an effing noob at shopping for groceries. rahs. and most of the things were found by them (: well, im wayyyyy grateful.

alright. i'll have to get back to my fnn soon. ohwells, i shouldnt be making myself so miserable. screw it. i hate feeling so emo. >:(

[:

had group study with poopoohead kelvin, phebe and shimin today at buddyhoagies (: did a lil bit of chemistry. after that the cockroach and yuxuan came to join us and we played bball with my bro at 609. then had dinner together (: nice. hahs. after that came home and watched episode13 of aqmfs. then played audition. ass. i didnt know why i sucked so much when playing with that poopoohead yesterday. rofls.

ohkays. whatever. anyways, im so not affected by... okays. (: im still a happy girl. hahaha. alright. im offfffff.

hello!

im like, darn happy cos i got a2 for my chinese o'level! :DDD and i got distinction for oral even though i thought i really screwed it up the other time ((: then im the only one in soonlaolao's class who got a2 and everyone was like, shocked, i guess. even i, myself was so effing surprised that i screamed upon hearing that i got a2 :/ ahhs. drama mama. rofls. then yuenchen was saying those nasty stuffs about me, but i guess she was really disappointed... and she apologised after that. so all was fine.

the class was like, saying that by going to the toilet always and sleeping during laolao's class got me an a2 :D perhaps certain people will label me as a secret mugger. but haha, that'd be funny cos i didnt know one can study for chinese. anyways, im really proud of myself, and i was so happy when cheyenne and anet came rushing in to congratulate me :D and laolao has to cut down his head to let me sit, cos that was what he said he'd do the previous time when i told him i'd get an A for him to see. hahaha. okays. english oral next. i gotta put in more efforts in my languages cos im failing everything else. sighs. but whatever (:

watched the caning of the 5 guys who wrecked those dnt stuffs just now. it was boring. i remembered the first time we watched a public caning, i was still wincing when the cane goes down on the guy's ass. but now, 4 strokes per person, and we were still there discussing about our chinese o's. lololols. we went pizza hut to kind of celebrate, after school. then we hung around the playground and played with swings and stuffs (: 3 weeks before prelims start and we're still playing and fooling around. hahs.

alright. i shall go play auditionsea now, then i'll watch aiqing mo fa shi (: group studying tomorrow, and hopefully bball too :D buhbyeeee (:

hello. today was boring. im guilty of spending the whole afternoon watching Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. uhmm. i know i should be studying, but the show's damn nice (:

kays. yesterday -
met up with the lowshimin pollyneo jiayan zongyang xiuanpin yuxuan gabriel haihong victor boulder and kelvin to watch fireworks at cityhall.well. we had dinner first, and ended up being not in time to watch the fireworks. oh, unless you count the ones we watched from the Carrefour plasma tv. hahs. well, i managed to see the last green burst of fireworks outside Suntec City, but that was all. sighs. we missed it :(

after that, we didnt know where to go. so we hit the arcade. played the games and stuffs. boring. it wasnt my idea of an outing at all. lol. but had fun watching the guys play House of The Dead 3... or is it 4. whatever. they were so gay la. hahaha. after that sat outside. jiayan left first. was contemplating whether to leave with her not, but ended up never. apologised to her after that for ps-ing her. ahs, but i really missed her! rather surprisingly. hahs (:

then they decided to go lau par sat for supper, so we moved on. we kept jay-walking. lol. then there was once zongyang piggybacked me, and was about to cross the road when my slippers almost dropped. so he had to put me down and i pick up the shoes and rushed across the road. hahaha. then i realised my phone wasnt in my bag. started to panic when i realised that lowshimin that asshole took my phone without me knowing and passed to the guys. so they had a hell lot of time having fun trying to make me guess who my phone was with. ahmah left me 17 miss calls in all. and i finally found out that the phone was with the stupid cockroach. @$%^&*.

then i decided to leave when we finally reached raffles place. ahhs. didnt really want to leave, but i always feel guilty about staying out late... so decided not to. next time perhaps. it aint as if i'll get scolded or grounded if i reach home too late. my parents didnt even had any reaction at all when i reached hme 1 hour later than the time promised. i guess i really dont want my parents to have an even worse impression of my friends. they already think im a CAL la, which is like so effing stupid. i dont want to make things worse. so yea, bit by bit, i'll build up the trust. hahs.

so anyways, kelvin the poopoo head was nice enough to accompany me home. well, he claimed that he didnt want to eat :D hahs. so we were talking about those ghost stuffs and all, and i was freaking out, all thanks to the table of offerings we saw outside a building on the way to the raffles station. so kelvin walked me home :DDD hahs. saw the nicer side of him la (: then at khatib mrt station saw zhenting (: he saw me first and he called me. i think he's like, the only primary school friend who wont pretend that he never see me or what. but he really looked like a CAB with all his friends. hahaha. perhaps he is, after all. sheesh. but still, i think he's a nice guy.

reached hme at 12. then was like, texting 4 people at one go. i must have easily used 150 msges yesterday, i think. ohwells. somebody used yanjie's phone to send a 'i love you' to me again, and this time round, he wasnt even aware of it till i replied. hahaha. but he's like, so funny can. i told him i was waiting for my hair to dry before i can sleep, and he was like, "why dont you try a hair dryer haha.." and he continued asking, "by the way is your hair dryer running?"

i dont like to use a hairdryer, by the way. lols. i asked him what he meant. and he replied, "running means working.. so is it running?" hello, obviously i know. but the way he phrased the question was so weird. then i replied, "i know la. my hair dryer is working, but it's not running cos im not using it la." then he started pleading with me to say that it's running cos he claims that it's perfect english. so i was like, "fine. my hair dryer is running." and he gave the lamest
reply:

"haha.. you better catch it before it runs away..."
LMAO. effing stupid.

ohwells. there is school tomorrow. RAHS. they should just cancel it or something since it's only one day before the weekends. stupid. i needa get a tie soon >:( i'll end here. buh bye.

our school ndp this year sucks. the vip was crap. he kept making us wait. sheesh. performances were crap too. it felt kinda like we're performing for no one.

after that, went down to Borders to get phebe's book: the five people you meet in heaven (: after that didnt really know what to do, so went kBox (: had klunch, and the person took super long to get our lunch to us. and by the time we could eat, we were cramped all over from all that cold and hunger. rofls.

after that walked around, then ate icecream. yums. 94% fat-free :D kays. then went home. was so disappointed that we couldnt go watch the fireworks today >:( sighs. but nvm, theres still tomorrow (: and im still looking forward to the day when i can go out as late as i want and stuffs like that :D

right. dont feel like blogging anymore. i promise i'll do at least a bit of maths tomorrow (:

my computer's loading effing slow today. anyways, HAPPY ASEAN DAY :DDD

fine, that was so stupid. lmao. so today, was actually kind of depressed. but i couldnt be :( then during recess became hiiiigh (: cos im a round certain people. they make me go crazy and i dont know why :D then was happy and happy and happy until i felt so whoozy i had to sleep. or should i say, there was the need for me to sleep. sighs. felt so depressed again, but couldnt be again :( lol. i think i'll become crazy one day from all the supressed depression within me. hahaha. ohwells.

have you ever felt so angry at someone but yet cant bring yourself to show the anger cos you love that someone so much? that anger might just ruin everything.
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kays. halfday tomorrow. yaynessssss :DDD i think im closing down this blog soon, cos i want to write somewhere where i wont get questioned about what i wrote.i dont think i'll be closing it down so soon after all (: im so fickleminded today, i dont know whats wrong. shall see. buhbye.

im sorry i felt like blogging again. come one, go take a look at this video {CLICK}. it's so hilarious you'll ROFL literally. kays. im exaggerating. but it's worth the look. hahs.

went down to talk with sweekoon laopop around an hour ago. his dad's like, hosting some sorta concert or getai at the khatib mrt station there and he was bored. so he came and find me. we chatted. and i found out that he cant stand teethlikeshit's voice too. hahaha. omg. so there we were, dad and daughter, bitching about people :P ahhhs. then halfway through yanjie msged me and he was like, "actually you know sth... i love you..." ROFLs. i think it's the second or third time already. so i was like, "i love you too - sweekoon" then he apologised and replied saying that it was sent by yinkiat, "that faggort", according to him. hahaha. i seriously wonder when will they ever grow up.

then sweekoon couldnt stay for long, and had to leave after a while. but it was great talking to him and i told him so (: even though we were just talking about bits of this and pieces of that, mostly about the people in his class, it was nice. sighs. and after that for goodness knows what reason, i started wondering why the people i have a thing on always turn out to be losers. or this time round, close to being a loser. fine. round it off and he's a loser, in my opinion now. hahaha :/ talking to laopop always made me end up thinking about alot of issues. it's aint exactly a bad thing, i guess. and yes, we shall not be bothered by other's people's comments. :D

ohwells. there's school tomorrow. yay to half day on tuesday and holiday on wednesday, and if i aint wrong, thursday too :DDD

sundays used to be boring. now, they're gonna be even more boring cos they're gonna be used for studying >:( sec four life really sucks. sigh.

i think im changing my phone real soon (: and that N73 is effing pretty. it's sooooo nice can, and it has one more camera at the front like N70, and thats a plus. but too bad. the price is effing nice too >:( rahs. i cant add on more expenses for my parents, so i was thinking of getting w700i. it's much cheaper and well, the fuctions are alright. sighs. i dont really know.

anyways, something random. i guess i really learnt how not to care about people's comments. i mean, comments on stupid stuffs. the guys were like, commenting that my skirt to the fine dining was short. hahaha. i wasnt really affected (: they were like saying, "nice skirt" when they walk past me and i was like, smiling at em in a yah-thanks-for-your-sarcasm kind of way, i think. lmao.

i mean, i love short skirts and i feel comfortable in them, and people were free to give their comments. wanlin made me feel better about the guys' comments (not that i was feeling bad or what though), cos she's like, so conservative about such stuffs, but she doesnt think that my skirt is short (: and really, i look effing stupid in skirts which are knee-length or longer. i tried them already. oh, and there are people out there who wear even shorter ones than me. it's like, mine can be counted as long compared to theirs. hahaha. somemore im not the only one who wear short skirts la. haiyo. for goodness sake. (:

kays. im blogging about this cos the idiot kinda reminded me about this issue :/ -roll eyes- and dear polly neo ah mah, though the possibilty of you reading this is almost zero, haha, ive to say this. dont let people's comments affect you that much. otherwise i think all of us should become nuns and vegetarians cos going out with guys are bad and eating meat is really sinful since we have to kill the animals. -shakes head-

im comfortable with the way i am. except that i really want to kick my leg-shaking habit. ehem, ahmao! hahaha. i care only about my own opinions, and perhaps the 2904 girls' opinions too (: esp lowshimin and phebe, and maybe polly neo too. awww. arent you honoured? HAHAHA. alright. i needa go think of a new meal to cook for fnn. sighhhhhhs. >:(

heh heh. im in an okay mood now and i love everyone (:

yesterday was GREAT. (:

school was okay, cos for once, birdface didnt come to school! (: only the morning assembly sucked. cos the walking cb was being a tyrant all over again. then both me and anet didnt have our ties and books, so we went up to class during reading period to get the books, then saw the marshells and elgin lent me his tie :/ hmm. then we anyhow grabbed a book from the e-square-hub and went back to the parade square. walking cb was like, going around to catch people with no books/books not suitable for reading period and i was like so afraid of getting caught cos the book we took was some booklet about singapore. hahaha. rahs.

so anyway, amelia andrews didnt come also, so we had the chemistry period off, and we used the time to bath and get ready instead (: then everyone was rushing about near the assembly period and it was so horrible cos the whole bunch of puahbehkias were like sitting outside fourjoy. @#$%^&* but in the end they had to leave for assembly. oh, and speaking of puahbehkias, some people with shrivelled up brains were like, throwing ice in the canteen during recess and one of the ice hit me. hopefully something will drop on him and kill him instantly when he's walking under a block of flats or something. fucking faggot.

kays, so anyways, everybody looked beautiful yesterday (: maybe except for a few weird people. hahaha. the hotel wasnt that bad, the talk was hilarious, and the food was, well, edible enough. rofls. sat at the same table with char, kahwee, sihao, pollyneo, yusong and ahmao. we had chicken chop instead of fried fish the previous group had, and although it tasted kinda bloody, it was okay. and we had cakes for dessert. bloody tiny ones. jake had three servings, while i had two, cos there were extras. hahaa. and it was great sitting with those people cos the guys were like, hilarious, and they made ahmah turned into a merlion! hahahah.

the teeny weeny cakes

then after that had a great deal of phototaking and stuffs (: we were so noisy that the hotel staffs were like, trying to get us out of the hotel. we kept stopping to take photos after every few steps. kays. then we finally started making our way to the mrt station, and i took off my shoes cos it was hurting pretty much. victor was an asshole. there were like, signs pointing the way to some showflats and he turned the arrows to another direction. hahaha. oh, and the place was full of chinchow. hahaha.

ehem. lmaos
kays so after that us and the guys split up, and we went to anet's dad's pub, Sticky Fingers (: sat around and anet's dad treated us to orange juice. hahaha. then anet's dad's friend, some unknown guy, treated us to a few jugs of dunno-what-drink-that-was. the place reeked of cig smoke, but overall, the place was pretty okay (: after that we went down to around clarke quay there and continued taking pictures. then there was this nice caucasian guy who offered to help us take pictures (:

then me char and anet left first, and we decided to take the trishaw to the mrt station :D 10 bucks per ride. rofls. initially we thought was like, 4 bucks. but the 10bucks was worth the ride (: it was nice to ride open air in an open road, with the uncle telling us about the past and stuffs like that (: refreshing experience. hahaha. then after that took the train home from city hall. reached home at around 11, bathed, and went to bed straight away. i was sooo exhausted. haha (: but had a lot of fun.

alright. more pictures below (: will be uploading them to shutterfly tonight, and ive put them into a cd already too, so just get it from me if any one wants it (:

till later. (:

I LOVE TWOGRACE O FOUR (:

four joy (:

me and losaaaaaar! (:

ahmao and polly neo in the bus beside us

in the toilet (:

sihao and polly neo look like bride and groom :D

eugene and me, a friendship of 10 years (:

SEE, the 2904 guys also pose from 0 - 10. 2904 great minds think alike :D

look at zongyang's face.

anet and polly neo @ sticky fingers (:

cheyenne and jolene outside the pub.

poseurs! rofls (:

fish, char and the trishaw uncle

me shimin and polly neo :D

heels hurt! (x

LOVE, char fish me ahmao jolene cheyenne shimin anet fiona

hello(:

today was okay. was almost late for school. almost (: mr lau's still so cute. he was so horrified when he came into the class to see the guys raping zhiheng. LMAO. then i think zhiheng didnt do the holiday homework, so he was like, "the guys took my things. they took the homework." something like that. think mr lau aint so dumb to believe that. but he played along. so nice right (: then during ss, miss yeo talked to me. she seriously is the only adult who understands. sighs.

went to the seminar room instead during birdface's character first lessons with joel xinying and ahgong cos im the treasurer :D did some cf thing on our classmates, then went down to 4grace (: the people there were like, getting ready for their fine dining and stuffs. then the idiot came and he was like asking me to tell them that they look like ghosts. sheesh. he's effing mean :/

went back to class and got to know my cca point grade. i got 21marks, a2 :D yayness. now i gotta work on my studies. after school went down to town to get the hairband. went to the library@orchard to return my books, then we split up and anet accompanied me to fareast to get the hairbands. couldnt find a really nice one, so in the end bought the black and white stripe one for cheyenne and i got the silver butterfly one for myself. after that went to paragon to meet up with the people. then went to look at seamless underwears with polly neo xD after that took the train. the rest alighted at bishan and jolene alighted at angmokio. went shimin's house to pass her stuffs to her dad and then home (:

tomorrow's her turn to carry my stuffs back to my house hahaha! (: it's our turn for fine dining tomorrow. ohwells. time flies (: kays im off already. buh bye.

(:
life's unfair. i cook, she eats. hahaha
uhm ^^

it's another 29 days to the first prelim paper. im getting really, really worried for myself >:(

spent math lessons talking about fine dining with sarah lydsy imelda and eugene goh, since birdface was having a meeting with all the big people, about the destroyed dnt work pieces. ahhs. then eugene kept talking about stuffs which happened 9 years ago. he claimed that i bullied him in the past cos he was shorter than i am, and thats why he's bullying the short people now, cos he had been traumatised. hahs! total bullshit. i dont even remember me chasing all around the school after him, and i bet he was the taller one, and the one who did all the bullyings. rofls.

was in time for pac lesson, but the old labia threw me out of the class cos i didnt have the homework. she kept yakking about stuffs like she's not the one who's giving up on me; that it's myself who's giving up. SCREW YOU. who told you i gave up? i just dont want to do her work thats all. i'd be glad to really sit down and concentrate on getting my pac right one day, but even if im trying out the works she gave, i wont hand it up to her >:(

initially she got me and ahmao to go to the library, then she changed her mind and asked ahmao to stay in class instead, while i go to the library, alone. damn, i was effing pissed off with that. so in the end i went to the library with eugene sihao and jieyong. they were late and they didnt bring the homework too, so they thought old labia will send them up to the library sooner or later too. eugene goh had all the rights to assume that way cos the OL always sent him up to the library.

today, however, she sent carolyn and joel up to get the three of em back to class instead. @#%^&*! it was obviously on purpose can. SHEESH. she just wanted me to be left alone and she prolly think i'll self reflect and think that oh my, ive done great wrong and i should go down on my knees and beg for her forgiveness or something like that. _(*&^$#^&*(!!!!!!!!! so i went down with em too, and the three of em got a scolding from her for going to the library without telling her and that she only sent me up and blah. fuck. she gave them detention, and she ignored me like what she had been doing for the past few days. sorry guys. felt really bad, like im the one who caused them to get dc >:( sighs. after that my mood got really bad. sheesh.

then while i was outside the classroom, i chatted with laopop. it's been a long while since i last talked to him, and still, he's like, the nicest guy to talk to, ever. i told him about my studies and about the old labia and stuffs, and he was like telling me that everything is beautiful. hahaha (: then denley came and saw him and told him that mr sim was asking him to go back already and that was the end of our short conversation.

then started brooding about everything again. sometimes i really think too much. and recently, it seems as if i cant get things off my chest as easily as i used to ): i feel so effing pathetic sometimes ): then had geog lessons and my mood lifted a bit. mr lau was so cute today. he loves telling lame jokes after yusong told him one the other day. then he was like, sitting beside the projector and waiting for us to finish copying the stuffs when he suddenly asked, "who lies in john's tomb?" hahaha. then joel's face turned weird and he was like, "john la!" rofls. then the whole class laughed. mr lau is so so so cute can :D

after school had lunch with char cheyenne anet and sarah in school, then went behind school to get hello panda biscuits (: mood was so much better then. laughed at everything. it felt so nice. went to nyp to meet birdface and the rest of the class. started feeling whoozy, but im glad to say i was able to do a few math questions by myself after all (: though it's only a few, i know i can continue improving (: oh, and cheyenne and sarah were ogling at some guy who look like the alvin in the 9pm show on channel 8 when we were walking to the lab. hahaha!

alright. i think im having weird mood swings now. sheesh. i really love all the 2904 girls no matter what happened/will happen (: xoxo. and i miss the past. sec four life is horrible ): i have to go finish the geog homework soon. buhbye.

i was home early today. school was okay today cos there wasnt any birdface's lessons. i seriously am dreading tomorrow. ive gotta see him for the whole afternoon! >:( we're going to NYP for maths. rahs.

spent the first period of chinese today standing outside the boys toilet/staircase and walking around the school with ahmao and jake. rofls. eugene goh and jieyong kept walking to the boy's toilet at the dnt blk, and then walking back again. you see, chinese lessons are for doing crap stuffs. miss cheong split us up into groups for pac. im in the same group as anet lydsy and imelda. but i still refused to do any work today. gah. i didnt know how to start doing :/ hmmffs. then lydsy and imelda kept talking and their language is kinda hard to understand. hahaha.

went mcdonald for lunch with lowshimin (: then chunfu rolypoly reagen and jack came, followed by janelle jinshi steph and im sorry to say i didnt notice who else =X kays. talked and ate (: well, there's so many things i feel like blogging about, but scrap that. i cant possibly do that. ive learnt how private a blog actually is. theres no such thing as a freedom of speech on blogs, and so i think. i was disappointed with you, but now im so over it already. all i'll do now is to roll my eyes at your lies. lmao (: something which might be insignificant to you might just mean alot to people around you. ahhh, well.

nineteen days to some idiot's birthday. perhaps i should just get a lollipop for him too. - roll eyes x 1000 times- hahaha. and anyways im thinking of buying a hairband or something. my hair's like a lion. roars. hahaha. maybe i'll get somebody to accompany me to town on thursday. hopefully my sister will be free :D

ohhhkays. i wish i'll get a fever tonight, then i wont have to go to school tomorrow. hah :D
OMG. i found that nice song already :D musicfever is finally able to load it (: shall try put it as my blog song :DDD