So like, normal day in Takashimaya, with me being a loner and not mingling with anyone and lunching with Kailing and blah. Not exactly a memorable last day or whatsoever. Okay I'm sounding crappy. I was talking to aunty meng just now and well, it's really interesting to talk to people who are so much older than you. You get to understand more about how they think, but I guess aunty meng's another more openminded adult.

Oh. There was this old guy who boarded the train with me just now, when I was going to work. I was reading and leaning against the glass panel, and he just kinda nudged me away just because he wanted to lean. Like, what the fuck. Where's the manners?! I had to go and lean against a pole instead and it's hard to read and keep my balance at the same time.

And on my way home, I was sitting beside this guy who was dozing off and his head kept nodding over to my side. I felt like digging him in the ribs la. Actually he aint the worst I've met. There was once when a guys' head seriously flopped to my side and I was like, sitting sideway already. I had to nudge him. How embarrassing. However, that dozing guy I met today stinked. That was like, even worse than head flopping over to my side. So i was reading with my hand against my nose and I bet everyone must have thought there's something wrong with me. LOL.

Got the call from Adecco already and it's so fucking embarrassing cos the sms which i wanted to send to min got sent to Alvin instead >:((((( I hate it when I sent texts to wrong people cos there will be a lot of laughing and 'haha you sent the wrong msg to me!'-s. Okay like, whaddaeff am I talking about, I dunno too. So anyway, I'm praying really, really hard that I won't be sent to stupid places like Bugis or Harbourfront =/

It suddenly occurred to me just now that it's like, the last day of Jan already, and it's like, 9 more days to Doom's Day, much as I'd like to get back my result ): I said 9 more days cos most people are saying it'll be on the 9th. 5, 7 or 9, and so they say.

Something random. I realised that there's been so many breaking-ups these few weeks, and Valentine's Day is approaching. Haha. Heartless is whosoever who does the dumping =/ I've been doing quite a lot of thing since yesterday, and I guess, I finally know what I had wanted. It used to feel like I was just making stupid decisions without any reason or whatsoever and barging headfirst into everything, trying not to care about what will happen, but the fog's lifted now. I'm clear of what I was feeling. A tad too late, I know. But like, who cares. At least I know.

And yea, I've decided that I do feel sorry for you. Hah. I should be feeling smug and all, but I dont and I wont. But if only you know, that I can be there for you [: I'll always be here for everyone! Haha [: Okay, now I'm getting corny.

I have to sleep early tonight, cos I have to wake up effing early tomorrow. I still needa go Robinsons to get something for my dad. LOL. Alright. Shall see when I'll be free. I don't want to grow up anymore. Sigh.

Oh my gawwwwwd tomorrow's the last day of work at Takashimaya like, finally finally finally :D So. I didn't get to update yesterday cos I got home only at 12am, cos Shannon's laminator jammed just as we were laminating Mrs Tan's invition. HAH.

Jack had to open up the whole damn thing and pull it out. We had to wait for it to warm up, for like, half an hour, before trying again. But we couldn't get it to work after that. We made a mess out of Sherry's room. Pieces of paper littered the floor, plus all the wires and stuffs... And i'm really, really grateful for everyone's help :D I think i'd have died if I were to do it alone. With Sherry drawing lines, me printing and helping to draw lines also, Reagen, Wilson and Jack helping with the cutting and printing, we managed to finish up the students' invitation cards in around 4 hours or so. Imagine it if I had to do it all myself.

I went to Sherry's house straight after work. Kailing was there already, and working on the powerpoint presentation. The guys came soon after, and they bought dessert with them. Almond Jelly Cocktail. Hahaha [: But we didnt get to eat our dinner after that cos we were too busy. At least, I got to save for dinner. Lunch already cost quite a bomb, for a pathetic bowl of prawn mee soup. Rwars.

So anyway, seriously, thanks all, for all the help rendered :D Even though Sherry, Reagen and Jack still had school the next day, while me, Wilson and Kailing had work, all morning shifts, nobody complained, maybe except for grumbles made kiddingly [: Even though the cards and the ppt may not be perfect, I think it's good enough cos all of us put in our energy, time and effort to make them. We even missed dinner can! Rofl. I think that's quite a big sacrifice for Wilson. Haha (x

Okay. It's 9. I wanna go watch the teeveeeeee already :D

Reagen's long and draggy video with his funny narration.

:D

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I think I feel sorry for you. Hmm. Maybe not. Okay, I dunno.
We did see it coming. Bet you didnt, eh?
Too bad for you, then.
I dont have to feel this way actually.
$%^&*()! ):

Look at Reagen's face. Haha!
I feel so fat >:( Tempura Don set meal for lunch with Jolene and Kailing, and Pepper Lunch for dinner with the 15 HPT people at J8. And I had actually decided that I'll just have one meal besides breakfast =/

Work was alright. Had things to do, that's why [: It's Sunday, family day. Lol. After that went to YCK, waited for Phebe for like, half an hour, went to school for grads' meeting. Dinner after that with the people, plus shannon. Hah. Gossipped alot [: We're girls, that's why. Hah. Old rumour was dug out =/ I ended up with nothing to say. Lol. Bought laminating paper from Popular, home after that.

Im tired like crap. Had a whoozy feeling just now suddenly, on the way to Somerset MRT station, like everything suddenly became too bright. Had been having minor headaches on and off. Blame it all on the screwed body clock. I think ive got a serious lack of sleep ): I gotta finish up the invitation, cos we're gonna get it print and laminated over at Sherry's house tomorrow. I'll be going over after work. Busy day.

Okay. I shall go and get my things done, then try to get my very much needed sleep. Goodbye [:

Joshua video-called me when i was working just now. Gave me a big shock. Haha. Phone rang, I answered, said hello, and there wasnt any sound, so I looked at my phone and there Joshua was. LOL. And Ester the supervisor was somewhere behind me all the while. Thank goodness it wasnt Lisa The Demoness (x

Takashimaya's fire alarm sounded again today and the shutters right in front of my counter came down and gave everyone a shock. Anyway, some angmoh guy saved my day. He bought like, 11 items from my counter at the last minute, increasing my sales by 250bucks. Morever, he paid cash. Five blue notes, as Anet always says. Hah. Otherwise, my sales for today's only a pathetic 25bucks =/ Oh, and I did mention that i almost had zero sales yesterday eh? Karmun took the afternoon shift and believe it or not, her total sales was fucking over 600 bucks. OH MAN. Life's bloody unfair, seriously.

I saw alot of twins, couples made up of pretty ladies and ugly guys, and a lot of old women with striking red hair, be it the whole head or just highlights, today. LUCKILY I didnt dye mine red in the end. Hahaha. And speaking of old people, I get reminded of the Breadtalk incident, but I've decided I shan't talk about that already, cos it seriously made me damn pissed off. Golden hair doesnt mean im a CAL and am all rude and stuck up okay >:(

I also forgot to mention that there was some woman by the name of Jetaime working in the office part of Takashimaya, and she doesnt look like any 'Jetaime' at all. Like, hahaha. I bet she name herself that. She was acting all high and mighty. No wonder she's so short and fat. ROFL.

Cineleisure was damn crowded with CAL and CAB tonight for some reason. Bought potato and chicken vegetable salad from LJS after work just now before meeting Anet. When I got home, I realise that the person took somebody else's special order and gave it to me, cos there were only 3 pieces of chicken with a whole box-ful of vegetable with no mayonnaise, no potato. So yes, I had a healthy dinner alright >:/

This post is long, and I dont know why. Perhaps I've spent too much time standing by my counter, watching the world go past that I've got so many things to comment about. Work's very very boring, and I dont like talking to the promoters even though I do talk to them now, cos smiling and trying to keep up a conversation has become a very tiring job for me. Sighs, 4 more days and I'm out of Takashimaya. I'll laugh my ass off if I end up being posted to the ColdStorage there. Lol.

Okay. Im on morning shift tomorrow, and Ive got the HPT grads meeting after that. Im tired, and my body clock is going haywire again ): Goodbyee [:

QUICK BLOG. I have to go to work in like, 10 minutes time.

I just got back from HPT cheering session. Aww, almost couldnt bear to leave. Finally got to see the new trainees, though maybe not all. Lunch was with Jack, Clarinda and Kailing. Oh, and i had to wear the stupid cap throughout cos i dont have black hair. I looked stupid. And I think im really bad at comforting people ): Ahah. But I did my best at trying to comfort Yanyi, or is it Yanni? Aiya. Whatever. Heh. Kahwee and Jack kept saying she looks like me =/

By the way, Clarinda was complaining that Jack's so biased cos he bought lollipops for the rest and not us, and made us wait for our bubble tea. And I agree >:/ Rwars. He loves to shake, and Kailing loves sitting on the toilet bowl, I realise. Hahaha.




Okay. Ive to go already. Goodbye [:

HELLO I LOVE READING :D

Kay. That was totally random. By the way, I found out something totally horribly mortifying. There's like, 3 Eve Lims in Takayshimaya, including me (plus Kailing's old hag and some random person working in the KFC), waddaeff. I thought my name was so exclusive (alright, that's a bit of exaggeration), even though i remembered hating my name when i was small and asking my dad to go change it ):

I almost had zero sales today, but just as i was about to leave, Karmun couldnt handle a customer and I had to help her, so it was recorded as my sales. Merely 69 bucks, 69 cents of commission, but better than nothing. Hah. Chatted a bit with Ahsen and Vivian no.2 during work; Ahsen came from some country near Madagascar, and he teaches hiphop dance in schools. So cool eh? Oh, and Vivian no.2 reminds me of TeethLikeShit. I think they have the same character too, just that Vivian no.2 is nice to me :D And, she's Vivian no.2 cos my sales manager is also a Vivian. Lol. Anyhow, accompanied Kailing for her break after work.

I think I still haven't got over everything yet, but soon I will. Look at me, I'm happily living my life even though it has been so boring, and knowing that I'm gonna spent Valentine's Day in Cold Storage aint any help at all. If only something dramatic will happen. Hah. Alright, goodbye [:

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melissa thinks: sentimental, silly, self-conscious, cheerful, organised, energetic.
kokheng thinks: cheerful, caring, happy, silly, shy, trustworthy.
min thinks: silly, energetic, self-conscious, cheerful, friendly.
aNeTo7 xDD thinks: accepting, cheerful, happy, energetic, trustworthy, friendly.
wanlin thinks: cheerful, energetic, friendly, relaxed, spontaneous, loving.
gary thinks: friendly, shy, self-conscious, quiet, cheerful, helpful.
blah thinks: complex, self-assertive, self-conscious, sympathetic, proud.
wenqi thinks: bold, confident, energetic, extroverted, self-conscious, spontaneous.
lao pop! thinks: trustworthy, energetic, helpful, loving, sensible.
aa thinks: confident, energetic, spontaneous, bold, brave.
lang o.o lol thinks: silly, spontaneous, self-conscious, friendly, warm.
Daryl thinks: energetic, cheerful, friendly, silly, helpful.
shine thinks: cheerful, idealistic, energetic, spontaneous, adaptable.
clement thinks: silly, energetic, dependable, adaptable, independent.
yuenzhen thinks: cheerful, helpful, happy, relaxed, kind.
dummby thinks: helpful, friendly, happy, brave, clever.
anonymous thinks: spontaneous, bold, energetic, tense, confident.
YOUWONTKNOW thinks: energetic, friendly, happy, helpful, intelligent.
joshua thinks: cheerful, confident, energetic, extroverted, happy.
guangheeeee thinks: brave, cheerful, friendly, observant, silly, witty.
=D thinks: cheerful, confident, idealistic, responsive, bold, modest.
FUCKER thinks: silly, introverted, tense, proud, dependable.
I LOVE TO FUCK EVE thinks: ingenious, happy, self-conscious, organised, patient.
=) one of ur cousin!!!! thinks: energetic, cheerful, friendly, warm, powerful.
clement thinks: mature, sentimental, independent, trustworthy, loving, bold.
pamela thinks: friendly, cheerful, adaptable, intelligent, mature, responsive.
Mengchao thinks: cheerful, friendly, loving, trustworthy, caring, clever.
rege thinks: accepting, happy, nervous, patient, searching, spontaneous.

Just checked the Johari Window just now, had it since wayyyy back, and i wonder who are all the unknown people. But, nevermind [: Thanks for commenting, all. I'm gonna improve myself and all. Teehees :D Rain's still coming down. Sucha cold day :/

im blogging frm my phone again. for e first time in a long while,im preparing for sleep time so early. I mean, im on my bed alrdy. There's work tmr! :( so anyway, i went shopping w my mom and sis just now and sth bad/rather embarrassing happened. See, thats why i dont like elderlies. Kay. I meant some. Shall talk abt e incident next time.
Im not looking forward to work at all. Rahs. :(

so, it was settled yesterday night that we'd go to the beach, but look at the weather now ): we'll have to wait till after new year already. i want to get so many things. cash in bank is depleting rapidly ): have to wait till my next round of salary, which aint alot too. sigh.

zgx called yesterday. after he treats me, i'll have to treat him. how stupid. im so bored >>:(

More to life - Stacie Orrico
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let go

[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

[repeat chorus]

Than waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

[repeat chorus x2]

the time seemed to draaaag today ): lunched with wongkailing, visit from anet and fiona :D joined them after work. we went shopping at wisma, and coincidentally saw lowshimin and her mom [: bought a black and white strippy top. i so want the M)phosis white/hotpink top, but i think the sizes all look too big for me. rwars. maybe i'll go try em some day [:

Robinsons after that. saw min and her mom again. i was supposed to go get earphones with the cockroach, but somehow he ended up with full shift, so i just passed him the stupid basketball pump which seems to be in great demand nowadays. hah. waited for wenqi, met ling at the traffic light, then home [:

yay. i love everyone! hahaha. ohkay. yuenchen didnt get back to me about sentosa. so if it's cancelled once again, i shall do some baking instead i think [: otherwise, i doubt i'll have any time to do so already cos tomorrow's my last off day before i continue working at Taka until the 31st, and then starting training and work at cold storage until the 17th.

HO. im a busy girl. teehees. but still, life's so boring and imma gonna say again, sucha draggggg. rwars. for the sake of money for my debts and my shopping, i'll have to bear with it. goodbye [:

yesterday was good. work was good, celebration was good. being able to meet up with the girls was best, even though me and min had to wait for an hour or so, and that not all could make it. phebe and fishy, we missed you both yesterday [:

taka's so empty during weekdays. i couldnt just stand there doing nothing for 5 hours, figured i couldnt stay anti-social forever. so i talked with the promoters there. oregon's still funny [: nameless boynq guy says 'o7 is a good year for us horse. hopefully it's true. while i was away for my break, somebody came and bought the tiffin box which cost 280bucks. when i came back, i realised the box was missing, and the rest of them were telling me that somebody took it, but didnt pay for it cos the cashier didnt get any customers buying such an expensive thing. that was when vivian no.2 came up to me and gave me the pricetag. turned out they were kidding with me. somebody did buy that. my commission [:

celebration was good. me and min got to the station at around 6, and realised that no one was there yet. then wenqi the birthday girl came. had to wait an hour or so, cos cheyenne jolene fiona kailing and melly were getting donuts for us [: got to the steamboat place at 7+++, anet and ahmah arrived. ate, sang birthday song, smashed cake. im real bad at cooking hotdogs and real great at sneak attacks ahaha [: home after that. couldnt stay out late cos they had school the next day. oh and there was this old chinchow on the train who kept eyeing anet's money and wallet. haha.

the next time we'll see each other is gonna be results day i think. cant wait, but at the same time, im kinda freaking out cos in around three weeks time, we'll get to know whether we should continue living, or we should just go and die.

i think i'll get my hair re-dyed just before school reopens. otherwise, i think i'll seriously look like some mad woman with yellow hair and no one will want to make friend with me HAHA. seriously, my hair is damn wild. too much life on its own, and some even complains that their hair has got no life. i'd so prefer it to be like that can.

victor just came to my house to get changed and get his bball pumped, and baby faith didnt want to talk to him at all. HAH. and yay, suntanning on thursday :D :D i miss sentosa [:

blogger doesnt allow me to upload photos now. rawrs. so, laterrrr.

oh today was good in the beginning, rather shitty after that.

went over to the new fishing place behind khatib mrt with the family to take a look in the morning. pretty place, and i like the bottle trees. they remind me of goong [:[: then bro's psp dropped into the water. it's screwed now. cant be repaired. AND he just lost 50 bucks yesterday. he's bloody down on his luck. he still let me draw on his face with my eyebrow pencil and eyeliner though, and he looked like a bloody idiot. rofl.

met yiyong and we went to cineleisure, then heeren. he kept saying i look like a CAL cos of my fricking hair. rwars. saw laopop, after which we went to find fishy [: went back to cineleisure again to get hyena sim's present. ate fries at long john silver before i went for work at takashimaya.

there's this pregnant taka stuff whom i dislike damn alot, and shes damn fucked up i tell you. RAHS. stupid woman. i dunno why but i was rather quiet today and i just stayed at my counter the whole bloody time i was working while the others were fooling around. i kept popping mints into my mouth as if they'd make the something's-dead-in-me feeling go away. and i was still telling xiuanpin yesterday he feels like there's something dead in him and it shouldnt be that way. it's my turn to feel that way now. rwars.

well, at least i got to know some others who were also previously working there, but whom i didnt know. i think the guys got too bored and started daring each other to approach me or something. didnt really feel like making friends all over again with em, since i'll be leaving in 10 days or so. there's no point. i wouldnt want to leave feeling like i'd miss everyone, again. it doesnt feel good at all. make new friends? what's the point. theyre just passerbys. they stay for a while, they leave in the end. anyhow, i find it hard to talk to em.

by the way, i think i seriously cant smile properly. the photos are all horrible. so mortifying >:( ugh. this is making me feel more and more depressed. doubt i'll be blogging tomorrow. i'll have to rush home from work, and rush out again to meet the people for steamboat. no time for the computer, and no time for my teeveeeee ): but i'll be seeing the 2904 girls. now, thats comforting [:

MCR - The End
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair
So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not

If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I'd encourage your smiles I'll expect you won't cry

Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence ball
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all!

I said yeah, yeah!
I said yeah, yeah!

C'mon C'mon C'mon I said
(Save me!) Get me the hell out of here
(Save me!) Too young to die and my dear
(You can't!) If you can hear me just walk away and
(Take me!)

mcr's the best [: i'll upload pictures the next time. goodbyee.

you know what. life's always full of shit-it-happened-too-late kinda things. like how our counter's now right beside the counter selling the artistic tealight holders made of stone, which was what jd was working as a promoter for the other time. WAS. thats why it's shitty cos previously when i wanted to know him, his counter was damn far away from my counter. oh wells, he aint that good anyway. he's short and too full of himself. the only thing that first attracted my attention was his hair, just the right shade of red at the right places. and i did get to know him in the end, though only for two days. hah.

and yay, oregon the gay recognises me, and nay, cos elizabeth called me kim mao. HAH. she said she almost couldnt recognise me cos at first my back was facing her. but really, i guess ive got the brightest head in taka, as in, literally.

so, it was raining like crap just now, and my feet was hurting like eff too, cos my black shoes were with yuenchen and i had to wear my sister's stupid pumps which gives 5 blisters on each foot. wtf right. they shouldnt be allowed to sell shoes like that can. as i was saying, anet came and fetch me with an umbrella :D hahaha how sweet :/ i was supposed to meet her for her break, but since i didnt have an umbrella, she had to come over to get me. lololol. had BK for dinner. rain had stopped, and so i went over to OG to get myself a pair of slippers.

when i came out, it was raining like f again, so i ran over to Centrepoint. oh and xiuanpin was trying to attain enlightenment when i go there. HAHA. took the train home with the poopoohead. was trying to get him to camwhore with me HAHA. [: met yuenchen halfway at yiochukang to get my shoes back. ohhh. and i met this nice lady who sheltered me with an umbrella at the traffic light there, on my way home, to the nearest void deck where i could continue my way home without getting wet already. how nice :D

ohhhkay. ive got work again tomorrow, and also monday, after which, we'll be going for wenqi's birthday celebration. 2904 reunited :D teehees. alright. goodbyee [:

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alright. just as i finished blogging, the moron strikes again. same message, different title. and since he want my reply, well, i replied. i told him he cant be my friend cos i dont wish to know him. errps. its kinda mean i know, but he's pissing my ass off and flooding my mail. AND OH SHIT cos my dad just realised that ive been using wayyy too much smses. waddaeffman.

there's this guy who keeps msging me on friendster saying he wanna make friends. ive never replied any of em and he just kept sending the msges in. i think he's those kinda gross type of guy. like, what a bloody moron can. yucks.

work starts tomorrow! and i dont even know where the bloody counter is at since theyve changed the place already. im also kinda worried that they wont be able to accept my uh, hair. but really, like i wld care. taka doesnt really have any nice people worth bothering about. well, maybe except shane and ester. sheesh. its gonna be nine soon :D teeveeeeee time [:

Who Knew - Pink

You took my hand
You
showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all
wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still
call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your
blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I
was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we
meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my
friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd
be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You
visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who
knew

new template! rwars. im effing bored >:/

omg this is so fricking cool cos im like,blogging frm my phone.hell,yes.i was just trying it out.didnt expect it to b okay.and if this service aint free,im so dead cos my bill's already high enough w my thousand plus sms per month.rwars.okay im still so amazed.hahaha.right.goodnight people [:

had been on buses after buses the whole of today. so, i was the first to reach our meeting place today :D amazing feat once again. hah. went to TP. it was great, so much better than SP. more eyecandies too xD ohhh and i saw andy, he used to work at Taka too [:

after that we took a bus down and realised it wasnt the bus we wanted to took. sorry la. my fault (x we ended up at bedok interchange, and we took 66 cos it was the only bus that will go past bukit timah road. and i tell you it was damn shitty cos it was raining like crap and after half an hour we were still in the middle of nowhere. alright, not nowhere, but some vintage place hahahaa. nice way of putting it eh? so the two guys were being retarded and playing with our hair behind us and we were just talking nonsense. okay so an hour later we managed to get there and we had to walk over to NP. thank goodness it wasnt exactly pouring anymore, and the rain soon stopped.

their open house wasnt as great as TP's. i mean, the people at TP were really, really high. especially the ones from the school of engineering. the people at NP almost seem kinda dead as compared, no offence. lol. but still, it was alright. victor's cousin was there, and she showed us around the place. i quite like the interior, and the food's good. lol.

after that we walked quite a long way to another bus stop to take 852 home. stopped at Mcdonald's before that to have some icecream. not me though. my cough's still like crap and i already had quite a bit of cold food today. teehees.

okays. so yea. tomorrow's one last day for slacking before work starts. imma gonna see anet chean the losaaar on sat! hahaa. alright, goodbye [:

my bag looks very hahaha because it's empty (x AH i was a dumbdumb today, and i kept getting knocked at the back of the head by sihao. rwarrs. just because im taller doesnt give him any reason to be spiteful hahaha xD joking!

anyway. i was the earliest today! thats quite a feat for me, can :D sihao was late by half an hour and he made it up to us by treating us to Mcdonald sundae [: we went to the library, and after that we got jinshi's present, chosen by me teeheeeeee. ohwells. but obviously, the ultimate decision was made by the manguy himself [: so after that they left for the basketball match with xiuanpin and kelvin while me and yuxuan went home.

oh, and i am so happy. well, i was happier yesterday night, cos now, the feeling kinda wore off already. rofl. turns out that zgx has never forgot about my fondue treat [: apparently, he 'always remember' but was waiting for ME to ASK HIM out cos he's damn nice and was afraid that i'd be busy. bloody idiot. hahaha. so i told him i'll see when i can jio him out much to my reluctance. ahah. okay, actually, it aint any big deal to be so happy about, but still, [:

i realise i havent been making blogskins and all, and i am rather sick of my own one as well, but im too hooked to the teevee already :D OHWELLS. i'll see how.

OH and i saw The BuddyHoagies eyecandy at town today :D i was still complaining the other day that lowshimin always see familiar people while i dont see any at all. and i saw another eyecandy :D pointed him out to yuxuan and he never say he's not shuai. so that means the eyecandy is an eyecandy HAHA. so, tomorrow will be going to tp and ngeeann poly open house [: okay. i think im rather high today. HAH. goodbye [:

i wish there's something happening. well, things never fail to happen in school last time. ahah. im bored out of my mind and work is starting soon :( one would expect me to be happy since ive been nua-ing at home for so long already. i am, but im sure i wont be after a few days. ahah. morever, we'll not be given any off days for the work at coldstorage. but we'll be working the most 20 days there. hmm. nevermind, since thats in february.

going out tomorrow with yuxuan victor and sihao, and after that, they'll be going to watch some basketball competition and therefore, ps-ing me :( no la, i dont mind. teehees. im so nice can, of cos i wouldnt mind =D teehees.

alright. actually i do wonder now and then, who i got replaced with. what's the point man. and i got this frm jy's blog, which i so think is true. 'maybe i just dont see the point in keeping em there if they dont have the heart to stay.' well, that summarises what i told phebe the other day when she said i should make the move to call, for once.

i guess i lost two really great friends in 'o6. alright. i havent really lose touch with both, but still, nothing's same anymore.

goodbye people [:

hello! blogger finally decided to stop being a total bitch! :D

so yes. lunch at BuddyHoagies today with lowshimin, yuxuan, victor, and phebe came to find us after her school ended. oh and we pissed min off cos we were supposed to meet at 1230, but the rest of us got there at 1 instead :/ oops.

we lazed around at the cafe, and anyway, the aunty forgot us already >:( saddening, but it has been a really long time since we went there. so anyway, we left the place after some time, phebe and min left, and we went over to Mcdonalds cos victor didnt want to go home. lololol. and yuxuan somehow left his finger on the superglue he bought to glue his slippers and a piece of tissue stucked on it. i mean his finger. rofl. oh, and they were having hell of a time playing with the warp programme in my phone. hahaha.

so anyway, i'll be going back to selling lacquerware in takashimaya thsi sat, till the end of January. yea. its only gonna be for a few days. vivian's great to slot me into the timetable last minute [: after that i'll be going for the training, and then starting work in some coldstorage.

i want somemore shopping before work starts [: it'd be also the start of the i-miss-everyone-hell-loads period :/ heh. whetever. lol.

blue sky after soooooooo long.

i shall upload the warped pictures next time. teehees [: goodbyee, till laterrr.

go see THIS go see. omfg la. i was laughing like mad when i read the Jan12 post, cos that guy, whom i was avoiding like shit during prom and who apparently thought that 'my friends were pointing at him and he so paiseh' (he happened to be a waiter at the restaurant which catered to our school prom), is featured as umm, 'lieutenant socialfailurelowlifescum'. and im sorry that im being so mean to be laughing, but seriously, its funny.

anyway i chanced upon this picture while blog surfing and FINALLY I MANAGED TO UPLOAD IT YAY, well, using imageshack. it reminded me of lowshimin. see im so nice to have thought of you more than once in a post. rofl. okay dont kill me.


i repeat: dont kill me the next time you see me (x teehees. this is just to remind you that you need to smile when you take pictures, otherwise, no one will see you. HAHA. i went through great troubles to get the picture here can, cos blogger's still like crap. see im so nice :D lololol.

alright. movie was good just now. sorry la, i sua ku. that movie i only got to watch half of it before. so, there. i finally got to finish watching it. no more pulau ubin tomorrow anyway. look at the stupid weather. will be going down to buddyhoagies for lunch instead, well, most prolly :D

blogger's being a bitch cos it still doesnt allow me to bloody hell upload photos after so many days. rwars.

went to fareast yet again with my sister. pttf. i think all the stuffs they sell there look alike in most of the shops. haha. went to wisma, got another two tops [: trains were damn squeezy today. on the trip there, my hair kept getting pulled, cos i was near the metal pole. rwars. the stupid lady cant seem to see my hair there.

i dreamt that i couldnt breath last night, and when i woke up, i was still gasping for breath, cos my nose was all jammed up with mucus. HAHAA. fine that's gross. but thank god, i didnt become all feverish again. it will be really horrible if i have to take all that yucky medication again. rah. but im still coughing like mad now, plus im having a bit of a flu. and i still had mcdonalds for dinner just now :D teehees.

the rain's making me cold like hell. i cant even bear to get out of the shower cos the water's steaming hot and nice. i mean steaming as in, literally, so it's really nice in this kinda weather :D i wonder how lowshimin bath since she doesnt have heater xD hahaaa.

yay. day after tomorrow's showing on channel 5 in like, half an hours time. goodbyee [:

im coughing like mad and it's really shitty >:/

yesterday phebe and lowshimin came over to my house, main purpose was to do the invitation thingy. went to town today. chinatown first actually, then we took a taxi down to bugis, and then to centrepoint to accompany the poopoohead to go for his break. got a top [:

okays i dont feel like blogging today. so there, goodbye.

went back to PHS today for hpt meeting. as anet says, its good to be back. yea, damn good. saw the brothers, alfi, danial [:[: danial looked like his head had shrunk hahaha, cos he's very very broad now, i mean the shoulders and chest. saw eugene goh too. he was back in school with andy and jlo to play soccer.

school's still the best [: the last four years spent there gave good memories, and even the bad ones are remembered with a smile [:

chatted a bit with zgx over msn. he got into the ITE that he said before he wanted to go, so yea, good for him [: im like, so afraid for my own results. they were talking about when we'll be getting back our results. phebe was saying it'll be early february. i hope it'll be like, asap, but at the same time, im fricking afraid for myself :/ right. i just ran out of things to say to him. sigh. forget it. who cares already.

giordano got back to me just now, said there was a vacancy in bugis OG. i rejected the offer cos bugis is so out of the way, and i doubt i'll like the working environment there. think i'll end up working in coldstorage. hah.

i've been feeling happy, yet there's this feeling there always. i guess empty is the best word to describe it, but somehow, it's not really that. i dont know. im learning to be satisfied with what i have, but seriously, i doubt i'll ever get it.

i think we're going pulau ubin on monday to cycle :D teehees. im quite looking forward to it. haha [: meanwhile, there's still the installation stuffs, but i guess the others are working much harder about it. i needa find someday to go to the library and get some meaningful books to read. i needa brush up on my english [:

okays. imma gonna stop blogging now. phebe's coming over tomorrow i think. till laterr [:

met up with min yuxuan and victor again today [: waited for a long time for the giordano job interview. hah. but all was well. we had to go to this ulu place in PayaLebar that looked kinda like a huanted building, or otherwise, a place which kidnappers use. rofl.

went to Bugis after that. had lunch at the BugisCafe and then we shopped around. there wasnt anything much there or at BugisJunction, and shopping with two guys feel like we've got bodyguards. hahaha [: in the end we settled down at the Mcdonald and chatted for a good long while [:

took the bus home, victor's suggestion. he love buses, but he wasnt on this one with us even though he was the one who suggested taking a bus cos his mom was nearby. nice. at first it was damn crowded, and we couldnt sit, and the bus was all rocky and we had to try very hard to keep our balance. after that, we got seats cos many alighted. and the bloody seat i was on had a bloody cockroach nymph and i effing hate roaches. so in the end we had to desert the seats. lololol.

ohhkays. going back to school tomorrow for hpt installation meeting [: im off to drink my soup. rofl. goodbyee [:

kbox with min yuxuan and victor again, at the new outlet in amk [: damn cheap cos its monday. hah. bus drove past phs. i miss school ): pttf. if only time can be rewinded to three years back.

giordano job interview with the people on wednesday. even though the cold storage job offers a very good pay, we're beginning to think that they are taking a very long time to get back to us about the second briefing and about when we're starting work. i think i have to wash the toilet for my mom tomorrow. hah.

life's such a drag now. rwars. im pissed off at nothing. boredom can kill. aye fuck la >:/

i did grow taller.

anyway, i realised i overspent my money >:( ive gotta stop wasting my money on leisure activities already, if i want to splurge on clothes and all too. rwars. i miss school >:(

HELLO IM BACK. was too sick the past two days to be up and using the computer, like, seriously :/

went to SP open house with min yuxuan and victor on Friday. wasnt that interesting after all. after that we went to MarinaSquare and once again, we sat at the staircase there [: was feeling tired and aching all over. walked over to LauPaSat. almost killed me cos the walk was sooo long. hahaha. couldnt eat much, fever suddenly came. when i got home, my face was all red. no wonder yuxuan said i didnt look like someone who's sick. i looked as if i had just run some race. rofl.

so anyway, i was in my bed the moment i finished bathing and i just drifted in and out of conciousness, and was sneezing like f all the way. damn bad. i couldnt even get out of bed for medication. woke up near 10pm, felt better. next morning, fever came back. saw the doct. the medication put me in bed for the next 9 hours. they made me feel like puking too. wth. woke up, and dad bought me out to change my phone :D teehees. felt like puking all the way. damn terrible. went to the foodcourt and i wanted to eat so much, but there's this yucky taste at the back of my throat which refuses to go away ): its still there now.

okays im better now, but there's still the i-wanna-puke feeling. rwarrrs. okay goodbye. may i feel alright again tomorrow [:

Curse of the Golden Flower yesterday night with anet the losaaaaar and lowshimin [:
kept wanting to laugh whenever i see JayChou's face. yea. not funny la, i know. but anet and min were laughing at certain not-supposed-to-be-funny parts too. teehees (x

Death Note today with lowshimin yuxuan and kelvin. was rather good [: L died, like, so sad. hahaha.

had job interview today too, at Shaw House, Adecco. intro-ed the three mentioned above, plus victor, too [: and we got the job. rather good pay and all. hahaha. but we will only be starting on late January. so, we were saying we have too much time already. but its okay actually, cos we've got time to go and do things we had initially planned to do tgt :D that includes going cycling, think at Pulau Ubin or something :D

went to PHS secone orientation camp, actually for the campfire. but we got there rather late, and mrs tan was saying the bedtime story already. awww i miss school damn much ): saw sijie reagen wilson jack... havent seen them for quite some time already ): was talking about the hpt stuffs thats gonna happen this year, and well, i miss hpt a lot too >:( gonna try my best to attend the next event or something. hah. saw some of the last year's secthrees, and some of them seemed rather... unfriendly? lol. but i guess they were tired and its okay to make the first moves to say hi and smile to them or something la. still, felt a bit out of place. and thanks joshua for telling me about the orientation camp. otherwise, i wouldnt have known about it. hah [:

have been hanging out alot this week with min yuxuan and victor, and i guess kelvin's included too. haha [: its great actually. lol. morever, everyone else is either working or studying already. oh wells, and they made up for all my losses, kinda. haha. zgx havent been calling for veryyyyyyy long already. well, no hard feelings, since ive been expecting this to happen from the day we became friends. hahaa. im even surprised that the friendship lasted for a little more than a year.

okays. im off to sleep already, otherwise all the emo emo stuffs will be coming out from my fingertips. im a happy girl now, but still, there's bound to be feelings of emptiness sometime or other. goodbye [:

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HO. just finished playing Audition with yuxuan. quick blog, and im off to sleep [:[:

today was good. whole day of shopping with lowshimin phebe sherjie yuxuan and victor. yesssss. we went shopping with the guys. surprising eh? hahahaa. and yuxuan bought the most stuffs - 2 berms, 1 jeans and 1 top. i got a top, min got a skirt. teehees. went to Bugis, then PlazaSingapura, then FOS, after which phebe and sherjie left, went to Centrepoint, had BK dinner with the cockroach limxiuanpin [x, went to Heeren, then FarEast, then home. teehees [: had fun though all of us were kinda tired from all that walking, especially the two guys. hah[:

ohwells. i think i love this year's beginning. firstly, making friends with friends. hahaha [: im talking about yuxuan and victor. lololol. secondly, making friends with ex-friend, well, make that 'ex-very-good-friend'. yea, im trying very hard. i think sending a new year greeting sms, and to say even a 'bye' to him is a good start for us to be able to talk normally again [: thirdly, being able to spend the beginning with the loved ones! [: ohwells, but i do miss the rest of the 2904 girls, like, seriously :/

ohhhkays. maybe movies tomorrow with anetchean the losaaar and lowshimin and dunno who else. damn. i need a new job to support all my spendings :/ ugh. goodnight [:

HAPPY NEW YEAR [:[:

yesterday was the best night ever. alright, maybe not, but still, had fun :D and we only ended our new year countdown cum sleepover thingy like, an hour ago? all of us are tired out already, but i guess everyone's happy [: anyway, bangalas are sooooooooo omfg out.

so, 9.30pm. went to Robinsons again to look for the poopoohead. yes i know, third time in a row im there =/ im kinda sick of that place already too, but everyone was working there, and it so happens that the people im looking for are like, there. min joined us at 10plus. waited for victor, yuxuan and neoahmah. got out of the place at around 11.30pm.

bangalas were all over the place, making a ruckus, screaming shouting >>:( and i witnessed a fucking bangala taking adventage of a woman who got sprayed by aerosol spray without warning. wtfff. but a group of ahbengs saw it too, and confronted him even though they didnt know that girl. hopefully, they did beat him up. hahahaaaa xD

walked over to Cineleisure, saw the 3devotiono6 guys. think there were other phs people there too, but it was too crowded to be sure. countdown was crap. kbox price was crap too, so we didnt go in the end. couldnt get tickets for movies there too. so we decided to leave for yishun, at around 1+. cinema was closed already by the time we got there at 2. we were waiting for kelvin to get his stuffs from home, outside the cinema when we saw this bunch of CAL who harrassed whichever bangalas who passed by :/ yea, the bangalas acted kinda unruly at town, but i think those girls were really mean to do whatever they did to those harmless ones :/

walked over to min's house. ahmah left by taxi cos she had work the next day. bathed, and took turn playing the ps2. when everyone finished bathing, we played Monopoly together, except the poopoohead who was playing his NBA game. hahaa. game ended at 5+, camwhored, and i slept a bit. was damn shagged. was half concious till 8+. lazed around and all, took bus to yishun and had Mcdonalds for brekkie :D watched Night at the Museum at yishun GV, good movie, its funny! teehees [: and throughout, me min and yuxuan were damn cold. lololol.

went to the basketball court near my house after the movies at around 1+pm. played till 3+, and they came up to my house to wash up, eat, play a bit of Audition, and get a bit of sleep too. hahaa. our partaeee finally ended at 5++ [: shouldnt waste our first day of 2007 away, should we? so we spent it happily doing whatever we wanted to. hah [:

i guess the sleepover somehow made up a bit for the loss of the class chalet. teehees [: shopping tomorrow, i think :D yayness. okays. i wanna go watch vcd nowwwwwww. i know im shua ku cos i havent watch FullHouse yet. im gonna borrow it from my aunt la. heh.

friends are best! well, even though it may feel different. i cant wait to get new phone. heh. im really tired, so, no more insomnia for me tonight. goodbyeeee [:[: