flashbacks ;sweetmisery

Saturday, March 31, 2007

Eheh. I love my two blog songs [: Go play the second one, on the IMEEM player. The MV is too noisy already, too much talking, so have to make do with that. Heard it on the teevee, then found it familiar, and realised it was from Corner with Love. Okay. That guy has other nice songs too. Lol. Just realised I've been listening to lesser and lesser Chinese songs recently. Oh wells. Both languages are nice la! Teehees [:

So anyway, Victor called Alvin already :D I think we'll prolly get to know about the job on Monday. So like, I don't really want to work now, but I need the cash =/ It's ain't that bad too, actually, cos me, Victor and min will most prolly be working together :D I'm just afraid they'll like, put us in seperate shops in the same building. Hah. Hope not >:/ But still, I have to learn to be not so dependent on them already... As I said, I gotta stop being afraid of everything :/ Oh, and I think it will be easier to lose the job than to keep the job, since they seem to keep on needing people, but well, we'll at least earn some money. Lol.

Anyhow, it really does work, to psycho yourself to be satisfied with what you have. Feels happier. Better. Hah. Uhm, but obviously it doesn't work on every single thing la, duh. So anyway, I'm not sure, but it seems like Baby Faith won't be in my mom's care soon. Dunno when, but I think soon. ): Oh wells, all good things come to an end. At least, it haven't end yet, for the matter. Faith is so kawaii neh still! [: [: Hah.

3/31/2007 08:40:00 PM

Friday, March 30, 2007

Weird(adj): Of a strikingly odd or unusual character; strange

Okay I think I'm weird, anti-social, blah (insert words of similar meanings). I don't like socialising with people, don't like making new friends, don't like talking on msn, don't like chatting through smses, except with certain people la. But yea, Yuenchen just reminded me that I'm so fricking weird. Like, there's nothing wrong with making other friends from outside, but it's so meaningless, doncha think so? This kinda thing ain't gonna form some friendship or what. It's just a waste of time and smses.

OHKAY. Unless the other person is an eyecandyyyy, which M obviously isn't, then I might make an exception. MIGHT. M's gay. Hahaha. All these shit sounds so materialistic. Rwars.

It's nice to be talking like I'm some high and mighty bitch once in a while. Boost the good ol' ego aye. Hahaha. But true, I gotta change at least a wee bit. I shouldn't just diss somebody off just like that. I think if it was really M and not Yuenchen doing the texting just now, he'd have really turned gay or something and I'll be the cause of it. Alright. I'm exaggerating la. So like, yea. Shall maybe try to stop ignoring uhm, friendly, uhm, people trying to be uhm, friends. Sheesh.

Yay. I think I might do some baking tomorrow if I feel like it :D And doing housework is actually rather enjoying when you're effing bored. Hahaha. Okay. See, I'm so weird. Counting down! 23 more days to the actual school reopening day, not counting the day itself. Mixed feelings about it. Fwah, luckily LowShiMin same course eh. Ahah [:

3/30/2007 09:37:00 PM

I've finished watching Corner with Love despite the not fully uploaded last episode. Think I'll get back to it next time. So like, was trying to find Nodame Cantabile's anime with chinese subs on Youtube when I come across the real drama version -.-" Didn't know they made it into a show. Well. Actually I know nuts about the whole anime, but the two comics Yuxuan lent me was rather good and the first part of the Jap show's kinda spastic with the angmoh conductor pronouncing Tamakuchi in a very retarded manner. LOL. Too bad I don't understand Jap =/

Kay. This post is so random. Haha. Well. Back to what I was doing [:

3/30/2007 02:54:00 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Embracing Emptiness

New skin. Don't exactly love it, but well... =/ I like the picture of the girl! Heh.

Anyhow, Stomp the Yard was hot. Went to watch with the people at J8 even though I'm seriously, seriously broke :( Victor la! He haven't call Alvin to ask about the stupid Philips job :( Oh wells. I should make the call myself since I'm so desperate, but I just can't. >>:( Eheh. Let the three weeks pass fast! Then I can get my allowance =/

Life's boring boring boring boring boring >:( See, I don't even have new pictures to put on my blog or whatsoever. This is shit, man. Ugh. By the way, think I'm most prolly dyeing my hair back to BLACK because I think it would be so stupid if I were to dye it brown again cos the black hair will grow again and I'll have to redye it after two months or so. Never-ending cycle. So the best way is to dye it back to black and I'll get gold highlights [: Um. I think that will have to wait till I fill my bank up again though :( And, I'll miss my gold hair. I like it to bits despite all the comments against it [:

Oh wells. Tomorrow's another new day. Sigh. Let it pass fast please please please. Fwah. This is stupid.

3/29/2007 10:55:00 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

silently screaming to set me free

Life is boring especially when you don't know what to do with it. I'm sick of going out and so me and min decided that we'll just stick around at home for around two days after going out for a day. So like, we'll only go out twice or thrice in a week, for the remaining three weeks. Saves money. Fwah. Wonders if we can survive that so-called plan.

Never mind. I bet three weeks will pass fast.

Today's weather was really hot and it sucked, but I'm happy cos at least it rained in the end. Uh, at the expense of my jogging date with min =/ Oh oh, and I downloaded the themes creator and made my own Emily the Strange theme for my phone. That's a first :D You know, the sense of satisfaction... {:

Anyhow, I don't have anything much else to blog about and this sucks because I feel like writing, yet there's nothing for me to write about. Sighs :( I'm done with complaining that I'm jobless, 'm done with complaining that I'm broke, and I'm done with complaining I'm bored. Well, I've gotten used to all the negative feelings that I kinda feel nothing. It has been like that for the past few days or perhaps weeks already. It's just... I don't feel happy, I don't feel unhappy. I guess that's how emptiness truly feels like.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to how it was like when I was small. To say the truth, I was the little chillipadi, I guess. I never let myself get bullied. xD I remembered poking a chinchow boy around my age with my little umbrella cos I was on the 20cent machine and he was trying to climb up and take my place and obviously, I refused and so I had to fight back. Then there's another incident in kindergarden... it also had something to do with a chinchow guy. Can't really remember what, but I was somehow 'leading' my 'gang of friends' who uh, were made up of like, 4 guys?.. To dunno do what to him cos he somehow did something which offended me. And the next day, his mummy came. LOLOLOL.

Come to think of it now, I've already had something against chinchows since I was a teeny weeny kid. Hurhur. So childish =/ Right. Uhm. Unknowingly, I wrote so much... And I was still saying I had nothing to say =/ Whatev. I shall continue my childhood stories some other time. I'm gonna find pictures for a new blogskin [:

3/27/2007 09:04:00 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

FLALA

We went back to PHS today, supposedly for choir, but in the end, we just had lunch in the school canteen, sat around for a while, and left the school. It felt so different to be eating in the school as a graduate. I miss how it used to be like. Saw many people and I'm happy they remember me. Hahaha [: [:

Me and min then went to AMK hub, after which we met Victor and Yuxuan to watch Blood and Chocolate at Cineleisure. The movie was alright, but the whole story was rather different from the book. But I guess if they were to follow the whole book, the movie wouldn't be as good :}

Ohkay. Abrupt ending again. I'm off to watch Corner with Love [:

3/26/2007 08:23:00 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

This is like, the 2nd time I'm posting this picture, but whatever.
[:

3/24/2007 10:40:00 PM

Weather today's fricking hot, clear, blue, cloudless sky. But I'd prefer it much more if it's raining. I think I like it better when the sky's all dark and cloudy or raining like the way it was the past few days/evenings. It felt... right.

But, nah. Sunny's good, isn't it? Aye.

3/24/2007 06:57:00 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

It's just a lot of empty words you say

It seems like everyone's not been feeling really great these few days. Emo period, haha! I'm really sad too cos I'm getting fatter and fatter and fatter, but sadly, I just can't keep my hands off food. Rwars. Also, I'm so broke, Yuxuan and Victor had to donate 1dollar each to the Eve Food Fund so that I'll have enough money for the wonton noodle at Heeren =/ Come to think of it, since I'm so broke, i should stop eating and then I'll get to slim down too. Kill two birds with one stone, and so they say! But no, I love my carbo and I doubt I'll ever stop eating. Wonders if it's a good thing or a bad thing >=/ Oh, and the train/bus fare's killing me too ):

Anyhow, yesterday I stayed at home and started to watch Corner With Love [: Quite alright, I guess. Hah. I've somehow learnt to control emotions when watching these Taiwan drama serials already. Morever, so far, this show made me laugh more than it made me wants to cry. Haha.

Made min at Yishun today. She collected her glasses, after which we went to the bank to get my poly thing settled. After that we met Victor and Kelvin at the coffeeshop where they had their lunch. Went over to AMK to meet Yuxuan. Saw Zacky [: His hair is like, bloody long now, and surprisingly, he kinda waved to me. We never used to acknowledge each other's presence in school last time. Haha.

So anyway, we went up to Adecco and sadly, Alvin was on leave, so we couldn't ask him about the weekend job. Went to Fareast next. Met Fishy! [: Shopped around, got a top and finally, my bag. Just that #$%^&*(!-ly, the brown bag which I said I wanted to go back to get the previous time was sold out already >:( So I had to make do with the black one. SHEESH. So for the next time, i shan't hesitate if I really want to buy something already because this ain't the first of such incident that happened to me =/

Home after we ate at Heeren's Graffiti Cafe. Got a call at 8ish to go to the coffeeshop below my house. Hung around the playground with Kelvin, Victor, min and ahmah till just now. Teehees. We're weird people. We meet up just two or three hours after we left each other. Lol. Right. Gonna go call in to Phebe's phone for conferencing [: Goodbyeee.

3/23/2007 11:09:00 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Since I'm so broken down, why don't you fix me?

The soundtrack of The Phantom of the Opera is nice. Like, the tune just comes to me and starts playing in my head. Lol.

Went for the health check-up thing for the poly registration with min and Victor at Woodlands just now. Had to wait damn long till the whole procedure was over. Saw a primary school friend, Sheryl, there, rather surprisingly. Hah. Also met Xiuanpin and Yiyang. Everyone's going to TP, uh, except for Victor. Ahah :D

We sat at Mcdonald after that and chatted a lil about the past years =/ Went back to Khatib to take passport photos for the registration thingy too. Ugly ugly ugly la! 8bucks for lousy ugly photos >>:( Ugh. Oh, btw, we saw the BH eyecandy playing basketball at the court. LOL. But oh wells, he's not in TP =/ Heh heh. Did I ever mentioned that I found his blog the other time? I'm sorta having STM recently. But whatever, as I was saying... I'm like, so clever right. Woohoo!Hahahaaaaa [: Actually it was by accident. Morever, i don't find him that cute anymore, so like, who cares. We'll get to know each other if there's fate. Ahaha! :}

So anyway, I think Birdy moved on! Like, so fast right. Thank goodness it wasn't that hard to get over what happened cos it's so not worth it for this kinda... bird. LOL. Tsk tsk.

Anyhow, I'm so heavy I'm thinking of going on a diet. But come to think of it again, I love food so much, I doubt that diet will ever happen. Hahaha. So I shall be happy with the way I am now :D Ohkay. Rather abrupt end but whatever. Goodbye [: [:

3/21/2007 08:56:00 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Photoblogging [:

Obstacles. Gross eh :}

EW.

Pet wild boar

Teeny weeny eyes

The Art of Fork-Bending.

3/20/2007 10:34:00 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

I don't need a Rolex to know what the time is

My ass hurts like crap now, but the cycling trip to Pulau Ubin today with min, Jiayan, poopoohead, Victor and Yuxuan was like, fantastic, awesome, great. I LOVE! :D

Uhm, even though I was complaining all the way that I was tired and that I couldn't go on anymore, I had truckloads of fun >:] But I felt kinda bad about making them stop to wait all the time cos I was lagging behind =/ Heh heh. Jiayan lost her slippers in the mud and I kinda slipped in myself while trying to help her get it =/ So in the end we were all sweaty and dirty with lots of red swellings on our legs caused by the bloody mosquitoes.

Oh wells, to sum up everything, today was really, really fantastic. Still, it haven't ended for the guys, because they went for a stayover at min's house again. I'm kinda too tired to go over and join them :} All the same, I've enough fun for today [: Next outing's gonna be to Sentosa, most prolly :D Teehees. Right.

The rest of the photos shall be put up tomorrow. I'm kinda to lazy to upload them now [: I'm gonna go to bed soon, and I'm sure I'll wake up aching all over, but the pain's worth all the fun... Or should it be the fun's worth all the pain?! AH whatever. I'm too tired to think [: Goodbye, goodnight :D

3/19/2007 10:45:00 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?...
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corna rolling
Doing my own thing
Ohh

What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?...
Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

3/18/2007 10:34:00 PM

You play with fire, its gonna burn you

I'm constantly reminding myself to be satisfied with what I have. So far, I've stopped pissing myself off by thinking so much about my three pair of glasses, and whether or not to get contact lenses. Lol. Sometimes, it's true that I gotta stop myself from thinking too far off into the future. Makes me afraid, paranoid, makes me a worrywart. Aye, one step at a time. I gotta remind myself too.

I can't wait for the orientation, though it is still like, one month away. New school, new people, new friends, whole new start. But even though I'm looking forward, I can't help being afraid of what's gonna happen and all. All the what-ifs... Sheesh. There I go again. Worrying about nothing.

Hmm, so anyway. I forgot to mention in the previous post that we went for a game of mahjong at min's house after the movie last, last night. Played till midnight. Won around 7bucks. Beginner's luck I guess :D It's good to be with friends. They bring out the joy [: And oh, it good to look happy, isn't it? As Daniel says, it take fewer muscles to smile than it does to frown. Hah. So like, everyone should be happy. Hah [:

Oh wells, we're going cycling at Pulau Ubin tomorrow :D I'm praying hard that it won't rain. Teehees. Right, I'm off. Bye.

3/18/2007 03:52:00 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Well, I never saw it coming

I have been rather busy having uh, fun these few days. Hah. Same old story, I don't have a job yet, and oh oh! Even older story, I hate my new pair of spectacles >>>:( I'm so darn sad you know, like, one more new pair of spectacles and I hate it too. Wasted two hundred over dollars in all. UGH. Was thinking I should maybe go get a pair of contact lenses, but it feels kinda gross. Oh. never mind. Talking about this gives me a headache cos I've been ranting about it since yesterday =/

Um, so the night before yesterday night, I had dinner at Heeren's Sakae Sushi with min, ahmah, Victor, poopoohead and Xiuanpin who was surprisingly wearing omfg HOTpink. Yea, hot. After that, we girls went over to Cuppage and waited for Anet. Played pool. Phebe came over and join us near end, afterwhich we sat at Mcdonald for a while. Home after that.

Went to watch The Messengers yesterday with poopoohead, Victor and min after collecting my @#$%^&*()! spectacles. It wasn't really scary, there was just a lot of sudden movements that scare me, min and Victor so much that the three of us had 3/4 of our faces covered. For the poopoohead, it's a waste of money for him to watch a horror cos he doesn't seem to get freaked out or what. Or perhaps cos I sat too far away from him to see his reactions =/ Anyhow, what's the point of watching horror movies if you don't get freaked out la?! But frankly speaking, that movie ain't exactly horror, more like thriller. LOL.

Joined the girls over at TPY hub in the afternoon today, and sadly, I reached right after Cheyenne finished singing and joining the girls =/ So like, I missed her performance ): Although she didn't get in, all of us know she has got the ability :D Jiayouus! [: Went to town with Anet, Jolene and Anet's sister. Met Wenqi at Orchard. Shopped quite a lot, and I've decided what bag I'm gonna buy for school already [: [: And I think FOS has quite some nice teeshirts too. Decided not to go for the HPT bbq cos we weren't really sure how to get there and it was kinda too far away.

Then Daniel texted me, calling us to go and all. So like, decided to go again, but didn't know how to get there, so in the end, I met him and Phebe and we had dinner together at Pizza Hut instead. Hahaha. After the pizzas, we went over to Fareast Plaza and had handmade Turkish icecream. I was like, actually hipcupping, but the icecream guy shocked me and Phebe so much by pretending to drop the icecream so many times that my hipcups stopped. Hahaha. Had blueberry crumble at Han's before we walked over to Cuppage, but decided not to play pool in the end cos of the excessive amt of CAB inside. Feels weird la.

We went up, and out of Cuppage, then we went in again. Hahaha. Then we saw ZGX! Hahaha. Freaking hell long never see him already, but he's still the same. Lots of shit in his mind. Literally. Kept asking me to go eat shit like last time, cos I refused to go down and play pool =/ Sat down near the escalators and chatted for a good while with Daniel and Phebe. I love just sitting down there on the floor and talking. Feels nice. Teehees. I love the twinaiiaii and the brother :D Btw, I saw so many familiar faces today. So many of whom some I though I would be only seeing them for that one time only. The world is so small, aye.

So like, long post today. Shall stop blogging already though there's still more on my mind =/ TP's package here and I wanna do some reading before sleep. Hah. Shall continue blogging tomorrow and I'm rather in the mood for new skins. See how. Goodbye [:

Favorite number[:

3/17/2007 11:28:00 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Ir-ra-tion-al (adj): Not endowed with reason

Hello you. I hate cockroach.Wonders why they don't become extinct even after millions of years or whatsoever. I hate them to death. Hate hate hate >>:( Because they scare the hell out of me, and always disrupt my phone conversations in the middle of the night. Ain't the first time already, stupid cockroaches >:(

I love cats though. Kittens especially :D There were 4 cats and 2 kittens yesterday over at the chalet. Pretty things. Uber adorable I tell you. Got bitten by mosquitoes and my legs are still itching. Pests! >:( But overall the trip there was alright. Didn't really want to go in the beginning, but still, I went. Cuzzies got bullied by chinchows from the neightbouring chalet >>:( See, chinchows are like, ewwwww. Anyhow, got to playmahjong too :D Getting hooked. Hah.

Conference call yesterday night with ahmah, min and Victor. Talked/crapped a lot with them till 4am. Love is a contridiction, love is irrational, blah blah blah. True though. Hahaha. Alright gotta go bath and all now. I have to collect my glasses and then out for dinner with min :D Goodbye.

3/15/2007 01:52:00 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

it always turns out the same way

what difference does it make.
Books to keep me occupied.
New frames - plastic.
Dark red nail polish.
Herbal eggs, chocolate fudge cake, egg tart, popiahs, green bean soup.
Chalet tomorrow, prolly.
I need job. *whines
One month nine days more to go.

3/13/2007 09:04:00 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

I think Avril Lavigne's new album is gonna be damn good! :D And damn I love her pink strips of hair =/

So like, went to town damn early today. Took our pay, went over to Fareast, shopped, met Kenneth, had lunch together, went to Takashimaya for interview at RecruitsExpress, afterwhich we went shopping at Wisma. Bought a top from topshop, I love! :D Can pair it off with black&white leggings, but it will be like, so act cute hahaha. Went up to Adecco again to chat with Alvin and also to ask about jobs. So like, we saw his IC and driving license and some kinda army card and he looks so different in all three headshots. Hah.

Then like, something happened and I was caught in the middle of the so-called war. Sometimes I really hate myself for not having comforting words and all. Sheesh. I felt like such a loser just now when I almost made things worse =/ I guess even the best of all couples has their bad days sometimes. I only wish they can give in more understanding and put away the pride and ego, and not let trivial matters spoil everything. Perhaps I don't understand how they were feeling, but from what I see, the matter was trivial and they could have settled the dispute nicely and peacefully. Prolly it's because I haven't been through it, that's why I dunno.

In the end, I wanted to leave first and let them settle things between themselves, but they refused to let me, saying that I should go and look at the frames Yuenchen's optician sell. So we went down to Yishun, and everything kinda became alright again, prolly on the surface only ): So like, I'm still thinking if I should get that pair of grey frames. Rwars. I think too much about the future, about what will happen, everyone says. Hah. I think so too, and it ain't exactly a good thing. So I'm still considering if I should get that or not. After that we went to the bank to put in our paychecks and home after that.

I guess everyone should start seeing things from a bigger point of view, and start accepting people for the way they are. Love is a contridiction: that is so so true. Oh wells, hopefully we'll be able to catch The Messengers tomorrow and that I'll have made up my mind about whether to get that frames or not. Goodbye [:

Can Do Better - Avril Lavigne

I couldnt give a damn what you say to me
I dont really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I dont need you if youre gonna be that way
Cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of it uhh dont deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of it uhh
Don't ask why

[Chorus:]
I Hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
Hey
Hey you
I found myself again
Thats why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

3/12/2007 08:22:00 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

LJS has good potatos [: [:

Ikea trip was good. Bought desks :D And in addition, I got a hot pink table lamp. Teehees [: I'm gonna make a collage of photos and paste them at the empty space of wall when the desk is set up :D Like, I've been sharing table with my sister since don't know when and I'm finally getting my personal one. So I think I'll hit the roof when I finally can have my own room [:

The brother got a new silver PSP today too, after Ikea trip, and he's chucking his old-but-not-so-old black one to me =/ Like, I've got not much use for it, so I think I'll let my dad have it instead. He can watch his monk preaching things on it. Hah. ANYWAY, anyone interested in buying a pair of secondhand rollerskates which is like, almost new? It's around size 6. Uhhuh.

Went for mahjong session at min's house just now and watched them play. I'm not a really big fan of mahjong. Hah. Okay, like, I might be going job-searching tomorrow. Shall see how. Off to the teeeveeeeee now [:

3/11/2007 08:39:00 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

And this love will be the death of me

I think pictures, photos are really precious. They take you back to wonderful times you had which even your memory has forsaken. So you people can't blame me for wanting a perfect picture everytime [:

Today was supposedly a job-hunting day, but in the end, I realised it seemed like I was the only one who really wanted a job. Obviously, I got kinda pissed off cos if all they wanted was just to hang around the place, it'd be a waste of precious time and train fare for me cos I'm broke and need a job, and I could have gotten somebody else who wanted to get a job too to go with me. But with them, you won't be able to get pissed off too long. It's like, you want to get angry at them but you just can't. Especially the whiny poopoohead. Hah [:

Come to think of it, in a few weeks time, we won't be able to get to hang around together already. Not as much, and we'll drift apart again and though hopefully not, become almost like strangers once again ):

So anyway, in the end they were all nice and helped to look out for jobs while shopping around, but we didn't manage to get hired anywhere because even though there were vacancies everywhere, some of them needed us to commit for at least 4 months, while others were only hiring full-timers >:( Like, really shitty. We left Cityhall and went to DG, walked over to Centrepoint to look for Xiuanpin, then Paragon to help my sis get her Monopoly set, and then back to Cineleisure for dinner at LJS.

Had quite an enjoyable time after all. I guess I should try to relax. I don't even know when I started to become so tensed up and all. Like, its so not me to be all quiet and brooding ): I shall attribute it all to PMS, ain't me. Right. Prolly going for mahjong session at min's house tomorrow after Ikea [: Teehees. I'm off now. Bye [:

poopoohead!

3/10/2007 10:22:00 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

There and back again

I guess the sun and sand is still the best :D I decided to join Yuenchen, Kenneth and fishy to Sentosa in the end, and I had the best time ever in a long while. The sky was almost cloudless today. Had fun at the beach and all. We met this marine biologist guy who was catching the marine animals for some NUS research thing and he caught an orange starfish which he gave to Yuenchen because she was whining about him letting a butterfly fish go free. Hah. We were all like, so amazed by the starfish :D

Took quite a few photo even though for once, I forgot to bring my camera along. Sad to say, I didn't get really dark even though we spent a great deal of time in the sun. There, I said I can't turn darker anymore ): But never mind, I still wanna go again! Teehees. Had lor mee for dinner at the hawker centre besides the Harbourfront Interchange, cheap and nice :D Took a bus back. Rahs. It's better to take train after all cos the bus takes an hour to get back to Khatib and by then, my ass hurts like crap. Lol.

Right. I'm so so so tired now. Hah. Job-seeking tomorrow! [: I'm all hyped up again. That's what a day in the sun will do to you :D

3/09/2007 08:57:00 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

Trip down the memory lane

Wanted to get my glasses today, but I didn't see any nice ones >:( The nicest ones are still the ones I saw at BugisJunction and at Central. Rwar. And the weather was uber hot today >>>:( Took 806 and went back to the neighbourhood I grew up in :D Ahh. The place changed so much, well, kinda. Hah. Oh, and I realised it's really, really peaceful and quiet there. Lol.

So anyway, we were sitting at BK and mustering up courage to call the companies which were supposedly hiring. Hmm, it wasn't that bad actually, but bloody shit because none of the people we called wanted us cos we were either underaged or our working period's too short for them >:( So sad. It's their loss hahaha.

But really. I'm desperately in need of a job! I think I'm dying of BoE disease (Bored of Everything) hahaha, like, I stay at home and I'll just keep on napping till I can't get to sleep at night, and when I go out, I start feeling lethargic. So like, how how? I need a job to keep me occupied and busy. BTW I think Shmin is infected with this disease already also. She didn't even realised it was my stop to alight just now cos she was that, uh, shagged. Hahaha.

So like, I'm still thinking if I should go Sentosa with em tomorrow because I think of the long distance, then I think of the train fare, and I don't feel like going anymore >:( Ahmygawd. Like what Yuenchen says, that's like the first I don't wanna go Sentosa. =/ And and and, I realise I don't get darker anymore! Like, how sad! So maybe I'll try become fair instead hahahahaa.

Saturday will be going down to Adecco again most prolly, to get our long overdued pay from our dearest Alvin who @#$%^&*()! end up with no job for us and I'm think of going down to Raffles City after that to go around and ask for jobs again. Hurh. Life is so damn interesting, eh/ Sigh.

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ZT called just now. And he's weird. Like, guys like them talk weird. I'm talking about people like ZGX and YK. They always start conversations weird. I picked up the phone and he asked, 'ni shi shui?' LIKE HELLO. He called me and he asked me that. And after we talked for a few seconds, he asked me why I always never ask who is he when he calls, and then before I could answer, he went, 'ohhhhh, yah horr. I asked you first.' Like, [-.-"] x 100000.

Oh, and whenever I talked to people like them, I always feel like I have to increase my volume. I don't know why. And I know it sounds bad, referring them as 'people like them', but I mean nothing. As ZGX says, 'i this kind don know how clever hor'. Haha [: They are all very nice people actually :}

Never judge a book by it's cover! Even if I do, occassionally (x

3/08/2007 08:19:00 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Ugh I'm so sick of going shopping already cos everything looks the same everywhere and I am so bloody hell broke and am still jobless! That Suntec IT Fair job's gone, and I was so looking forward to it >>:( One good thing is that, well, I get to go Ikea for some study-table shopping on Sunday. Yay yay yay [: [:

Okay. First on the list now is to look for a job within next week, a job which won't make me end up with even less money than before. LOL. And I'm sick of of both being at home and going out. Like, this holiday is wayyyy too long already and the worst thing is that TP starts school the latest! >:( Horrifying.

And all, be satisfied with what you're given! Otherwise you'll end up with even more headache, and perhaps heartache. Hah. BUT, I am so not satisfied with Blogger and I doubt I can make myself because my post always don't get published immediately and it's shitty. SHEESH. If only I know Livejournal's layouts and all, then I'll change over. Goodbye for now :D

3/07/2007 09:14:00 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

You try to catch yourself before you hit the ground

Hello again [: So, I didn't go join Yuenchen in the end because all of a sudden, I was sneezing nonstop and I figured I caught a cold. Then I was lying on the bed and playing with Faith when all of a sudden, the bed seemed to sway and I thought I was dizzy and that my cold was getting worse. LOL. So like, I just realised it wasn't me, it was the earthquake. Hah.

My dad's most prolly bringing the family to Ikea this Sunday to get new desks for me and my sister, but but but! I might be working >:( I love trips to Ikea la, and I so seldom get to go =/ Oh wells, shall wait for Alvin to get back to us first, since it's not even confirmed if we have the job. He's taking like, forever.

Ohkay. I'm gonna try find something to do. Lol. Bye.

EDIT /

me: like very long never hear frm you le
me: haha
zgx: haha
zgx: how long
me: dunno. a few thousand years perhaps

Teehees. I missed talking bullshit to ZGX [:

3/06/2007 08:08:00 PM

And then there's always love that tries to trip you up

I wasn't in the greatest mood yesterday so I didn't blog. And now, I'm happy even though I got woken up again and again by calls, plus I'm really, really tired and I need the sleep. AHMAH AND ANET SPOILER! They spoilt my surprise. So like, yayness cos I got into my first choice :D Happy. Teehees. I'm quite looking forward to the changes now, actually. Fickle-minded. Hah. And like, yayness again because Yuenchen and Kenneth got into TP too, visual comm and mass comm :D Same school, even though we'll be far away from each other. Haha.

So yesterday I had to make my way to town alone to meet the guys. And surprise surprise. Perhaps I wasn't fated to be alone yesterday, at least, not for a long while. Hah. Met Eugene at Khatib. He was going to YCK to meet jake they all. So after he alighted, Kailing and Cheyenne came prancing to me. LOL. I didn't even see them at first even though they were right infront of me. Same cabin and we didn't even see each other at first.

Ohkays. Then after that, I went over to Shaw House, and I had to wait for like, half a fricking hour for the guys. And yea, I was so surprised to see Jake with them. I should have like, followed Eugene, and maybe I wont have to be alone for so long. Lol. So like, wasted trip there cos our cheques will only be ready on Sat, and if we do get the IT Fair job, Alvin will come down and pass the cheques to us.

After that we sent Jake to Cuppage, and took the bus to Bugis to meet min. Like, everywhere is so boring already. All the shops are like, selling the same stuffs. B-O-R-I-N-G. Couldn't decide where to go, so we went up to Icon, and realised most of the shops were like, closed. Went to Swensen for icecream. Chatted.

Decided to go find Seah Street, so we walked all the way to Cityhall. Saw Elsa from JMP! :D Couldn't find the street and we went into Suntec in the end. Bought Herbal egg, which was really good, and sat the the Sky Garden or whatever crappy name which I've forgotten already, and talked and all. There seemed to be endless things to say and it was really peaceful up there [: Left and I felt like going home cos I was like, tired, so I went home first while they went for a late dinner.

So like, I might be going to join Yuenchen and Kenneth later on at the YCK condo there, but I shall see first. The sun is good today, especially for some poolside tanning :D But it sure is darn cloudy. Oh, and I need a library, and I wanna go find the perfect black frames :D I'm determined to let the new pair last me a good long while. Hah. Kay. So I'll blog later again or something. Bye.

3/06/2007 09:52:00 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007

I feel funny, so not updated. Like, I don't really recognise most of the present PHS students who view my friendster profile. And it's kinda sad. I miss school and the people quite badly. Lol. Friendster is really useful. Helps to keep in touch and all, but I so don't like strange people messaging me on Friendster, cos I've got nothing much to say to them. Rofl.

Anyhow, I got my Hana Kimi third volume DVD already! :D :D :D I rushed down to NorthPoint to get it, can. I was that excited, but frankly speaking, it was cos I was really bored and when I realised that the miss call I received in the morning was from the VCD shop, I got really happy. Hah. Don't really like the ending, but the last episode is funny. Makes me laugh till tears come. Uh, maybe it's different for everyone though. Hah.

Ohkay. Gonna go down to Alvin's office yet again tomorrow, to get my pay this time round. See, that's why I'm so sick of town. And, I can't wait for the posting. I want school to start and I'm full of drive to study. Eh, I'm serious here. Trust me :D Saddening that we still got around 2 more months of hol to go. Kay 'nuff said. BYE.

3/04/2007 09:43:00 PM

Fait accompli.

Talking with the twinaiai yesterday made me think all over again. I missed her, and I missed talking to her. [: And yes, we should always empathise, put ourselves in people's shoes. Learn from mistakes too. I shouldn't be afraid anymore. I'm always scared. Scared of embarrassment, scared of being awkward, scared of how people think of me, blah. I guess being afraid has always been the barrier which prevented me from doing things, even the most trivial things you can imagine. I should learn to have more confidence in myself, pull my currently-at-rock-bottom's self esteem up.

Saw a lot of familiar people at town yesterday, and we kept seeing the same people. ANYWAY, I just remembered.
TWOGRACE'o4 PEEPS who are reading this.
DO YOUR WANT A CHALET FOR LIKE, THE JUNE HOLS?
Cos if most want, we have to find somebody who can and book one quick, otherwise there wont be any chalet left for us.

Okay, somehow I'm kinda having trouble blogging today. So like, I'll end here now and I'll try to revive the twograce'o4 blog so as to be able to have a place for notices about the chalet thing.

EDIT/
I just remembered. Think my dad's getting a new PSP for my bro even though his just got repaired. Rwars. Unfair unfair! I was telling my bro to tell my dad to get one for me too hahahahaha, but I'd rather get my laptop sooner. I need a new pair of spectacles, black frame, then I can stop colouring mine with marker already. Shall start bugging the father for a new pair when I can. Heh.

3/04/2007 11:25:00 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Hello just a quickie here.

Went shopping just now because interview was cancelled but somehow, Alvin's message didn't get to us and we didn't know. I'm so sick of town, like, really. There's nothing new, it's kinda boring. Got a jacket, a pair of polka dot wedges and a necklace which Phebe got too. So like, I'm going bankrupt soon and I need a bloody job.

There's so much I want to say but I hafta go already, over to my uncle's house. Hmm. Cant wait to get my HanaKimi DVD. Bye till next time.

3/03/2007 07:47:00 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

How much I cherished every moment

I've been stucked at home for three days straight. It has been a life of HanaKimi, books, and sleep and Hana Kimi, books and sleep again. It's enough to drive me to depression already, so I'm looking super forward to going to town tomorrow even though I'll have to leave the girls early to go to my uncle's house. Also, ahmah says that the third volume of Hana Kimi is gonna come out on Monday :D Hopefully it's true, then I'll be able to go and get it [:

Speaking of the show, it reminds me. The relay part really reminded of our own relay item during Sport's Day. The one which we dropped the baton and lose the whole thing, even though we were at first leading. It made me sad all over again, but come to think of it, it was when we felt really close, and we cried and laughed together. It didn't even matter that we didn't win in the end. Rwars. I miss school and everything >:(

Whatever it is, we still gotta adapt to changes. But I doubt it will be that easy to make really good friends whom we can trust already. I doubt I'll find another AnetChean or another LowShiMin or PhebeLim or whosoever. So we gotta treasure each other and not lose contact and all :D

Anyway, two Jocelyns added me on Friendster in two days, one on each day. Such coincidence eh. Okay, kinda no link. Enough of the crap. Hahaha. Bye.

EDIT/

I feel out of sorts all of a sudden. Like, I shouldn't still get affected.

3/02/2007 08:54:00 PM