I haven't start studying for midsem test! SCREAMS.
I don't know how to start la. WTF ): ):

I got my DIY fringe again anyway :D

It's June already. How fast. Nothing changed, but yet everything's changing. School's at 9 tomorrow, gotta wake up at 6.30am, squeeze with everybody else on 969, do all that shitzx. Sucks la. Hell, I'm sucha happy girl.



Think I'm gonna stop eating Mcdonald fries already. Fwahah.

I'm finally able to come and upload my pictures and my phone fucking hell has to go all bitchy now and refuse to let me upload anything. I had to use my bro's PSP to do it. Sheesh.

So anyway, dinner at kBox was good even though it's fucking overpriced and the buffet made us all so excited hurhur. Everyone was there except for ahmah. Had hell of a good time, got raped by Jiayan and fishy which was a totally horrible experience, left at 2330 cos we didn't want to miss the last train home.

Woke up an hour late the next day. Bad start for my birthday, but I managed to get ready and all within 20minutes and in the end, I was earlier to reach Tampines interchange than everyone else. Was so damn surprised when Yiyang passed me a present from him and Shaofeng cos actually, I was getting pissed at them at first for not even wishing me a happy birthday :}

By the way, Yuenchen brought a cake to school for me as a surprise from her, min and Kenneth and yea, was damn surprised la. I was still running to the toilet where min said she was at cos I thought something happened to her. Fwahah. Dinner at BH was good too, followed by mahjong session with Sihao and Yuxuan at min's house. An hour and a half long and I was the big winner of arnd 6bucks.

Went to the shitty private ZARA, FCUK, blahhm warehouse sale at Cityhall after school today with min and Sihui and it was shitty. I really wanna go and shop shop shop properly but mid-sem tests start next week and we gotta STUDY ): I must get higher marks than Yiyang and Shaofeng! It's so irritating that Jiesheng, min and Yiyang got higher marks than me for A/Cs test since they are beginners at the subject. BUGGER. Can't be this way anymore. Whatever. Shall see what I can do :} :} I'm so so so lazy to study though ):

I gotta cut down on my swear words again. Knn, they just keep on pouring out from my mouth. Oh, and Weiying and Sihui thought I smoked. PUHLEASE. No way, I won't ever become a smoker. Kay, pictures (I'm still waiting for LowShimin to send me hers still) and I'm gone. Poof.

From top left to bottom left: MooMoo (from Anet in 2005), MooMooMooMoo (from min in 2007), MooMooMoo (from min in 2006 x'mas), Moo
Min, me, WeiYing, Sihui[:
Yay, my love.
I like this picture teehees :}
Unhealthy la.
Phebe, JY, me :D
Phebe, JY, me, Melly [:
Fwahah.
Birthday girls looking like dunno what shit.
Da jie da! :}
[:[:

From YZ, Kenneth, min <3
See this side of him...
... and compare with this. Gay.
Poopoohead = irritant.
MUCH LOVE.
Teehees :}
:}

I'm sending thank-you comments to everyone who wished me on Friendster. Oh, and thanks to everyone who wished me, no matter through the tagboard, via sms, or face to face. Also, A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO MADE MY BIRTHDAY SO GREAT, especially Anet, LowShimin, and Yuenchen [: And also the rest who spent my birthday eve and the actual day with me: the 2904 girls, Jiayan, Yuxuan, Kelvintanpoopoo, Sihao, Yiyang, Shaofeng... [:

Even though I don't really feel much about birthdays anymore, even to the extent of not feeling the joy at first, all of you made me a really happy girl. Love you people much.

Aww. Shall blog about everything tomorrow. Gotta get pictures from min too. There's too much details and too many photos already. Sadly, I gotta run and do my tutorials now. Byeeeee :D

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL THOSE SITTING FOR THE CHINESE O'LVL PAPER TOMORROW!
Jiayouus [:

Go go, get unexpected grades for those who usually suck at the subject teeheehees :D

Damn my computer, damn the tagboard >:(
If only I'm witty, if only I know what to talk about, if only if only if only. Blahhh.

Celebration tomorrow night with the girls at kBox, dinner with the guys at BuddyHoagies on Tuesday evening. Can't wait to see all of them. I'm turning 17! Not that it's that much of a good thing. Still, I get to see the people.

:D

Today was kinda screwed. Sentosa was fucking crowded, yucks. I went even though Kailing wasn't able to go cos I guess we ps Yuenchen enough already. Met this bitch on the express thing who yelled at us because she caught Yuenchen and Kenneth staring and discussing about her. Hurrrr. Who wouldn't stare at someone who has like, a whole bunch of cuts on her wrist? Plus, she's hot fwahah. Sucha pity that she's so mental.

Anyway, didn't really enjoy today. Thanks Yuenchen, for the nail colours though [: For the first time in history, I don't have a whole lot of photos to upload after a trip to Sentosa. Just not in the mood to take pictures today. We saw some PHS seniors on the beach. Fwah. Saw Shuhui and Zhenhui at Vivo too. Singapore is way too small.

I got a king sized Honeycomb Kitkat just now. Bound to gimme sugar high. Need it. I'm sooooo unhappyyyyyyyyy ): Nopes, it ain't anyone's fault. It just me. I don't know what's wrong la. I'll prolly be happier later on, after watching some gore shit on 28 Days Later showing at 2230 hahaha. Sadist shitzx.

By the way. Samsung NV10 is wayyyyy hot. 599bucks. I WANT! ):

Hugh Grant – Way Back Into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to she'd some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh oh

Damn nice, this song [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABYFAITH, JASON AND SIHUI!
Like, May's the month for birthdays, and mine's in three days minus today teeheehees :D

I'm so tired I think I shall hit the sack early tonight. Sentosa tomorrow, at long last. How I wish there's only girls going though. Yuenchen and her boyfriend laaaaa fwahah. Nevermind, at least Kenneth can get us free entry passes :}

Trying to speak to each other in foreign language with the classmates during accounts lecture today was fun [: I suddenly realise I know so many people of the same names. Anyway, I really really can't wait to watch Pirates of the Carribean. Doubt I'll have the time to do so for the next few days though ):

Btw, I'm still so turned off by the fucktard lj guy in my course. He should go bang himself on the wall and die or something. Everyone will rejoice. Like, hello. He had his feets up on the chair infront of him during lecture just now. Mind you, without the shoes. And the way he walks... swaying here and there. Damn, he just irks the shit outta me.

I needa get more shorts, more clothes, more everything. Let the three months to September pass quick, let all the mid-semester tests, exams, and deadlines be gone. Hurhur bye bye bye.

I said the orientation would be shitty and yea, it was. Quite. Oh and I almost forgot to blog abt it. Me and that exeyecandy hurhur were wearing kinda the same thing today. Pink polo tee, khaki bottom. How stupid. Anyway, managed to get to town after that for a teeny weeny while and I've finally decided on havaianas. Yea finally. It's tiring to make decisions.

Bloody hell. I still can't see the tagboards. I want to tag people's board la! >:(

For the 58664156th time, love you![:

I am gonna go get a 2GB thumbdrive soon because my current 256mb one is not enough for school, plus I wanna put all my stuffs inside because I think I'm lagging the comp with all my pictures and songs. Anyway the GSS is here and I am so sad because I'm so broke.

Think I'll get my contact lenses next time if I'm really getting them because I don't feel like having them yet actually. 10 years of wearing glasses. I'll need time to get use to the absence of the metal thing on my face.

Shaofeng and Yiyang made us laugh like mad just now and I'm so happy, we've come such a long way from being the silent clique to having all that madness with have now, in just one month. I'm so hoping none of us will be in that 25% who willl get transferred to another class next year ): We're still gonna take 969 to school and home together for the next two years teehees.

Dinner at LJS with the clique and Bervyn makes me feel so fat now >:/ It's time to cut cut cut those fat! But then again, I never feel like making any effort to do so because school's tiring enough because of the projects and homeworks.

Anyway, it's back to eating apples to keep dermotologists away! Fwah, I'm having some kinda bad break out. Sleep more, shit more, eat more apples! Why shit more, you'll ask. That was taught by ZGX. He said shitting removes toxin from the body and therefore, you won't have toxin to cause acne. Something like that. It does make sense actually. Think mine's not cause by toxin though, just plain heatiness and lack of sleep. I need more water, apples, sleep.

I'm so sad I can't go town to check out the havaianas tomorrow already because there's the RMT orientation shitty thing with the Year3s blahhhhhh ):
I WANNA CATCH PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN! CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT :D

EDIT/

Kay. I'm so happy people are asking about my birthday HAHAHA [:[: So loved :}

And if you ask me what I want for my birthday, seriously, I don't know what to ask for, even though I've got like, millions of things which I want to buy. So like, the things I can think of now is ums, a pencil case, hooded jacket, skinnies, watch. Oh, PLUS lotssa sincerity and love :D Kay you can ask me again what I want cos I shall go and think about what I really want hahaha :} :} Kay la, shall stop being so thick skinned. Ate too much crocodile meat already hurhur. Kay I'm so tired. Buaizxzx.

Yay I love the warp program in my phone. School's retarded. Projects are even more so. SOMEBODY's the most, some particular fucktard. I miss certain people much. I want so many so many so many stuffs ): I NEED CASH. I'm fat, I needa do some crunches, run some rounds, but I'm lazy. I'm tired. ACCOUNTS QUIZ TOMORROW, some MCQ and true/false shitzx. Needa go do the online POM quiz soon too.

Can't believe I wanted school to start asap previously.

See, I knew I'll take back my words in the end. Be happy, yea, be happy! Abstain from profanities? Not now already. Fwah. It's 9, bye.

EDIT/
After decades of appearing offline...

kokheng. says:
ur bday coming rite?
whatever. says:
EH YOU RMBED?!
whatever. says:
oh my gawd im so touched
whatever. says:
hahaha

Uh, I just realised my birthday's prolly showing on Friendster or whatever, but I'm happy whenever people bother to like, ask about it or something :D :D :D And talking to zgx makes me a happier girl teeheehees :D :D Apologised to him about not really keeping in contact even though I promised to.

Yay secondary school friends still rock my life upside down and inside out. That includes Anet Chean, Kailing, ahmah, Phebe, blahhhh, oh, and the one who always copy me whenever I say something LowShimin fwahah :} Kay la BYE. I'm so tired. Still gotta go read up on my accounts ): Shitty. Doubt anything will get into my brain though. Fwah. It's 10, BYE.

Hello. I realised I haven't been uploading pictures of Faith for quite some time already. She's still round, but she's getting naughtier. She gets so annoying sometimes, and I bet she thinks I'm annoying too.

We've started on our projects already, and I think I'll be spending lesser and lesser time at home soon. Funny thing is, I feel bad about it. I'm sucha family girl hurhur. We're all growing up. We'll be spending even lesser time at home when we've become real adults than now, as in, 21 years old, blah (another 4 years, not really looking forward to it). So like, I'm thinking for my parents, put myself in their shoes, trying to feel what they might be feeling. You get what I mean.

Plus, my brother is so problematic, I can't stand it too. He's so much worse than how I was in the past. Prolly it's because he's a guy, but nah, that's not an excuse to be so fucked up. Pity my parents sometimes. Now I know. Yea, it's hard to be someone's dad or mom. But then again, it takes two hands to clap. Sometimes parents are at fault too.

Don't know why I'm talking about this all of a sudden, but I feel like I've grown quite a bit in my thinking. How rad. [: Anyway, my mood has been swinging up and down ever since school started. Hate it. I wish I can stop feeling so hollow inside. Where's the life?! So screwed.

Me and fishy's birthday celebration at kBox on Monday night's gonna be good even though I doubt school the next day will be good since lecture starts early at 9am ): Might be having dinner with the guys at BuddyHoagies on Tuesday evening after school. The rest of my birthday night will and must be spent at home. Even though my family don't really celebrate birthdays, I think it wouldn't be nice if I were to spend the whole day out. Kinda like, I'm neglecting my family and all. Pttf. I think few people will understand.

Life's gonna be busy with projects starting and tests coming. Hell, think I'll even try coming online and blogging lesser. I know I said that 547468383134 times in the past and never did it, but hey! I've grown. Teeheehees. We'll see la. [:

Sometimes I Love You
More Than You'll Ever Know
Other Times You Get On My Nerves
That's Just Reality
No, It Can't Always Be
Kisses, Hugs, And Beautiful Words

I ate so much today I think I prolly just gained more weight ): I still gotta finish up the beancurd my mom just brought back. Rawrs.


I'm trying to decide between Crocs MaryJane or Havaianas. Yea, Crocs are ugly, but adorable. I ain't sure if I dare to wear it to school if I get it though :/ I don't see a colour I like for Havaianas ): Anet and ahmah's gonna decide for me, I think. Anyway, I feel so so so loved la :D Funny, I didn't really feel much of that feeling in the past years :}

Neoahmah's gonna miss my birthday celebration cos she's going Taiwan, but she's making it up to me by promising to go Sentosa with me someday [:[:

I'm so not looking forward to turning 17 at all, but I'm looking forward to the celebration. It's my turn! Yiyang will say i'm being ironic at this point of time hah. Coincidentally, I'm playing an old song which talks about childhood, growing up, going after dreams, blah. Makes me wanna cry, even though the song's a happy one. Kay, it sounds happy. I don't even know why it's that song. I downloaded a song sang by ChenYi, well supposedly, but it turns out to be this song. I'll upload it or something.

By the way, I got the stick-on thing already. I'm putting the photos up on my wall. It's halfway done. It's difficult to put all the horizontal and vertical photos neatly together. Oh, and yea, I know I've got a lot of hotpink stuffs. Hotpink not bimbo okay. Fwahah. And LowShimin, see see see, the cow you gave me for X'mas has its own shelf! :}


Gonna ask ZGX out one fine day. Random. For the first time, I've got so much to write on a Sunday. Yayness, no POM tutorial tomorrow. I wanna get a lip piercing but Yuenchen was saying if it wasn't properly taken care of, there'll be like a bump if it gets infected or what shit. Plus, I doubt I'll get any of the piercings/tatoos which I kept saying I want since I've got such a low threshold for pain ): ): Eyebrow plucking is enough to make my tear flow hurhur.

Oh, and I like the autosave feature Blogger has got now [: I'm thinking if I should sign up for the Nuffnang blogger ad thingy since there's no harm, but I don't know if it's trustworthy or if I've got like, 20 or more individual visitors on my blog per day. I'm also wondering if I should get bangs again. It's kinda common in my class though. Heh kay whatever bye [:

Nopes, no sun, no beach, no Sentosa today. Because somehow, I think Kailing was waiting for me to contact her while I was waiting for her to get back to me fwahah.

It's gonna rain.

Spent the whole morning and the first half of the afternoon watching EZJ. Yea I know I'm so outdated to have only started watching now, but whatever la :} Oh, and I was browsing through Friendster and I realised zgx really did ask his friends to call him adam last time hahaha. That guy is full of bullshit. Rawrs too bad I ain't hearing from him anymore, except for occassional chats on MSN when I appear online, which is really seldom. He makes me laugh. Rofl.

Kay I should like, try to catch up with him or something. And, not only him, but everybody else. I shouldn't always be waiting for people to keep in touch with me. >:/

I'm so heaty now, I think I'm gonna have a sorethroat soon ): I slept at 2.30am last night cos I was watching tv and I woke up at around 8.30 this morning ): So not enough sleep. Anet was also up (like, shocking eh?!) and we were texting each other, talking about nothing in particular. Teehees gonna find one day next week or something to go out with her [:[:

I feel like going kBox to sing hahaha but I'm so broke and I think it will make my throat worse ): Kay I'm off bye.

A few weeks of absence makes the heart grows fonder alot.

Attended MF's tutorial, skipped POM's lecture today, helped out with only the setting up of the icecream stall for our class, for TP's CNN day, before we scooted off. At least we helped. Was so hyper today, Wenrui said she has never seen me that excited before. Joke. I'm always that high, just not in TP.

Not that I hate the class or the school or whatsoever, it's just that... I've not been able to get used to them yet, and they won't ever be able to replace any of the PHS people. Not ever.

Took bus 72 down to YCK from Tampines. Met Yuxuan and ahmah. Timing was just right as the students were just released. Saw familiar faces like Cherie, Joshua, Alfi, Sebas... So happy la :D Josh tells me he's got top marks in some test. Like, congrats. I've never ever gotten top marks before last year, unless you count my O'lvl Chinese results in, since I'm the only one in the chinese class who got A2 :} Anyway, PHS's still the best. Lunched at the coffeeshop behind school, sat at the void deck, did nothing, went over to Yishun, met Phebe and Kelvin, had chicken rice dinner at the usual place. Happy happy [:[:

We were actually supposed to go over to min's house, and they decided to stay over. But I played the part of the wet blanket again ): I've got a Sentosa date tomorrow morning most prolly, and I'm kinda restricted. Well, I assumed my mom would be pissed if I go. I'm so sorry for always ruining sleepover plans ): I'll try to make it tomorrow instead though. Sigh.

Anyway, I love these people so so much, I'm as afraid of losing the closeness, corny as it might sound. I doubt I'll ever have this kinda feelings with the people in TP. Kay maybe just not as much. Time's gonna change things, but hopefully, only for the better and nothing for the worse.

Hell, sometimes I worry so much in the middle of the night I feel like making everyone promise me to not ever lose contact with me. Fwahah. I know, it sounds so stupid. I worry too much most of the time, but hey, at least my mind's not only thinking about guys right! Kay pictures now. Enough of all the depressing talk [:

void deck.
NP toilet [:
loves.
:}
Kelvin the Poo.
Fwahah Yuxuan can't smile properly in pictures
min&ahmah [:
me, min, poopoohead [:Laugh till your ass drops

Kay I think some people are so stupid they can just go bang the wall and die and nobody will care hahaha okay eve lim you shall not be so mean hahaha but I can't help it. Fwah.

I have to go and do my MF homework like, soon. I don't like talking on MSN sigh ): I don't like too much older guys too hahaha kay whatever.

I'm in no mood to blog properly today for gawd knows what reason.

I miss everyone.

Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared.
But no one would listen
Cuz' no one else cared.

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear.
What am I leaveing,
When I am done here?

So if you're asking me I want you to know...

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

Don't be afraid
Of taking my beatings
Of shit behind me.

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through.
I've never been perfect
But neither have you.

So if you're asking me I want you to know...

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can't be who you are...

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that i've done
Help me leave behind some reason to be missed.
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest,Leave out all the rest.

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well.
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can't be who you are.
I can't be who you are

I used to be my own protection,
But not now.
'Cause my path has lost direction,
Somehow.

OMF OMF OMF. I wasn't planning to blog at all today, but my Blogger's finally back to normal so here I am :D :D :D I'm so darn happy it's back to normal.

There ain't school tomorrow since our APEL class has been changed to Tuesdays, but we're gonna use the time to do our projects.

Kay I don't know what to blog about already lol bye.

I had hope, I believed
But I'm beginning to think
That I've been deceived
I'm downloading a whole lot of songs at one go again. Updating of MP3s in my phone! It sucks to hear the same songs on my long long way to school everyday. Kay, Linkin Park's new album ain't that bad afterall. Teehees. I like this song alooooot [:



I think I've to really catch up with my work fast. Even Yiyang is working hard. Now, that's making me stressed. Fwahah. Shall be starting projects and everything soon. Did Retail Accounting in the library during the 4 hours break today and I swear Yiyang and min almost died at first. For the first time in my life, I felt like sucha pro at Accounting :} Shaofeng is even pro-er than me hah.

But I know, I'll start to lose my footing and start struggling as soon as we reach the parts where we've not studied in Sec school's POA before. So I gotta buck up already! Anet's not there for me as a reference already sigh ): Debbie the lecturer is so not good at teaching us the subject.

Anyway, we met so many weird people in the buses we took today. Like, there was this guy on our return trip on Bus 23. He was singing kinda loudly (Jay Chou's songs I think) and tapping his foot. He was even snapping his fingers at one point. Kinda nutty man. Then in 969, me and min were sitting at the last row between this malay guy and girl. They started sms-ing each other and according to min, they even called each other at one point. Fwahah. Stupid people. They were just two stick thin girls away from each other can! Kay I take that back. It should be one stick thin and one fat girl away. Lololol.

Kay, it's TP's CNN day on Fri. Ain't helping out in anything or whatsoever for min and me. We'll most probably be going back to PHS to get our cert, and then maybe over to kBox or something [: We are so antisocial in Tampines sia roflmao.

Right, pictures of when we were in the library next time people should take a picture of me me me me me teeheehees kay bye.


ShaoFeng the pro hahaha [:

I don't know if I heard it wrong or what, but I think my mom just gave me the green lights to make contact lenses. I'm not exactly jumping for joy about it, because actually, I don't think sticking some foreign shit into my eyes sounds great. Plus I get to do so because I won't be getting a laptop. Want laptop, no contact lenses, and vice versa. Something like that. You can call me stupid to choose contact lenses over laptop (not that i really did any choosing), but seriously, I don't need a laptop actually, and if I really end up needing it, I can always get it next year.

I shall take my time to consider :D

Helped Yuenchen out with her project today. She was taking photos of our hands for her Romeo and Juliet poster, and I had to help her with the Photoshop stuffs. We're quits now :D I don't owe her anything for pangseh-ing her on Sat, and she doesn't have to repay me for running out of my house to meet her this morning and for staying back after lecture even though it was super late already to help her with the Photoshop. Teehees.

I'm kinda tired of replying everyone on Friendster except for WongAHMAO la hahaha. Eww I just saw a picture of some eyeliner guy on Friendster. He stucked like, 3 Mcdonald straws into his ear hole and he's got some remixed ahbeng song on his profile. Fgross. Oh, just realised he knows Joelang (read: from a JC) =/ Hurhur. Shan't judge a book by its cover already. Fwahah.

Kay, pictures hosted by Photobucket STILL, then bye.


hello weirdo faceshapes


Yiyang's hand


My hand



Presto. A half-finished bloody poster.